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Being hungry bc I can't afford to get food is such a different beast from being hungry bc of ED and it makes me cry so much every time

#vent #tw ed but not sheeran #st4rv1ng

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I made a joke about one of my animals being a fatass while showing their set up and behaviors to a friend and my boyfriend touched my stomach and chuckled and like...idk he knows abt my past with EDs and says he wants me to be comfortable around him but how can I when he just does stuff like that without thinking

#vent #tw ed but not sheeran #st4rv1ng #pro for me not for thee #starv1ng #th1nsp1ration

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Zuhair Murad Spring 2013 Couture

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Jean Paul Gaultier Spring 2009 Couture

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Jean Paul Gaultier Spring 2002 Couture

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if it sucks hit da bricks <- litany against sunk cost

take it easy but take it <- litany against burnout/apathy cycle

fuck it we ball <- litany against perfectionism

now say something beautiful and true <- litany against irony poisoning

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These 🌹💐🌹💐💐🌸🌺🌹🌺🌷🌸💐🌺🌹🍫🌹💐🍫🍫🌹🌺🌸🌷🍫💐🌸💐🌺🌹🍫🌷🌷🌺🌸🌷🌺🌸🌺🌹🌹🌹🌷🌺🌺🌸🌺🌹🌹🌷💐🌸💐💐🌺🌹🌸💐🌸🌹🍫🍫🌺🌷🌹🍫🍫🍫 💐🌷r for my mutuals on this valentines day <3

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any time i offer someone some of my weed and they say no i feel like a disgusting Drug Predator. any time i offer someone some of my weed and they say yes i feel like a benevolent fairy.

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Society (1989) // dir. Brian Yuzna

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has this been done yet

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Romanticizing your life sounds so stupid but it will help you cope. Taking extra time to make a yummie coffee in the morning, sitting outide observing the wind in the trees, writing poems, going to old book stores, watching your childhood favourite movies, listening to romantic jazz, writing in a coffee shop, making sure you have moody lighting in your room, putting on asmr rooms as a background noise while you work. It's not a solution, but it makes things a bit better.

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we're having sex and you pull out at the end to discover your cock is entirely gone, dissolved (ive digested it like a pitcher plant). bye!

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Show them what you are capable of. To the people that doubted you, to those who made you feel less. Show them how determined you are. Shock them by your success. Accomplish your goal, and you will realise that it is the best revenge you could have ever asked for. Be prepared for everything to shift.

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why did you people come up with russian names for what is supposed to be a movie set in italy. what was the thought process here. why does she sound like she walked out of a tolstoy novel