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Rainer Maria Rilke, Rilke’s Book of Hours

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the tortured poets department — class of 2024

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Oh, but it's gone again

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I don't know. I don't know. + bonus:

#fleabag

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i don't smoke for the obvious reasons of not wanting to develop an addiction to nicotine but god do i so often feel the emotion 'i need a cigarette'.

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every time i go out at night theres a monster

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there should be a socially acceptable way to say "im not sure what to say to that. can you say something different"

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I’ll follow you down til the sound of my voice will haunt you

You’ll never get away from the sound of the woman that loves you

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THE TORTURED POETS DEPARTMENT: THE ANTHOLOGY

merch concept - a patch/magnet for every track (click for full quality)

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thinking about how when you experience a lot of shame in your formative years (indirectly, directly, as abuse or just as an extant part of your environment) it becomes really difficult to be perceived by other people in general. the mere concept of someone watching me do anything, whether it's a totally normal activity or something unfamiliar of embarrassing, whether I'm working in an excel spreadsheet or being horny on main, it just makes my skin crawl and my brain turn to static because I cannot convince myself that it's okay to be seen and experienced. because to exist is to be ashamed and embarrassed of myself, whether I'm failing at something or not, because my instinctive reaction to anyone commenting on ANYTHING I'm doing is to crawl into a hole and die. it's such a bizarre and dehumanizing feeling to just not be able to exist without constantly thinking about how you are being Perceived. ceaseless watcher give me a god damn break.

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they used to make smackable technology. you used to be able to hit your tv when it didn't work good.

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Is your job tumblr how are you always online

if i don't have a distraction for even one second of my day i will start severely spiralling mentally

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cause the sign on your heart said it's still reserved for me

#bridgerton

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