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AULI’I CRAVALHO in CRUSH (2022)
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savingher · 3 years
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𝐦𝐨𝐫𝐞 𝐩𝐨𝐩𝐮𝐥𝐚𝐫 𝐭𝐞𝐱𝐭 𝐩𝐨𝐬𝐭𝐬 𝐚𝐬𝐤 𝐦𝐞𝐦𝐞 .     ››       @manysigns​.
lois  said  ♡   :            “         eyebrow  game  strong ?  more  like  eyebag  game  strong .  i’m  fucking  exhausted.        ”
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“        both   can be true,       ”         lei replies confidently as she places the mug of coffee in front of lois before she takes a seat across from her at the small table of the café.  she keeps her own mug in her hand as she   s e t t l e s   into the seat,  pulling one foot onto the chair and wrapping her arm around her leg.  taking a sip of her tea she glances out the window,  taking in the city street for a few long moments before turning back fully to lois with raised brows.         “       but   h o p e fu l l y   the caffeine will help with the   exhaustion,      ”         she replies as she wraps both hands around her mug and rests it atop her propped knee.         “       and you  never  need help in the eyebrow game so  ...  things can only go  UP  from here.      ”
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savingher · 3 years
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𝐦𝐨𝐫𝐞 𝐩𝐨𝐩𝐮𝐥𝐚𝐫 𝐭𝐞𝐱𝐭 𝐩𝐨𝐬𝐭𝐬 𝐚𝐬𝐤 𝐦𝐞𝐦𝐞 .     ››       @manysigns​.
steph  said  ♡  :           “         in  what  world  would  anyone  give  up  a  job  in  paris  for  ross  geller.        ”
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“        not your  DREAM JOB,  and definitely not for  ross,       ”         lei agrees,  shaking her head as they watch the   i n f a m o u s   friends finale.  while she could understand giving up a job for someone you loved,  but not  ross  and not when it’s your  dream job.  she sighs and drops he head back against the couch and   s c r u n c h e s   her nose as she glances over to steph.         “        i don’t even have a dream job and i’d still never give up a   hypothetical   one for   ross geller.    and in   paris ?      ”         with  a sigh she looks back to the tv as she leans forward to pick up her mug of tea.  the formerly hot liquid was now lukewarm,  due to their   hours   of trying to finish their rewatch of friends so they could watch literally  anything  else.  lei slides off the couch to sit on the floor between the coffee table and the couch instead.  resting her mug back on the table,  she rests her chin on the rim of the cup and sighs as she watches the screen.         “        do you ever feel like you’re  m i s s i n g  something watching this?  like maybe there is a secret to why ross is  worth it  for rachel?  or is the ending just   stupid ?       ”         she asks,  not looking back to stephanie as she muses.         “        honestly,   i can never   t e l l .      ”
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𝐦𝐨𝐫𝐞 𝐩𝐨𝐩𝐮𝐥𝐚𝐫 𝐭𝐞𝐱𝐭 𝐩𝐨𝐬𝐭𝐬 𝐚𝐬𝐤 𝐦𝐞𝐦𝐞 .     ››       @manysigns​.
linda  said  ♡  :            “         don’t  worry ,  you’re  still  in  the  ' early  life '  part  of  your  wikipedia  page .        ”
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“        for some people the   early life   is all we get,        ”         she points out as she places her hands on the back of the couch and leans forward on it,  looking to linda only   briefly   before looking towards the computer monitor across the room again.  in truth,  she   k n e w   it wasn’t that important,  and most likely she  did  have quite a long time to go.  but that didn’t make the idea of   n o t   making the list any less humiliating.  not when so many people had made it overtly clear they thought she’d at least be in the   top five.   lei rocks back on her heels, eyes still on the computer monitor several seconds before lifting her leg up to press a bare foot to the back of the couch and drop onto it beside linda as she   p r i e s   her own attention away from the screen.
