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IT'S GENDER TIME

#time capsule from the past woooooo

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i can't wait until george finally confesses his love to dream in the last stream they ever do on the dream smp and then immediately gets thrown into gay super nether

#it's one year from when the post regrettably got out of my mind into the wild prairies of the internet #this is like a time capsule to make Future Me regret ever having a blog <3 #5th of november 2020 sure was a day huh #scheduled post

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you doing ok? just checking in <3 take care of urself

thank you for asking!! <3 i'm doing great, i kind of just took an unintentional break from tumblr and honestly it's been working really well for me. i'm extremely introverted so being active on here was usually enough social interaction, but that meant i didn't really end up speaking with anyone which i think wasn't the best for my mental health. thanks to not exhausting myself by constantly running this blog i've been able to actually talk to people without getting 'burnt out' so to speak

i might come back to being active in the fandom later but for now i enjoy the calmness of not doing anything other than retweeting fanart on twt and watching the streams yaknow?

#ask

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I’ve seen a lot of people talk about Tubbo’s attempts to figure out the culprit as his coping mechanism due to his past of setting aside his feelings, and I agree. 

But I’d also like to say that his attempts at finding the reason for Tommy’s death isn’t just to cope with the death itself, but more importantly, the lack of meaning behind it. The lack of the grandiose “hero’s death”. As Tubbo said, Tommy wasn’t one to go out without a bang, and for him to just die like that? It doesnt make sense. So Tubbo looks for a deeper meaning, a reason that could prove Tommy didn’t just die a normal death, and he especially didn’t die for nothing.

This is a common thing in grieving in general. When we lose someone we ask “why” did they die and we look for a reason, when sometimes there just isn’t. But humans tend to dislike a lack of meaning, especially for things such as life and death, so we keep looking for reasons until we eventually just make them up to comfort us. 

I think Tubbo portrayed this well, whether he was even aware of it or not.

I don’t know. The quest for meaning in the meaningless just struck me during the stream.

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why is it that every time i really like a youtuber they start joking about mpreg. why. what kind of fucked up curse is this. which ancestor of mine got in a fight with a witch with a fucked up sense of humour.

#GUYS I FOUND THE MPREG CURSE POST I WAS LOOKING FOR A FEW DAYS AGO #it deeply pains me that i have to add tubbo and ranboo to The List </3

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The super bowl or whatever I'm not american

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just crying over how romantic Freddie & Jim were nbd

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Tubbo: you have to apologise to Ranboo

Tommy: Fine.

Tommy: ‘Unfuck’ you or whatever

#jsjdhdkdkshfjdkdk

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tubbo: let's get a birthday cake

ranboo: but it's nobody's birthday???

tubbo: the cake won't know

ranboo: you're right, let's get two

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Panic rooms with books and signs on the wall?? Wow Tubbo and Ranboo really are married huh

#sjdhdhskdhdjdksl

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d e n i a l

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is this what they want when they call them benchtwt?

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#clingyduofanart

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/rp if i had a nickel for every time a powerful figure has beat tommyinnit to death in a small enclosed space, i’d have two nickels which isn’t a lot but it’s fucked that it’s happened twice

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there’s something poetic about poppies, the flowers from which opium is extracted, being planted around the server after the death of tommyinnit, known druglord.

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there’s no one there to pick it up anymore

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i wasn’t watching the stream but you guys? are screaming about a flower??? i’d say i’m upset but i’d be dandeLYIN HAHA