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I’m back after a long hiatus! Here is my yearly spread~ 🌿

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here’s to a soft 2019

ig: cloudstrokes

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my 2019 setup :))

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half of me is a hopeless romantic and the other half is just hopeless

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My mind is like an internet browser. 17 tabs are open, 4 of them are frozen and I don’t know where the music is coming from.

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Social anxiety is not necessarily having huge panic attacks when you’re in a crowd.

It is, a lot of the time, little things that are usually easy just being complete hell on earth, like:

Crying just thinking about having to give a presentation in class

Not playing games or participating in fun activities (even with your friends) because you’re afraid you’ll be terrible at it and people will judge you

Having to rehearse your order at the restaurant a hundred times

And counting your money 10 times to make sure you have enough (even though you have plenty)

Being overly concerned about the way you look because you think people are judging you

Feeling anxious every time someone laughs because they’re definitely laughing at you oh god

Getting nervous about coming late to school because you’ll have to get in class and everyone will look at you

Crying a little when someone says you’re wrong or screams at you (especially in front of other people)

Not knowing what to talk about even with friends that have a lot of things in common with you

Feeling uncomfortable being in the front row in class or at the cinema because you think everyone is staring at you

Thinking and rehearsing for 5 minutes the simple things you’ll have to say in class (like “here” or “yes, I did my homework”)

Being afraid that the teacher will ask you something in class

Being embarrassed of something you did or said literally months ago (that probably wasn’t so bad)

Pushing people away when they show any type of interest because they’re definitely making fun of you and actually hate you

Going out of your way to avoid someone in public because you actually cannot talk to them

Biting you tongue or lips or clenching your fists or digging your nails into you leg when you’re embarrassed

Being scared of being alone with only 1 person because you don’t know what to do or say

Constantly hating yourself because you can’t do easy things like having a small conversation

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ugh I could use another week off of school right now, junior year is toughhhh 😩

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i dropped off my resume at this place at 1:15 and got called for an interview at 1:45 holy dang

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general mathematics spread! this week was about math in finance. the classes for me were just like reviews since I learned this back in senior high! ☀️

I use the Zebra Sarasa Black Pen in 0.5 and the pastel blue Mildliner when I write my notes for this subject ☁️

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just some journal pages i did this week :) the lookbook one i did one night when i just felt like journaling so i threw some photos and stickers together and i actually really like how it turned out!

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i hope that whatever’s worrying you works out in your favor. i hope your next test grade is an A. i hope you get in bed before 12 tonight. i hope your skin clears up when you stop stressing out. i hope you find some type of peace this week.

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09.02.18 • One of my favorite spreads so far feat. lyrics from Ariana’s new album. Also, how is it September already??

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July 15, 2018

Things I’m looking forward to: studying abroad

Things I’m not looking forward to: packing

《♫: Graduation - HYUKOH (혁오)》 

follow my studygram!

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NYC travel spread! I really like the layout of this one.

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[18/100 days of productivity]

Can i just say that the end credits scenes in Ant-Man and the Wasp destroyed all of my crops and any chance I had at happiness

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