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“        but let’s stop thinking about that before i start   losing my  mind,      ”        she says as she turns her   f u l l   attention to the other, crossing one leg over the other and leaning lightly on her own lap.        “        do you want to go for a walk or get food or something?      ”        her brows raised   hopefully   as she she attempts a bright smile.        “        . . .  i’ll buy !      ”
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ok after all those memes i finally have muse so i’m going to get food but then i’m going to see how much i can write so   send memes  or   interact w/ my starter call   so i can do things  !
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                                   but  is  it  still  a  home                                                              𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐧  𝐲𝐨𝐮'𝐫𝐞  𝐚𝐥𝐥  𝐚𝐥𝐨𝐧𝐞.
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                                                    created by jj ,   promo by juli.
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7 !
7 . )     for any female muses with a connection to their cultural heritage,  what is something about that heritage and her gender that has always been important to her?
for lei, her strongest connections to her heritage are her connection the island, to the land, itself, and to the food. the later is the one she values the most, because it is the one she's always been able to make she both she and her brother maintain. her brother was too young to remember their mom, let alone their home. so she'd very carefully tried to maintain that connection. not only for her, but for him. she made sure that at least one day a week they had something more traditional. poi, long rice, hunting down passion fruit at a grocery store across town, making sure her brother knew it by the hawiian name of lilikoi. and even when it's time for her to move, she makes sure her aunt has an appreciation of poke so at the very least she can take him there regularly. she intends to take him on a trip back to lahaina at some point, but she hasn't had the chance yet.
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𝐝𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐥𝐨𝐩𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭  𝐪𝐮𝐞𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬  𝐟𝐨𝐫  𝐟𝐞𝐦𝐚𝐥𝐞  𝐦𝐮𝐬𝐞𝐬 .     ››         @citystarlet.
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5 & 27 and we can pretend i wasn't a dumb bitch
5 . )     if your muse is a woman of color, how does her cultural and racial heritage impact her?  are there gender based traditions she takes part in?
answered here xoxo.
27 . )     is there a female role model in her life?
her mom, always. although she's pretty young when she lost her, her mom is always her role model. while she doesn't necessary want to be her. considering how much her mom struggled and what she was willing to sacrifice, but she wants to emulate her, and she wants to make her proud. she wants to use the voice her mom made sure she grew up confident in, and she wants to live every day knowing that if a miracle happened and she got to talk to her again, she'd be able to make her proud. she would see pride on her mom's face.
what she misses most about her mom, is her warmth. her passion. and her strong belief in people, and all that people can be. she was always very hopeful and unwavering in that belief. and that's something lei holds on to for the rest of her life.
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𝐝𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐥𝐨𝐩𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭  𝐪𝐮𝐞𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬  𝐟𝐨𝐫  𝐟𝐞𝐦𝐚𝐥𝐞  𝐦𝐮𝐬𝐞𝐬 .     ››         @builtmyth.
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2. did she have a ‘not like other girls’ phase?
2 . )     did she have a 'not like other girls' phase?
she didn't have a full phase, but she had her moments. however most of those moments can't even be classified under the trope, because it was more like i'm not like the other girls here. a lot of it came from the sense of her responsibility she felt for her brother, sister and father rather than from anything else. she didn't think differently of girls who prioritized other things. the only time she is ever judgmental of other women is when they're overly getting in the way of their own happiness to appease a guy in their life
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𝐝𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐥𝐨𝐩𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭  𝐪𝐮𝐞𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬  𝐟𝐨𝐫  𝐟𝐞𝐦𝐚𝐥𝐞  𝐦𝐮𝐬𝐞𝐬 .     ››         @shekindness.
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5, 10, 15, 20, 25, 30, 35, 40, 45, 50 <3
5 . )     if your muse is a woman of color, how does her cultural and racial heritage impact her?  are there gender based traditions she takes part in?
lei has a strong connection to her native hawaiian heritage, and has always held it very close to her chest. as a kid, she grew up in lahaina on the island of maui. while she grew up in one of the more highly populated areas, which meant there was heavy tourism, she the city also has a heavy focus on the history of the island and hawaiian culture. however, her strongest connection to her heritage will always be the stories her mom and aunts would tell her from stories about growing up on the island to far older legends and the food. the assistance in preparing different dishes, even at a young age, was always very important to her. and one of the things she carried with her even when she and her siblings were forced to move from the island after the death of her mother. it was her attempt to really keep their connection to their heritage alive, which feels so much more difficult without the connection to the island itself. especially without her mom. even when she settles in savannah, she always imagines that she'll move back. she'll go home.
