satoureaper

[satoureaper]

For the time being I'm moving Atsushi over to my newly made multi @dragonflyhouse !!!!

With the BS going on in my life recently I just gotta make things easier for myself. He might come back to his own blog eventually but for now vaguely gestures.

[satoureaper]

For the time being I'm moving Atsushi over to my newly made multi @dragonflyhouse !!!!

With the BS going on in my life recently I just gotta make things easier for myself. He might come back to his own blog eventually but for now vaguely gestures.

[satoureaper]

For the time being I'm moving Atsushi over to my newly made multi @dragonflyhouse !!!!

With the BS going on in my life recently I just gotta make things easier for myself. He might come back to his own blog eventually but for now vaguely gestures.

#[ ooc ] 𝑓լₑₑ𝑡ᵢ𝑛𝑔 𝑠ⲏₐ𝑑ₒｗ #nothing is up yet besides a temp muse list but #soon TM

[satoureaper]

"I was never with the agency. Maybe you have me confused for someone else?"

He feels a little bad, confusing the child like this. Though part of him couldn't deny that it was at least a little funny. Still, he wasn't about to advertise that aloud, and instead he gave a small chuckle at how Yumeno called the agency dumb. He couldn't really speak to that, but from what Akutagawa told him....they had their moments.

"Oh, well that makes sense." He gave a grin as he looked over the gift once more. He was a big white cat. "Did you want to try to get the blue one? I'll come with you."

╰ ★ █║ ⁞ —ㅤ˗ˏˋㅤ𝐖𝐀𝐈𝐓 ... 𝐇𝐄 𝐃𝐎𝐄𝐒𝐍𝐓 𝐖𝐎𝐑𝐊 𝐅𝐎𝐑 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐀𝐆𝐄𝐍𝐂𝐘 ?

╰ ✗ * . ⊹ ㅤ˗ˏˋㅤㅤA clear look of SHOCK shows itself upon their face as they stare at the boy. He ... he was MESSING with them, RIGHT ? What did he mean he didn't work for the Agency ? The train that day, those two girls and Dazai - san ... he HAD to have worked for the Agency ! There was no logical explanation to the other's words at all; not when they had witnessed his Agency affiliations for himself. Unless ...

╰ ✗ * . ⊹ ㅤ˗ˏˋㅤㅤ❛ WAIT ... you mean you QUIT working for them ? I mean ... I guess I can understand that ! They're all pretty DUMB over there ... ❜

╰ ✗ * . ⊹ ㅤ˗ˏˋㅤㅤThey're still not entirely CONVINCED of the other's words. In fact, they had far more questions for him than ever before. They now knew of one thing though. The weretiger was the most CONFUSING person they've ever met. Even more so than Dazai - san.

╰ ✗ * . ⊹ ㅤ˗ˏˋㅤㅤ❛ I got it from the toy machine inside one of the stores ! They had a whole bunch of kitty cats and I was hoping for the blue one but I got the white one instead. Soooo ... I thought YOU'D like it being a big white cat and all. ❜

#[ ic ] ᵢ ₐ𝑚 𝑔ₒᵢ𝑛𝑔 𝑡ₒ լᵢᵥₑ #[ post beast / canon crossover ] 𝑡ⲏₑ ᵣₑₐլ ｗₒᵣլ𝑑 #atsushi: maybe i should tell them.....nah its funnier this way

[satoureaper]

Well uh, he was right about that. It was pretty painful. "It'll pass." Atsushi said with a wave of his hand. "It doesn't hurt for very long, at least." A half truth. "Thank you for your concern though, er--" He either hasn't met this person before, or just completely forgot their name. He feels bad for burdening then regardless.

Ice cold eyes watch for a moment before the teen shakes his head. “Are you sure? It looks painful.” Very painful. But who was he to judge as someone that froze his own vocal cords.

@satoureaper

#[ ic ] ᵢ ₐ𝑚 𝑔ₒᵢ𝑛𝑔 𝑡ₒ լᵢᵥₑ #stumbles in here a month late i'm alive somewhat #memoryoflost

[satoureaper]

@nonhumen asked: "happy birthday, atsushi-kun." the mafia boss smiles at his protege. he reaches out, releasing the tiger of his collar before pulling him into a gentle hug. no longer human quiets the beast within, if only for a little while.

