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oh bitch my period here to kill me

#i was in such a kms mood all week then today randombly woke up #best mood of the month literally sunshine and rainbows #i instantly went to brrooke and said bro aunt flo on the way today #and sure as shit i uuuh started at like 5pm 7 hrs after i said it

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work doodles 😁

#😁😁😁😁 everyday i clock in and. SUFFER #suicide tw

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51 k followers for this

#like.............................................................. #whats the point #block of course but i had one of their other post pop up on my feed which prompted me to scroll their acct

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Where was fhis yesterday before i beat my face in trying to connect to the IRS

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literally gonna kill myself after this is over i swear to god

#if i dont die from heart problems during

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either i kille myself or someone tells me how to report an old workplace for NOT mailing out the w2s

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fondly remembering the time when i went to military hospital and on intake chart asking if i had concerning thoughts of self harm/suicide and i checked yes and the dr just handed me a sheet for a support group during the visit

#lol lmao even

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I slept my evening awayy

#its not even 10 yet but i should go back to sleep

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my birthday in 10 days............................

#almost 9 but god......... #25

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Im gonna rip my hair out... its common?!?@,$;%

#my mom saying she'll ''break me of it'' not abt autism but my ocd

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This shit makes me so sad like i wouldnt know if its true i try not to interact much online thsse days but MAN it would make some sense on some attitudes

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First like 2 hrs at work and im cryin already

#i called out today is so bad

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if i dont be emo and draw tihis emo vent ill ex[;ode

#no im fine ive just got ... #so much built up iam so sad

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Woke up in a pretty horrid mood how do i fix this

#ive tried goinf back to bed for like 3 hrs now haha #movie timw i gueaa #idk i justbwoke up with killing myself on the brain