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karinaāsĀ mindĀ wasĀ wanderingĀ toĀ otherĀ placesĀ asĀ sheĀ foundĀ herselfĀ surroundedĀ byĀ aĀ fewĀ familiarĀ facesĀ ,Ā butĀ mostlyĀ strangersĀ ,Ā inĀ whatĀ feltĀ likeĀ theĀ smallestĀ penthouseĀ sheādĀ everĀ steppedĀ footĀ inĀ justĀ becauseĀ ofĀ theĀ ridiculousĀ amountĀ ofĀ peopleĀ inĀ hereĀ rightĀ nowĀ .Ā Ā theĀ friendĀ whoĀ draggedĀ Ā herĀ hereĀ isĀ nowhereĀ toĀ beĀ foundĀ &Ā theĀ alcoholĀ flowingĀ throughĀ herĀ veinsĀ isĀ Ā justĀ makingĀ herĀ moreĀ &Ā moreĀ tiredĀ asĀ theĀ momentsĀ passĀ Ā ,Ā sheĀ knowsĀ exactlyĀ whatĀ sheĀ needsĀ toĀ refreshĀ herĀ ,Ā herĀ gazeĀ notĀ falteringĀ fromĀ theĀ kitchenĀ islandĀ whereĀ sheĀ spottedĀ theĀ groupĀ ofĀ peopleĀ doingĀ linesĀ ofĀ cokeĀ .Ā whichĀ happenedĀ toĀ beĀ karinaāsĀ drugĀ ofĀ choiceĀ ,Ā andĀ herĀ biggestĀ viceĀ .Ā itĀ wasĀ aĀ struggleĀ ,Ā becauseĀ ifĀ Ā sheĀ gotĀ caughtĀ againĀ withĀ drugsĀ inĀ herĀ systemĀ duringĀ anyĀ timeĀ sheĀ wasĀ competingĀ ,Ā herĀ careerĀ wouldĀ beĀ overĀ .Ā itĀ wasĀ aĀ oneĀ strikeĀ systemĀ inĀ wrestlingĀ ,Ā &Ā evenĀ afterĀ monthsĀ ,Ā sheĀ wasĀ stillĀ fightingĀ toĀ regainĀ herĀ reputationĀ .Ā butĀ herĀ eyesĀ easilyĀ tearĀ awayĀ fromĀ theĀ groupĀ asĀ sheĀ quicklyĀ recognizesĀ margoĀ fromĀ acrossĀ theĀ roomĀ ,Ā causingĀ herĀ heartĀ toĀ almostĀ immediatelyĀ dropĀ intoĀ herĀ stomachĀ .Ā theĀ lastĀ timeĀ sheādĀ seenĀ theĀ otherĀ girlĀ hadĀ beenĀ lessĀ thanĀ pleasantĀ ,Ā inĀ factĀ ,Ā itādĀ brokeĀ karinaāsĀ heartĀ .Ā withoutĀ consideringĀ herĀ actionsĀ forĀ longerĀ thanĀ fiveĀ minutesĀ ,Ā karinaĀ liftsĀ herselfĀ upĀ offĀ theĀ couchĀ &Ā shufflesĀ throughĀ bodiesĀ directlyĀ towardsĀ whereĀ margoĀ isĀ standingĀ .Ā āĀ margoĀ ,Ā heyĀ ā¦Ā Ā āĀ Ā sheĀ movesĀ herĀ handĀ toĀ touchĀ theĀ otherĀ girlāsĀ shoulderĀ inĀ attemptĀ toĀ getĀ herĀ attentionĀ ,Ā handĀ wanderingĀ downĀ toĀ theĀ otherĀ girlāsĀ forearmĀ .Ā Ā āĀ canĀ iĀ talkĀ toĀ youĀ ā¦Ā inĀ privateĀ ?Ā Ā āĀ Ā sheĀ asksĀ ,Ā beforeĀ leadingĀ herĀ intoĀ theĀ bathroomĀ .