in terms of gendered traditions, other than her assistance in preparing meals for feasts and dinner parties on special occasion, the most important one she participated in when she was young was hula. it was something her aunts and her mom used to teach her and her sister, as both had done so more seriously in their youth. however, they lost their mom before they were ready to do it anymore seriously. although, lei really wanted to. close to when she lost her mom, she was preparing to ask if she could take real lessons. because she wanted to be as good as her mom, and she wanted to know just as much. she wanted the history classes and the rigorous training. she rarely talks about it, but never getting the chance is something that lingers in her mind.
15 . )     is she outspoken about equal rights and feminism? is she intersectional in her feminism?
damn, IS SHE. lei is very vocal about equal rights and various issues. her feminism specifically, is something she talks about a lot. she talks about it a lot in regard to politics and academia, as well as in hollywood. often speaking about the additional impacts of race on the issues of feminism. to lei, other than her brother, there is nothing that matters to her more than leaving the world a better place to some extent when she leaves it. even if the impact she leaves is small, she needs to do something. she wants women to have a voice. whether they're like her or not, she places such high regard on the way she was taught women are, that she firmly believes their voices are needed. not just because there are so many women in the world, and they all deserve to be represented, but because women in leadership just lead differently. women prioritize different things, the address issues differently. and she thinks that the more women with their voices loud and clear...the more likely real change can happen.
her feminism is intersectional. regardless of your race or sexuality or the biology you were born with. as far as she's concerned, womanhood is more about what's in your heart than anything else. she'll be the first to correct anyone who tries to discount the womanhood of anyone who identifies as a woman.
20 . )     for wlw muses, when did they first realize their attraction to other women? did they struggle with this or accept it easily?
lei didn't start questioning her sexuality until she was 16. at first she thinks she just misses her parents and her sister. that she's looking for anyone to grab onto, and it just so happens her best friend is the closest person to her. but when she feels an odd pang of bitter jealousy when her best friend kisses her boyfriend in the hallway, lei realize nope. that is very much not just grasping at straws. she doesn't really struggle with the fact that she likes a girl, so much as she struggles with it being her best friend, who is straight and dating someone. it's something she keeps very close to her chest. she doesn't tell her best friend she likes girls until they're at a high school graduation party two years later. that night her friend tells her the same thing and lei almost passes out, but nothing happens from there. lei is just relieved to have told anyone.
before she goes away to college she comes out to her aunt and her brother, and it's easy enough. there's no blowout, which is unsurprising. but there's a while where lei struggles, knowing neither of her parents ever found out. that she never got to tell them. that she'll never know if they'd still love her. but as she grows older and goes to college, and think back on her youth and the crushes she hadn't even registered she had ... she wonders if her parents knew all along.
25 . )     for queer women of color, how does their identity intersect with their racial heritage? are there experiences and aspects of it specific to that intersection you want to share?
sexuality wasn't something either of her parents ever talked to her about. it wasn't something she heard a lot about in her early life either. however, she always wondered if that was because of her aunt who never married. it isn't until she's older and visits home that she realizes her aunt eventually does get married. just to a woman. between her parents' families, there are different points of view on sexuality, however her parents had never pushed much of anything. it's something she wonders about when she's older, but she fears learning the truth.
30 . )     is there a hobby or interest that she was discouraged from pursuing because of her gender? did she continue anyway?
when in high school, she was did engage in model un and the debate team. and there was some discouraging from male teachers, but that was more from the fact she was quiet in class. she assumes there was probably some vague sexism in there as well, however she quickly proved herself. overall, she'd never been discouraged from much. her parents never discouraged her, and her aunt knew better than to try once she was left with the last two akana kids.
