pokerats

[pokerats]

sorry that I haven’t been online. there’s something within the Pokémon RPC that makes me feel like there are still cliques, so I quietly left—and will still be somewhat inactive.

i will exclusively reply to asks as I still owe them to people; events and other posts I had planned will be postponed until I feel more comfortable role playing within this community. I don’t know what it is, but I feel like I am hated on here, or that people have reservations against me. I have felt this for months now. this is aimed at nobody in particular, just a feeling.

my posts used to gain traction and now there has been a steady decline ever since. I may be too much for people to handle, and o apologize for that. Im sorry for how I have behaved around people. Im sorry if I have made any one of you uncomfortable, or that I have nary replied back to those on discord.

I want to make amends, so here is my post. I strive to change myself, and intend to continue making positive change in my behavior. I make people uncomfortable, but I want to understand how I do.

It’s difficult to read intentions in a computer screen. It’s especially difficult to comprehend how my actions have affected an individual without it being explained to me. sometimes, it’s left to the imagination—and that can feed into my anxiety. unbeknownst to me, I hurt somebody. but how? in hindsight, it does require a lot of introspection and reflection on my part. being told what I’ve done can help give me perspective, too.

tl;dr this community makes me uncomfortable and I don’t know what to do, other than to leave, again. because it feels like people within said fandom dislike me—I’m putting words in their mouth, forgive me. it’s just a feeling. and I want to make amends. if any one of you still want to keep in touch, my discord is available upon request.

if and when I do return, I will be highly selective. and not the sort of label people loosely put on their pinned post. people will be blocked just to keep myself safe mentally. before I enact this change, I will be making a post for people to like so I know who to keep on my followers list.

Again, I’m sorry for any wrongdoings I’ve caused. Any interactions that have made any one of you feel compelled to distance themselves from me. Any promises I haven’t fulfilled. I do love this community. I appreciate every single one of you. I just want to feel comfortable here. Want to know how I can make things better. I’m sorry.

#ooc .

[pokerats]

sorry that I haven’t been online. there’s something within the Pokémon RPC that makes me feel like there are still cliques, so I quietly left—and will still be somewhat inactive.

i will exclusively reply to asks as I still owe them to people; events and other posts I had planned will be postponed until I feel more comfortable role playing within this community. I don’t know what it is, but I feel like I am hated on here, or that people have reservations against me. I have felt this for months now. this is aimed at nobody in particular, just a feeling.

my posts used to gain traction and now there has been a steady decline ever since. I may be too much for people to handle, and o apologize for that. Im sorry for how I have behaved around people. Im sorry if I have made any one of you uncomfortable, or that I have nary replied back to those on discord.

I want to make amends, so here is my post. I strive to change myself, and intend to continue making positive change in my behavior. I make people uncomfortable, but I want to understand how I do.

It’s difficult to read intentions in a computer screen. It’s especially difficult to comprehend how my actions have affected an individual without it being explained to me. sometimes, it’s left to the imagination—and that can feed into my anxiety. unbeknownst to me, I hurt somebody. but how? in hindsight, it does require a lot of introspection and reflection on my part. being told what I’ve done can help give me perspective, too.

tl;dr this community makes me uncomfortable and I don’t know what to do, other than to leave, again. because it feels like people within said fandom dislike me—I’m putting words in their mouth, forgive me. it’s just a feeling. and I want to make amends. if any one of you still want to keep in touch, my discord is available upon request.

if and when I do return, I will be highly selective. and not the sort of label people loosely put on their pinned post. people will be blocked just to keep myself safe mentally. before I enact this change, I will be making a post for people to like so I know who to keep on my followers list.

Again, I’m sorry for any wrongdoings I’ve caused. Any interactions that have made any one of you feel compelled to distance themselves from me. Any promises I haven’t fulfilled. I do love this community. I appreciate every single one of you. I just want to feel comfortable here. Want to know how I can make things better. I’m sorry.

#tbd #psa;

[pokerats]

“ Ew ? No. I wanna help make ‘em. DUH ! ”

@pokerats / replied .

❝ what are you, a COP ? ❞

#ic . #shinestxr

[pokerats]

#isms.

[pokerats]

“ THEY TASTE LIKE CAPITALISM ! ”

Loud chewing ensues.

#bannai #ic.

[pokerats]

“ THERE’S GIFT CARDS IN THIS WALLET. ”

He’s eating them

#ic. #bannai #// I HAD TO DBDBFNF #dash comm.

[pokerats]

"Why rattata?"

ASK RAT KING INVASIVE QUESTIONS | accepting ! — @bannai

“ ‘cuz it represents US, not YOU, clearly. Don’t know the plight of the poor ? Then don’t ask stupid questions, mate. Go back twiddlin’ yer thumbs ‘n gettin’ spoon-fed by yer MOOOMMY, choom. ”

#bannai #ic. #ans. #// because they’re cool. That’s what he meant

[pokerats]

ASK MY MUSE(S) INVASIVE QUESTIONS

#inq.

[pokerats]

"Hey can I lay down amongst the Rattatas and be engulfed by them? Will you ask them if that's cool?"

“ uh……… sure, i guess i could ask ‘em. ”

goes over to the nearest ratatta pile.

“ squeak! squeak squeak, squeak. squeak squeak squeak squeak, squeak squeak squeak SQUEAK ! ”

comes back

“ they said a’ight fam. ”

#ic. #ans. #unovasaved

[pokerats]

" s-so you have a rattata as a partner?"

“ one? uno? what kinda id’git ya take me for, mate? ”

“ I have several thousands ”

#ic. #ans. #luposcainus

[pokerats]

THE GIRL WHO CAN COMMUNE WITH SPIRITS.

ind. scarlet / violet protag. sideblog to (pokerats). carrd tba. by elijah !

#promo.

[pokerats]

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tISWkGDRM48&ab_channel=KaiserNeko

I thought this link was fishy at first but it’s all about rats and I’m content with this ask ty friend

#ooc. #ans. #// it’s Bruno but all rats

[pokerats]

OH SHIT!!! A RAT!!!

#ic.

[pokerats]

“ YEEEEAAAHH !! HONORABLE MENTION, ALRIGHT !! ”

Rat King trots up the stairs, and proceeds to

Do this dance.

#saffronmidnightparade2023 #ic. #dash comm tag. #// HES SO HAPPY LMAO

[pokerats]

     𝐒𝐄𝐍𝐃   "  𝐒𝐌𝐀𝐒𝐇   𝐎𝐑   𝐏𝐀𝐒𝐒  “   𝐅𝐎𝐑   𝐌𝐘   𝐌𝐔𝐒𝐄   𝐓𝐎   𝐀𝐍𝐒𝐖𝐄𝐑   𝐇𝐎𝐍𝐄𝐒𝐓𝐋𝐘   𝐀𝐁𝐎𝐔𝐓   𝐘𝐎𝐔𝐑𝐒.   𝐍𝐎   𝐋𝐘𝐈𝐍𝐆   𝐀𝐋𝐋𝐎𝐖𝐄𝐃  .

#inq.

[pokerats]

THE GIRL WHO CAN COMMUNE WITH SPIRITS.

ind. scarlet / violet protag. sideblog to (pokerats). carrd tba. by elijah !

#promo. #ooc. #// I BRING HER BACK

[pokerats]

“ don’t trust any of them doctahs. ”

“ they’ll likely experiment on ya fer funsies. ”

#ic. #dash comm. #// his grunt in the bg: boss… u ok man—