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who else got the english class autism where you read a book in english class and end up loving it so much you immediately buy your own copy and hyperfixate on it for like a month

this actually never happened until my current english teacher started teaching at our school (he came like. semester 2 of 11th grade i think), and i actually started ENJOYING english class,, idk i think its just the way he speaks/teaches, thank you mr. s for changing english class for me you’re amazing

#not me… haha…. ha.

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Little peaky weaky of my gorgeous wife like I said man if Montag doesn’t want her I’m. Hello

I am twitching so violentlu right nowdude I am so down bad for my own design of Mildred it’s not even funny

#I need her to slap me RIGHT NNOOWWWWW!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #mildred montag #f451 #Fahrenheit 451 #runny’s art #girl so blinded by her own unwillingness to be present >>>>>>>>>>>>>> #she might JUST be the dissociation incarnation #I’d let her shove parlor walls and pills down MY awaiting gullet any day of the week man #HONESTLY SHES SUCH AN UNDERRATED CHAARCTER. all the men in my class hate her grrrrr grrr #again as per usual y design prone to change tho #sigh…..

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Hi F451 tumblr. Can i go on an insane ramble. Montag is kind of just like the hound. Montag hound allegory 100…. Both because All We Put Into It is Hunting Fighting and Killing What a Shame If Thats All It Will Ever Know but ALSO i just know Beatty loves that damn hound. I can see him kneeling before it in my mind’s eye, lovingly adjusting chemical balance and making sure its joints are oiled and move comfortably, shining its exterior, cleaning its led eyes, taking it with him on jobs, slip lead held loosely around its great accordion rubber neck, giving it rats and mice to kill by hand, stroking that great chrome head with tenderness and adoration unbecoming of a man of Beatty’s status, and is Montag not his own hound? His best man? Does he not lovingly feed him books to destroy? Lies to believe? Did he not train him, build him in his own image? What love beatty feels is like how a god feels love, it’s retribution, punishment, ownership, in a way. Montag is his Hound, and does Beatty not take excellent care of his hound?

#sort-of-kinda god complex beatty FUCKING REEEAAALLLLLLLL #houndlike montag ALSO FUCKING REAL #yhis is so fucked up it makes me wonder about what led to beatty having such a warped view of love slash affection #i feel like ive ranted abt this b4 with my friends but i dint recall anything hiwveer in the case that i do ill probably hop back on and add #some actualy meaningful conversation #anyway guys please read this its very interestinh

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F451 oc no I ain’t gonna talk about it yall ain’t gettin NOTHING outta me tyvm

#ignore the clothing I needed to show off my (in)ability of drawing body types #your monthly reminder that I do in fact draw occasionally #and that #I don’t go on crazy incoherent rants ALL the time #you’re welcome. #be GRATEFUL!!!!! or don’t it’s ok if you’re not I’m not forcing you #or at least I don’t think I am….. #runny’s art

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I fucking aced this way of the by’s (or however you kids say it nowadays) I managed to rationalize purposefully traumatizing people and institutionalized mass killing I am THE GODDARD. HAHA!!!!! BIG A PLUS FOR ME!!!!!! Probably.

I AM BEING FORCED TO ROLEPLAY AS SCYTHE FUCKING GODDARD FOR MY SCHOOLA SISIGNMRNT CAN SOMEONE END ME PLEASE END ME NOW

#oh yeah I was looping this one 3am skibidi toilet vid + a bunch of sigma/alpha male videos while writing the script #really got me into the proper Goddard characterization headspace. could envision myself mass gleaning for a moment or two #maybe one day I will tell you lot about it but for now I’m kind of tired so maybe not but #basically. people are stagnant yes #so we should purposely traumatize and pick em off in order to solve the issue 😊 #because fear forces people to adapt and crawl OUT of stagnation!! #and it CANNOT be the thunderhead because the thunderhead only knows how to make people happy and that is literally its job #and people cannot do it themselves because it is in their nature to cause chaos and turmoil #(as evidenced by the emergence of the thunderhead in the first place #hint hint. people are incompetent when it comes to caring for themselves) #therefore. it is up to SCYTHES to raise humanity back into its former glory!! #….by mass slaughter. of course. #but hey! if WE start enjoying it #then it might not be as bad!! haha!! totally not barbaric sadistic murder normalization propaganda on goddard’s part #by the way I heavily disagree with ALL OF THESE VALUES but you know for the sake of staying in character I. #I think I did a pretty good job actually. even though Goddard sucks and I hate him and humanity is NOT INCAPABLE YHAT IS A WHITE MAN STANCE #COLONIZER. COLONIZZZEERRRRRRRRRRRRRR but that’s a different topic for another day 🫶 #two words. knives. Trigun #‘’maybe one day ill tell you but im tired so maybe not’’ BITTTCCCH #anyway guys remember to MSASH THAT LIKE BUTTON AND HIT SUBSCRIBE!! WITH YOUR FISTS!! AND DONT FORGET TO TURN ON THE NOTIFICATION BELL #FOR MORE BANGER TAKES LIKE THESE FROM YOURS TRULY. #and until then #ill see ya around. honorable scythe Goddard signing OFF!!!!! #scythe goddard #arc of a scythe