Ā Ā ššššš« Ā š”šš« Ā ššØš®š«šš” Ā š¬š”šØš Ā šØš«Ā so , margo was finally beginning to feel comfortable and loose . the penthouse was packed , overwhelming the young woman when she first arrived . she had only accepted the invitation to be polite to an old friend . having found herself back in new york after a little over a year away , she was trying to rekindle friendships and reconfigure her social circle . what she wasnāt expecting , however , was to be approached by an old flame . having been able to recognize karinaās smooth voice even after all this time , her once lax shoulders tensed under her warm touch nearly sobering up completely . āoh ... hey ,ā her flushed face held an expression of shock upon locking eyes with her ex for the first time since , well ... since margo left her with tears in her eyes and a hollow feeling in her chest where her heart ( which once belonged entirely to the other ) shouldāve been . nevertheless , she found herself nodding along in a daze . limbs moving on autopilot before the ex couple found themselves alone in the bathroom . margo gulped , eyeing the ground before tucking a stray piece of hair behind her ear and looking up at karina cautiously .Ā āi , uh , wasnāt expecting to see you here ,ā she chuckled humorlessly .Ā āwhat did you ... wanna talk about ?ā
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chicagoās very own margo rosas has been spotted on madison avenue , with a striking semblance to camila mendes ! you may know them as @margo or hitting the front page of tmz as margo rosas is making her comeback on broadway ! according to tmz , you just had your twenty-third birthday bash . your chance of surviving new york is uncertain because youāre overdramatic , but being passionate might help you . things that would paint a better picture of you would be the sound of stilettos hitting the pavement , the thunderous sound of applause , and having the poise of a well-mannered lady but the mouth of a sailor . ( cis female + she / herĀ )
omg hey yāall itās ya girl lia back at it again with the broadway b*tch herself , margo ! fun fact : iāve been writing for margo off n on for THREE years ?? thatās wild . no matter what i do i cannot get rid of this muse akjsdnk but i love her and i hope yāall do too ! under the cut is far too much info on her ( iām sorry itās long !! ) pls go ahead and give this post a like if you give me consent to come bug you in the imās / discord ! <3
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š®š„š„ ššš¦š: Margaret Lucia Rosas
ā ;; šš¢šš¤š§šš¦š(š¬): Margo ( preferred name ), Mars, Mar, Pain in the Ass, Drama Queen
ā ;; šš š: Twenty-Three
ā ;; š.š.š: 31 October 1997
ā ;; ššØšš¢šš: Scorpio sun, scorpio moon,Ā leo asc ( yikes )
ā ;; ššš§ššš«: Cis Female
ā ;; šš«š¢šš§šššš¢šØš§: Bisexual Biromantic
ā ;; ššš¢š š”š: 5ft 2
ā ;; šš¢š«šš”š©š„ššš: Chicago, IL
ā ;; šš®š«š«šš§š šš¢šÆš¢š§š ššØš§šš¢šš¢šØš§š¬: Luxurious apartment in Manhattan
ā ;; šššš®š©ššš¢šØš§: Singer / Songwriter + Broadway Performer ( Julia Michaels VC )
ā ;; šš«šš¢šš¬: Passionate,Ā creative, dramatic, distrusting, outgoing, ambitious, fun-loving, loyal, daring, sarcastic, stubborn, overconfident, impulsive, hard-working, petty, secretive, short-tempered, vindictive
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*TW: undiagnosed illness, death
grew up as an only child in chicago, illinois. her family was definitely in the middle class but her parents both worked hard to provide their pride and joy with everything she couldāve wanted out of life
and it became apparent early on that what margo wanted was to perform. she was always singing around the house, putting on one-woman shows for her parents, and following along to the choreography of her favorite DCOM on tv. and in order to keep her satisfied, and also out of the house while they were both working, her parents threw her into an abundance of performing arts classes: ballet, tap, and jazz classes + singing lessons + acting workshops-- you name it. it was a very expensive hobby butĀ her parents were willing to put in the extra work hours to fund her passions
she honestly grew up blissfully unaware of the sacrifices her parents were making on her behalf. they just never made her feel like she was inconveniencing them in any way. if she wanted to spend her day turn acting, singing, and dancing then so be it. they supported her emotionally and financially 100%
*ILLNESS TW* but the rose-tinted glasses were ripped from her eyes around the age of fourteen / fifteen. her mom had always had a weak immune system-- the first one to catch a cold or the flu, knocking her on her ass and leaving her bedridden for days at a time. it only got worse as years went on and she avoided doctor appointments out of fear of being charged unnecessary costly fees. she downplayed her compromising situation for as long as she could until she physically couldnāt carry on any more and had to stop going to work
margo and her father urged the stubborn woman to seek medical attention for any sort of relief for months until she finally conceded. soon it became the new norm for her mother to be in and out of hospitals, getting tests done, trying various medications. but nothing helped in the long-term and they were unable to come to a strict diagnosis *ILLNESS TW END*
and she had been right, it was terribly expensive. their funds were short considering the family was down to one income. so margo took on more responsibilities by working part-time jobs as well as going to school. she was sixteen and teaching dance lessons at her childhood studio in exchange for a small amount of pay +Ā free lessons as well as working at a local movie theatre 6 days a week. she cut back on extracurricular lessons to save some money, instead pouring all her creative energy into only school related clubs such as choir, theatre, and so on
honestly, if you knew margo in high school youād likely not even know about her familial situation. she liked to keep her cards close to her chest and portrayed herself as this larger than life character that no one would believe had experienced any hardships. she distracted from her own worries by playing the role ofĀ āqueen beeā or more accurately rachael berry from glee ( a cursed character at this point but itās true unfortunately )
