realhawkeye

[realhawkeye]

Biological father(derogatory)

#musings tag.

[realhawkeye]

so, re-reading the fraction run has refreshed me brain on some things so y’all can have a quick study post as a treat. 

first off, i’d like to mention that i cherry pick the hell out of comics, no runs are perfect and no runs are consistent or the same, so with that said i’d like to point out KATE DOES NOT TAKE LUCKY FROM CLINT.

i never liked the idea of her just straight up taking this man’s dog. but not only that like ... clint needs lucky. so just assume that never happened. n e ways. 

i love the idea of kate setting her own path and trying to figure herself out but damn if she doesn’t struggle. she fails a lot on her own. she messes up but manages to swing it back around to make the job work for her some of the time but overall she’s painfully aware of how much of a mess she makes in the process. near the end of her little escapade with madame masque, she realizes that super hero stuff isn’t always sunshine and rainbows. not that she really ever had that ideal but it sort of gets rudely thrown in her face right there at the end. 

she asks over and over what’s the point because all that’s going to happen is the whole thing being washed over. the bad guys are going to get let out again. then the cycle continues. so, what’s the point? luckily kate makes a few friends in L.A. that show her that she is a hero, even if she messes up a couple of times here and there and even if it all looks lost she’s still a hero because she tries and sometimes -- she even succeeds! 

being a hero isn’t always having results, its making the attempt to make those results happen. even if you fail you get right back up again. even if you get knocked down ... you get up again. no matter what you get up and that is what makes a hero. the urge to keep getting up and keep going. isn’t that the very ideal clint instilled within her? 

she has these wavering points, where it all looks to be for nothing -- but when she sees the results of the good she’s done and when she sees the friends she’s got at her back that’s what makes her keep going. that’s what makes her a hero. 

#character study.

[realhawkeye]

THIS LOOKS BAD …. super bad.

kate bishop the better hawkeye  /  616 based  /  written by maxi.

#self promo. #marvel rp #616 rp #comic rp #hawkeye rp

[realhawkeye]

small tag drop.

#➷ even better; i’m a super hero. | main verse. #➷ under his wing. | training arc.

[realhawkeye]

BLOGROLL.

QUICKSLVER  --  pietro maximoff. 616 based. high activity / main blog. REALHAWKEYE  --  kate bishop. 616 based. low activity / secondary blog. ROSKAYA  --  yelena belova. 616 based. low activity / secondary blog.

#blog roll. #xoxo

[realhawkeye]

purplequvr​

               jokes on his little pupil, he was only about half asleep when the kernal plopped into his mouth. he merely chews on the piece before he’s raising a hand and flipping off his platonic other half.   “    don’t be rude, hawkeye.   ”   the archer grumbles before rubbing at his eyes and sitting up. groaning at his wrapped abdomen, the ribs that were screaming at him for having dared to move.   “   …. is this still that romance you were going on about? The Notepad?   ”

     “ me? rude? you’re the one sounding like a busted train over there! ”  she scoffs before artfully shoving half a handful of popcorn into her mouth. its a good thing she’s done chewing and swallowing by the time he butchers the name of the movie. she doesn’t know whether to laugh or scoff at him.  “ the notebook first of all. that hurts. right in my core. ”  seems shock is the preferred route to take here.  “ and yes! it is! maybe if you actually watched a little bit of it you wouldn’t have to call me every time you wanna woo your speedster. ”

#purplequvr #main verse.

