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getting into a fight with billy and he pushes you against the wall, arm against your throat. he wants to be mad, to keep snarling in your face but he stops dead in his tracks when you moan. embarrassment surges through your body, taking the place of anger very quickly. "d'ya like this, hm?" billy smirks, finding yet another weakness he can use against you.

you struggle to get his arm off of you, but his muscles flex and hold you firmly in place. "fuck you." you cough out, barely able to find any air. butcher actually laughs this time, kicking your feet apart to slide his knee between your thighs. "i bet you’d love that, ya filthy little girl." he coos into your ear, breath ghosting over your skin. you can't help the strained whimper that leaves your constrained throat.

"are we fighting or fucking, butcher?" you snarl, gritting your teeth and trying to stand your ground but you can't deny the throb taking place between your legs. butcher relaxes the pressure on your throat in favor of pushing his body against yours. you can feel his cock digging into your hip, straining against the zipper of his jeans. "oy well, ain't that the million dollar question..." he grunts, and you're greatful that his body is reacting the same way.

"i do love me a good ol' hate fuck..." he mutters to himself before his lips crash into yours. its a frenzy to get his jeans undone and free his cock. unfortunately for you, your leggings weren't long for this world as butcher rips a hole straight through the crotch.

his hands quickly fly down your sides before landing on your hips. butcher's fingers dig into your skin, sure to leave puffy bruises in his wake as he easily lifts you up. it's almost insulting, the way he can just toss you around, but your body has thoughts of its own. in one swift move, butcher's pushing the thick head of his cock slowly inside your aching cunt. the stretch makes your thighs shake even while wrapped around billy's waist.

"aye, what a good little cunt..." billy groans, warmth enveloping his cock as your pussy takes in every thick inch. "fucking christ, billy." you whine, your arms coming around to dig into his back. he doesn't give you nearly enough time to adjust to his size, quickly bouncing you on his cock and using the wall as leverage. "what's that, love? too much cock for ya?" he teases, pushing impossibly deeper until the head of his cock has nowhere else to go.

you shoot him "shut up and fuck me, you perv." your words lack their usual venom, too turned on to bother with really insulting him. the amount of times you've thought about this exact scenario was maybe slightly embarrassing, but you can't say you're upset now that you finally have butcher balls deep inside of you. "aye, i never keep a lady waitin'..." he snickers, his lips finding the exposed skin of your neck and collarbone.

each nip of his teeth has your head spinning, pleasure and pain mixing in an incredibly intoxicating potion. you're going to have no good explanation for the bruises tomorrow, but all you can seem to care about is butcher's hand sneaking between your bodies to play with your swollen clit. "yer gonna sing pretty for me when ya cum on my cock, right princess?" he's pushing you to the edge, faster than you could have anticipated, your legs shaking with every tandem thrust and flick of his finger.

butcher's cock rubs so snugly against your sweet spot, your vision going blurry as the pleasure consumes you. "f-fuck you, billy." you gasp, back arched off the wall as he pounds your cunt relentlessly. he just chuckles, feeling the way your pussy flutters around him. "wouldn't wanna be doin' anythin' else right about now." the growl in his voice is enough to push you over the edge, stars exploding behind your eyes as the most intense orgasm you've ever had rolls over you.

you're left gasping, panting for breath as butcher keeps fucking your pulsing cunt. "fuckin' hell... just milkin' the cum out, ain't ya? ya want me ta fill this fuckin' cunt up, leave your poor pussy drippin'?" you whimper at his filthy words, clenching around his length as he puncuates every word with a thrust. butcher's groan is animalistic, coming deep from his throat as he releases deep inside of you. each thick rope of cum coats your fluttering walls before dripping down billy's legnth.

he holds you for a moment, panting as he rides out the pleasure. but the silent bliss only lasts for another moment before billy's hand is back around your throat. "don't think this gets you off the hook. still pissed about you lettin' that piece of shite live..." he grumbles, kissing your puffy lips before placing you gently back on your feet and turning his back to you.

you roll your eyes, leaning heavily against the walls as you regain feeling in your legs. "butcher i need pants!" you call as he goes to walk away from you, but he just gives you the middle finger over his shoulder while smirking, leaving you to find new clothes while still leaking cum down your thighs.

"what a fucking gentleman..." you groan.

