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so re reading my old diary has made me realize that i haven’t created any art in years and it’s become sort of a lost passion. and i happened to be really into it when i was mostly depressed and i don’t want my art to breed only from misery so i decided to create a painting (my back is now killing me) but it feels so good to create something again!

i’m currently working on the virgin of guadalupe candle and i’m going to add real pressed flowers coming out of it w mod podge. the painting is a mix of water color and oil.

i plan on gifting this to my widowed catholic grandmother as a new housewarming gift. 💌

#art #virgin of guadalupe

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oh my GODDDD

i am reading my old journal from when i was a teen. the floodgates to my emotions were open honeyyyy i was goin thru it fr. every page is an emotional rollercoaster i feel like im getting in on the tea lol

no but i’m getting SO frustrated w myself in these entries. i was in an incredibly abusive relationship w an ex at the time so every entry is of me writing about how miserable and depressed he makes me feel and how i want to desperately heal and move forward w my life and start fresh without someone hindering me like he was.

AND THEN THE VERY NEXT ENTRY AFTER THAT I WRITE ABOUT HOW MUCH FUN I HAD W HIM AT A FESTIVITY/DATE LIKE BITCHHHHH LEAVE THIS MAN ALREADY!!!!!!

the frustration i have towards my past self rn is outrages i wish i can go back in time and slap her and tell her to get her shit together and to STOP GOING BACK OMGGGG

anyway reading this is very bitter-sweet i feel so relieved im in a much better place in life rn bc even though my teen self was very angsty and dramatic, my emotions were very real and i was genuinely so wretched. i’m happy to see how much better life has gotten

#me #old diary #drama

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Photography by Lucien Clergue

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Happy birthday :)

thank u sorry i’m just now seeing this i’ve been on vacation!!

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it’s my birthday!!!! 🎂💐🩷🎉🎈

17 is my lucky number. i was born on the 17th at 1:17am

#me

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fighting the urge to always know why

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scanned what was in my bag at work

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this butt workout routine i’ve been doing is absolutely killing me i better have instant results

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feeling miserable

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that post-nap sadness hittin

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i feel good i woke up at 5am today did some at-home pilates workouts and stretched im tired as hell but feel conquerable now im going to enjoy my breakfast and get rdy for work 💼

#gonna try and make this a routine

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Hotel - Nick Bierck , 2023.

Canadian , b. 1986 -

Oil on canvas, 15 x 11.25 in.

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｡ﾟﾟ･｡･ﾟﾟ｡ ﾟ. May will bring blessings.

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Portrait of the Italian Poet, Giambattista Marino

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