35 . )     how does your muse deal with sexism in the workplace?
honestly, she doesn't deal with a lot of it. for the most part when she waited tables for a while she'd experience some from customers, and that was the one time she'd ever grin and bear it. however, when she starts her real career, working in podcasting ... she's really her own boss. so she doesn't really face it. and when she does face sexism in comments or in every day life, she addresses it on the podcast. she'll write little parody songs for her youtube channel. overall, she makes it clear it's something she won't tolerate. she has no interest in it.
40 . )     if your muse is neurodivergent, how does this impact their relationship to gender and sexuality?
she isn't neurodivergent, however she does suffer from depression at different points in her life. and she does have minor ptsd. however this doesn't have a major impact on her views of gender or sexuality. if anything, her understanding of her father's depression and struggle with alcoholism impacts her view of gender in terms of men. and what is perceived as male strength. she learned that no matter how strong you were, whatever your gender ... life can still break you down. but it didn't make her view any gender as better or less than. it made her see fewer differences. really, it made her just think less of gender.
45 . )     for neurodivergent muses of color, how did these two aspects of their identity intersect?  any experiences you want to share?
again, she isn't nerodivergent. but in regard to her struggles with depression and such, there wasn't really much of an intersection with that and her cultural identity. particularly because she wasn't around those who shared her identity aside from her siblings and father at the time. however, based on memories, she can't help but wonder if she was home. if she was on the island, if she'd feel better. if that physical connection to her origin would help.
50 . )     give me a headcanon that has to do with their identity, whether it’s gender, sexuality, race or a mix of it all!
lei really should have questioned her sexuality earlier, because her first crushes actually happened in conjunction. her neighbors when she was 9 were a set of twins. ana and manny. she liked them both at the same time, and she always struggled to choose between who to play with as they got a little older and they didn't want to hang out with each other. the first time someone who wasn't a family member kissed other on the cheek it was when manny did it in front of ana, who was mad and told lei she wasn't allowed to marry her brother. they two girls joked they'd marry each other one day instead.
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𝐝𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐥𝐨𝐩𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭  𝐪𝐮𝐞𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬  𝐟𝐨𝐫  𝐟𝐞𝐦𝐚𝐥𝐞  𝐦𝐮𝐬𝐞𝐬 .     ››         @fabreai.
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22. for wlw muses, how does this impact their relationship to womanhood?
22 . )     for wlw muses, how does this impact their relationship to womanhood?
her attraction to woman could have an impact how highly she thinks of women and womanhood, but really she doesn't see it like that. because long before she'd even had her first crush on anyone, she'd seen women as strong. it's one of the things she finds the most attractive in the women that she ends up falling for. she finds herself generally attracted to the passion and the love in other people, particularly in women. knowing what is in someone's heart, the truth of what drives them is where she finds herself falling in love.
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𝐝𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐥𝐨𝐩𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭  𝐪𝐮𝐞𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬  𝐟𝐨𝐫  𝐟𝐞𝐦𝐚𝐥𝐞  𝐦𝐮𝐬𝐞𝐬 .     ››         @klarsynt.
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36. does your muse tend to be confrontational? or do they try to appease and make peace.
36 . )     does your muse tend to be confrontational? or do they try to appease and make peace.
she's always been a little bit of both. she isn't one to go out swinging right away, she'll try to have a conversation or defuse the situation. but if she sees something that's wrong, unfair or cruel she always does something. while her go to isn't to get in someone's face, she goes between the two first. and if she needs to push further she will. she's not a fighter, but she's willing to be. it really just isn't in her nature not to do anything. she wants to help, and whatever is needed in that specific situation is what she is going to be.
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𝐝𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐥𝐨𝐩𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭  𝐪𝐮𝐞𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬  𝐟𝐨𝐫  𝐟𝐞𝐦𝐚𝐥𝐞  𝐦𝐮𝐬𝐞𝐬 .     ››         @klarsynt.
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4. has your muse ever struggled with their relationship to womanhood and femininity? 
