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Started again

Day 1 vs day 4

Slight deficit (1,800 max) and at home pilates (20mins a day)

My posture is better as well as my core strength I'm so gassed it's happened so quick tbh

I think day 1 had some bloating tho

#weight loss #before and after weightloss

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hey so contrary to popular belief, you cant just “cure” addiction by cutting off someone’s supply and expect them to be completely fine. you have to actually be there for the person emotionally and mentally throughout the whole process. when you deal with addiction, you are not treating drug use itself. you are treating trauma, mental illness, physical illness, and more. it doesn’t “just stop”.

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GET OUT!!!!!! // ok to rb

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alwyas around this time ,

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has anyone else been abandoned?

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i knew you would

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By god I’ll make my flame burn so bright it will cast the shadow of your face for years to come

Could we be twin flame,

The test to match mine own,

Light my cigar with your front teeth as I crush your neck under my boot,

Only then will I wear the collar you present me.

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there’s an ache deep inside me that I can’t seem to reach

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because if i wanted someone to do it, i wanted to be small. because if it happened when i was young, i had an excuse. a reason i was stupid enough to let it happen. i’m sick.

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2021 and i still sound like a broken record.