margo had big dreams of making it to broadway one day and had planned to get there by going to college in new york and make a name for herself. but with her motherās healthy declining the closer margo got to graduation, the more put off she was by the idea of moving away from home. she was willing to put all plans for her future on hold and take care of her mother but her parents wouldnāt let her. being as encouraging as ever, they convinced her that she needed to follow her dreams. she had already given up a majority of her teenage years to help them out when they needed it most. they wouldnāt let her miss out on anything else
so with a heavy heart but on a good scholarship, she left for columbia university without any idea of what to expect. new york was a whole new world for her and she was thrown off by how talented, beautiful, and wealthy her peers were. she had felt like a big fish in a really small pond during her high school days. but for once she was a tiny fish in the big wide ocean
her larger than life persona came back into play-- masking her worries and insecurities with a version of herself that was so confident that she even began to fool herself. she got a bit lost in the fantasy. her true self-slipping away. she almost had this alter ego ???Ā ( come thru hannah montana moment okay ) wannabe starlet rubbing elbows with the future CEOs and celebrities of the world by day and local pizza parlor waitress by the night, working to make a decent living while also sending money back home when she could
she also had to maintain good grades to keep her scholarship and participate in performances that her department put on in order to rise in the ranks
honestly the only time she got a little peace was when she was hanging out with her few GOOD friends. like the people that actually got to know her past her fake personality. they were also music people so they spent a lot of time together just messing around with instruments and vocals and writing songs in their own little makeshift studio / hangout spot
it started off as just fun and games, but with their help margo created some original songs and released them as an indie artist. she put herself out there on her social media profiles like āhey stream my new single!!!!!!ā and people ate it up. after releasing a few tracks and establishing her own following, her music eventually got to the right people and she was given the opportunity to sign to an actual label which was wild ???
and while it was an amazing opportunity, releasing music under the label was also very demanding. when she was releasing music from the comfort of her friendās studio it was purely a fun creative outlet and doneĀ on her own time.Ā it was just... rough. but how could she complain when she was making a name for herself in the music industry + making bank from royalties + getting to meet all these cool famous people and go to parties with them and yāknow ... spiral and slack off on other responsibilities
*DEATH TW* it was around her junior year that things started to go from bad to worse. she remembers exactly where she was and what she was doing when she got the call from her dad informing her of her momās extended stay in the hospital. things werenāt looking too good. there wasnāt anything they could do for the older lady and honestly she was done fighting. margo flew back home to chicago immediately and stayed at her childhood home for the following weeks until her mother passed. it was absolutely devastating. she stayed in chicago with her dad for months as they worked through their grief together *DEATH TW END*
columbia was pretty understanding of her situation and was willing to be accommodating so she could finish her degree plan, but margo put things off for so long that she eventually just withdrew from the university and was dead set on just living in chicago forever
iām not gonna lie, margo was down and out for a little while. didnāt talk to anyone really, rarely left the house, stopped making music, and just sorta fell off completely. the only good thing that came out of the year or so that she spent back home was she stepped away from the false reality she created for herself in new york, which helped her realize that she didnāt love the person she was becoming or the things she was doing. she wasnāt even really involved with her one true passion which was theatre / acting
it was with a little boost from her dad ( literally her biggest fan , i love this man okay ) that she started acting like herself again. he told her that her mom wouldnāt want her to give up on everything and neither would he. so with a new found determination ( and a pretty exciting career opportunity ), margo put on her big girl pants and moved her ass back to new york to finally do what she loves to do
and here we are now ! sheās stepping into her break-out role onto broadway asĀ lydia deetz in bettlejuice the musical
sheās only been back in new york for a few months at this point iād say ??? and i canāt wait to see her come into her own and grow into the margo i know and love ... but also hate because sheās so so dumb :-) <3
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she has no chill, probably will never have any chill, and i am sorry for that ASJNDLK sheās just overdramatic as hell !!! sheās a theatre kid at heart and i would expect absolutely nothing less from her
generally good-natured though and has good intentions. just simply has piss-poor execution sometimes
down to clown and ready to have a good time all the time all in the name of enjoying life to its fullest while we all have a chance
the only thing she takes seriously is her work life. sheās on her grind okay, it took a lot for her to get to where she is today and sheās not going to just let it slip away that easily. sheās doing everything she can to make not only herself proud but her parents :ā-)
still releases her own music under the label but her primarily focus is on her budding broadway career and the label is understanding of that ... mostly because she called an executive meeting ( against her managerās better judgement ) and was super up front and threatened to walk out if they didnāt see reason ... but at least things worked out well !!!