[realhawkeye]

𝑫𝑬𝑨𝑻𝑯 𝑶𝑭 𝑨𝑵 𝑶𝑷𝑻𝑰𝑴𝑰𝑺𝑻 .    (   lyric starters  originating  from  the  works  of  grandson .   mature  &  dark  themes  are  present ,   tread  with  caution .   ) 

❛  tell  me  what  you’re  trying  to  hide .  ❜ ❛  look  me  in  my  eyes ,   tell  me  everything’s  not  fine .  ❜ ❛  i’ve  got  a  secret  i  need  you  to  keep .  ❜ ❛  beg  me  for  mercy .  ❜ ❛  i’m  not  so  brave ,   &  i’m  not  so  smart .  ❜ ❛  i’m  doing  you  a  favor .  ❜ ❛  i  did  a  lot  wrong  that  i  can’t  make  right .  ❜ ❛  i  can’t  cope .  ❜ ❛  there’s  no  difference  between  you  &  i .  ❜ ❛  there’s  no  way  of  stopping  this .  ❜ ❛  is  there  anybody  out  there  that’s  paying  attention ?  ❜ ❛  i  try  to  do  my  part .  ❜ ❛  how  did  we  get  here ?  ❜ ❛  one  day  i  know  i’ll  regret  it .  ❜ ❛  i’m  in  love  with  the  pain .  ❜ ❛  idle  hands  are  the  devil’s  best  friend .  ❜ ❛  won’t  you  help  me ,   please ?  ❜ ❛  we  might  not  make  it  ‘til  the  morning .  ❜ ❛  i’m  a  sick  joke .  ❜ ❛  we’re  stronger  when  we’re  together .  ❜ ❛  it’s  the  same  shit ,   just  a  different  year .  ❜ ❛  i’m  terrified  none  of  it  matters  at  all .  ❜ ❛  i’ve  gotta  get  out  of  here  as  quick  as  i  can .  ❜ ❛  there’s  a  knock  at  your  front  door .  ❜ ❛  beg  me  for  mercy .  ❜ ❛  do  exactly  what  you’re  told .  ❜ ❛  don’t  listen  to  them ,   you’re  not  free .  ❜ ❛  there’s  nobody  that  can  stop  me .  ❜ ❛  i’ve  got  one  life  so  i’m  gonna  live  it .  ❜ ❛  i  don’t  want  to  move  on .  ❜ ❛  where  the  fuck  do  we  go  now ?  ❜ ❛  my  heart  keeps  fucking  up  the  motherfucking  plan .  ❜ ❛  i’m  done  playing  games .  ❜ ❛  nobody  make  a  sound .  ❜ ❛  the  higher  the  crime ,   the  harder  the  fall .  ❜ ❛  everybody  told  me  ever  since  i  was  young ,   i  should  bite  my  tongue .  ❜ ❛  i  don’t  know  where  i’m  gonna  go .  ❜ ❛  i  will  not  apologize .  ❜ ❛  i  think  it’s  time  for  a  change .  ❜ ❛  get  down  on  the  ground .  ❜ ❛  sometimes  the  bad  guy  wins .  ❜ ❛  this  is  my  one  shot  at  redemption .  ❜ ❛  i’m  looking  up  at  rock  bottom .  ❜ ❛  i  don’t  want  to  get  left  behind .  ❜ ❛  is  this  what  you  wanted ?  ❜ ❛  i  wish  i’d  read  the  signs  better ,   ‘cause  the  writing  was  on  the  wall .  ❜ ❛  i’m  just  trying  to  get  used  to  these  changes .  ❜ ❛  i  thought  i  had  the  upper  hand .  ❜ ❛  one  day  you’ll  understand  why  i  pushed  you  away  as  i  ran .  ❜ ❛  what’s  your  alibi ?  ❜ ❛  i’ve  gotta  get  out  of  this  town  somehow .  ❜ ❛  the  bad’s  been  slowly  getting  worse .  ❜ ❛  what’s  your  life  worth ?  ❜ ❛  i’m  still  trying  to  find  my  identity .  ❜ ❛  somebody  call  the  doctor !  ❜ ❛  that  which  you  fear  is  that  which  you  become .  ❜ ❛  does  any  of  this  pain  have  meaning ?  ❜ ❛  i  was  in  over  my  head .  ❜ ❛  should  we  just  say  ‘to  hell  with  it  all’ ?  ❜ ❛  i’m  gonna  get  away  with  it .  ❜ ❛  you  think  that  you  can  stop  me ?  ❜ ❛  this  isn’t  gonna  be  some  little  fix .  ❜ ❛  i’m  sick  of  being  an  optimist .  ❜ ❛  don’t  resist  the  temptation .  ❜ ❛  we  can  all  be  saved .  ❜ ❛  i  want  to  feel  something .  ❜ ❛  i’m  feeling  all  this  pressure ,   it’s  a  weight  on  my  shoulders .  ❜ ❛  i’m  looking  for  the  proof  that  i’m  alive .  ❜ ❛  all  i  ever  wanted  was  a  little  piece  &  quiet .  ❜ ❛  i  am  the  thing  you  created .  ❜ ❛  i’ve  tried  getting  better ,   did  all  of  the  twelve  steps .  ❜ ❛  if  you  love  me ,   let  me  go .  ❜ ❛  you  deserve  all  you’ve  got  coming .  ❜ ❛  i  spent  my  last  dollar  on  a  motherfucking  cab .  ❜ ❛  i’ve  got  no  hope ,   not  a  sliver .  ❜ ❛  sometimes  the  good  things  don’t  last .  ❜ ❛  i’ll  do  anything  for  you ,   just  tell  me  what  you  need .  ❜ ❛  the  goodbye  is  the  hardest  part .  ❜ ❛  i  never  thought  it’d  come  to  this .  ❜ ❛  everything  will  be  okay .  ❜ ❛  i’ve  done  bad  things  to  good  people .  ❜ ❛  i’ve  got  no  self  control ,   it’s  the  root  of  my  evil .  ❜ ❛  if  i  were  you ,   i  wouldn’t  love  me  neither .  ❜ ❛  i  keep  on  looking  at  the  world  like  i’m  an  optimist .  ❜ ❛  we  can’t  go  back .  ❜ ❛  have  you  ever  thought  that  you  don’t  know  it  all ?  ❜ ❛  i  wish  you  would’ve  called .  ❜ ❛  save  me  from  myself .  ❜ ❛  nobody  really  cared ,   so  it  never  really  mattered .  ❜ ❛  what’s  the  point  in  fighting  for  a  happy  ever  after ?  ❜ ❛  i’d  rather  drop  dead .  ❜ ❛  don’t  give  up  that  easy .  ❜ ❛  i  can’t  keep  my  shit  together .  ❜ ❛  life  is  a  bitch ,   she  doesn’t  fight  fair .  ❜ ❛  i  want  to  live  for  something .  ❜ ❛  i  want  to  die  for  something .  ❜ ❛  this  won’t  last  forever .   nothing  ever  lasts  forever .  ❜ ❛  i  think  i  need  some  guidance .  ❜ ❛  you  don’t  have  to  hurt  anymore .  ❜

