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Hey gamers uhhhh blogs kind of a wip but I'm writing go follow my jean @dandilaens

#𝟶𝟶𝟶. 𝚁𝙰𝚃 𝙶𝙸𝚁𝙻 𝚂𝚄𝙼𝙼𝙴𝚁. — ( out. ) #almost wrote het gamers #LOOK IM LONELY AND IYS QUIET AND #i thibk if i feel bad or get overwhelmed ill just sb but #that blog. is a tester so u may get ooc jean #ull get a lot of ooc kiwi content bc i like talking a lot #and we are shipping freely so if u come in and want to kiss jean and we're mutual s? yes. #im alsi very dramatic monas the perfect muse 4 me

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CAN’T  A  POOR  ASTROLOGIST  HAVE  ANYTHING  ?  OH  STARS,  WHY  MUST  I  SUFFER  SUCH  AN  ACCURSED  FATE.  MY  TONGUE  IS  NORMAL,  THANK  YOU  VERY  MUCH,  EXTREMELY  NORMAL  IN  FACT.  THE  MOST  NORMAL  TONGUE  YOU’LL  FIND  BY  FAR,  I  CAN  ASSURE  YOU.  trust  a  simpleton  to  completely  misinterpret  one’s  most  amiable  attribute,  ugh.

#dash game tbt. #HELP THIS KILLED ME DEAD ON IMPACT #MONA WOKE UP AND HAD A FIT

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sorry I haven't been around yall, preparing for a trip next Saturday (I'll be away for 3 weeks!) and I'm working on my jean blog (+ sideblogs) in the meantime.

U can hmu (msg here or discord) if u wanna interact w/ her, but I will say she's a low key tester muse so rules are gonna be p different on her lmao

#𝟶𝟶𝟶. 𝚁𝙰𝚃 𝙶𝙸𝚁𝙻 𝚂𝚄𝙼𝙼𝙴𝚁. — ( out. ) #for some of my sideblogs tho thts not the case #but like. u know my jean blog is gonns be a chill calm space for me to learn n #practice muses n writing styles im not that familiar with #so if theres a ton of ooc there so be it lol #and ill probably ne super lax on shipping so like ayyyy #its just yk a comfort space so i dont feel forced to conform to rpc standards u could say #dont take that out of context btw LMAO i literally mean likr #i wanna post a ton of ooc and be silly and open and ship w/ every1 ik #but newayz IM me on here or disc if u want jean ig??? ill be following ppl anywYs but yk #tbd.

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                                         independent & private venti of genshin impact .                                                                                                                 ( sung by lv . ) AC.

#promo tbt. #KISS KISS KISS #LOVE U LV

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haha gamers what if........haha

#𝟶𝟶𝟶. 𝚁𝙰𝚃 𝙶𝙸𝚁𝙻 𝚂𝚄𝙼𝙼𝙴𝚁. — ( out. ) #IM SORRY I KNO W 2 DAYS #AGO I WAS TALKING ABT JEAN #AND IM STILL WRITING HER BUT LIKE #U DONT UNDERSTAND I HAVE BRAINROT THIS IS HOW IT MANIFESTS #and its funny i didnt care for gorou at first #UNTIL ir ead his bio / lore #i was just so curious and i dont regret it bc this little meow meow has me weak #he's not gonna be cute uwu im playing up his animalistic isms vs his tendacy 2 ground the ppl around him #tbd. #will delete this Soon but........ #yes :)

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FIRST FIVE ASKS GET A KISS

#𝟶𝟶𝟸. 𝙵𝙰𝚃𝙴 𝚆𝙸𝙻𝙻 𝙿𝙻𝙰𝚈 𝚄𝚂 𝙾𝚄𝚃 / 𝚆𝙾𝚁𝙳𝚂 𝚆𝙰𝚁𝚂 𝚂𝚈𝙼𝙿𝙷𝙾𝙽𝙸𝙴𝚂. — ( ask meme. ) #no ship needed lets go #i just want 2 write Mona give a kees kees