Super Late birthday asks. | No longer accepting.

"D-Dazai-san- Don't-" He's worried, but doesn't stop the mafia boss as he reached for his collar. Today, of all days, he needed to keep it on. Or else he didn't know what would happen, what he would do. He had been debating finding an empty warehouse to just let loose in because the beast was just so loud today. For good reason, but still--

But then Dazai hugs him, and his brain needs a moment to catch up with the action. Slowly, he feels the tiger cease turning in his body. His mind and heart quiet, and for a moment, there is peace. His tense posture quickly melts as he lays his head onto Dazai's shoulder and gives a shaky exhale.

Instinctively, he wraps his arms around Dazai, fingers digging into the back of his coat. He knows this moment can't last forever, but god damn does he wish it could. He could fall asleep in an instant if he wasn't careful, that's how relaxed it made him. But he was determined to hold onto this feeling for however long Dazai was willing to give it to him.

"....Thank you, Dazai-san."

#CRASHES THROUGH YOUR WINDOW A MONTH LATE #it's fine everything is fine i'm completely NORMAL #[ ic ] ᵢ ₐ𝑚 𝑔ₒᵢ𝑛𝑔 𝑡ₒ լᵢᵥₑ #[ Pre-During BEAST Verse ] 𝑡ⲏₑ ｗⲏᵢ𝑡ₑ ᵣₑₐ𝒑ₑᵣ #nonhumen

[satoureaper]

peaks head in at like 5:40 am - i am likely gonna call out of work today so I will be here since I didn't get anything done last time I was on

#[ ooc ] 𝑓լₑₑ𝑡ᵢ𝑛𝑔 𝑠ⲏₐ𝑑ₒｗ #I'm tempted to just take off the rest of the week cause fuck my job rn #but sadly i cannot #so i will sulk and work on drafts instead

[satoureaper]

Sorry for being MIA, the last two weeks have been really hectic and then to cope I made a new oc and have been hanging out there. ( Which you should totally follow -- @hiveversed ) But I'll be around today!!

#[ ooc ] 𝑓լₑₑ𝑡ᵢ𝑛𝑔 𝑠ⲏₐ𝑑ₒｗ

[satoureaper]

If you don’t follow my main, that course I had kicked my ass and I just passed the final exam yesterday. I have to start packing and working on comms today, so I might not be too active on any of my other blogs.

I start my new job next monday too and will be in like three-four weeks of training so I’ll be scarce for awhile. So maybe semi-hiatus announcement? Maybe. Idk it’ll really depend.

#[ ooc ] 𝑓լₑₑ𝑡ᵢ𝑛𝑔 𝑠ⲏₐ𝑑ₒｗ

[satoureaper]

@memoryoflost asked: Akutagawa didn’t know what else to bring, so have a jar of sugar cubes to use for your drinks Atsushi- “Here. I thought you would prefer something like this-“ Akutagawa had never really bought gifts before and it shows

He didn't know that Akutagawa had even known about his birthday, so the fact that he had shown up at the orphanage was strange to Atsushi. Wasn't he just here the day before yesterday? Why would he come again so soon? Did he have new information that was vital to tell in person, or...?

When he's given the jar of sugar cubes, he stares at it for a few moments. He turns it around in his hands, looking up at Akutagawa and then back down at the jar. After a few moments of - probably awkward - silence, Atsushi can't help the choked laugh that escapes his lips. It eventually turns into full blown laughter, even having him wipe a few tears from his eyes.

"I love it!" He smiles at the detective, something that he had only done once before, when they had met in that diner and were bonding over their past. Atsushi always thought that there was no one in this world that could understand him, but-

maybe he was wrong.

"Want to stay for some tea?" Atsushi asked once the fit of laughter was over. "Mori-san asked the kids to leave me alone today, so we can use one of the rooms to relax in."

#[ ic ] ᵢ ₐ𝑚 𝑔ₒᵢ𝑛𝑔 𝑡ₒ լᵢᵥₑ #[ post beast verse ] ⲕᵢ𝑛𝑑ᵣₑ𝑑 𝑠𝒑ᵢᵣᵢ𝑡𝑠 #he loves it so much lmao #akutagawa has never gone shopping for gifts before but #atsushi has also never really received gifts before so #perfect combination #he'll keep the jar after the sugarcubes are done for refills aswell #memoryoflost

[satoureaper]

The agency? Why would the agency give him gifts?

