Synopsis: A numb and addicted y/n canât seem to understand why her life suddenly feels different. Sheâs done nothing but move around in her adult years, so why is it now that she feels she canât pack up and leave anytime soon?
Warningsâ ď¸: I havenât written in over a month, so Iâm super rusty this might be shitty! Cigarette smoking and mentions, mentions of addiction, mentions of alcohol. I donât condone smoking or drinking (underage).đ¤
Song for imagine: Cigarettes and Coffee- Otis Redding
Its early in the morning
About a quarter âtil three
Iâm sittin here talking with my baby
Over cigarettes and coffee
I was never one to deal with stress easily which led me to deal with it in the worst ways possible. Drinking, smoking, quitting jobs on the spot and even packing up and leaving placesâŚ..I know stupid and risky, but I never had that anchor in my life to tell me everything was going to be okay.
If I felt stressed and useless my things were packed and I was on the road to a new state. I think I was on state number 7 in about a year and a half. Who the fuck in their right mind handles stress this way? That was the million dollar question, and I had the answerâŚ. I wasnât in my right mindâŚnot in the past, not in the present and undoubtedly not in the future.
After my last breakdown I landed in California precisely in Los Angeles, the city of angels. Where all your dreams and aspirations could come true. It just felt like lost paradise to me, but itâs the longest state Iâve ever stood in. For some reason I couldnât find the power in me to leave when I got stressed. It was as if I had some unforeseen future hereâŚ.a future of happiness and hope?
But the stress still gnawed at me. Will I ever have a career, will I ever be truly happy, will my parents be proud of me?How am I going to pay for next month's rent?How am I going to pay for next week's groceries?
It was a constant battle and I never severely suffered because I always found a way, but once all that was taken care of the immediate panic started again about how will I be able to do it all in the following weeks.
I started smoking constantly and it was weird because I wasnât a smoker but I knew I should drink a little less. I only lit a cigarette when the stress was so bad I refused to drink anymore. Not like smoking was any better ruining my lungs rather than my liverâŚ.
But the problem was it went from one to two a day to five and on really bad days even up to eight. It was a bad crutch I simply couldnât pull away from. They were my training wheels and I was so scared that once I let go Iâd crash and burn.
I had an addiction and I had no one around me to slap me out of it. Of course I still spoke to my parents, but I just lied about it. I mean thereâs truly no one to blame but myself, however all that regret left my mind once a lighter was in my hand and I took a long drag while the cool night breeze brushed against my skin.
I was lucky enough to have found a job almost instantly. It was a cute little coffee shop that had a small selection of books. It was a peaceful and slow paced job. We only really needed two to three people working. So Iâd open at 8am and waited for the next girl to clock in at about 11am.
It was a fun job that paid the bills and my horrendous cigarette addiction. I had found a decent studio apartment nearby. But I was always convinced that this would be snatched from under my feet and I should never get comfortable. As you can expect this led to my extreme stress and anxiety.
I didnât necessarily have friends here, I mean yes I was cool with my coworkers and boss; but we werenât friends. It was more of a hi, bye situation. It didnât bother me much. I was always a loner. I never really found people who got me, so I stayed with the only person who didâŚme.
On my days off I spent a lot of time walking around flea markets, heading into other cafes and even writing. Iâd always hoped that one day Iâd be a writer. My mind was always running and I figured someone out there might actually relate to and enjoy the words Iâd write on a piece of paper.
Today I was actually working a small shift from 8am to 1pm. I was staring blankly at my reflection in the bathroom. Scruffing my hands and gargling mouthwash. It was 11am and I was coming back from my break.
Spitting the mouthwash into the sink I closed the cap and stuffed the travel size bottle into my purse. Inhaling deeply I looked at myself once again.
âYou have got to stop smokingâ I replied in a mumble
Slipping my hand blindly into my purse I pulled out my perfume; spritzing myself before shutting the light and heading into the break room to place my purse back.
Slipping my apron on my coworker walked in, clocking in the back as she offered me a smile
âGood morning Y/Nâ she said as she walked towards me to place her things down
âGood morning Kâ I stated as I offered a smile back and began to make my way to clock back in
I wasnât sure why her name was K, it was all over her employee paperwork. She was here before me, so I felt I had no right to ask her for her real name. But it was interesting for someone to just drop the rest of their name and solely go by a singular letter.