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spoopydooblr · 18 days

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It’s all about pathetic oversharing and 2 pity likes from your mutuals on here

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Demons | Chapter 3

Pairing: Billy Butcher (The Boys) x Supe!OC

Summary: Over a year ago, Lilith Murphy escaped the experiments and torture of the Sage Grove Center. After laying low and stripping at Super Girlz, she’s found by Billy and The Boys.

Warnings: smut (girl on girl!!!!!!), cursing, descriptions of sex work, descriptions of sexual assault, drugging

AN: this is a heavy one yall!! please read with caution. also can we talk about queer lili????? lfg!!!!! we need more girl on girl sex in the boys!!!

Taglist: @seeingstarks @a-rogue-tiddy-bot @scraftsku35 @anundyingfidelity

Red stilettos clicked against pristine, white marble floor. They were always Lili's favorite pair to have on. Sure, they were obnoxious and made her over six feet tall, but hey, they were gorgeous. She remembered buying them with her first paycheck from Super Girlz. Sluttier heels brought in better tips.

They were the same pair she wore when Billy handed her that twenty the night before.

Speaking of the man, he was probably looking for her. They were leaving for Sage Grove the next morning and he wanted to strategize. Lili snuck out during dinner, stopping at her old place to get a dress and the heels. Sure, she felt bad, but she had work to do.

Lili walked through the high-end hotel, bypassing the front desk and hopping into an elevator. Pressing the button for the top floor, she looked at herself in the mirrored walls, making sure her makeup and hair were looking okay.

The elevator verged upwards, approaching the top. Lili took a deep breath, reapplying her lipstick.

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Lili stood naked at the edge of the king size hotel bed, in between a pair of long legs. Her tongue spilled out of her mouth, curling around.

She smiled evilly as she cracked her knuckles.

Lili's tongue dove into the woman's cunt.

"Oh, fuck!" A smooth, pleasure-filled moan.

Lili shifted, tongue swirling and lapping at the woman's breasts. Lili's hand clamped down, holding her legs. Her other hand went lower, finding the woman's clit and rubbing it slowly. Her fingers pawed at her entrance, running through her folds.

She kissed her. It was Victoria Neuman.

Lili hummed, pulling away and wrapping her tongue around Victoria's nipple.

"Lil..."

"Shh..." she kissed her again.

Lili broke away, she didn't love kissing the clients much. Victoria was different, though.

She moved her position, once again in between Victoria's legs.

She moaned, her fingers pulling at Lili's red hair as the long, snake-like tongue entered her again. Lili's hands pushed down on Victoria's thighs, rubbing circles into her skin.

"Ah!" Victoria yelled as Lili's tongue pushed against her clit.

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"I can't believe you're going to be the vice president."

Victoria and Lili laid on the bed, passing Lili's new cotton candy vape back and forth.

"Im not yet. Don't jinx me."

Lili smiled. "Well," she turned to Victoria, their noses almost touching. "You got my vote."

She passed her the vape.

"When did you start vaping?" Victoria asked.

Lili shrugged. "Healthier, I guess."

Victoria laughed, leaning in to kiss her. Lili froze, turning her head. "Uh, sorry, um, I really gotta get going."

"Oh, yeah, of course, sorry."

Lili rolled off the bed, her bare ass exposed as she leaned down to put her dress back on. As she turned back to Victoria, the older woman was holding a wad of cash.

"Thanks." She flipped through the money, counting the bills. "I'll see you soon?"

Victoria nodded, smiling curtly. Lili cringed. Leaving was always the worst. Especially with Vicky.

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Lili crept back into The Boys' apartment building, trying to be as quiet as possible. Sure, she might wake up Kimiko, but the woman didn't even speak.

She almost made it past the kitchen before she heard a gruff voice.

"Where the bleedin fuck have you been?"

Lili stuttered, "Uh..."

Butcher turned the light on, almost blinding her. His eyes widened at her outfit.

"You been dancin at that club again?"

"No."

"Don't fucking lie to me."

"I wasn't."

"Then where the fuck you goin dressed like that?"

Lili frowned. Why was he treating her like this. "Why?" She smirked, "you jealous?"

"I thought ya'd been kidnapped." Lili noticed how he didn't deny his jealousy. His eyes even softened a little bit.

"Well I'm good, okay?"

"Don't go fucking awol like that again, ya hear?"