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OHMYGOD SHIT OKAY AOMEBODY CARES ABOUT MY OPNION UM UM UHMMM UM

OKAY I literally haven’t even listened to this song of his until now (I’m a fake will wood fan, I know 💔😔) so I’m basically going in blind BUT. BUTTTT BUT BUT BUT 🍑. I KNOW WHAT YOURE ON ABOUT

there’s like…. A lot of childlike wonder to it? A sense of innocence to the lyrics, a type of grounding humanity found in the description of life and the little things it holds and whatnot. Don’t know how to describe it, like the singer feels sonder I guess but this isn’t necessarily about PEOPLE, it’s more of just savoring the little things that ultimately make life into what it is. Relishing in not the outcome nor the material, but rather the little cracks and flaws and intricacies carved within the building blocks that make up the pillar of one’s own life. Don’t know if that made sense

A pinch of melancholy, tad nostalgic—but ultimately warm and grateful, and so, so, so full of WONDER. yes. Very Clarisse McClellan.

Childlike curiosity was the first thing that stuck out to me with this song. The singer isn’t exactly innocent, I would say, but the melody is sweet, calm, healing. Full of life where there is so little, like a small candle flickering in the midst of dead darkness, a spark of humanity in a world so devoid of it. Curiosity where there is none, questions where there are orders, Clarisse McClellan where there are her peers and the fires and the violence encapsulating the world of Fahrenheit 451. She STILL stays wondering and questioning and thinking despite the horribleness of the world they live in!!!!!

Makes me think about the prevalence of death in this song, because even though everything will come to an end, the singer still values life. Or something like that I don’t know am I interpreting this right

And of course the DANDELION SYMBOLISM. GGAGAGAHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! Especially with the. With the. THE. ENTIRE CONDEMNATION OF AN INNOCENT LITTLE DANDELION FOR BEING WHAT THE REST OF SOCIETY DEEMS AS A WEED. PARALLELS ARE PARALLELING. makes me think of that one scene in which Beatty was speaking to Montag and he called clarisse a stupid girl and told Montag that people like her would die eventually, pretty much just talking about her as though she were a pest to get rid of even though SHES. JUST BEING HER!!!!!!! cough. Shakes you back and forth. I SEE YOURR VISION

@runningatypufullspeed FALLING UP BY WILL WOOD. CLARISSR MCLELLAN DO YOU AGREE.

#beatty’s such a mean piece of shit he reminds me vaguely of chemical overreaction who’s with me? nobody? yeah I figured… 😢 #SORRY IVE BEEN SO DEAD LATELY GUYS #I binge watched the entirety of rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles plus the movie within the span of like two days and had a shitton #of work so that’s probably why you haven’t seen be around um COUGH sorry #I ALSO SORT OF FELL OUT OF F451 BUT NOT REALLY BUT ALSO KINDA BUT ALSO NOT REALLY. I THINK IM PING PONGING #BACK AND FORTH BETWEEN MY INTERESTS LIKE ILL GO JASH THEN F451 THEN THOSE DAMN TURTLES AND uhghhghhUGHGHHGH #and then of course Trigun and scythe are both burning in the back of my mind (HAHAHHAHAHA MIND!! LIKE) but scythe was mostly forced #because of that. stupid. PROJECT. but it’s OKAY because I think I’m slowly healing #licking my wounds and watching flesh seam itself back together like an animal tending to its injuries #ALSO SORRY IF IM INCOHERENT ITS LIKE 5AM RIGHT NOW I HAVENT SLEPT THE WHOLE INGHT #HELLOOOOO INSOMNIA 😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍 #runny’s rants

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I AM BEING FORCED TO ROLEPLAY AS SCYTHE FUCKING GODDARD FOR MY SCHOOLA SISIGNMRNT CAN SOMEONE END ME PLEASE END ME NOW