4 . )     has your muse ever struggled with their relationship to womanhood and femininity?
her relationship with her own femininity has never really been a significant struggle for her. she'd identified with it, felt pride in it. being surrounded by strong women in her early life, she' always held on tightly to that. as she's gotten older she's mostly struggled with what womanhood means as an adult. what is expected from her. what her mom would have wanted from her. but ultimately, the most important thing her mom ever instilled in her was that her voice matters. and she found that voice. she found it in her singing, she found it in the way she fought for her family even when young. how she'd defend her dad, argue for her friends. to her the most important part of her own womanhood is that protection of those she loved. the ferocity of that kind of love. she considers herself very lucky to not have had to really struggle with it, because her definition of womanhood was defined young, and it was never really shaken. if anything she just clung to it harder. and it was always based in her heart rather than in anything superficial or in societal expectations.
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𝐝𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐥𝐨𝐩𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭  𝐪𝐮𝐞𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬  𝐟𝐨𝐫  𝐟𝐞𝐦𝐚𝐥𝐞  𝐦𝐮𝐬𝐞𝐬 .      ››         @klarsynt.
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13 . )     tell me about an aspect of internalized misogyny she had to tackle unlearning.
lei has been pretty good at tackling a lot of internalized misogyny. in her earlier life she did have her mom as such a positive figure in her life, and saw strong women as something to emulate. the biggest thing that is linked to internalized misogyny is her firm believe in her own responsibility as a woman to care and nurture her family. really it was laced through her entire relationship with her dad, and how she refused to really acknowledge he had a problem because he's the dad. he's supposed to be strong.  and her job is to pick up the slack.  to take her mom’s place in that kind of role.  she doesn’t realize it’s because of her gender,  she just looks at it as being the oldest.  it isn’t until after he dies that she realizes it isn’t her job.  it never was.  if she’d never come to that understanding she never would have been able to leave her brother with her aunt,  even knowing it would be the best for him.  but after the loss of her dad her view of what she expects from men and from herself just shifted.
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𝐝𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐥𝐨𝐩𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭  𝐪𝐮𝐞𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬  𝐟𝐨𝐫  𝐟𝐞𝐦𝐚𝐥𝐞  𝐦𝐮𝐬𝐞𝐬 .      ››         @builtmyth.
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50 DEVELOPMENT QUESTIONS FOR FEMALE MUSES
note: please feel free to put in the tags if there are any of these you don’t want to be sent when you reblog.  1. does your muse like her name?  has she ever thought of changing it/goes by a nickname? 2. did she have a ‘not like other girls’ phase?  3. for trans muses, what was a defining moment in her coming to terms with her gender identity?  4. has your muse ever struggled with their relationship to womanhood and femininity?  5. if your muse is a woman of color, how does her cultural and racial heritage impact her?  are there gender based traditions she takes part in?  6. also for woc, are there aspects of how her gender intersects with her race that she struggles with?  what parts of it are special to her?  7. for any female muses with a connection to their cultural heritage,  what is something about that heritage and her gender that has always been important to her?  8. how is her relationship with her mother? 9. how is her relationship with her father? 10. if your muse is genderfluid,  what aspects of womanhood do they find joy in? what aspects of it do they have difficulty with or don’t find identity in?  11. how are her relationships with other women?  friendships/familial/romantic etc.  12. does she tend to surround herself with women or men more?  is there a particular reason for one or the other?  13. tell me about an aspect of internalized misogyny she had to tackle unlearning.  14. has she ever faced harassment?  15. is she outspoken about equal rights and feminism? is she intersectional in her feminism?  16. if your muse is queer in any way, talk about how that impacts their view on womanhood?  17. what makes your muse feel the most comfortable in their gender identity?  18. was she raised in a progressive or sexist household? was it more neutral? 19. do they prefer to present themselves more masculine or feminine?  20. for wlw muses, when did they first realize their attraction to other women? did they struggle with this or accept it easily?   21. for wlw muses, did their family accept them when they came out?  22. for wlw muses, how does this impact their relationship to womanhood? 