Lili gulped. She had clients to take care of. How was she going to manage to sneak out again? "I can do whatever I want, Butcher."

Billy took a step towards her, backing Lili into the side of the counter. "I'm sure ya can, love." He smelled like bourbon. "But you're one 'a my Boys now, and what I say, goes."

"I'm not one of you." She looked up at him, still wedged between his body and the counter.

Billy laughed. "What the fuck are ya then?"

"Uh, a freelancer, I guess? I don't know."

Billy couldn't help his smile. "Well, freelancer, stop fuckin disappearing on us." His eyes flickered to her chest. He sniffed the air. "Why the fuck ya smell like pussy?"

Lili sniffed back, "Why the fuck do you smell like Temp V?"

Butcher's eyes narrowed.

"Isn't that stuff what's killing you?"

He grunted, letting her push past him. Before she could get far, he spoke up, "You use that tongue for money, love?" He was upset, obviously, but he needed to know.

Lili looked down. "It's really none of your business."

"You ain't gotta do that shit no more." He said, hand scratching his beard. "Not now."

Lili pursed her lips, looking up at him. "It's survival, Billy."

"Lili, I told you. You're one 'a us."

"Sure, because you all clearly love Supes." She knew deep down Billy would always hate who she was. What she was.

"I brought you here, didn't I?"

Lili turned to leave.

"You'd still be dancin at that club every night if it weren't for me. Buncha cunts grabbin at ya."

She tilted her head to the side, unsure of how to respond. "And that's a good thing?" Lili raised her eyebrows at him. "I'd rather be at Super Girlz than go back to Sage Grove tomorrow."

Billy pressed his lips together. She had a point. "We need that Inhibitor."

"I know." She said. "I didn't say I wasn't going."

Billy smiled. He knew she was tougher than she looked.

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The next morning Lili was squished in between Kimiko and Annie in the back of The Boys' van.

"You sure you're good with this?" Annie nudged her.

Lili nodded, trying to avoid thinking about what they were about to do. She was also avoiding Billy now that he knew about her clients.

"Do you guys know the plan?" Hughie reached his head around from the seat in front of them. "Butcher hasn't really told me anything yet..."

Annie shook her head, looking to Lili.

"No clue." She shrugged.

The van lurched to a stop.

"Alright you cunts, here's the plan." Butcher looked back at The Boys from the driver's seat. "After our last little...visit to Sage Grove, they've changed their security. You lot are going to create a distraction while me 'n Lili sneak in through the back."

The fuck did he mean?

"Um, I don't remember agreeing to that." Lili mumbled.

"You didn't." He said, opening his door and getting out.

Annie gave Lili a concerned look. "He does this all the time. I'm sorry."

"It's fine."

It was definitely not fine. Lili was nervous to talk to Butcher after the night before. He seemed to be quite adamant that she stop working, which bothered her. It's not like she loved her job or anything, but it was the only way she knew how to live.

"Lili." Butcher's deep voice broke her thoughts. "Let's go." He motioned to a path through the woods. It was the same way she had escaped over a year ago.

"Whatever you say, boss." She rolled her eyes at Annie and Hughie who smiled.

Billy bit back a retort, knowing it would only make things worse.

Lili followed him to the path, there was no going back now.

He barked orders one more time at the rest of The Boys, hands firmly on his semi-automatic.

"You don't need that." Lili said to him as they walked through the forest. She motioned to his rifle.

"Like hell I don't. I ain't like you."

"I can smell the V from a mile away, Billy."

He stopped, turning to face her. "I think you better mind your fuckin business."

Lili stared at him, brow furrowed. "I think you should do the same."

"This about last night? You been avoiding me like a fucking plague."

"You can't tell anyone about what I do."

Billy sighed. "I ain't tell no one."

"Okay, I just...just please don't. People...people like to judge me."

Billy nodded. "I ain't want you doin that anymore."

Lili rolled her eyes for what felt like the hundredth time that morning. "I know, Billy, I get it. It's beneath me, blah blah blah, I'm better than this, I know."

"It's not that..." He muttered. "Just don't want ya getting hurt is all."

He definitely wanted to say something else, but they both left it at that. Billy Butcher caring about her was definitely not on Lili's bingo card.

The two finally reached the back of the institution. There was a small, locked metal door with multiple locks in front of them.