#CAN SOMEBODY HELP ME?? LIKE GIVE ME SOME POINTERS #arc of scythe #only talking about the first book btw I forgot literally everything else #IVE ANNOTATED HIS CHARACTER FRONT AND BACK BUT LIKE DESPITE ALLAT IM STILL REALLY SHIT AT ROLEPLAY #also I SUCK at 0aying these sorts of villains if he was creepy that’d be a different story but he’s just pompous #and greedy and sadistic and power hungry like YEAH he is KIND of creepy but not like. captain beatty #weird comparison but *vague hand gestures #scythe goddard #I actually think it’s really interesting how both he and scythe curie glean for the sake of solving stagnation #it’s just that scythe curie gleans handpicked stagnant people whereas #goddard thinks that EVERYONE is stagnant thus he feels the need to not only glean them but traumatize them as well #‘’remind them of their mortality’’ or whatever bs I CANT ACTUALLY TELL IF HES BEING GENUINE BUT #THATS WHAT I GOT FROM HIS JOURNALS #who knows maybe that’s just an excuse to end lives excessively ugh he’s such a #I don’t wanna say shallow character? but. but #SOMEBODY HELP ME? PLEASE? #I WANNA GO BACK TO F451ING

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I am twitching so violentlu right nowdude I am so down bad for my own design of Mildred it’s not even funny

#sorry for thirsting on my not really main but not really alt guys #it’s not my fault I made her so DROP DEAD GORGEOUS #UGHHHH. OH MY GOD SHES SO PRETTY #or I mean my idea of her is anyway I’m way too lazy to actually post my drawings right now but maybe if someone forced me #I might get up and off my lazy ass to properly crop and post this shit #ITS JUST TWO DRAWINGS DAWG. THEY AINT EVEN ALLAT and yet HERE I AM with just BUCKETS of drool pouring down my face #LISTEN. IM JUST SAYING. IF MONTAG DOESNT WANT HER #IM SINGLE #IM OPEN. IM HERE #first sin sloth second sin not exactly lust per se more of just carnal yearning #I love mentally ill ladies #ough

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Montag: *opens door* H-hello famed American actor and filmmaker with a career of over six decades, Warren beatty

Warren beatty: Hey *Canned Applaus*

Warren Beatty: uhhhh i was walking My dog *Vhrcks note cards* Bob and uh i Heard a sound of someone Reading an Ao3 fic

Montag: nope, wasn't me Haha...

Warren beatty; uh Listen have you seen Bob the dog

Guy: nope, Maybe ol' Lassie knows about him *HOLDS UP MECHANICAL HOUND* Lassie do you know where famed American actor and filmmaker with a career of over six decades, Warren beatty's dog Bob went

mechanical hound: *Coughs out dog fur and blood*

Warren beatty and guymontag: HAHAHAHAAHA*canned LAUHGHTER*

Warren beatty: Well i guess i Got to get going, Bye guy montag and Mildred

guy and mildred(Mildred is not really paying attention but she only has one seashell on today: Bye famed American actor and filmmaker with a career of over six decades, Warren beatty

guy: *Runs back to the home Office* i Will read More. More. More. More.... *Starts Laughing*

The next day0

guy montag: Hi guys!

stoneman and black and beatty:*playing Cards* Hi montag

guy Montag: today is a good day today you know WHY?

stoneman: Nope

black: Nor at all

beatty: why

guy Montag: *Smile* I am in the queue for an Ao3 account

beatty: WHAT

stoneman and Black: *start Whispering* aoWHAT?! like the letter q? Montag's really done it Now

beatty: Montag come with me to my Office

guy montag: Ok captain

In the office

beatty:*Locks door and grabs his flamethrower to Keep nearby* Guy montag we do not SPEAK of that

guy: Ao3?

Beatty: YES you know why?

guy: why

beatty: BECAUSE READING IS ILLEGAL! When benjamain Franklin proposed for THIS society. The superior society. The United States of America. he did not Want silly little TWINKS to read little Fictions. He wants you to Burn them. You know the uncle Sam fellow Montag? He wants You to burn Books He wants you to burn.

guy: Benjamin Franklin didn't Have the internet also don't we burn physical Copies

Beatty: uh well I

guy montag: Yeah so like reading PHYSICAL BOOKS isn't legal but reading ONLINE is i did it. Guy montag has Hacked the system.

captain beatty: *Sighs and throws flamethrower to the ground* OK montag you win. *Puts hands up*

Guy: hell Yeah i Did

HELLO WHAT PLOT TWIST OF THE CENTURY?? How far did u think into this be honest ....

#that is a COMPLIMENT btw #very well done. canned applause #DID BEATTY JUST FUCKING CALL MONTAG A TWINK.

