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you know i can see your soul right?

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are old men hot or do i want to be desired by an older man in a safe and nice way in order to somehow neutralise my trauma

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#interiors

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#prev

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my recent breakfasts in the sun.

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just discovered spotify’s ‘daylist’ playlists and the names are so funny. pls reblog and put your daylist name in the tags !!!

#drained draincore sunday #lmaoo

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This isn't gonna be interesting to anyone but I hate when accounts just stop posting bc I wanna be nosy so I'm just gonna put this here in case - I'm logging out for a bit, hopefully for good, mostly bc I've met someone I'm lowkey serious about, I'm happy and living my life more socially/ outwardly than I've been able to so I just don't see myself being here much anymore

#I kinda hate when people imply this website can only be a coping mechanism and nothing good happens here but #for me that is kinda true lol like it's provided some good moments but mostly it was for shouting into the void #which I don't need anymore

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talked to someone for like half an hour about Good Topics idk what we said don’t ask me but it was good topics

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i an at the bar and i have friends amen god bless

#if this is my last post just know i am happy

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your whole life you want nothing more than to be the things you’re not, to be pretty and have your company enjoyed and to be loved then when it actually happens you have no way of believing it’s real. I’ve got everything I want but the one thing lacking is faith that it’s actually happening

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we are so back (had first coffee in months)

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little brain (freud): women have penis envy and we know this bc women r always sad they have no rights

big brain (me): men have pussy envy and we know this bc they made up religions w male creator gods out of insecurity