"Ya wanna do the honors?" Butcher asked her.

Lili nodded, taking a deep breath. She touched the handle lightly, reading the energy in the building. "There's a pretty clear path to the lab..."

"Go on then." He encouraged her.

Lili's hand clamped down on the handle as she created in explosion in her mind. Sparks erupted in her palm and the door burst off the hinges.

"Good girl." Butcher praised, pushing past her.

Lili was a bit stunned at the comment but tried to shake it off. She followed him inside, for once staying back behind him for safety. Sage Grove put her out of her element. If only Billy knew what really went on there.

"Lab's to the right." She whispered, looking over Billy's shoulder.

He nodded, rifle in hand, as they crept to the lab. The door was locked, as expected.

"How are we going to do this? I can kick it open, but it's gonna be loud--"

Billy ignored her, taking a breath. He focused on the door, shooting lasers out of his eyes and melting it to the ground.

"Oh my God." Lili stared at him. "You're like..."

He grunted in response, letting her walk through the now-gaping hole in the door.

Inside were some small lab stations and a few big freezers. "Over here." Lili said, gesturing to one of the freezers.

Billy peered inside, where there were at least a hundred test tubes filled with black liquid.

"That's it?" He asked.

Lili nodded, suddenly unable to speak. The black sludge brought back memories she wasn't sure she could handle. The drug used to run her life, but now it was just liquid in a tube. It couldn't hurt her now.

But they were about to release Inhibitor to the world.

"I feel like this is a bad idea." Lili mumbled, stumbling away from the freezer. "We-we can't just steal this."

"You want Homelander dead or not?"

"I do, I just..." She stared at the vials of black. "I know what this shit does to you."

"Exactly." Butcher opened the fridge, grabbing a few tubes.

"Wait..." Lili grabbed his arm. The touch of their skin sent shivers down her back.

Suddenly, they were in a different room in the institution. Billy began to protest, confused as to where they were, but he stopped. On the floor, wearing a hospital gown, was Lili. She was younger and sickly-looking. Her skin was peeling off in layers, revealing the red, itchy meat underneath. Her eyes were closed, but streaks of black liquid stained her cheeks and around her mouth. She had clearly been throwing up, but the girl laid still now.

Lili looked at her old self, still clutching Billy's wrist.

"Where are w--"

The door to the cell flung open, revealing a few doctors and The Deep. The Deep walked in and knelt next to Lili's body.

"Is she alive?" He picked up one of her limp hands, holding it up and then dropping it to the ground.

"Yes. The Inhibitor should be out of her system in eight hours." One of the doctors replied. "You can have her until then."

The Deep nodded, touching Lili's cheek. "Thanks."

Billy looked at Lili, begging her to let him go. He didn't need to see what was about to happen.

Lili kept her eyes forward, watching her old self. The Deep sunk down to the floor, laying next to her body.

"Let me take care of you, baby." He whispered. Lili's form croaked from pain.

The Deep pushed her hospital gown up, his fingers brushing against her thighs. Lili remembered everything.

"They have to do this to you, Lil. It's necessary." The Deep started to undress.

"Lili." Butcher said from beside her. "Let's go."

She kept her eyes on The Deep as he took his suit off.

"Lili!"

She spun to Billy, eyes red and teary. "This is what Inhibitor does, Butcher."

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spoopydooblr · 20 days

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oh did i mention lili is queer....

chapter 3 is about to blow ur mind

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spoopydooblr · 21 days

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congrats first of all!!!! second of all can we have some butcher smut Please for the girls ?

thank you sm sweetieee <33 of courseee, my first billy butcher request! i love him lol hope i did him justice for this one, he's a very complicated character in my opinion haha this is soft, angsty smut with butcher for the girls😩🩷

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DON'T GO — Billy Butcher x female reader

Word count: 477.

Genre: soft, angsty smut.

Warnings: smut, p in v, unprotected sex.

The sound of his name, his real name, sweetly being pronounced with your voice was soothing and charming. For him, there wasn't any other than you who could have him swooning and dying for. He was addicted to all of you. To your moans, to your soft touch, how your nails would scratch his back as he fucked you slow and deep on your bed.

You bit back a loud whimper, his cock filling you up to the brim perfectly, focused on your pleasure rather than his own. Butcher wanted to see you squirm under him, to hear you cry his name once you came, so the only thing you had in mind was him.