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Awake two hours later now lurching out of my bed like a zombie rising from its grave arms stiff and raised forward in front of me oh god I'll try NOT to

Girl it is 5AM. WHAT am I doing . I’m gonna DIE tomorrow. Today. FUCK

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Addressing the tags can you guys tell that the f451 is get5inh to ,e

Sketch for a school assignment

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Girl it is 5AM. WHAT am I doing . I’m gonna DIE tomorrow. Today. FUCK

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“Autism be damned my boy can grill” but it’s Guy Montag killing Captain Beatty

#BEATTY HAVING DEPRESSIONA ND GENDER DYSPHORIA DONT WORRY MAN IM DYING ON THAT HEADCANON WITH YOU #like no fucking WAY he DIDNT have depression. there s a REASSONNN why he’s perpetuating this cycle of violence slash harmful tradition #he’s coping with his self hatred by taking out his anger on others. fucking Beatty bro #he got hurt in the past so what does he do? THATS RIGHT HE TURNS AROUND AND HURTS MORE PEOPLE IN RETURN #ITS LIKE LAPLACES ANGEL. WILL WOOD. HURT PEOPLE HURT PEOPLE #IF TOU WERE IN MY SHOES YOUD WALK THE SAME DAMN MILES I DO #like knives . from TRIGUN. trauma does not make people better often times it makes people WORSE!! #JUST KEEP ON FEEDING THAT ABUSE CYCLE BECAUSE HES TOO BLINDED BY HIS OWN RAGE AND HURT TO TRULY SEE THE HARM IN WHAT HES DOING #oh god Beatty the character you are #oh yeah and gender dysphoria. do u think he’s more of a binder boy or a diy tit ripper #or is he just super flat #or do u think he’s transfem idk I personally say transmasc but like tbh both work I wrote an entire rant about both at some point maybe I’ll #find and share it one day. I’m leaning more towards the diy top surgery though #he just seems like the type! #and I AGREE clarisse and Montag autist to autist communication #TAKE THAT HJ AWAY. only serious bitches in this conversation #slash j im a hypocrite

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WAIT FUCK I DIDNT KNOW THE AUTHOR OF THIS BOOK SUPPORTED AI AND HAD THAT WHOLE NOT SUPPORTING PALESTINE THING GOING ON well okay maybe I suspected the ai part because of the whole glorification of the thunderhead in all his books BUT I DIDNT KNOW ABOUT PALESTINE WHAT THEFUCK HAD I KNOWN. WOULDNT HAVE POSTED THIS EWWWWW EW

Sketch for a school assignment

#NOT SAYING I HATE PEOPLE WHO LIKE ARC OF A SCYTHE BTW BE FREE TO LIKE WHAT YOU LIKE #BUT LIKE WHAT THE FUCK. WHATE THE FUCK WHAT THE FCUK WHAT THE FUCK WHAT THE FUCK #should I delete this drawing WHAT THE FUCK #I HATE THE THUNDERHEAD BTW. I DONT CARE IF ITS A GOOD CHARACTER I DONT CARE IF ITS NICE AND SHIT THE THING THAT IT REPRESENTS #THE THING THAT THE THUNDERHEAD STANDS FOR. AI REPLACING PEOPLE AND WORKERS SO THAT IT CAN DO ALL THE EMOTIONING AND WORK FOR THEM?? NOO THAN #NO THANK YOU. NO THANKS. THAT IS SO WEIRD #like it would be a different story if the dystopia aspect of this book centered around how ai bolstered an environment where #people collectively began losing their touch with humanity because there was this fucking machine doing all the thinking for them #but INSTEAD it’s just. THE GOOD GUY? I DONT GET IT #LIKE SCYTHES PROBABLY WOUDLNT EVEN BE A THING IF THE THUNDERHEAD HADNT EMERGED OUTTA THE DUST #like the bo9 puts a MUCH heavier focus on the fact that killing people is barbaric which is. yeah #yeah that’s fucking right? thanks for telling us? gold star for you? #but it COMPLETELY glosses over the fact that THE THUNDERHEAD. IS MOSTLY TO BLAME. #PEOPLE DONT BECOME BARABRIC OVERNIGHT DAWG #LIKE. HAD PEOPLE’S EMOTIONS/JOBS NOT BEEN COMPLETELY REPLACED BY AI #Scythes would probably NEVER even be a THING in that universe because PEOPLE WOUNLD BE ABLE TO RECOGNIZE #HOW FUCKED UP THAT IS. THEYD BE ABLE TO THINK FOR THEMSELVES INSTEAD OF THE STUPID AI THINKING FOR THEM #YOU GET WHAT IM SAYING?? LIKE WE SHOULD BE TEARINGDOWN THE THUNDERHEAD #INSTEAD OF JUST SAYING ‘’oh yeah killing is bad. corruption. bad’’ #and THE N there’s the entire issue I have with one of the main messages that shusterman is so obsessed with being that like #people are inherently evil. which is. no. no they are not. no #COLONIZER STANCE!! COLOOONIZER!! WHITE PERSON!! KNIVES FROM TRIGUN. WRONG! #SORRY I’m just. I’m very distraught right now #cough #anyway lemme know ut thoughts if u have any I’m open to discussion #ALSO MAJOR APOLOLGIES. if I come off super strong I am so tired #ALSO ALSO I HAVE READ ALL BOOKS UP UNTIL THE TOLL. but it was kind of a long time ago so I may be getting some details wrong #but anyway. I think my stance still has some merit. I’m thinking very hard about the ending to the toll right now. I DO NOT LIKE AI #SORRY GUYS BACK TO F451 POSTING

