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𝑀𝑒𝑔𝒶𝓃 𝒯𝒽𝑒𝑒 𝒮𝓉𝒶𝓁𝓁𝒾𝑜𝓃 | 𝟐𝟎𝟐𝟏 𝐁𝐞𝐬𝐭 𝐍𝐞𝐰 𝐀𝐫𝐭𝐢𝐬𝐭 𝐆𝐫𝐚𝐦𝐦𝐲 𝐖𝐢𝐧

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MEGAN THEE STALLION wins the Grammy Award for Best Rap Performance

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I don’t need to eat

I don’t need to eat

I don’t need to eat

I don’t need to eat

I don’t need to eat

I don’t need to eat

I don’t need to eat

I don’t need to eat

I don’t need to eat

I don’t need to eat

I don’t need to eat

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RYAN (HEAD-BUTT), 1999 “That’s not my blood. I was making out with my main squeeze on a stoop in the East Village and some macho jock dickhead walked by and called us fags. I don’t think he expected me to get up in his face. We scrapped a bit and then I head-butted him and could feel his nose break on my forehead. We ran for blocks, laughing at the top of our lungs, and then jumped into bed, where my boyfriend took this picture of me.”

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imagine

you wake up, feeling lighter than ever. you look in the mirror to notice your chest under your shirt is so much smaller than it used to be. you look down at your thighs, your boxers don't cling on to you and ride up like they used to. you make your way to the bathroom, your footsteps are so light and quiet on the cold wooden floor. you remove your sweatshirt and step on to the scale. you hit 100 pounds! you finally did it.

keep going

THIS IS FOR ME!!

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Hi I’m trans ftm. I take t, since taking it I’ve gain weight. I let the hungry kill me. I’ve gain 8 pounds over the course of 9 months. I lost 20 pounds when I overdose due to throwing up, and limited eating. But I gained it bac in the process of 2 months. I’ve been trying to a workout but it is just not working. Plus I binge every time k get stressed out. I’m on ED hashtags all the time tryna get tips to lose weight. It seems impossible.

#ED #eating disorder #ftm #trans #trans male #weight mention #weight gain #weight lose

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I have tried so many ways to make myself throw up and have found nothing. I’ve used my fingers, toothbrushes, baking soda, salt. Making myself gag. I don’t know what else to try.

#purge #ED #eating disorder #throw up

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tw ed- HOW I STOPPED BINGING PT 2

thought id make another post on how to stop a binge because while my last post was great if you are at home, these tips might be better if you are out somewhere or super busy/ on-the-go and cant do a whole affirmation ritual.

BUT FIRST I CANNOT STRESS THIS ENOUGH- WRITE DOWN AFFIRMATIONS WHEN U HAVE THE TIME. idk write “i hate food and am never hungry” like 100 times. it rewires ur brain to think these thoughts. if you tell yourself over and over again you are not hungry or hate your binge trigger/craving food, then your brain will believe you and act accordingly. WRITE WRITE WRITE WHAT YOU WANT TO THINK BECAUSE THIS REWIRES UR INCLINED ACTIONS. 

NEXT 1- MAKE YOURSELF LOOK AT GROSS PICS OF INSECTS.  this one is harsh. at least for me. insects are nasty and a picture of them will shake me up for a while so i cant eat. traumatizing, honestly. 

2- DRINK A MIX OF CAYENNE PEPPER/ACV/ SRIRACHA SAUCE. if you want to add to the trauma, add some mustard. even thinking about making this is enough to make me hate the idea of food. whenever you begin to fancy yourself a binge or food, think about this drink. if you binge or eat when u didnt want to, make urself drink it as punishment. prolly not gonna wanna binge again. 

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