Oh. Oh. Yumeno had confused him for his 'real' self. Well, he couldn't exactly blame the child.

"I don't work for the agency, though I do have...an acquaintance, there." He started, but was unsure how exactly to explain where he was from. Would this world also collapse if too many people knew about the book? No, No that couldn't be right. Why would other worlds exist without a solid foundation? Still, he isn't sure if Yumeno would understand the concept - Atsushi barely got it himself "I work at an orphanage." He decides to say. "It would have been my first birthday there but...." He mumbles this, unsure if the child would actually hear it - and not entirely conscious of the fact he said so aloud/

But he was stuck here, in this city, with people who knew him but in a different way. He sighed a little bit, looking down at the toy he had in his arms. He wonders if his Yumeno would have gotten him something similar. Or maybe it would have been completely different? He isn't entirely sure how close they are in personality at this point.

"Thank you again. I really appreciate it." Atsushi smiles at Yumeno, this time without a hint of sadness. "Where do you even find things like this?"

⊹ ꙳ ⁺ ‧ ✴ * : ･ﾟ : ★ 【 @satoureaper 】 ★ : * ✴ ⁺ ✦ ⊹

╰ ★ cont. from 「 X 」

╰ ★ █║ ⁞ —ㅤ˗ˏˋㅤ𝐀 𝐂𝐎𝐔𝐏𝐋𝐄 𝐎𝐅 𝐁𝐋𝐈𝐍𝐊𝐒 𝐈𝐍 𝐑𝐄𝐒𝐏𝐎𝐍𝐒𝐄 𝐓𝐎 𝐓𝐇𝐎𝐒𝐄 𝐖𝐎𝐑𝐃𝐒. That was weird ! They had this idea, this mental image of the Armed Detective Agency practically showering the boy in gifts. This gachapon toy that was the wrong color for them was the second gift he received EVER ? Surely, that COULDN'T be right ...

╰ ✗ * . ⊹ ㅤ˗ˏˋㅤㅤ❛ The second thing ... EVER ? You mean NO ONE has given you anything at all ? Not even the Agency ? ❜

╰ ✗ * . ⊹ ㅤ˗ˏˋㅤㅤMan ... they were RIGHT about the Agency being terrible people. If they couldn't even treat their own members right, they really were no better than the mafia. They still weren't even entirely warmed up to the other just yet and they still managed to be nicer to him than his friends were.

╰ ✗ * . ⊹ ㅤ˗ˏˋㅤㅤ❛ Well ummm ... I hope you like it ! I still think you're really weird but ... you HAVE been nice to me, I guess ! ❜

#theircurse #. #[ Post BEAST / Canon Crossover ] 𝑡ⲏₑ ᵣₑₐԼ ｗₒᵣԼ𝑑 #he lives to confuse? kinda

[satoureaper]

@theircurse asked: They're still very confused by Atsushi but you know what ? He can have this cat toy they won off the gachapon machine ( with stolen change ). They got the white one when they were hoping for the blue one.

He's stunned, for a moment, simply looking at the toy that the child was offering him. There's no way that this Yumeno knew that his birthday was today - that today was one of, if not the, worst day of his life. After a moment of staring, he takes the toy into his hands. He's wearing gloves, but he can tell that it is soft.

The reaper tilts his head, turning the toy around in his hands a few times. This....This is the first toy he's ever gotten, thinking about it

"You're-....giving this to me?" What would he do with it? He didn't even have a permanent place of residence here - and didn't want to all things considered - so he didn't really have anywhere to display it. At least he had gotten himself a backpack that he could carry it around in. He stares for a moment longer at the toy before bringing it close to himself and hugging it. He had seen kids at the orphanage hug their stuffed toys and mimicked the action.

......

"Thanks." He smiles at Yumeno and gives the toy a slightly tighter squeeze. He could understand the appeal now. "You know, this is the second thing anyone has ever given me." On his birthday, at least.