And when he showed up that night at your door after months of no calls or visits, you cried. Then you slapped him in the face, and finally you hugged him tightly for disappearing so long. Butcher understood your reaction. He knew he deserved more than that, but yet here you were, with him hovering over your figure, spreading your legs, and kissing your lips to surpress your loud moans as he fucked you slow and passionate, like if you had all the time of the world to yourselves and give into each other.

"I love when you moan my name," he darkly mumbled against your neck, kissing and licking your skin, tasting the layer of sweat running down.

The contrast of his voice, his rough hands feeling every inch of your skin in the most delicate way would always get you amazed. Your hands moved to cup his cheeks and you pulled him for a wet kiss, rolling your tongue between his lips as he bucked his hips. You let out a moan against his mouth when one of his digits found your clit, rubbing you painfully slow.

"I fucking missed you," you gasped, breaking the kiss, feeling you were almost reaching that sweet high. "Oh, shit, I'm so close..."

"Fuck, I've missed you too, luv," he breathed out, giving you a particular hard thrust that forced another sweet sound from your throat.

He knew you were close. His raspy voice praised and encouraged you to let go. He wanted nothing more but to feel you cum around him. And when your walls clenched and your whole body began to tremble, he increased his own rhythm to get to heaven with you.

You sealed your love for him with a desperate kiss, not ever wanting to let go.

"Don't go like that again," you whispered.

Butcher caressed your cheek, taking in your beauty after the bliss of the reunion you had. He knew he had to leave again. That his world was too dangerous for you. But he was too much of a fool to admit it to you and break your heart, and instead he decided to lie.

"I won't."

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Fanfic writers are like crows. If you give them treats (comments) they will bring you shiny things (fanfic)

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are you taking requests? 🖤

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might take me a little while to get to it as i am currently writing my fic as well

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demons by @spoopydooblr

summary: Over a year ago, Lilith Murphy escaped the experiments and torture of the Sage Grove Center. After laying low and stripping at Super Girlz, she’s found by Billy and The Boys.

chapters: 1, 2, 3

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🌀you wanna read my fic so badly oooooooo 🌀

CHAPTER TWO

Since y'all just love to live on the edge, I'll give you a dare. Reblog fanfiction. With nice comments and other forms of kudos. Reblog art too. With hashtags. Go on. Do it. I dare you, you fucking pussy.

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Demons | Chapter 2

Pairing: Billy Butcher (The Boys) x Supe!OC

Summary: Over a year ago, Lilith Murphy escaped the experiments and torture of the Sage Grove Center. After laying low and stripping at Super Girlz, she’s found by Billy and The Boys.

Warnings: mentions of assault, grooming, cursing, drugs

AN: here we go againnnnnnnn!! super excited to be on this journey with y’all. as always please lmk ur thoughts 🫡

Taglist!!!!: @seeingstarks @a-rogue-tiddy-bot @scraftsku35

Lili clambered into the back of Butcher’s car, Hughie in shotgun. It smelled like take out food and cigarettes.

“Just so you know,” Lili mumbled. “If you’re trying to kidnap me, I can rip both your dicks off in a matter of seconds.”

Butcher grunted.

“Noted.” Hughie squeaked.

The rest of the ride was in silence, Lili shivering despite being wrapped in Billy’s coat.

A little while later, they pulled up to an abandoned apartment building. Lili followed the men inside, half expecting a collar and cage to be waiting for her. She didn’t trust either of them, and she probably never would (or could).

“This here’s the lair.” Billy said, opening the door to a dirty, old apartment. Inside, a few people sat, watching a movie. Lili was almost positive one of the movie-watchers was Starlight.

It looked like an old police station. Papers were scattered about, with pictures of Supes and crime scenes were hung on the walls.

The four people on the couch stood up, looking at Butcher expectantly.

“You got her?” Starlight asked.

He moved to the side, revealing Lili.

They stared at her, looking her up and down, probably confused why she was wearing Butcher’s coat.

“I’m Lili.” She whispered. The only person who looked relatively unthreatening was a taller black man standing to the side.

“I’m Star-I mean, I’m Annie.” Starlight said. “And this is Frenchie, Kimiko, and MM.”

“Nice to meet you, I guess.”

Kimiko started to rapidly sign something.