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@foulwaters​​​​​ sought:  “  Am I going to die?  ”  /  heyhey hjey kiwi

she  could  remember  the  first  time  she’d  been  asked,  an  ingenue  enraptured  by  that  ever  hungry  yearning  for  more,  more,  more  knowledge,  discoveries,  the  world  at  the  tip  of  moon  swept  fingers    —    naivete  clinging  to  the  curves  of  her  hands,  wide  eyes,  and  oh,  how  ignorant  she  was  to  it  all;  just  a  junior  apprentice,  midway  into  her  studies  and  but  a  young  teen,  all  overconfidence  and  clueless  challenges  as  if  she  could  have  known,  as  if  her  mentor  might  have  prepared  her  more  ‘fore  the  eve  that  the  challenge  was  uttered  forth,  reticent  acceptance  and  the  question  was  asked.  it  was  there  that  effervescent  vigor  met  a  stare  so  unbidden,  withering  and  heartbreaking  all  at  once,  and  she  saw    —    oh,  mona  foresaw  that  which  shook  her  to  the  core,  brief  glimpses,  faded  and  warped  and  harrowing  all  the  same.  she’d  avoided  her  mentor  for  weeks  after  the  fact,  gaze  cast  aside  lest  she  lay  privy  to  a  sight  most  unwanted. 

for  it  was  no  easy  feat  to  read  so  brusquely  into  one’s  future,  to  read  the  heavens  and  unfurl  the  soul  like  open  windows  to  an  unwelcome  home.  to  see  one’s  path  come  to  a  halt  offered  no  comfort  to  the  heart  nor  mind,  and  though  she  was  no  longer  a  stranger  to  the  sight  of  death  at  the  behest  of  ignorant  travelers,  no  more  a  child  tactless  and  naive,  there  was  nothing  that  could  ever  prepare  her  and  there  never  would  be.  death  was  a  constant,  an  inevitability,  she  knew  so  and  yet  despite,  despite,  despite  she  refused  to  harden  herself  in  the  face  of  it  for  she  feared  her  gaze  might  one  day  match  the  same  broken  stare  of  hers,  no  matter  how  gut  wrenching  the  sight  she’d  never  turn  to  stone.

dread  had  an  unfortunate  way  of  snaking  through  the  lungs  like  salt  water  swallowed,  encompassing  and  suffocating  all  at  once.  shaky  breaths  fall  from  pale  lips,  a  beautiful  contrast  to  the  red,  all  the  red  that  coated  the  cool  expanse  of  gloved  fingers  and  stained  the  blue  of  her,  stained  his  fiery  tufts  and  the  warm  ground  beneath,  a  macabre  display  laid  garishly  before  her    —    and  with  unsteady  hands,  sea  glass  eyes  which  flittered  ‘tween  him  and  the  illusory  constellation  that  withheld  every  celestial  wonder  with  each  unnervingly  calm  ripple  ‘cross  sign  and  star,  she  witnessed  it.  brief,  ever  so  brief,  faint,  distorted,  but  enough,  enough  to  know  it  wasn’t  here,  today  the  weary  may  not  rest.  another  day,  may  he  stand.

❝  not    —    not  here,  you  will  live  another  twilight.  had    —    had  i  not  teleported  us  out  of  that  disast    —    ❞,  frustration  laces  itself  ‘tween  each  gasped  out  syllable,  a  hollowed  crescendo  of  slow  agitation  and  adrenaline.  huffed,  breathless,  sighs  mask  trembling  fingers  with  a  bravado  she’s  all  too  familiar  to  envelop  herself  in,  and  she  harshly  tugs  off  stained  gloves  to  wipe  at  sweat  stained  brows;  pallid  digits  shortly  running  through  dark  strands  to  soothe  and  fix,  distressed  stare  nothing  short  of  burning  holes  into  the  mussed  earth,  unable  to  meet  his,  unwilling.  a  cold  comparison  to  the  fury  that  laid  heavy  on  her  tongue.

❝     —     disasterous  mess,  though  i’m  sure  you’re  aware.  are  you  that  hungry  for  battle  ?  do    —    do  you  not  think,  is  your  blade  where  all  logic  lies  ?  imbecile.  you  should  be  on  your  knees    —    groveling,  had  it  not  been  for  i,  we    —    i  might  not  have  survived.  when  will  you  learn  that  death  is  no  game  you  can  play,  you  may  not  have  died  here  but  it    —    it  is  inevitable,  it  will  come  and  raze  earth,  sky  and  flesh  alike.  do  not  think  for  a  second  you  are  exempt.    ❞