After punching back in I walked to the front, not a surprise it was dead. The only people lingering around were the 8am-9am crew. Sighing deeply I decided to clean up a bit.
It was about 12pm now and I was watching the clock anxiously waiting to clock out and run free. Usually I worked 8-4 and sometimes even 8-6. I had a whole day ahead of me and two days off might I add. I felt pretty invincible
Drinking from my water cup the door chimed signaling a customer. Placing the cup down I began to turn around.
âHi welcome to Mugsâ I stated as I turned around
Immediately I was intrigued. I have never seen someone as interesting before. I mean it is LA, so I have seen some interesting stuff; but no he looked differentâŚ. And for some reason I couldnât really look away
Placing his vision glasses on top of his head he squinted his eyes to read the menu. My eyebrow raising.
âYou know glasses are meant for you to see thingsâ I said logging into the register as I looked up at him
âIâm sorry?â He said looking at me
âYou umâŚ. You put your glasses on your head and then squinted to readâ I said pointing above me at the board
âOh⌠well these are just blue light glasses. I genuinely canât really seeâ he said in an awkward way
âOhhh well uhh want me to read the menu to you?â I asked laughing a bit
âOh no itâs fine, Iâm not really a coffee drinkerâ he stated looking at our pastry display
âYou do realize youâre in a Coffee shop?â I said jokingly
His both opened a bit and then he squinted his eyes
âI am now seeing how ridiculous I lookâ he said chuckling and shaking his head
âNo judgment hereâ I said sticking my hands up in defense
âI wonât waste your time any more! Can I have a chocolate chip cookie and that bottle of Pepsiâ he said pointing behind me at the small fridge
âOne Pepsi and one cookie, coming right upâ I said checking him out on the screen
Grabbing the cookie and bottle of soda I placed it on the counter and slid it towards him.
âYou can tap or insert your card whenever youâre readyâ I stated clicking some buttons on my screen
âIâm uhh actually paying cashâ he said fishing in his wallet
âWoahhh cash in this century?â I said giggling and fixing the system
âYeahh I carry a little bit of cash and little bit of cardâ he said shrugging his shoulders
âA little bit of cardâŚ.hmmâŚthatâs funnyâ I said giggling a bit at him
âWell you know what I meanâ he says playfully rolling his eyes
âIâm just messing with youâ I said shaking my head
Smiling he handed the cash over and grabbed his items
âKeep the changeâ he said waving with his hand and nodding his head
Walking out the door I couldnât seem to understand why I had a stupid smile on my face. Putting the cash in the till and placing the change in our tip jar.
Turning around I was met with my two coworkers staring at me with a smirk on their face. Iâd never been the spotlight of attention and Iâve never gotten anything other than a good morning from either of them. So my face dropped and I got self conscious
âWhat?â I said a bit scared as I straightened my posture
âHe was totally into youâ K stated as she placed the rack of cookies down
âWas not! We were just making friendly conversationsâ I said opening the pastry shelf and putting some cookies in
âNo no I agree with K weâve had a lot of guys come in here, but this is the first time Iâve seen a guy like utter more than two words to you and he was totally geeking outâ Delilah stated
âTotally! That kid was blushing like crazyyyâ K stated as she grabbed the now empty tray and began to walk back towards the kitchen
âGuys come on! It was just friendly banterâ I said shutting the pastry door
âDelilah knows her shit too, thatâs how Danny and I got togetherâ K stated from the kitchen
âShut up! No wayâ I said rolling my eyes
âSure did! As soon as we had an interaction K told me heâd be back for my number, and that was three years agoâ K replied
âYou just got lucky this was nothing but mere coincidenceâ I replied back to them
âYouâll see girlâ Delilah stated as she began to make herself a coffee
Playfully rolling my eyes I checked the clock, I had about 10 minutes till my shift was over. I decided to make myself a drink.
As I made my iced latte I began to wonder. I didnât really have many interactions with guys, but I think Iâd know if someone was flirting with me.
It just felt like a friendly banter with an awkwardly shyâŚ.nerdy guy. Laughing to myself I finished making my drink.