#hhhhhhhhhh #SEND.

[realhawkeye]

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[realhawkeye]

hrtbrkrs​

  “  that  sounds  like  a  really  bad  idea,  even  coming  from  someone  like  you.  ”

@realhawkeye​  ;  one  liner  sc

      “ -- someone like me? ”  she scoffs a bit, hand over he heart as if it’s been mortally wounded.  “ that hurts, america. right here directly in my heart. there’s no one else that can really compare to me! you should know this. ”  a beat.  “ and also it’s a great idea you’re just full of doubt. ”

#hrtbrkrs #hrtbrkrs ft. america

[realhawkeye]

𝑫𝑬𝑨𝑻𝑯 𝑶𝑭 𝑨𝑵 𝑶𝑷𝑻𝑰𝑴𝑰𝑺𝑻 .    (   lyric starters  originating  from  the  works  of  grandson .   mature  &  dark  themes  are  present ,   tread  with  caution .   ) 

❛  tell  me  what  you’re  trying  to  hide .  ❜ ❛  look  me  in  my  eyes ,   tell  me  everything’s  not  fine .  ❜ ❛  i’ve  got  a  secret  i  need  you  to  keep .  ❜ ❛  beg  me  for  mercy .  ❜ ❛  i’m  not  so  brave ,   &  i’m  not  so  smart .  ❜ ❛  i’m  doing  you  a  favor .  ❜ ❛  i  did  a  lot  wrong  that  i  can’t  make  right .  ❜ ❛  i  can’t  cope .  ❜ ❛  there’s  no  difference  between  you  &  i .  ❜ ❛  there’s  no  way  of  stopping  this .  ❜ ❛  is  there  anybody  out  there  that’s  paying  attention ?  ❜ ❛  i  try  to  do  my  part .  ❜ ❛  how  did  we  get  here ?  ❜ ❛  one  day  i  know  i’ll  regret  it .  ❜ ❛  i’m  in  love  with  the  pain .  ❜ ❛  idle  hands  are  the  devil’s  best  friend .  ❜ ❛  won’t  you  help  me ,   please ?  ❜ ❛  we  might  not  make  it  ‘til  the  morning .  ❜ ❛  i’m  a  sick  joke .  ❜ ❛  we’re  stronger  when  we’re  together .  ❜ ❛  it’s  the  same  shit ,   just  a  different  year .  ❜ ❛  i’m  terrified  none  of  it  matters  at  all .  ❜ ❛  i’ve  gotta  get  out  of  here  as  quick  as  i  can .  ❜ ❛  there’s  a  knock  at  your  front  door .  ❜ ❛  beg  me  for  mercy .  ❜ ❛  do  exactly  what  you’re  told .  ❜ ❛  don’t  listen  to  them ,   you’re  not  free .  ❜ ❛  there’s  nobody  that  can  stop  me .  ❜ ❛  i’ve  got  one  life  so  i’m  gonna  live  it .  ❜ ❛  i  don’t  want  to  move  on .  ❜ ❛  where  the  fuck  do  we  go  now ?  ❜ ❛  my  heart  keeps  fucking  up  the  motherfucking  plan .  ❜ ❛  i’m  done  playing  games .  ❜ ❛  nobody  make  a  sound .  ❜ ❛  the  higher  the  crime ,   the  harder  the  fall .  ❜ ❛  everybody  told  me  ever  since  i  was  young ,   i  should  bite  my  tongue .  ❜ ❛  i  don’t  know  where  i’m  gonna  go .  ❜ ❛  i  will  not  apologize .  ❜ ❛  i  think  it’s  time  for  a  change .  ❜ ❛  get  down  on  the  ground .  ❜ ❛  sometimes  the  bad  guy  wins .  ❜ ❛  this  is  my  one  shot  at  redemption .  ❜ ❛  i’m  looking  up  at  rock  bottom .  ❜ ❛  i  don’t  want  to  get  left  behind .  ❜ ❛  is  this  what  you  wanted ?  ❜ ❛  i  wish  i’d  read  the  signs  better ,   ‘cause  the  writing  was  on  the  wall .  ❜ ❛  i’m  just  trying  to  get  used  to  these  changes .  ❜ ❛  i  thought  i  had  the  upper  hand .  ❜ ❛  one  day  you’ll  understand  why  i  pushed  you  away  as  i  ran .  ❜ ❛  what’s  your  alibi ?  ❜ ❛  i’ve  gotta  get  out  of  this  town  somehow .  ❜ ❛  the  bad’s  been  slowly  getting  worse .  ❜ ❛  what’s  your  life  worth ?  ❜ ❛  i’m  still  trying  to  find  my  identity .  ❜ ❛  somebody  call  the  doctor !  ❜ ❛  that  which  you  fear  is  that  which  you  become .  ❜ ❛  does  any  of  this  pain  have  meaning ?  ❜ ❛  i  was  in  over  my  head .  ❜ ❛  should  we  just  say  ‘to  hell  with  it  all’ ?  ❜ ❛  i’m  gonna  get  away  with  it .  ❜ ❛  you  think  that  you  can  stop  me ?  ❜ ❛  this  isn’t  gonna  be  some  little  fix .  ❜ ❛  i’m  sick  of  being  an  optimist .  ❜ ❛  don’t  resist  the  temptation .  ❜ ❛  we  can  all  be  saved .  ❜ ❛  i  want  to  feel  something .  ❜ ❛  i’m  feeling  all  this  pressure ,   it’s  a  weight  on  my  shoulders .  ❜ ❛  i’m  looking  for  the  proof  that  i’m  alive .  ❜ ❛  all  i  ever  wanted  was  a  little  piece  &  quiet .  ❜ ❛  i  am  the  thing  you  created .  ❜ ❛  i’ve  tried  getting  better ,   did  all  of  the  twelve  steps .  ❜ ❛  if  you  love  me ,   let  me  go .  ❜ ❛  you  deserve  all  you’ve  got  coming .  ❜ ❛  i  spent  my  last  dollar  on  a  motherfucking  cab .  ❜ ❛  i’ve  got  no  hope ,   not  a  sliver .  ❜ ❛  sometimes  the  good  things  don’t  last .  ❜ ❛  i’ll  do  anything  for  you ,   just  tell  me  what  you  need .  ❜ ❛  the  goodbye  is  the  hardest  part .  ❜ ❛  i  never  thought  it’d  come  to  this .  ❜ ❛  everything  will  be  okay .  ❜ ❛  i’ve  done  bad  things  to  good  people .  ❜ ❛  i’ve  got  no  self  control ,   it’s  the  root  of  my  evil .  ❜ ❛  if  i  were  you ,   i  wouldn’t  love  me  neither .  ❜ ❛  i  keep  on  looking  at  the  world  like  i’m  an  optimist .  ❜ ❛  we  can’t  go  back .  ❜ ❛  have  you  ever  thought  that  you  don’t  know  it  all ?  ❜ ❛  i  wish  you  would’ve  called .  ❜ ❛  save  me  from  myself .  ❜ ❛  nobody  really  cared ,   so  it  never  really  mattered .  ❜ ❛  what’s  the  point  in  fighting  for  a  happy  ever  after ?  ❜ ❛  i’d  rather  drop  dead .  ❜ ❛  don’t  give  up  that  easy .  ❜ ❛  i  can’t  keep  my  shit  together .  ❜ ❛  life  is  a  bitch ,   she  doesn’t  fight  fair .  ❜ ❛  i  want  to  live  for  something .  ❜ ❛  i  want  to  die  for  something .  ❜ ❛  this  won’t  last  forever .   nothing  ever  lasts  forever .  ❜ ❛  i  think  i  need  some  guidance .  ❜ ❛  you  don’t  have  to  hurt  anymore .  ❜

