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Reblogging because I think it's cute, I'm pretty sure I use the app she created this with, and I'm going to do this after April 14th, hopefully I'm 120 by then, but I ate 1500 calories already today so....

Started April 01, Ends July 14th.

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My 2 and only moods:

Sleepy but don’t want to sleep

Wants to sleep but not sleepy

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If you’re looking for a sign not to kill yourself tonight, this is it.

Suicide hotlines-

Albania 127

Algeria 0021 3983 2000 58

Argentina (054-011) 4758 2554

Australia 1-800-273-8255

Austria 142

Bahamas 322-2763

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Bostwana 3911270

Brazil [phone]

Canada 514-723-4000

China 0800-810-1117

Colombia (00 57 5) 372 27 27

Costa Rica 506-253-5439

Croatia [phone]

Cuba 532 348 14 49

Cyprus [phone]

Denmark [phone]

Ecuador 593 2 6000 477

Eqypt 762 1602/3

Estonia 126 /127

Fiji [phone]

Finland 040-5032199

France [phone]

Germany 0800 1110 222

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Greece 1018

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Guyana [phone]

Honduras (00 504) 2558 08 08

Hong Kong 2389 2222 /2382 0000

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Japan [phone]

Kenya [phone]

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Luxembourg 454545

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Norway [phone]

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Poland 52 70 000 /52 70 988

Portugal ([phone]

Russia 007 (8202) 577-577

Samoa 32000

Serbia 037 23 025

Singapore 1800 221 4444

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South Korea [phone]

Spain 0145 900 50

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St. Vincent [phone]

Sudan (249) 11-555-253

Sweden (46) 31 711 2400

Switzerland 143

Thailand [phone]

Tonga 23000 /25144

Trinidad & Tobago [phone]

Turkey 182

UK & Ireland 116 123

Ukraine 058

USA 1-800-273-TALK(8255)

Venezuela 0241-8433308

Zimbabwe (9) 650 00

You are loved. You are cared about. Don’t think that nobody cares because I care.

I care.

Stay safe💞

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I'm going to attempt to loose 10 lbs by April 13, because it was my goal to be 120 by that time, and I desperately want to get a new tattoo.

To do this, I need to have a negetive cal count of at least 200 per day. So, that's fun.

I'll post my first weekly diary on Saturday night at bedtime because I'm rubbish at daily updates.

Wish me luck and let's hope I don't binge all the weight back!

#anamia #anorexix #eating disroders #ana #anorexa #anoreixa #eating disorders #anorexya #edblog #anablog #anapro #ana goals #lose weight #unhealthy #not safe #not pro just using tags

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Why

The fuck

Does food

Have

So many

Mother fucking

Calories?

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BINGE FREE APRIL LETS DO THIS

WHO’S WITH ME REBLOG

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reminder

no one is naturally that skinny

everyone has to work at it—some just have to work at it harder than others

the girl in the front row of lecture with the wrists so small her hair bands slip all the way down her forearms? she has to work at it

the girl sitting next to you on the metro with little deer legs and hips that take up no space? she has to work at it

the girls in the photos with tiny necks and collarbones that can hold water? they have to work at it

models, from Victoria secret to vogue? they have to work at it

why should you think you wouldn’t have to?

but more importantly—if you work at it, you’ll look just like them

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Meanspo...

Ok. Time to start over. Summer is almost here. You’ve wished and promised yourself so many times that you’d be 90 pounds by the end of the month. But look at yourself. You’ve done nothing but gained. Probably put on 15 pounds by now. Disgusting. What is wrong with you? You want to be skinny, and yet you let yourself binge EVERY. SINGLE. NIGHT. I don’t care if it’s “healthy food.” It can be a goddamn blueberry for all I care. When it comes to being skinny, NO food is healthy or good. It’s fat. A giant bloated stomach. Jiggling curvy thighs. A revolting butt and legs covered in cottage cheese cellulite. Calves that hang down when you put your feet up on anything. Love handles and exaggerated hip dips. Blobby boobs and underarm fat. Bat wings and double chins. No cheekbones, ribs, bony chest, tiny wrists, skeletal hands, hipbones, bony legs, knobby knees- NOTHING. You have NONE of those things. You are fat, overweight, disproportioned- GOD you are just plain UGLY. Understand this. DO NOT EAT UNLESS SOMEONE LITERALLY MAKES YOU. YOU DO NOT HAVE TO EAT IF YOU’RE ALONE, BORED, TIRED ETC. IT DOESN’’T MATTER, JUST KEEP GOING! Drink coffee or tea, distract yourself in some way, ANY way, just please don’t fucking eat again. Let all that disgusting fat burn away. Your body can sustain itself for a long time without food. You will feel BETTER. HAPPIER. MORE CONFIDENT. MORE BEAUTIFUL. IN CONTROL. If you don’t eat that piece of bread. That apple. That banana. That pastry. Just don’t do it. You know you will hate yourself afterwards. Here, let’s play a game. Let’s see how long you can last without eating. It will be a test of endurance and strength and mind power. You can do this. You WILL be bony and skinny and thin and petite. I can see it. You just need to have the power to say NO.

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i feel like if im eating that means i can’t be sick

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me irl

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i wanna be thin already

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reblog if you need to lose 40 pounds (18kg) or more

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This is a reminder not to binge today. You can be a day closer to your goal tomorrow if you're strong today.

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I want to live simply. I want to sit by the window when it rains and read books I’ll never be tested on. I want to paint because I want to, not because I’ve got something to prove. I want to listen to my body, fall asleep when the moon is high and wake up slowly, with no place to rush off to. I want not to be governed by money or clocks or any of the artificial restraints that humanity imposes on itself. I just want to be, boundless and infinite.

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Things You Don't Comment On:

- someone’s eating habits

- appearance issues that can’t be fixed there and then

- someone else’s “bad” decision if it can’t now be undone

- someone’s laugh or voice

- someone’s “unrealistic” dreams

- someone “not looking their best” in photos

- someone not wanting to do something and trying to subtly avoid it without making a fuss

- anything that you know will make someone self conscious or insecure unnecessarily

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ok universe, i’m ready to feel good things. make me feel good things.