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//paps// that`s alright just glad to see you`re back, hope you been doing well and also hoping no one here disappeared.

[[Really? That’s sweet of you. Thanks~ And, well… It’s funny that you say that, because I just checked and turns out everyone whom used to be my RPing partner hasn’t been active in… at least 2 months…… Suppose I’ve got to find myself some fresh meat then~]]

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i was wondering when you would come back to this blog. welcome back.

[[Ah, someone's there! T-Thanks. I apologize for not being active on here for so long. //weeps]]

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[[*coughs* So like... I am alive???? Yes hello, I have returned... Kinda. Has been forever since I came on this blog. I apologize for that. ;; Soooo, anyone would like to RP or did everyone disappear with me? wwwww]]

#ooc post

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There were those words again. Gross. Disgusting. Looked like Komaeda hadn't learned his lesson yet. Hinata started to doubt if he ever would learn. Yet, was that really a problem? Even if Komaeda would never understand he was just as important as everyone else, Hinata could life with that. If only Komaeda could understand how much he meant to him.

"Disgusting, you say...?"

Hinata gently took Komaeada's face inside his hands. Tears were still streaming down that refined face. Slowly, Hinata moved closer, trying not to share his currently highly emotional lover away. He would make his actions speak for him. 

When Hinata was close enough, he licked one of Komaeda's tears away. The saltiness of it spread inside his mouth. A warm smile appeared on his face when he pulled back. His thumb when over the place he had given a quick lick, as if to try clean Komaeda's face.   

"That tasted just fine to me."

Lifting his gaze once he was pulled away from the close embrace, Komaeda sniffled, letting out a choked bout of laughter as he sucked in dry air, adam’s apple bobbing as he gulped quietly. When was the last time he had cried like this? He couldn’t even remember—in fact, he was surprised that he was even still able to cry… More of an unsightly display for Hinata to see. He was truly an embarrassment.

 "Ahaha.. I’m gross… I got my disgusting fluids all over your shirt…" The tears wouldn’t stop dripping however and he felt like a sniveling child for it, honestly. Being handled with a gentle touch was foreign and yet pleasant; Komaeda was used to being roughed up and, if not, just down right abused. Pain was something he grew accustomed to, as well as disappointment and loneliness. But now that Hinata was here refuting everything that he knew best, how else was he to cope with his own predisposition…? He was lost with himself, and Hinata was his only beackon. 

#TEAR LICKING #shsl lucky

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Komaeda still couldn't understand why Hinata cared about him. To Hinata it was obvious, so in a way it kind of troubled him Komaeda still couldn't warp his mind around it. But this wasn't about Hinata anymore. Instead of repeating himself over and over again, he better focus on what really important was here, Komaeda. May his actions speak for him and make the other realize he was cared for because Hinata had hopelessly fallen for him.  

Feeling stronger at heart now, Hinata wiped his tears away with the back of his hand. He had made up his mind. For as long as Komaeda had, Hinata would devote his life to him. Surely at some point they would be able to achieve happiness, even if only temporary. That was Hinata's goal. He would make Komaeda happy no matter what.

Komaeda was clamping more desperately to him now. Hinata gently held him close, placing his head on the other's so he could breath in the odor of those silky locks. This person inside his arms was very precious to him. He felt that with his entire being. Suddenly needing more space, Hinata let go but stayed close to Komaeda nevertheless. A thank you, eh?

"... Don't mention it."

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#not spoilerish anymore so no reason for a read more #shsl lucky

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#you fucker

#oh my god get out #you fucker

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"This isn't about that despair of yours. If anything, this is about all the hope within Hinata. Whenever I think it's his time to give up, he let's that hope shine through and proves me wrong. He's unpredictable, I can't see through him. I would almost go as far at to say... I love it."

Of course Kamukura didn't intend to get replaced in the end. Hinata was just for his own entertainment. If the time would be there, he would make sure to get rid of him, but for now Kamukura would enjoy the show.

Almost as a reflex, he slapped Junko's hand away. This body might not be his own, but one day it would be. That's why he couldn't have everyone having their way with this body in the meanwhile.

"Don't touch me unless I give you permission."

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#monoshima #spoilers for sdr2 under the cut

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"Heh. You claim to know me, yet you know nothing about me."

His eyes narrowed as he looked over the scum standing before him. Junko hadn't changed, not one bit. He hadn't really expected her to, but even so the lack of change he saw was disappointing. Still, this was none other then Junko Enoshima. A surprise, pleasant or unpleasant, would always be waiting when being around the likes of her.

"For the first time in ages I'm actually enjoying myself, both in the literal and figurative sense. You should know why. I don't like explaining myself."

If she couldn't figure it out even after getting so many hints, Kamukura would just put himself to sleep again. There was no use in talking with commoners. 

