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soft reminder ♡ I’m sorry if your sadness, regret, anxiety or loneliness isn’t disappearing. I know you’re trying to heal from it. it’s really the little things that matters - welcoming the light into your room, remembering to buy eggs, attempting a new habit for the thousandth time, falling asleep earlier so tomorrow can be better, reaching out to someone even though it feels like no one cares - even if these things don’t cure you, they are something, and they will help you move forward. even if healing feels so slow it feels like you’re moving backwards, you never are, and please give yourself some credit for still trying when nothing seems to work.

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i wake up and i am immediately thinking about those characters. i eat breakfast and i am thinking about those characters. i do chores and i am thinking about those characters. i do any work, i study, i walk the dogs, and i am thinking about those characters. i go to bed and i am thinkign

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can you imagine telling arthur that he makes you feel safe for the very first time? he would be absolutely starstruck, completely speechless because he doesn’t believe he’s a good man by any means, hell he’s killed before and more than once, he’s beaten and robbed and threatened and he doesn’t even trust himself most days but you— beautiful, kind, angelic you— feel safe with him? you actually seek out his presence for reassurance? his existence makes you feel less afraid of the world? i think it would hit him SO deep, not only because he enjoys being around you and appreciates you in general, but because he’s never had someone feel safe around him before; in this moment he gets a glimpse of himself from your point of view and allows himself to be more than the mindless killer he thinks he is— he allows himself to be human, to be Arthur Morgan.

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You don’t owe your abuser anything. 

You don’t owe them a chance to be heard out.  You don’t owe them forgiveness.  You don’t owe them your time, your presence or your energy. 

You don’t need to make exceptions for the holidays or other circumstances (like them being very sick). 

You don’t owe them anything.  (Also on the flip side of this, if you do forgive them or allow them space in your life, it does not invalidate your abuse or trauma. But it should be something you do because you want to, not because someone else wants it.)

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today's children are gonna become teens and clown the shit out of us for 'eepy' and 'blorbo' but they'll say it in cocomelonese so we won't understand them

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You aren’t a failure if you’re suddenly having a hard time after doing well for awhile. You aren’t weak, or losing your progress. These things fluctuate and that’s okay.

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The real barbie is Y/n.

Y/n’s a doctor, a cop, a scientist, an agent, vet, hero, villain, astronaut, lawyer, spy, criminal, artist, chef, engineer, psychologist, architect, journalist, firefighter, event planner, mechanic, photographer, musician, actor, interior designer, bartender, fashion designer, barista, florist, forensic scientist, flight attendant, profiler, tour guide, translator, etc.

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i feel like the people who are making fun of the silly lyrics in ttpd don't really know taylor's music (at least, not her pre-folklore songs) because she's always had lyrics like that?? they're just now paying attention. like - her snotty little family all dressed in pastel. a gown shaped like a pastry. i guess i’ll just stumble on home to my cats! my daddy's gonna show you how sorry you'll be! no amount of vintage dresses gives you dignity. with your organic shoes and your MILLION DOLLAR COUCH.

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TW | Pet death

Rest in peace, Porkchop.

Who did a wonderful job and can now finally rest 💙

#trigger warning : pet death #trigger warning : death #porkchop 🐶

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#middle #i'm my moms 3rd kid but my dads first

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rereading my own writing is just a constant fluctuation between “damn, girl, you wrote this? (affectionate)” and “damn, girl, you wrote this? (derogatory)”

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idgaf if bethesda ever tells us concretely which country launched the first nuke, the only answer i will accept is the original one, the one that said "we wont tell you, because it doesnt matter. there is no moral highground in the story of the great war, and the end result for those alive today is all the same either way. those most responsible faced the fewest consequences, and no justice was served. there is no justifiable way to nuke anyone, no matter who struck first. everyone lost and thats the very nature of war and always has been. war is evil, and in that way, war never changes"

not broadcasting who was "really to blame" is purposeful, and any other answer would undercut fallout's core identity to me

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abstract and modern art haters are sooo snobby like klein literally Created an entirely new pigment and then painted a canvas in a way where the brush strokes wouldn't be visible. the insinuation that people with no skill could reproduce that is so annoying because unless you are skilled at color mixing and painting you definitely couldn’t lmao

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see 0 note flop posts aren't that bad when they're personal but 0 note fandom posts feel literally so bad. like if you don't wanna play toys with me anymore just say that. i'll pack up my super cool awesome things and go and i'll sit on the other side of the playground by myself and i won't even look at you. fuck

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Red Dead Redemption 2 locations - somewhere along the Lannahechee River, 9am