“She says she is excited to have another girl here.” Frenchie spoke up.

“I am too.” Annie smiled at her. “It’ll be nice.”

Lili furrowed her brow. Why were they being so nice to her?

Kimiko signed again.

“She says you can bunk with her.” Frenchie explained.

“Oh, um, thanks.” Lili pursed her lips. “So, uh, why does an anti-Supe group have supes?”

She sniffed the air. There were at least two other supes in the room.

Billy chuckled from behind her. “I be thinking the same thing myself.”

“We’re not all supes.” MM chimed in. “Just the girls.” He faltered. “And those two when they feel like shooting the V.”

Lili looked back to Hughie and Billy, who both seemed uncomfortable with MM’s answer.

Lili raised her eyebrows at Billy, who shrugged.

“Let’s crack on then!” He said. “More of this therapy session and I’m gonna fuckin puke.”

Lili tossed her bag in Kimiko’s room, grabbing a pack of cigarettes and searching for the closest rooftop. Fortunately for her, the top floor was a staircase away.

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“Knew ya’d be out here.” Footsteps followed by a gruff voice.

She took another drag. “Tryna bum a cig?”

Butcher laughed. “You’re a little young for dat, don’t ya think?” The way she sat there, cigarette in her lips, it reminded him of Becca. Butcher tried to push the thought out of his head.

“They didn’t have cotton candy vape at Sage Grove, sorry.” She breathed smoke into the air.

“Yer welcome, by the way.”

“For what?”

“Breakin ya outta there.”

“Oh. Thanks.” She shrugged. “You also shot down my friend.”

“Ya saw that?”

Lili nodded.

“I ain’t like killin kids.” Butcher sighed. “But it’s the job.”

“You like killing Supes?” She turned to him, a sly smiled on her lips. She was challenging him.

Billy took a step towards her. He smelled really good. “Sometimes.”

“Why don’t you kill me, then?” She was a good head shorter than him now that her stilettos were off.

“I ain’t done with you yet.”

Lili hummed, taking a drag of her cigarette and offering it to him.

He nodded, and she handed the cigarette to him. Their hands touched for a second, shooting a bolt of electricity through her body. There was no way Butcher didn’t feel it to. “What you got going on with The Deep?”

Lili froze. “Um, honestly?” She thought for a moment. What did she have going on with him? It was much more complicated than she could even comprehend. “I-I think he like groomed me or something.”

Billy’s face hardened and he took a long drag of her cigarette.

She wished she could take back what she said. Butcher didn’t need to be involved in her situation with The Deep.

They were both quiet for a second, Lili trying to think of a joke to break the tension.

“It’s like, it’s fine though.”

Billy looked at her questionably. It was definitely not fine. “What they do to ya in there, love?”

Lili took a long drag before answering. “You read my file. You tell me.”

He raised an eyebrow at her.

“Please, Billy. When I lit my fucking body on fire you were the only one who didn’t flinch.” She turned, looking out at the sky. “The demon thing really takes most people by surprise.”

“I ain’t surprised by much anymore.” His hands wrapped around the ledge.

“Me neither.” She thought for a moment. “I didn’t know Temp V was even on the market.”

“It’s not.”

He flicked the cigarette off the balcony.

“Hey!”

“Shouldn’t be smokin those, love.”

“Stop calling me that.”

Billy turned to her. “I can call ya whatever the fuck I want.”

Lili stared back at him, giving him a devilish smile as she flashed her spiky teeth. “Sure.”

She took out another cigarette. “So…why me?”

“Homelander.”

Lili shook her head. “I can’t kill him.”

“Maybe not…but ya can try.”

“And why would I do that?” She lit a flame on her finger and lit the cig.

“Because.” Billy said. “From what I recall, you got a bone to pick wit tha twat too.”

Lili chuckled. “Doesn’t mean I’m strong enough to kill him.”

“I seen ya powers, love. Remember?”

She rolled her eyes. “What is with you and Homelander, anyway?”

Butcher faltered. Lili knew there was much more behind the surface of the man.

Suddenly, flashes of memories clouded her brain. Was she reading his trauma? She hadn’t been able to do that since she was a child.

Before Homelander killed everyone she loved.

Lili looked at him. “Your wife…”

“Got ya abilities back, eh?”

She rubbed her temples. Butcher’s trauma was pouring into her like sand, weighing her down.

