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Oahu, Hawaii.

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i dissapoint myself so much. i don't know that what my friends and family think about me but i can't help but really really really feeling like i will never be good enough

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#suddenly started feeling super lonely #i have been kinda scared that there will never be a real soulmate for me out there #not saying that i have no friends at all #but every one of them has someone closer and someone with a deeper connection #sigh #why can't i bond with anyone

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am i the only person who has daydreams about their suicide and how people will react

#kind of embaressing to admit this

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Sooner or later everyone will replace me

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To them, you’ll always be second best.

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Their feelings are more important than you.

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I pushed people away for so long, I no longer know how to let them in.

Day 125 (via myonlywayoutofhere)

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sum stuf i frgot i drew while n th hospital

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i'm feeling so hopeless

#sorry for being so emo

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I forgot to tag the last one

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this world too hard for my soul

#ja oot liian hauras omasta mielestäs kestämään elämää täällä #se kaikki on sinusta kii #tää on viimeinen valitusvirsi #kun kukaan ei jaksa enää