#:wink: #SEND.

[realhawkeye]

KATE BISHOP   ----  i’m sort of an avenger.

#self promo. #616 rp #marvel rp #comic rp #yeah boy yeah boy

[realhawkeye]

@purplequvr

     easy does it, bishop. just like clint taught you. relax. slow your breathing, relax your hand, aaaaand --  the piece of popcorn follows through the air in a perfect arch and lands in clint’s open and snoring mouth.  “ bullseye! ”  she makes no regards to keeping quiet as she cheers, her opposite hand fist bumping the air.  “ wake up!! your snoring is ruining the move, old man. ”

#purplequvr #main verse. #WUV U

[realhawkeye]

purplequvr​:

the sudden intrusion into his apartment has him jumping slightly on the couch that he was still asleep on.   “   i’m up!   ”   the words rush out of him before he’s pausing and groaning with a slight headache. happened anytime he accidentally fell asleep with his hearing aids in and on. he drags a hand down his face before his attention turns to katie who is making herself comfortable in his apartment,   “   why are you here?   ”   he questioned with drawn brows before it hit him. yesterday he had told her early practice after sassy remarks. 

another groan leaves the archer as he pushes up from his spot and trudged over to where his coffee was currently sitting. he lifts the cup, breathing in the addictive liquid before nodding,   “   i knew there was a reason why i kept you around as a pupil.   ”   lips form a smirk as he takes a few sips,   “   you’ve got until i’m done showering and changed to wake up and be ready.   ”   honestly it was more him that needed to do the waking up as he headed for the bathroom.