#𝟶𝟶2. 𝙵𝚁𝙾𝙼 𝚆𝙷𝙰𝚃 𝚂𝚃𝙰𝚁𝚁𝚈 𝚂𝙺𝚈 𝙳𝙾𝙴𝚂 𝚃𝙷𝙸𝚂 𝚃𝙷𝚄𝙽𝙳𝙴𝚁 𝙵𝙰𝙻𝙻 ? — ( ask reply. ) #IM SORRY THIS IS KIND OF BAD BUT TRUST ME WHEN I SAY #I'VE HAD THIS ASK ON MY MIND FOR LIK #E A WEEK NOW #its been rough i was trying to figure out how best to describe mona's relation to death #bc she sees it! ppl ask her! and she hates it! and i think she hates the idea of #seeing so much that she turns into her mentor bc mona has a love hate relationship w/ her imo #like she wants to surpass her mentor so bad and wants to be as amazing as her #but she's afraid bc w/ knowledge there will ALWAYS be a risk. a price 2 pay #and i guarantee u her mentor is like a firm handed lady bc she's seen a lot of shit #and mona's like 'no i wont be like u fuck that i want to feel even if it hurts' #anyways uhhh u dont have to reply idk where i was going w/ this LMAO #IS THAT CHILDE'S BLOOD OR HIS ENEMIES??? WHO KNOWS MAN!!!! IS HE BEING DRAMATIC??? MAYBE! #MONA DOESN'T KNOW ALL SHE DOES IS FLEE AND THAT SHE DID! #tell me if this is bad and ill rewrite it im dedicated 2 this cause #but also bc i wrote this in an insomnia fueled haze and u deserve the best ash ily #OSSDBENDSMDF FUCK OK SHUTS UP NOW IM SUCH A TALKY BITCH #drowning / #no1 actually does but metaphors

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haha........what if...........u cared her

#𝟶𝟶𝟶. 𝚁𝙰𝚃 𝙶𝙸𝚁𝙻 𝚂𝚄𝙼𝙼𝙴𝚁. — ( out. ) #what then........ #:blush: #HOW ARE WE FEELING ABT THIS PSD BOYS #THIS IS NOT THE ICON #SIZE I PROMISE U #SOSEADANDSAMSDA

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I know I said I wouldn't be around but you will force ship with me right now. We will kiss

#𝟶𝟶𝟶. 𝚁𝙰𝚃 𝙶𝙸𝚁𝙻 𝚂𝚄𝙼𝙼𝙴𝚁. — ( out. ) #almost typed kill #looks @ monas relationship with scaramouche #accurate #im sorry u cabr bring up ships on da dash and expect me not to MANIFEST #ship with me ill make us song playlisys and fancy tags and bother u all the time

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I’ll send a storm // to capture your heart // and bring you home // carried on the breeze // you’ll never find me, gone.

#playlist tbt. #𝟶𝟶1. 𝙿𝙾𝙸𝚂𝙴𝙳 𝚃𝙾 𝙸𝙽𝚂𝙿𝙸𝚁𝙴 & 𝚂𝚄𝙲𝙲𝙴𝙴𝙳 / 𝚈𝙾𝚄'𝙻𝙻 𝙵𝙸𝙽𝙳 𝚈𝙾𝚄𝚁 𝚆𝙰𝚈. — ( character study. ) #technically im not here but i wanna rb this b4 i forget #childemona tbt. #i might make a generic tag for these two bc yes i ship them what of it

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skadi  the   𝐜𝐨𝐫𝐫𝐮𝐩𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠  𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐭 .     are  you  willing  to   welcome it  ?

#promo tbt. #WOOOOOOOOOOOO LYRA LETS GET IT #IDK WHO THIS IS #BUT ID INTERACT WITH ANY AND ALL OF UR MUSES THEYRE ALL QUALITY #MWAH

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Could you please reblog this if it is okay to ask you straight up if you want to ship?

#𝟶𝟶𝟶. 𝚁𝙰𝚃 𝙶𝙸𝚁𝙻 𝚂𝚄𝙼𝙼𝙴𝚁. — ( out. ) #absolutely like imo its 2021 and #im just here to have fun??? i love exploring dynamics so even if im not sure #or it doesnt work we can still talk abt it #or even like........ idc if i rb smth #shippy it can be off the cusp #im here 2 have FUN #so yes hmu

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GET OUT OF MY INBOX YOU SAID ASH DNI ON UR POST  DID U THINK I DIDNT SEE? FOOLISH.