âAlright girls Iâm going to clock out nowâ I stated as I walked to the back
Punching out and grabbing my things I slid my apron off and grabbed my drink. Heading towards the front of the cafe
I waved bye to the girls as I took a sip.
âHave a good day girlsâ I said as I walked out
I had the whole day ahead of me and I didnât even know what I wanted to do. My job was near a pier where I could always sit down and watch people.
Before heading to the pier I decided to stop for some food. Heading into a small restaurant I sat down. Taking my book out of my purse I began to write. I hadnât written in two weeks and it felt wrong.
Ghosting my hand over the paper, my mind just kept going blank. I couldnât form a proper sentence and my mind began to race again. Thinking back on that boy I began to think about my love life.
Honestly I didnât really have one, I was more of a hopeless romantic. Often watching rom coms and rolling my eyes at how unrealistic that love was. Iâm sure it was tangible, but I was just a sour puss.
I longed for a relationship like that to always know youâll have someone there for you loving you unconditionally. To be with someone through sickness and in health. I was only 22, but it seemed to me that everyone around me already had that amazing soulmate. I was very clearly late to the game and I wasnât sure if Iâd ever find someone to love. I wasnât even sure I was lovable myself.
Then again I never put myself out there, but times have changed. It's not that easy. Guys have become so shitty and all they care about it sex. But itâs like what about getting to know the person deep down.
Not once has a guy ever asked me my dreams and aspirations, where do I see myself in five years? What are my biggest goals in life? Whatâs my biggest fearâŚ.. I lost all hope for love by the time I was 18.
Reading romantic stories and watching these shows and movies definitely added salt to the wound.
I hadnât realized how much I was writing till my hand began to cramp. Looking up I realized it was no longer daytime.
âShitâ I muttered under my breath
Slamming my book shut I paid my bill and began to gather my things. Walking out of the restaurant I stepped out onto the golden street. It was about 5:45 and I really couldnât understand how that much time had passed.
I think thatâs why I enjoy writing the most, Iâm so far gone in my own world itâs like Iâm frozen and the world around me continues to move.
Walking towards the pier it was surprisingly empty at this time. Breathing in the salty air I sat down on a bench. Watching the ocean I let the breeze blow through my hair.
Digging in my purse I pulled out my pack of American Spirits. Sighing deeply I pulled a cigarette out. As soon as I grabbed my lighter all the regret washed away from me.
Placing the white object in between my lips I flicked the lighter a few times before a glowing flame appeared before me. Guarding the flame from the wind I brought it closer.
Inhaling as I lit the cigarette all my worries washed away. This was only my second cigarette of the day and I somehow felt accomplished.
Kicking the gravel underneath me I took a long drag, exhaling I got up. Walking over to the edge of the pier I decided to sit down allowing my legs to hang off the edge.
I wasnât 100% sure I could do this, but itâs worth a shot I thought to myself. Leaning my chin in the railing I took another drag as I stared into the sunset.
Life was so beautiful and I wasnât sure why I was so sad and numb all the time. I took a lot for granted and I hated it.
I really needed to stop smoking.
âYou know those things will kill youâ I heard from behind me
My brows began to furrow as I took a drag
âIâm sorry?â I said annoyed as I looked behind me, blowing the smoke out through my nose as my face dropped
âYou shouldnât smokeâ he said again with a cheeky smile on his face
Meeting eyes with the same guy from the cafe made my heart skip a beat and my throat go dry.
âSquinting your eyes is also bad for youâ I said putting the cigarette out
âWonât kill me thoughâ he said shrugging his shoulders
âYou never knowâ I said shrugging my shoulders and standing up
His eyes followed me as I got up and it was only then did I feel super self conscious about this whole situation. My embarrassment turned a bit into anger.
