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third degree // movements

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I don’t wanna be here at all

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You’re gonna miss it all // Modern Baseball

#modern baseball #emo #midwest emo

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You’re gonna miss it all // Modern Baseball

#modern baseball #Midwest emo

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If I ever left you on read it’s because of one of the following 3 reasons and I’m sorry either way:

1. I read your message and forgot to reply

2. I didn’t know what to say and nothing I came up with sounded good enough

3. I was scared you were annoyed with me and replying would make you feel obligated to reply too even though you are tired of talking to me (at least that’s what my brain says)

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sorry if you try to talk to me, idk how to talk to people

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I am so so so tired in my fucking soul.

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Life feels fucking heavy right now. Too heavy.

Knowing I will have to care for my until her death is heavy. Knowing that I might have another 5-10 years until she will need my financial and physical aid at all times. Knowing that she currently doesn’t even make enough money to support herself and she’s not even retired yet. Knowing that I’ll have to figure out a way to afford a property and build a house for her and myself in the next 10 years is heavy. Knowing I will never be able to live abroad like I’ve always dreamed of because my mom needs me is heavy. She is alone and it hurts to think about it.

#this is enough reason for me to never have a child #I will never put this burden on anyone #Im only 22 and I have no idea how I’m gonna do all of this by myself

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Foggy webs

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who wants to give up on society and go live in a treehouse with me

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i love bands where the singer can’t sing but can convey emotions though their singing in a way that is impossible to describe. like yes u sing like an absolute dickhead but you are also somehow expressing exactly how i feel through the cracks in your voice

#Midwest emo

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Disintegration / Turnover

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It's just one of those days where you don't want to wake up

Everything is fucked, everybody sucks

#can’t wait for the 3 hour drive today 🙃 #honestly I need a playlist for this drive #me #mine #emo

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snow

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I care about you. It doesn't matter whether or not we are together.

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