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Wrong fuckinge blog

Makes an orc lady just Because.

#stars.txt #about: Do'Mahgraaz

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My backstory for her SO FAR is she was found as a child of the beaches of Elsweyr by a family of Khajiit merchants who took her in and raised her as one of their own. She loved play fighting w/her littermates and was eventually taught how 2 fight properly, and she serves as her family's bodyguard as they travel :3

Makes an orc lady just Because.

#stars.txt #her mothers love her so so much

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Makes an orc lady just Because.

#stars.txt #i have various backstories in mind for her but im making her in eso :3

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People liking your personal OCs is still such a crazy feeling, I've been doing this for years and ppl asking about them still fills my entire heart with warmth and idk how to handle it

You enjoy this fictional guy I made up for fun?? Whose only content is random artwork or writing made by me and a handful of other artists at most? They have no show/book/game with a large fandom, it's just one person with an art blog?? I love u

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I love it when there's a couple but then there's a third guy who's also there and he's part of it but not like romantically he's just a part of the couple but like....platonically

#jo'safiir with ko'jiirah/rasava #ko'jiirah with jo'safiir/miraak #serana with vyrthaal/kili #vulon with atahabi/amanthaar #serana with Lord Boethiah/vulon #amanthaar with atahabi/her boyfriend who might have a name now idk #yes amanthaar and atahabi are married but amanthaar and atahabi's bf arent into each other #BUT sometimes they bang when the mood strikes

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#video #Vulon and Atahabi hangin out :)

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Ok rare serious post.

I want 2 take Vulon seriously. I want to explore its delusions, it's trauma, it's reasons for Being, the way its mind works, what hurts it, it's recovery. And I want that 2 be like....the forefront of its story. But like !!!! That means taking Myself seriously and I'm not sure if I'm ready 2 do that. At least on my own, without a therapist or otherwise trained professional to gelp me and make sure it's actually productive and healing.

Also, like, I'm so so so so so fuckong scared of expressing tje fact that I want to be taken seriously as a person and not just a funny dumb little guy but like. Idk I've fallen into the oil that that role is and can't get out bc I just Rotted in there. Like I'm not smart or deep or anything Good bc I convinced myself I couldn't be bc it went against The Bit(tm) . And now that I'd Like to have depth and be smart and respected I can't figure out How to reach that. God I need therapy so so so bad this sucks major shit and ASS like. I'm in a space where I can heal. I am ready to start healing. But. I don't know how to, and I can't afford therapy or counseling or anything. I can barely afford my antidepressants. God. This Sucks.

#stars.txt #about: vulon shulzaan #...vaguely. lmao

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What's the trope name for when someone finds out they're the Chosen One(tm) and is like "No, thank you" and goes and does something else

#about: vulon shulzaan

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Hey btw this is a pro mary sue/"cringy" oc blog. You're creating! You're having fun! That's all that matters and I'm proud of you.

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hi, i love dynamics that r like “we make each other worse” on the surface but when u look deeper it is actually just “we understand each other on a level that no one else does and nudge each other out of our typical comfort zone” which just circles around to “we make each other better”. it’s abt the accidental growth just by being in each other’s lives. idk

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One of the benefits of making your school AU specifically a university AU is that there are so many ways to justify a particular character seemingly always being on campus which don't require them to be a student or teacher. "Middle-aged alumnus who hasn't taken a class in decades but still hits the student cafeteria every day because they live nearby and it's cheaper than fast food" isn't merely plausible, I literally knew that guy.

#this is what my modern au is #vyrthaal is there bc hes a special <-he would be the kid that skipped 4 grades

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i do enjoy "living weapon" characters but specifically living weapons who did in fact do absolutely horrific things which at least a part of them enjoyed and thought was good and right at the time, and that no amount of not knowing any better or guilt they feel in hindsight will ever make up for. i love living weapons who are "irredeemable", and no it's not their fault that they were made that way or pointed in the directions they were by the hand that wielded them, and yes they are victims, but so were their victims. living weapons who some people will never be able to forgive, but who still wake up every day and try to do better than what's expected of them. a sword that uses its blade to cut wheat to make bread for the people who once lived in fear of its arc falling on their heads.

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kicking my legs and giggling at the sleepover. can my OC who I've never drawn or talked about play with your OC who you've never drawn or talked about

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did you guys know about this oc stuff. you can just make a guy. big if true

#:3 #oc blog....

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Please tell me other people can relate I’m having a crisis

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