#[ ic ] ᵢ ₐ𝑚 𝑔ₒᵢ𝑛𝑔 𝑡ₒ լᵢᵥₑ #[ Post BEAST / Canon Crossover ] 𝑡ⲏₑ ᵣₑₐԼ ｗₒᵣԼ𝑑 #theircurse #hey i'm crying?? thanks stella

[satoureaper]

Ah yes, the worst day in existence for beast atsushi--

#people should send in birthday things--- #i'll be lurking while i do course work

[satoureaper]

EMERGENCY ART COMMISSIONS!!

The short of it is I need a total of $150 by next friday to pay for a course and the physical license I need for my new job.

Then I also need gas money for my move since I'll be making multiple trips. The city is three hours away and takes about a half a tank only one way, so I'll need a bit for multiple trips.

I'm hoping to get around $300 to feel safe but I ABSOLUTELY NEED THE $150 BY NEXT FRIDAY!!

I have the options for the commissions on my ko-fi, but you're also free to DM me about a commission!

If you can't comm me, a donation of any kind is welcome!

Or reblogging this and sharing it around would be a ton of help! Thank you all!!

[satoureaper]

For those of you who don’t follow my main-- I GOT THE JOB !!!! the next few weeks are gonna be hella busy for me so if i’m scarce, that’s why

#[ ooc ] 𝑓լₑₑ𝑡ᵢ𝑛𝑔 𝑠ⲏₐ𝑑ₒｗ #i have to start emergency art commissions too so #stay tuned for that i guess

[satoureaper]

"Ah..." Should he explain? He had no real reason to lie, but perhaps it was better to be cautious. He doesn't know the 'rules' of the 'real' world yet. "My little sibling.You two look very much alike." He says, scratching at his cheek with a soft nervous laugh. In theory, he had known that people in his world are just mirrors or copies of those in the 'real' world, but seeing it before him now...it was uncanny.

He wonders if this is how it will feel when he meets his 'real' self.He almost shudders at the thought.

Coming back to reality, he rubs at the side of his neck and looks around. "I guess they wouldn't really be here..." He mumbles before dropping his hand to his side with a soft sigh escaping his lips. His world is gone now....his father, his little sibling, all the kids at the orphanage...It was like they didn't exist. But they did, in his mind if not anywhere else. They were real, he'd bring them back.

He had to.

"Sorry to bother you." He gives a sad smile once again.

╰ ★ █║ ⁞ —ㅤ˗ˏˋㅤ𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐒𝐓𝐑𝐀𝐍𝐆𝐄 𝐍𝐀𝐌𝐄 𝐌𝐀𝐊𝐄𝐒 𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐌 𝐓𝐔𝐑𝐍 ... although, for some reason ... they're not entirely sure WHY. Nobody has ever called them by such a name before. It was always ' Q ' or some other derogatory game. They're ... fairly certain that this WAS the weretiger before them ( ... why were they uncertain ? ). And ' Yu - kun ' ... wouldn't a name like that require him to know their ACTUAL NAME ? They've never even told him their name unless Dazai - san did.

╰ ✗ * . ⊹ ㅤ˗ˏˋㅤㅤBut when the weretiger spoke further was when things REALLY got confusing. ' Mistook them for someone ' ? How ? How when the deliberately went out of their way to CURSE and TRAUMATIZE him ? Not to mention, they've never seen anyone else with two - toned hair and starry eyes. The lack of any fear or any animosity was weird as well.

╰ ✗ * . ⊹ ㅤ˗ˏˋㅤㅤ❛ ... What ? Who'd you mistake me for ? ❜

╰ ✗ * . ⊹ ㅤ˗ˏˋㅤㅤConfusion and tension laced their voice as they held their doll tight. Was this his idea of some weird MIND GAME ? That was THEIR job !

#theircurse #[ IC ] ᵢ ₐ𝑚 𝑔ₒᵢ𝑛𝑔 𝑡ₒ Լᵢᵥₑ #[ Post BEAST / Canon Crossover ] 𝑡ⲏₑ ᵣₑₐԼ ｗₒᵣԼ𝑑

[satoureaper]

"It's okay- really - I'm used to it." He's used to his neck bleeding cause of the collar he wears that's more than a bit too tight??

#sets this open here #i failed you all once again yesterday but #i'm actually here today #taking a break from drawing a comic i was working on