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i love and miss you

#bubby #jacob #🖤

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do i dare come into agreement by saying it out loud?

isn’t it just tiring?

i’m tired.

i’ve got a voice that falls only upon deaf ears.

i’ve got an existence that is fleeting. once i am of no use, i am easily discarded.

i don’t see why i should have to continue.

i don’t see why i should be the sole source of amusement and entertainment.

i don’t see why i have to be put out and inconvenienced constantly for the sake of everyone else’s convenience and comfort.

i don’t see why i need to be here.

i don’t see why i should be here.

i don’t see

i don’t see

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hyperventilating how did i fuck up this badly

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sleeby girl unable to sleeb

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how’d i get so lucky:’ccccc

#i love you so much jacob #please ignore the posts before this #just deeply self loathing #i love you #my bubby #😭😭😭 #🖤

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it’s comical almost how im simply Not Enough

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my chest hurts

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not enough not enough not enough

#useless actually #waste of space even #i will get over this feeling soon #it will return inevitably #i am nothing more #i am nothing #i actually am the worst

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googles how to not actually suck

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i’m so tired :D

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yes i would rather be in wisconsin with my man lounging and resting and kissing and everything in between

#jacob #🖤

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i am less Depressed at least lmao

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why am i so fucking down and unmotivated and depressed

#idk

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stiiizy’s donezo

#will very likely try to get a new one

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i love u bubbbyyyyyy

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it is so fucking cold i need my bubby

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hittin the dead vapes 😔 in the morn n before bed😔😔😔 is not going well

#i do want a new one #i won’t get a new one #dis shit tuff