peppersbian

[peppersbian]

college has been for the most part very easy for me and i have been afraid of the point where it starts to feel hard and i am here and i am afraid

#i have made it so far #i feel like i am not cut out for this line of work #a part of me wonders how much of this is to blame of the lack of foundation i have been given in my department #because honestly i feel like with the exception of one class last semester i have been running on prior knowledge and nothing

[peppersbian]

Very frequently I feel like I am functioning on max capacity and am generally overwhelmed. Which frightens me because I feel as though I really do not do that much

#and in my brain im like no yeah i do a lot #but others do more and others are more market competetive and i know the comparison game helps no one but i feel as though i should be able #to handle more #ok to make myself feel better let me list out the things i do #i am a full time student working 20 hours a week #running a club almost completely by myself and I contribute to my school's publication #idk man i just like. wish i wasnt overwhelmed and felt like i had the support of my peers and professors #i wish i could do more like an internship because i know i need too i know i need to look into industry based work #i should freelance i should build my portfolio further #i feel overwhelmed like I do at the end of the semester but it is the second week #i should apply for grants and scholarships and research projects and study for the lsats and gre and blah blah blah balh blhab blahlahal #sigh

[peppersbian]

she slays so hard

#butches.. <3

[peppersbian]

has anyone else been seeing the tweets about a lotion from sephora that attracts spiders

[peppersbian]

My mildly unhinged MLP x The Legend of Spyro crossover

#so cool!

[peppersbian]

Want to learn something new in 2022??

Absolute beginner adult ballet series (fabulous beginning teacher)

40 piano lessons for beginners (some of the best explanations for piano I’ve ever seen)

Excellent basic crochet video series

Basic knitting (probably the best how to knit video out there)

Pre-Free Figure Skate Levels A-D guides and practice activities (each video builds up with exercises to the actual moves!)

How to draw character faces video (very funny, surprisingly instructive?)

Another drawing character faces video

Literally my favorite art pose hack

Tutorial of how to make a whole ass Stardew Valley esque farming game in Gamemaker Studios 2??

Introduction to flying small aircrafts

French/Dutch/Fishtail braiding

Playing the guitar for beginners (well paced and excellent instructor)

Playing the violin for beginners (really good practical tips mixed in)

Color theory in digital art (not of the children’s hospital variety)

Retake classes you hated but now there’s zero stakes:

Calculus 1 (full semester class)

Learn basic statistics (free textbook)

Introduction to college physics (free textbook)

Introduction to accounting (free textbook)

Learn a language:

Ancient Greek

Latin

Spanish

German

Japanese (grammar guide) (for dummies)

French

Russian (pretty good cyrillic guide!)

[peppersbian]

[peppersbian]

female rage is always traditionally dainty feminine women with long hair covered in blood :// WHAT ABOUT THE BUTCHES. what about a butch cradling her broken nose while eyeing the camera with contempt. what about a butch with the bottom half of their face covered in blood and viscera. what about veins bulging out of their muscular neck arms and back and sorry I lost track of what I was talking about

[peppersbian]

[peppersbian]

[peppersbian]

the “i had a good time” factor still the unbeatable metric in deciding if media is good

#for me this is rob zombies the munsters 2023 #its a baaaad movie #but its sooooooo fun ive watched it like 3 times

[peppersbian]

applied to be a proctor for my state's bar exam :thumbs up:

#ill need to skip class for it LOL though its early in the semester so ill probably be fine #its gonna pay soooo good though #like 700 bucks for 3 days of work #i can put it towards my car :sobs: #by feb (if i am selected) with that money i can get it under 1k #and since ill have a bigger winter break paycheck maybe i can pay it all off....

[peppersbian]

The semester is starting to come to a close and I am excited to do a check in on all the goals I made a while back

[peppersbian]

you're laughing. charles dickens had a son named plorn and you're laughing

[peppersbian]

We decided to publish this survey a second time because, by accident, the first version only lasted for a day.

Please reblog for a bigger sample size!

If you’d like to share your answer in the comments/tags, feel free to use 🫠/💀/🦉 and so on. And comment/tag your degree!

#in my undergrad probably going to persue a JD

[peppersbian]

studying for the lsat (for free)

i know lsat prep courses are so expensive and i cannot pay for that so i thought i’d share what i’ve been doing

insight lsat on youtube has a playlist with a free prep course, in which they go over each section of the lsat/each type of question you’ll encounter. it’s very helpful and i recommend pausing the video and trying to answer yourself whenever the instructor recommends it!

after going through question types, he provides a list of “homework questions” — the questions add up to essentially being 2 full sections from a few different practice tests, so at the moment i’m doing the questions one recommended practice test at a time (making it 2 full sections each time i practice)

i compile answers to these practice questions in a google doc, where i correct myself and make notes on what went wrong, as well as label what types of questions i missed so i can see any patterns

i use a notion spreadsheet to track how much time per day i study, as well as scores and/or percent accuracy for my actual practice (when doing the homework questions/2 sections instead of a full test, i calculate accuracy since i do not have an actual score)

after working through the lsat insight course and doing all recommended practice, my next step will be to do full timed sections (when i do homework practice it is untimed)

then, i will take a full timed test, so that i have a new diagnostic score and i can plan out the next phase of studying. i will once again track what types of questions i’m missing so i can implement more targeted practice.

more notes:

- i get my practice tests of pdf coffee

- i check answers using manhattan prep (it’s a forum so explanations are detailed and written by real people)

i hope this was at all helpful, and if anyone has any questions or recommendations let me know! :)

[peppersbian]