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My Personal Fasting Diet

I've come to a conclusion. Every other 2 weeks, I will fast for 5 days.

Once again, my max cal limit will be 300 daily during the weeks I do eat.

I WILL look like the model I used to be <3

This week's fast begins 03/15, and ends 03/20!

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03/10/2024 Food Log

Mini Naan: 140cals

1/2 Bone Broth: 22.5

Baby Carrots: 30cals

1/2 Seaweed: 5cals

Kale Salad w/poppy seed dressing: 80cals

Total Cals - 277.5

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03/09/2024 Food Log

Steamed Asparagus: 38cals

Bone Broth (2): 90

Baby Carrots: 30

1 Red Grape: 3cals

Mini Naan: 140cals

Total Cals - 301

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03/08/2024 Food Log

I finished all my work today, which means I get to graduate! I celebrated by having a few treats--

Tofu Miso Soup: 35cals

Chicken Drumstick: 167cals

Mush Overnight Oats: 200cals

Takis: 100cals

Total Cals - 502

I'll count this as a metabolism day, and continue to do metab days every Friday!

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03/07/2024 Food Log

Bone Broth: 45cals

Mango: 70cals

Carrots: 30cals

Total Cals - 145

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When I was at one of my skinniest moments, I was told I looked like a model. I want that back. I will have it back.

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Ramadan is coming on the 10th, now I can freely fast in front of my family for a whole month and they can't question me <3

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03/06/2024

Okay y'all, no more being nice. I need to start taking accountability. Even if I restart now, I can look like a model in month's time. You can do this. I can do this. My calorie limit will be 300 MAX. I will have one metab day with a cal max of 600.

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02/28/2024

Fellas, it's with great displeasure that I return.

My partner convinced me to eat my recommended intake and IMMEDIATELY I got bloated. What makes it worse is the fact that we are literally 2 pounds away from each other. Like. I want to be at least 20lbs lighter than he is.

I'm feeding myself the lowest amount of cals so that I don't shock my body going straight into a fast for a few days.

I'm currently at 92cals for today, but I'm aiming to hit 192-200cals before starting.

Wish m luck. May I come out looking like a model <3

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02/28/2024 Food Log

Red Grapes: 52cals

Baby Carrots: 30cals

Seaweed Roll: 10cals

Total Cals: 92

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Princess Reminder: I'm starting to look more and more like a model with each passing day <3

I'm down to 138lbs, I know I'm worthy of accomplishing my goals!

I deserve to look how I want to. I deserve to be skinny and admired for my discipline. I'm beautiful <3

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How I watch people eat during a fast

#starv1ng #⭐️ving #tw restrictive ed #4n0r3xia #ed not sheeren #⭐️ve #⭐️rving #fast #tw disordered eating

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Sweetspo

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Sweetspo for those who binged through Jan💌

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-It seems like January wasn't the way you wished it to be. But it's alright sweetie. There's still 3 months left until summer. You can still rock these crop tops and short-shorts, just you don't give up. Just you start from now and don't stop until you finally succeed. You will shock your family and friends with your beauty that have been hiding in pounds of fat for decades. Your waist will be thin as an a4 paper and your thigh gap will be visible even when you cross your legs.

See babe? There's still time. So don't beat yourself up and start now. You are going to succeed no matter what.

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did you binge today? did you go over your calorie limit? i'm so sorry sweetie i know that's really hard. i know how disappointed you must be feeling right now. i know that it's so tempting to throw it all away. to just give up because you've already gone over your limit or binged so you must as well just stop. but you don't have to do that! you can pick up the pieces and tomorrow you can wake up and try again. i believe in you! you deserve to be skinny and you deserve to be light and you deserve to be gorgeous. and you will be. don't make the damage worse than it is. calm down and try again. you got this <3

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Vent. Mild TW: emotional abuse

I genuinely hate myself. I have no one to blame but myself. My partner and I got into a heated discussion; it got emotionally abusive. I started to see in absolutes-- how can you love someone and treat them this way? Why was he treating me this way?

I deactivated all my socials without letting him know, which was already my biggest mistake. I turned off iMessage and FaceTime to get space from him. Long story short, he took this as a breakup.

I can't bear knowing that I put him through so much pain. To know that I gave him trust issues. What he said to me and how he treated me was borderline abusive, but for me to do turn around and act like this was also abusive.

I'm trying to rebuild trust, but honestly, I'm not sure he wants to be with someone who can make them feel so alone.

I just want this relationship to work. I hope he does too.

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Fellas, I did it. I goofed up and ate approximately 800-900 cals. I'm going to count this as a metabolism day since I managed to have a nice toilet experience. Whatever, a princess is worthy of having a metab day to upkeep her goals <3