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Ar6mantic fictive culture is wanting t9 crawl int6 y9ur skin whenever y6u see ship art 9f y6ur s9urce-

[PT: Aromantic fictive culture is wanting to crawl into your skin whenever you see ship art of your source-. End PT]

#starring: queue #🪐 worm

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we tried to do the earrings=who's fronting system but neo currently stealinb lucifer's earring because it's a gift from his crush and lucifer doesn't care enough to point it's its earring. or maybe it's just a softie who knows

#anyway im off to commit hate crimes against neo #starr.txt #letter from nova #i know this is not what gay panic means but neo is gay and he's panicking about his silly little crush. disater bi fr #no but really. he's literally arguing with me rn about his little crush. loser #virgin neo (having crushes aspec) vs chad nova (neutral-repulsed aroace) #endo safe

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reading fics about my source (amd me specifically) is difficult but i wanna!!!! they're so interesting !!!!!!!! but i also take everything said about my canon counterpart pretty personal....... oughhsjfjs the agony.........

#starr.txt #🍎 apple of the eye #character in a fic was telling how much they loved me and appreciated me and i almost began to cry. bawling my eyes out even #LIKE THAT WAS SO SWEET !!!!!!!!!! AUGH [[[[[!!!!!! #fictive stuff #plurality #endo safe

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decided against because i knew i would probably have a breakdown and an identity crisis afterwards 🔥🔥 i think i'll leave those scenes to others™

'bout to reach a point in watching my source when a canon-me appears and i think that will. Affect my perception of myself. at least at some degree. hm. on one hand i really want to watch it. on the other hand, i don't think i can handle it right now. ugh 💔

#starr.txt #🍎 apple of the eye

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'bout to reach a point in watching my source when a canon-me appears and i think that will. Affect my perception of myself. at least at some degree. hm. on one hand i really want to watch it. on the other hand, i don't think i can handle it right now. ugh 💔

#starr.txt #🍎 apple of the eye

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"hey why do we keep splitting new guys" and then they continue to be in a highly stressful situation 24/7

#starr.txt #like hey. C'mon. You Know Why. #plurality #endo safe #and we can't even do anything about that stressful situation. no escape! ugh #🍎 apple of the eye

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apparently lilith did Not go dormant. sorry 💔

Took out of the pinned some of the members that has gone dormant! (like vivi or lilith). The others are just not a very frequent fronters so while their front tag is still in the pinned, their names aren't. Soz!

#i also have some bad associations with that name :( but it's a me problem and i will get over it!! #starr.txt #🍎 apple of the eye

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#funnier as a system #starring: queue

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i like the idea of a set of earrings for each fronter but the cons are that we will have to bring . at least four sets every time we go outside. probably more.

and i don't trust us not to lose them, lmao

#starr.txt #letter from nova

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Took out of the pinned some of the members that has gone dormant! (like vivi or lilith). The others are just not a very frequent fronters so while their front tag is still in the pinned, their names aren't. Soz!

#starr.txt #🍎 apple of the eye

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mmmm i was right. they really do see me as nothing but a bad omen. i regret warming up to them. fear from them feels like betrayal.

i've been fronting so much lately.

#starr.txt #letter from nova #and yet i front again. what a surprise.

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do we have even more guys. what

#starr.txt

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maybe i am nothing but a sign of bad things.

i've been fronting so much lately.

#starr.txt #letter from nova

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i've been fronting so much lately.

#i feel bad about it. i know i shouldn't feel bad about it but i also know my friend thinks me fronting means something bad happened like i'm #some fucking. harbinger of doom or whatever. #and the realization that they don't really see me as anything besides a sign that something bad happened. ruined my mood and changed my #opinion about fronting #bad things did happen recently - like. two days ago recently. not directly to us but nationwide. but i was fronting more often even before #that #ugh. hate it here. #i think i didn't front 23th but othervise it just been #mainly me and neo (though it was more me that neo lately) #starr.txt #letter from nova

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Yeah I’m aromantic, asexual, and agender, but you know what else I am? I’m aerodynamic. Anxious. Angular. Aromatic. Alien. Aimless. Aching. Ancient. I’m not a triple A battery, I’m an elevenfold A battery and counting.

#me. #letter from nova #starring: queue

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chat. chat . as soon as we realized we were a system we started to get surrounded by systems/system stuff irl. there are two systems in our friend group. there's a system character in my current dnd game. our best friend is a system. what does that mean chat. is the universe trying to tell us something.

#chat (referring to tumblr users like a normal person does) #starr.txt

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our dnd dm complimented our eagerness today and said that playing a new character changed me like i was a different person. looks into the camera with a knowing smile

#starr.txt #number two fronted for the most of the session so yeah #plurality #endo safe #actually plural #letter from nova #also i think one of our teammates made a system character with is objectively so fucking cool !!