she mostly writes songs for other people at this point in her career. some big names too ( just like ... google julia michaelās career and apply it to margo okay thank u )
honestly her management teams worst nightmare simply because she does not listen and will do whatever she wants and post whatever she wants and will not apologize for being her authentic self in media
like, sheās just starting to figure out who she is again and they want her to stop and act fake because sheās not being veryĀ āfamily-friendlyā or because it doesnāt make herĀ ālook good to the publicā ??? nah f*ck that !
while she is sociable and fun-loving, sheās also hard to seriously get to know sometimes because of all those years of putting up a front. like sometimes she doesnāt even realize that sheās not being 100% genuine ??? so you could be hanging out with her every single day and still not know her completely and she might not open up and thatās okay, sheās working on it
she is a pretty good friend tho ! super loyal, a true ride or die, will want to fight anyone that you have a problem with, showers you in compliments and gifts, truly 10 / 10
but if she doesnāt like you or if youāve mistreated her in any way at all she will in fact hold it against you for the rest of her life. just petty as a mf and i hate her for it like sis pls leT SH*T GO !!!!
didnāt grow up rich so now that sheās making bank sheās one of those people that just buys dumb things just because she can ??? the size of her closet is absolutely ridiculous, just overflowing with clothes and accessories, and the amount of random packages that get delivered to her apartment that she doesnāt even remember ordering is even more so ... just ... irresponsible spender
stubborn ?? what isĀ compromising ??? doesnāt know her but will try ( begrudginglyĀ ) if she really likes you
hates being bored. can and will go to excessive lengths to avoid boredom
partygirl margo has not stopped, will not stop, and cannot be stopped much to my own disappointment
self-proclaimed dancing queen. really puts all those years of classical dance training to good use by hopping on top of tables / countertops at parties to shake some ass
surprisingly a responsible adult that can cook and clean and get shit done when she really puts her mind to it ??? this developed over the years that her mom was sick and bedridden and she stepped up to take care of household chores while her dad worked doubles
very family-oriented and talks to her dad all the time. like, calls him daily for really dumb reasons. any time she feels down the first person she wants to talk to is him ( well itās actually her mom, who was her best friend in the whole world, but since sheās not here anymore they make do as just the two of them )
her ego is LARGE. GRANDE. thinks very highly of herself as a result of being praised too much as a child probably. not to mention she is very very good at what she does, has more talent in her little pinky then i do in my whole body. sheās secretly insecure on the inside but she presents as an overconfident bad bitch
a staple to her character that i wish she would shake is her inability to handle her own feelings in a healthy way ... she just sorta ... shuts down ?? runs away ?? acts like nothing is happening ?? itās bad. would rather leave than get left and bottle up all her feelings and kick them under the bed then ever open up
has a terrible sleeping pattern and cannot stay on a solid sleep schedule to save her life. undiagnosed insomniac. when her mind just wonāt calm down she often goes out to keep her occupied and avoid any overthinking that might occur when sheās in her own company
her life motto is #YOLO and does a lot of stupid sh*t because of it
probably uses tiktok too much both as a consumer and a content creator. vlogs her backstage experiences and also just posts dumb, amusing things
this is so long iām sorry if you read this whole thing i just have a lot of feelings about her after writing her for so many years AKJSDK iāll shut up now BYE
i have margoās wc page HERE but just some ideas are best friends, frenemies, confidants, fellow music people, party friends, pr friends or pr rivals, crushes, on and off again, exes, roommate, childhood friends, family friends, good influence, bad influence, honestly truly anything and everything PLS i love to plot and write w/ all of you ! <3
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