#𝟶𝟶𝟶. 𝚁𝙰𝚃 𝙶𝙸𝚁𝙻 𝚂𝚄𝙼𝙼𝙴𝚁. — ( out. ) #WHEN WILL U TWO LEARN #UR ACTIONS HAVE CINSEQUENCNESNSZNDENEENS #WHEN I STOP BABYSITTING U THEN ULL FUCKING LEARN

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am i shying away from giving ppl readings? maybe

#𝟶𝟶𝟶. 𝚁𝙰𝚃 𝙶𝙸𝚁𝙻 𝚂𝚄𝙼𝙼𝙴𝚁. — ( out. ) #IM SORRY IF UVE PROPOSITIONED #MONA AND THE REPLY HAS BEEN LIKE LEADING UP TO IT #I PROMISE U #U WILL GET UR DUES #IM JUST SHYYYYYY AND NERVOUS #i have to make this up on my own mhy isnt giving me shit im being given CRUMBS #everything else im developing #as usual its up 2 MNE 2 pick up the slack

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@wlndsong​ sought:  "  Care to give a free palm reading ?  "  holds her hand

she  flusters,  sputters  and  starts  with  accusatory  eyes  at  the  sudden  grip  on  her  hand,  reluctantly  pulling  back  but  not  before  taking  the  briefest  opportunity  to  consider  the  idea.  she’d  done  it  once  before  at  the  behest  of  that  friendly  traveler  no  less  peculiar  than  this  bard  who  carried  gusts  of  wind  with  them  as  though  it  were  a  tidal  wave.  it’d  threatened  to  swallow  her  up,  the  sheer  magnitude  of  it  all,  and  yet  here  she  was  again    —     hesitant,  curious,  incredulous.

cue  a  delicate  huff,  withered  gaze  all  but  fallen  to  something  far  friendlier.

❝  perhaps.  wary  as  i  am  i’ve  never  been  one  to  shirk  away  from  a  compelling  challenge  !  for  context,  that  traveler  once  requested  a  glimpse  into  your  fate  and,  loathe  as  i  am  to  admit,  i  received  nothing  but  grief  and  nary  a  glimpse    —    ❞ 

subtle  press  of  lips  together,  unwilling  to  admit  what  may  have  been  a  fault  or  flaw  in  her  abilities.

❝   though,  i’m  nothing  if  not  generous  in  spite  of  what  was  surely  an  oversight,  the  weather  was  rather  dire  that  day  you  know...  therefore,  i  will  permit  another  reading.  i’m  of  the  opinion  that  your  presence  may  offer  far  less  frivolous  circumstances  and  in  turn  bring  forth  something  much  more  favorable.   ❞

#𝟶𝟶2. 𝙵𝚁𝙾𝙼 𝚆𝙷𝙰𝚃 𝚂𝚃𝙰𝚁𝚁𝚈 𝚂𝙺𝚈 𝙳𝙾𝙴𝚂 𝚃𝙷𝙸𝚂 𝚃𝙷𝚄𝙽𝙳𝙴𝚁 𝙵𝙰𝙻𝙻 ? — ( ask reply. ) #VENTIIIIIIII I LOVE U #MONA'S SCARED SOCBNSDKMSDFKMSD #SHE IS SCARED SHE IS CHAGRINED SHE IS WALKING INTO THE FUNKY BARDS DEN #I TYHOUGHT ABT HAVING HER GIVE HIM A READIN G IN THIS BUT #I WANTED TO LEAVE IT OPEN TO REPLY #SO NOTHING YET............ #also shes shy dont hold her hand like that she'll bloosh- #SODSBCFDMSFMKSF #can u tell its been a hot min since ive written anything augh

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I can't have sjit in this house so here i am pre emptively saying bc it's not on my rules yet! Leave if you ship kaeluc I'm not here for it!

#𝟶𝟶𝟶. 𝚁𝙰𝚃 𝙶𝙸𝚁𝙻 𝚂𝚄𝙼𝙼𝙴𝚁. — ( out. ) #im sure most of u are sane and agree with me #so im mot too worried but #found some great jean art! a shame this artist ships that shit #makes me so mAAAD LIKE I HAVE 4 SIBLINGS OK LETS NOT BE EVIL #THANKS

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hey...........so..............mona cooking for ur muse (after foraging the forest clumsily for ingredients ofc)................yes

#𝟶𝟶𝟶. 𝚁𝙰𝚃 𝙶𝙸𝚁𝙻 𝚂𝚄𝙼𝙼𝙴𝚁. — ( out. ) #i cant remember if they say anything #abt her being able to cook b ut i imagine she force taught herself #how to cook & search for food after moving to mondstadt #she learned the farmer ways very quickly....... new found appreciation for them- #SOSNJSDFMKDMKDF #BUT. yeah no uhh :) her cooking is clumsy at best #and its not like AMAZINg but its good!!!! good food #YoU Will Enjoy It #im sorry idk where this post was going maybe a headcanon i guess