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“Autism be damned my boy can grill” but it’s Guy Montag killing Captain Beatty

#I am sobbing. shrieking. screaming. tears in my EYES. #VOMIT ALL OVER THE FLOOR #IM SORRY BUT YOU TRIGGGERED MY. MY UH. MY NUTCASE YAPATHON TRIPWIRE #I’m not sure if anyone else has noticed but in all my like 10 (nearing 11) reads of Fahrenheit 451 I have come to notice how . #interestingly enough. montag is neurodivergent coded #like OKAY maybe I don’t have the proper credentials for this due to the fact that I myself am not neurodivergent (not to my kneosdlegd anywa #)NEVER DIAGNOSED. I WAS NEVER DIAGNEOSED BUT HEAR ME OUT the way in which faber was like joking about framing firemen and Montag took that s #eriously like SORRY MAYBE THATS LIKE A STEREOTYPE BUT #like wow. tucks hair behind ear. austitistic #and in general I find it interesting how Montag is sort of kinda skirting around proper understanding for societal context and whatnot whic #which is like. is that not. is that not neurodivergenc #the outbursts and general overstimulation too #and again AGAIN just general obliviousness to certain social cues GIRL GIRL GIRL GIIIIRRRLL. #MAYBE IVE JST FINALLY GONE SILLY. but there’s also the whole allegory of the cave neurodivergent awakening shit going on #life altering revelation that resonates with the undiagnosed experience ITS A REACH BUT ITS THERE #I don’t even know if it’s autistic or what . just some sort of neurodivergent idk #I think it is anyway. maybe I’m too lost in the sauce to properly articulate analyze or orapganize it is 3am my friends #or maybe I’m just projecting. #live laugh love. remember to water your plants if you have any guys #BEAUTIFUL ART BY THE WAY. AMAZING. GIANT THUMBS UP FROM ME #art so good that it made me start belting out nonsense fucking FIREEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!! LITERALLYLYYYYYY 🔥🔥🔥💯💯💯💯 #it was a pleadure to burn 😍

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Guy montag: Hey I'm guy Montag

clarisse: Hi Go on ao3

guy Montag: what is an ao3

clarisse: BYE! *runs to house*

*AT THE MONTAG HOUS*

Guy montag,: Hmm *serches up ao3* wat is this .. *SEES the mha x fahrenheit 451 fic*

Guy montag: wow I've Mever heard of ANY of these let's read(not Illegal to read of the internet BTW!)

*5 minutes later*

guy montag: Hey.Hhey. wait a minute i LITERALLY just had this conversation With the mcclellan girl. W.What the heck.... *Stares into Space (NOT REAL SPACE BTW)* h.Hello mr president .. Is is there something you want to tell Me?

Door: Mrs. Montag someone's at the door Mrs montag Mrs Montag

Millie: *Stares At camera* Beatty

Millie: Don't care To be HONEST UHHH montag!! Youre boss!

Guy montag: *Looks up from Screen* Ok

Guy montag: *Sees Camera* AHHHHH beatty!

Millie: Guy when can we have the fourth wall

Montag: ummm *GULP* i will open *Slowly opens * the door*

TO be continued

Hellow…. What…. THIS IS SO CRYPTIC….

#DID SHE REGRET GOING ON? DOES HE FEEL ENLIGHTNENED?? ARE THEY ENAMORED?? WHAT IS GOIGN ON #eagerly awaiting part two……… #captain beatty JUMPSCARE OH MY GOD AHHHHHHHHHHHHH 😨 #I love millie…