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Thinking about Julian and Robin slowly getting bored of chess and taking up judging all the guys playing golf outside, they’d absolutely piss themselves laughing over someone like Barclay missing a perfectly good shot

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im soooo normal about them actually

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They are married

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A redraw of the chess husbands!!

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they live rent free inside my brain

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Neil Banged out his tunes today, on a train you have the comfort and relaxation to bang out your own tunes

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shout out to people who's family isnt entirely bad or entirely good, but something in between and you dont know how to feel about them. you feel angry but you also feel guilty, because you know they genuinely love and care about you, but sometimes they show it in a way you know its not okay. your feelings are valid, your anger and sadness and grief are valid, and you dont have to prove this to no one. bigger shout out to those with memory issues who know something isnt right but can't recall all of the bad events, only the feelings, which only increases the guilt.

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HAPPY NEIL BANGING OUT THE TUNES DAY!!! 🎶 🎹 🐀 🌈

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My very first Lazytown artwork I guess :3

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sometimes my friends send me good reels

(op)

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head over heels (queerplatonically)

#decided to be a soft bitch on tumblr for the nostagia #i love him so fucking much i never thought id find something like this

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sometimes I feel like kissing my friend, but not in a making out way, I want to kiss him like one would kiss a kitty after a drunken night (as portrayed below) because my desire to kiss him stems from cute aggression, not romantic love

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She really saw Finch bring his trophy husband as his plus one and couldn't resist complimenting him on his arm candy the way a waiter would show approval of the meal you ordered, ft. Finch's little smile and eyebrow waggle of agreement.

For the @rinchfest Day 6 prompt, Outsider POV.

#i love that 15 year old me saw this as the gayest harold and went yes this is who i am #poi

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#i am not doing well #i overheard my parents the other night talking about how they dont accept me that they dont believe in nonbinary genders and how they #hate it so much #ive been out for 6 years and i know they struggle to understand especially my dad but my mum has always said she supports and accepts me #she helped me legally change my name and said her and my dad would pay for my top surgery if it ever happened #shes always doing research and asking questions so i thought she understood at least a little #i feel betrayed and abandoned by the only people in my family who i thought actually accepted me and would stand up for me #guess it was a fucking lie #this is literally my worst fear come true im so anxious and scared of people making fun of me behind my back or #lying that they like or accept me out of pity #i dont know how to wrap my head around that i cant trust my mum my comfort person #i feel like an idiot ive been saying for years how lucky i am to have parents who are trying who support me who encourage me to be who i am #turns out theyre no better than my aunt who blamed me for turning my cousin gay and trans they just lied cause they thought id kill myself #ive been wanting to move out for a while cause if my dads drinking and temper but i cant stanf being near them rn #i cant really do anything though cause nearly all the student accommodation is full and i dont know the process for renting #my mum has me so sheltered from reality i dont know how to do anything #im so tired

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i feel like i never see anyone talk about the motor control aspect of autism, particularly oral. i didnt even connect this with autism for a while but all the time im fucking up enunciation and stuff. its bad to the point where it fuels my social anxiety and isolation because its so embarrassing to have multiple stutters or slurs or whatever in a single sentence so most of the time i will just choose not to talk if possible. i can usually get into a groove for long conversations or if im very relaxed but if its more like a one-off remark or something theres literally like a 90% chance that what i say isnt going to come out right and ill have to repeat myself or watch the other person pretend they heard and nod and then turn away from me. idk autism sucks sometimes

#bastarding fuck its the autism again #ive been saying for years i have a stutter or a lisp or somethinv and everyones like nah you dont but i know that im not speaking correctly #its so frustrating ill stutter a bunch in a row especially if im axnxious and have to just try again and keep fucking up a simple sentence

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#tw cocsa #tw abuse #whenever i talk about what happened it feels like im reciting a story or someone elses experiences ive gone over it so many times #ive had to create that distance to be sane and not let it overtske my every waking minute #i see what memories i have of that time in 3rd person and nearly had a panic attack when i tried to go 1st person mode #it feels fucking insane to think all that happened and that she was allowed to get away with it that the teachers were scared of a 14 yo

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Hannibal S02E13 "Mizumono"

#finally watched mizumono and it wrecked me #im glad i waited til my depression eased so i could actually enjoy it #so fucking gay #hannibal