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#monoshima #spoilers for sdr2 under the cut

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Now that she mentioned, it had been quite rude of him to ask her about her eye like that. What had a been thinking? Luckily, she didn't seem to mind, yet Naegi couldn't help but feel bad about it. Just as he was about to apologize, she told him her story.

He was frozen to the spot. Of all the things which could have happened to her eye it had... died. She spoke of death so lightly, almost as if she didn't fear it at all. But Naegi did fear death and for as long as he was young and healthy he wanted to have nothing to do with it. 

"That's... That's horrible. I'm sorry for asking. I shouldn't have..."

Feeling very uncomfortable, Naegi didn't make an attempt to break the silence which followed. Thinking it really would be best to leave now, he picked up his books and made an attempt to leave, but before he could take even one step she spoke again. He couldn't possibly leave in the middle of a conversation.

"I guess so. I'm not... really a deep thinker, but I think I understand. Again, I'm really sorry. I shouldn't have asked... Is there something you would like to know about me?"

Calamity's Forgotten Time {AU RP with shsl-protags}

Mei stood in silence as she watched Naegi regain his calmth and composture. While she admittedly had enjoyed his panic quite a bit, she was also glad to see it fade, even if just the slightest. Being dead does get lonely, after all, especially if everyone can see you but no one approaches you. 

It truly is… A pitiful existence. After all, death is not kind.

“My eye? … What a shameless question, Naegi-kun. You still need to learn about what subtle means, do you not?”

“But, I do not mind. When I was young, I got ill. Very, very ill. In fact, I got so ill, my eye was dying - and after a while, it was dead.”

“… Dead things should be taken care off. Because the eye was dying and to save me they had to remove it. Well, it’s not like I have an empty socket. I have a new eye, but it’s a different colour and quite hideous. A fake eye does not grant new sight, either, so there you have it.”

Her smile vanished momentarily as she looked to the side, breaking any eye contact she had for just a moment to recollect her thoughts.

“… But, in the end, the past is the past, isn’t it? Things from the past can be relevant for the present or the future, and while it is relevant, it isn’t really… Relevant, you understand?”

#artificial-entity #I really didn't know what to make Naegi do so have some awkward Naegi

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Naegi felt a light blush spread on his cheeks as Maizono's lips formed a little smile. She... She was smiling at him! That smile alone was enough for Naegi to forget all his worries. It was only after that smile had faded that he the cruel reality came back to him. 

"Ah, I see. You also couldn't sleep. I understand how you feel. I also... kept thinking about it. To me this doesn't feel like just a dream, but a nightmare..."

He had wanted to add that although things weren't looking so bright now, he was sure they would be saved soon and that they should keep their heads up high in the meanwhile, but because of that dark look on Maizono's face he just couldn't get the words over his lips. Luckily, the mood lightened as that little smile appeared once again. 

"No need to apologize! We're in this together, right? We should look after each other. If there is anything you need, just tell me. I will gladly help you out! And getting something to eat doesn't sound too bad. I haven't eaten anything in a while."

Although he was hungry, he didn't really feel like eating, but he knew it was important to take good care of your body so he would try to eat something anyway. That and he was sure that when being with Maizono he would get an apatite again. When being with her he felt like he could do anything. As long as they would stay together he was sure they would make it out of this mess alive. 

Much like Naegi, Sayaka as well was trapped in a sleepless night. With every second came another turn, another toss, another stressed thought pressing on her mind. Worst of all if she closed her eyes for even a moment, images of her designated video would flash behind the darkness of clenched lids and throw her right back into a fitful unrest. 

In the cafeteria the idol sat, forehead pressed into her palm to shield a defeated expression. How could they even tell it was morning in here anyway? They had to just trust that bear’s words. Well, they did if they wanted to live, at least. Terrible. Simply terrible, she couldn’t stay here much longer, she had to get out, she had to es—

“Maizono-san… G-Good morning! Did you sleep well?”

But for the first time since yesterday, a sense of relief swept through her. Just the sight of the brunette boy and his genuine expression could ease her from the brink of some awful thoughts, and that was reason enough to smile towards him.

“Good morning, Naegi-kun.”

It wasn’t too long before the corners of her lips grew weary, however, and the bright expression dwindled. 

“Ah, um… To tell you the truth, I didn’t.” A slight sight brushed past her lips and she leaned back  in the chair, fingers entwining to rest on her lap. “I was up all night thinking about what that bear had said… and done. About… being trapped here and being forced to kill, all those awful things… I-It feels like a dream, it honestly does.” 

A few seconds of heavy silence pass, Sayaka’s face dark and weighted with a night full of worry. However soon she would suddenly sit forward, looking towards Naegi once more with the edges of her lips turned up.

“I-I’m sorry, you just woke up, didn’t you? You don’t want to hear about all this… Ah, why don’t you come eat?”

#You hear that? That's the sound of my heart breaking. //sobs #idledidol

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"Oh.......... I see."