“Ah…fuck.” She toppled over, shaking hands hitting the ground. Her vision went in and out, from black to flashes of Becca. Then there was the kid…

“Homelander’s son—“ She struggled to get the words out.

Billy grunted, catching her arm. “Don’t strain ya self.”

Lili looked up at him, tears forming in her now blood red irises. “I-I’m sorry.” She regained her balance, unpleased that Butcher had to help her. “You’re dying, Billy.”

He froze.

“Billy.” She pushed. He reeked of death.

“Aye, I’m fine.”

“Let me guess…” Flashes of Lili’s time in Sage Grove clouded her mind. They pumped her with everything they had. If she wasn’t as powerful as she was, the drugs would have killed her by now. “The Temp V fried your brain?”

Butcher grumbled in response. “Fucked me up real good.”

“Do they know? The Boys?”

He shook his head. “And they ain’t gonna know.” Billy looked at her expectantly.

“Your secret is safe with me.” Lili pretended to zip her lips.

Billy tried to suppress his smile. Her demeanor surprised him. He wasn’t expecting her to be so…alive.

They were quiet for a second, passing the cigarette back and forth.

“If we do this…I want Ke-I mean, I want The Deep, too.”

“Lili.” Butcher smiled. “If we’re lucky, we’ll fucking kill them all.”

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The next morning, Billy gathered The Boys and Lili for a meeting. Annie offered her a seat next to her on the couch. Lili appreciated the gesture, but was still wary of her. She was in The Boys now, but just a month prior, Annie was dating Homelander.

“How did you sleep?” She asked.

“Alright.”

Annie started to say something but Butcher interrupted.

“Okay you lot. I gotta plan fo today.” He pointed to a map on the wall. “We going back to Sage Grove.”

Lili’s heart dropped. Was he being for real?

“Billy—“

“When I got Lili’s file from Mallory she gave me a piece of key intel.” He pointed to another picture on the wall. It was some kind of chemical compound.

“This here is V Inhibitor. A drug that temporarily blocks powers.”

Lili felt like she was going to throw up. Even with her tender Butcher moment the night before, it was clear he was using her for information.

“Inhibitor works on any Supe.” Butcher smiled. “Even Homelander.”

“How do we even know this works?” Hughie piped up.

Billy’s eyes landed on Lili. “Patient zero is our very own Demoness.”

Annie looked at Lili, surprise and pity filling her face. “What did they do to you?” She breathed.

Lili gave Billy a death stare, keeping her eyes locked on him. “I’m not going back there.”

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Sage Grove, 5 years ago

Lili was strapped to a cot, wearing nothing but a hospital gown. The straps electrocuted her every time she moved.

“Please…” she begged. “Don’t do this.”

To her left, a man wearing a lab coat and a mask fiddled with syringes. A nurse stood next to her cot.

The man grabbed a syringe filled with tar-like black liquid and tapped the sides. He turned to the nurse. “Hold her down.”

The nurse grabbed Lili’s shoulders and arms.

“Please!” She yelled. The doctor ignored her, taking her right arm. “I’ll be good!”

He ignored her again, pressing the needle into her arm and injecting her with the liquid.

Lili immediately screamed, fire flowing out of her mouth.

The cot shook as Lili continued to scream. The veins in her neck turned black, the injection entering her bloodstream. Instead of fire, she coughed up black sludge.

The doctor held a stopwatch, counting the seconds. “Five…four…three…two…”

Lili’s body went limp and her head smacked against the cot.

“Check her pulse.” The doctor said.

The nurse put her hand on Lili’s neck, “she’s alive.”

“Good.”

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“I’m serious, Butcher.” Lili stood up from her spot next to Annie. “I can’t help you with this.”

“The fuck ya mean?” He growled. “You told me ya wanted to take Homelander down.”

“Not like this.” Lili’s voice shook. “Inhibitor is not what you think it is.”

Billy laughed. “You scared of a little prick?”

“No.” Her face turned red. How dare he call her scared in front of everyone. “Think about the consequences! If Inhibitor gets out, people will die.”

“Supes will die.”

“And you’re okay with that?”

He nodded. Lili remembered what she saw in Billy’s trauma last night. He wouldn’t stop until Homelander got what he deserved. Frankly, Lili understood.

“Okay.” She said, sitting back down. “Fine.”

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