23. for trans muses what is their favorite aspect of being a woman?  24. for trans muses how do they like to present themselves? what gives them the most gender euphoria?  25. for queer women of color, how does their identity intersect with their racial heritage? are there experiences and aspects of it specific to that intersection you want to share? 26. for queer women with specific cultural ties, has it been a point of contention or celebration within their cultural identity?  are there aspects of their queerness that intersect with their heritage?  27. is there a female role model in her life?  28. is there a female figure from history, or current times, she looks up to?  29. does she prefer to be perceived as cute or sexy? does she not want to be viewed on an attraction basis at all?  30. is there a hobby or interest that she was discouraged from pursuing because of her gender? did she continue anyway? 31. if she has a period, how does she tend to deal with it? 33. has the way she dressed ever been influenced by a male gaze, whether it’s trying to deflect OR appeal to it?  34. as a teenager,  did she struggle with feeling competitive with other girls?  were there ever instances of bullying she had to deal with?   35. how does your muse deal with sexism in the workplace?  36. does your muse tend to be confrontational? or do they try to appease and make peace. 37. how do they view motherhood? 38. do they ever overcompensate due to misogynistic stereotypes placed on them?  what does this look like if so?  39. are they particularly attached to their womanhood? or do they feel more indifferent to it.  have they ever struggled to relate to women around them? 40. if your muse is neurodivergent, how does this impact their relationship to gender and sexuality?  41. for neurodivergent muses, was their diagnosis delayed because of how they present?  42. for neurodivergent muses, are they self diagnosed or did they seek a medical opinion? if so, did they have to deal with misogyny from medical staff?  43. for neurodivergent muses, what aspects of womanhood do they identify with most? what aspects of traditional ideas of gender do they struggle to understand/relate to?  44. for neurodivergent muses, were they ever ridiculed for their behaviors because it wasn’t deemed “ladylike”? how did they respond?  45. for neurodivergent muses of color, how did these two aspects of their identity intersect?  any experiences you want to share? 46. are there any female fictional characters she idolizes?  47. did she ever do something just because she was told a girl couldn’t do it? 48. what does her relationship with men look like?  how does she view the current state of patriarchy in her time setting?  49. if your muse dates men, what is their process of vetting them?  do they have a checklist of things to look for to decide whether or not they’re safe?  any kind of tests or questions they use to make a judgement.  50. give me a headcanon that has to do with their identity, whether it’s gender, sexuality, race or a mix of it all! 
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Auli’i Cravalho as Amber Appleton  All Together Now (2020) dir. Brett Haley
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feel  free  to  change  any  gendered  language  &  alter  anything  as  needed,
❝ i am awake but at what cost? ❞
❝ am i cute? no. but do i have a nice personality? also no. ❞
❝ do people miss me? i can’t imagine myself as a person others think about. ❞
❝ i’m so tired but i’ll probably be awake until 3am for no reason. ❞
❝ do you ever just go “wow, i have a lot of repressed anger”? ❞
❝ i made fun of spirits living in my house and they revenged. ❞
❝ my kink is when people admit i was right. ❞
❝ nothing is real and then all of a sudden, everything is very real with no warning. ❞
❝ too many songs about love. not enough songs about sword fights. ❞
❝ i am not the same person i was 18 minutes ago. ❞
❝ nobody likes me. ❞
❝ stop making me laugh, i’m gonna fall in love. ❞
❝ british people be like: i’m bri-ish. ❞
❝ i miss the old you, the you who cared about me. ❞
❝ someone hold my hand and do that little thumb rubby thingy. ❞
❝ anyways, good night. i’m gonna go indulge in my unrealistic romantic fantasies until i fall asleep. ❞
❝ how do i stop growing up? this isn’t fun anymore. ❞
❝ i have nothing to say but will i shut up? no. ❞
❝ i, personally, would love to calm down, and yet- ❞
❝ you know you can die from that? ❞
❝ i hate arguing. i just wanna talk it out.. ❞
❝ i’ll get over it. i just gotta be dramatic first. ❞
❝ i am painfully aware that i am no one’s favourite person. ❞ 
❝ i’m not ignoring you, i just don’t know what to say to you. ❞
❝ if you’re not amazed by the stars on a clear night then we won’t work. ❞
❝ in the mood to delete everything, go missing for a month, get my life together and come back. ❞
❝ love is a fucking scam. ❞
❝ i’m not looking for a relationship, i’m looking for a bottle of vodka. ❞
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