Why, why, why?! If he would have known he would run into a creepy girl, he wouldn't have come back for his books. He was probably just overreacting, but he honestly never had felt this scared before. The worst part of it all was that something within him was too interested in this girl to run away. 

After a small moment of trying to calm himself down, he found himself capable of asking questions again. It wasn't like this girl could be any danger to him, right? Even if she wasn't from this school and she had no reason to be here, she was still a normal girl. There was only one thing odd about her appearance. 

"I hope you don't mind me asking, but... What happened to your eye?"

Calamity's Forgotten Time {AU RP with shsl-protags}

Mei gave a faint smile and blinked with her one visible eye; did the other eye blink too? Supposedly so, as is natural when you blink, but it was hidden from sight by the eyepatch. A soft laugh escaped her lips as she noticed the boy’s discomfort at her question. Many would simply have regarded it with a scoff and a blatant ‘no’ or ‘absolutely not’, considering it utter rubbish, when it wasn’t always as illogical as others made it seem to be.

This boy, however, seemed more shaken up by the thought.

“That is a no, then, is it? I wonder… I think they might. In fact, I think they do. Ah, but no one asked my opinion, so let us save that for another time.”

Another chuckle escaped Mei. All the time she had spent wandering between veils, stuck between two worlds, had made her more benevolent than she had ever intended to be. While a good-natured spirit trying to prevent what was… About… To happen, she did take a form of… Pleasure, from the boy’s discomfort. Was it pleasure? She enjoyed it, she enjoyed his fright and how maleable he appeared to be in her eyes.

“I’m from Class 3-3, actually.”

“Albeit… Not from this school, Naegi-kun.”

#there you go that took forever #artificial-entity

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"Ah... I apologize."

"Still, I'm not the only one at fault here. Don't you have anything to say for yourself? Actually... Do I know you?"

“Even though it was you who made it turn that way. I still fail to see the difference between Hope Shards and Friendship Points, isn’t it essentially the same thing?”

#Hinata has no memory whatsoever #Not that he would be able to remember her name seeing as she hasn't told him yet #artificial-entity

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"We do not speak about that unpleasant turn of events."

“The last time we attempted to discuss Hope Shards they became Despair Shards. And that’s just sad.”

#they still haven't introduced themselves yet asjfhlakfh #real frenemies don't need to know the other's a name #artificial-entity

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"Haha. I say the word hope and look who shows up."

No wonder Naegi had suddenly appeared. Hinata should have seen that coming. They hadn't spoken each other in a while so Hinata was more than happy to see his little friend again. 

"But yes, Hope Shards. They are... kind of like... Social Links? If you're familiar with RPG games you should know what I mean."

Hinata was only somewhat familiar with the gaming world. Although there are a lot of RPG games which caught his interest, he just didn't have that much time to spare. And not to mention those games aren't easy at all! But he had played one once, to get the general idea. 

H-Hope shards..?!

#naegikun #Hi dear~ Glad your ahoge told you someone said the word hope haha.

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"Yosh! Today I'm going to collect Hope Shards again! I'm going to turn into the cool guy everyone loves and looks up to."

"Or... I go to the library and lock myself up with knowledge... Tempting...

#hi guys I'm here... I don't know who else it though :' )

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He had to endure it. Until he had control over his body again he had to bear with... whatever this was. Was he imagining things? He just didn't know what to think anymore, possibly because it seemed like someone else was already thinking for him.

Before he knew it, Junko had slipped her arms around his neck again. The urge to turn his head away was awfully strong. Instead he stared into her eyes coldly. He was an one hundred per cent sure he was having an panic attack, yet his body wasn't showing that in any way. He felt like crying, but there were no tears in his eyes.

"Would you hold on for a moment? I believe... Hinata is getting troublesome."

Suddenly, everything became black. It all had gone too fast for him to be fully aware of what had happened, but that split second literally had felt like someone had pushed a power button inside his head and turned him off. He probably would have been scared to death if it hadn't been for that one thought directed to him before he had gone out like a light.

     I'm taking care of things from here on. Sleep tight, Hinata.

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#monoshima #spoilers for sdr2 under the cut #last one for today it's time for bed for me so good night!

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Eh...? What was going on? Those... Those weren't his words. This felt so unreal, as if he was watching himself as a bystander. This was bad, really bad. He didn't know what was going on, but he felt like he was going to lose consciousness any second. He had a feeling that if the light inside his head would go out now, he would never wake up again.

"Any reason as to why you decided to disturb my beauty sleep? If you want someone to spit on your face again, I'm sure you could have asked any random stranger."

He was so close to fainting. He could barely distinguished Junko from the rest of the chamber. The world was spinning before his eyes, but whatever -or whomever?- seemed to be in control of his body now didn't seem to have any difficulties as he grabbed some of those blond locks and yanked them to make Junko stand on her two feet. 

"I demand an explanation. Spit it out before I spit on you."

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#spoilers for sdr2 under the cut #i'm not sure if this is ic but hnnggg #monoshima