        “ ... you’re kidding. right? ”  she did not wake up before the sun only for him to completely forget that she was supposed to have early training today. she could have very easily slept in and arrived at a much later time and everything would have been perfect.  “ clint barton you’ve officially made it onto my shit list for the day. ”  she’ll get over it, though. maybe. eventually. she waves him off as he gets up and goes towards the bathroom.  “ yeah, yeah. whatever. ”  she sips at her coffee a bit, taking up the spot now freed up on the couch.  “ take your time, i guess. ”

#purplequvr #main verse.

[realhawkeye]

corechaos​:

                          BOTH  HER  HANDS  LIFTED      …        in  a  look  of  surrender  as  she  listened  to  kate’s  argument.    she  had  a  point,  but  to  verbalize  it  seemed,  well,  as  if  she  was  condoning  it.        "    it  was  good.    i  will  admit  that  to  you.    but  have  you  been  to  the  jewish  deli  down  the  block?    "      she  asked,    waving  vaguely  down  the  street.            THEN  A  CRASH  COULD  BE  HEARD  BEHIND  HER.        wanda  turned  her  head  sharply.  

     “ i haven’t, maybe next week we -- ”  stop. what was that? is there any such thing as a day off to the superhero business? well, she knows the answer to that questions even though she doesn’t want to.  “ we’re checking that out right? ”  she asks, looking at wanda.  “ yeah. totally. we’re checking that out. ”

#corechaos #main verse.

[realhawkeye]

#➷ two hawkeyes are better than one ! | clint & kate. #ugh i love them

[realhawkeye]

purplequvr​:

it’s breaking my heart to see you like this. @realhawkeye​

“   i don’t know what you’re talking about.   ”   but he does, otherwise he wouldn’t be trying so damn hard to not look her in the eye. anything to avoid seeing the sympathy written in her features. he’d gotten enough of it over the past few days, not that he had actually left his flat very often. a few briefings he was required to attend in order to not get lectured. although he primarily kept to himself. glasses on to hide the dark circles beneath his eyes. no quips were made, no interuptions, none of his usual gags in order to keep things light. didn’t have the energy to hold it up. all he could feel was the rotting weight of pietros words sitting in the pit of his stomach. you’re not worth my time. left on repeat constantly tumbling over each other in his head. the one person he never wanted to let done — to push away, had been the one to wreck him entirely. most days he felt like he was suffocating with his self hatred. the poor me act. his heart was broken and he was not dealing with it well.   “   just leave me alone, kate.   ”

        oh, she could wring that speedster’s neck. she won’t but she could. it doesn’t take a genius or whatever to realize that clint’s broken up pretty bad over this and although she doesn’t know the whole detail on the matter -- she sure as hell is aware of how nasty pietro can be sometimes.  “ you know i’m not stupid, right? ”  i don’t know what you’re talking about. pfeh. can’t use that old trick on me. kate. not katie. just kate. this isn’t right. she’s tired of seeing him so... so not him.  “ clint. i’m not leaving you alone. that’s the last thing you need right now. ”

#purplequvr #main verse.

[realhawkeye]

@purplequvr​   /    [ pull ] clint pulls kate closer to him

     “ ugh. that could have gone better. ”  she’s grumbling and complaining. they’d gotten the job done but not exactly in the way either of them planned it. now she can barely lay half her weight on her left ankle and the bruises are in such abundance she can’t be bothered to count what’s newer to older. after about three steps, clint’s taking her arm and forcing her to use him as a crutch. tugging her close and telling her they both did a pretty good job all things considering. still, it’s caught her by surprise.  “ wha -- clint, i’m fine. ”  she says as she rests against him anyways.  “ just a twisted ankle. not like a busted anything up too bad, right? ”  he’s quick to get her out of her mopey little mood.  “ thanks. ”

#purplequvr #main verse. #answered *