âAnyways you drink Pepsi, so that for sure will kill youâ I said as I dusted my pants off
âGuess weâll both be dead thenâ he replied
âWow youâre super bluntâ I said scoffing
âSorry! Iâm sorry I didnât mean to come off rude. I was just playfully teasingâ he said looking nervous
Looking at him for a split second and I sniffed and then rolled my eyes
âItâs fine. Itâs a bad habit anywaysâ I replied shrugging my shoulders
âWe all have bad habits weâre not proud ofâ he said in a whisper
âAre you uhh following me?â I asked him cocking an eyebrow
âWhat? No oh my god no! I was just walking and I thought you looked super familiarâ he replied putting his hands out in defense
âIâm just teasing youâ I said giggling
âIâm Mattâ he replied placing his hand out for me to shake
âIâm Y/Nâ I stated as I shook his hand
âItâs nice to formally meet youâ he said awkwardly
âYeahâ I replied awkwardly
âIâll uh⌠ill let you go on about your business. Maybe Iâll see you aroundâ He said
âWell you know where to find meâ I said smiling at him
Opening my bag I was digging around for my phone before successfully pulling it out.
âRight, weâll have a good eveningâ he said and waved shyly
âIâll see you round Mattâ I replied
Going our separate ways I looked down at my phone, 6:55pmâŚ. Sighing, I walked back to my car close to the cafe and drove home.
Shuffling up the stairs I pushed my apartment door open after unlocking it. Making note that I must call the maintenance guy because that door needs some WD40 badly.
Locking the door I turned my lights on. Today just felt strange like I couldnât put my finger in exactly what the fuck was going on.
Walking over to my patio I opened the sliding door and stepped out. Taking in the evening breeze my mind just went blank.
Stepping back inside I grabbed my purse, grabbing my lighter I shuffled my hand around my purse to feel for my pack of cigarettes. But my brows furrowed when I didnât feel the square container.
Walking over towards the light I opened my bag more and looked inside. An annoyed feeling washed over me as I couldnât find the box. I mean honestly good because I did not need anymore.
Still searching as if the box was going to magically appear. I groaned soon realizing I mustâve left them on the bench and they are for a fact long gone by now.
Throwing my lighter back into my purse I groaned and sat on my couch. The one time I desperately need a cigarette I fucking left it on the pier.
I cut that night short with a 80s movie marathon and left over pizza as a midnight snack.
remembering that tomorrow I had to stop into the cafe to pick up my paycheck. Weâre living in a very digital world right now and my job still does paper checksâŚ.
Groaning at that I decided to call it a nightâŚ.
The End
Okayyy IVE BEEN GONE FOR SOOO FUCKING LONG. And Iâm sooo sorry itâs just life has been so crazy since March! However this was the end of part 1âŚ.stay tuned for moređĽşđ¤đ¤
Sheâs backkkkkđ¤ and Iâm ready to WRITE. As of rn Iâm not taking or writing for any requests, but I do have a new series and it is another Matt series (sorryyy). Hereâs the theme, do with it what you willđ
I promise I didnât forget about yall but these past two weeks have been NUTS, my mom had surgery my dad just got his kidney removed and Iâve been taking over the house and working. So i havenât really had a chance to write, but I promise hold out for me Iâll be back soonđĽšđ¤đ¤
Synopsis: Waking up dazed and confused, Y/N is taken by surprise when certain events seem to take place. Unsure of how to feel Y/N battles with the decisions of staying or leaving for good
Warningsâ ď¸: SADDDDD NGLđ, but like not really but also IDK??? I wasnât sure how to end this installment, but I know I didnât want to make it some fairytale type shit LMAOOO
Songs for imagine: Blue Moon- Elvis Presley, Bang Bang(My Baby Shot Me Down)- Nancy Sinatra
If my mother could see the position I was currently in sheâd be so ashamedâŚ.disappointed even. Sheâs always taught me stranger danger and leave it to her daughter to sleep with the stranger and the dangerâŚ.
I canât remember much, but I can remember the emptinessâŚ.the cold darkness of my mind. My physical body slumps somewhere while my conscious fights to wake me up.
Who knows whatâs going on in the real world right now. I could be tied to a pole and slow roasting like a pig, or maybe even locked in someoneâs dungeon. Or what if this is all some crazy bad dream and Iâm actually back home in my comfortable bedâŚ.
My thoughts were slowly coming to a halt as my eyes began to open slowly. Squinting at the sensitivity they were facing I groaned and cleared my throat. The throbbing in my head and the burning of my nose leads me to believe Matt used an awful lot of chloroform to knock me out. Heâs lucky he didnât kill because Iâd haunt his ass.
Opening my eyes fully I realized I was tied to a chair in a basement? Oh actually my basement? Looking around I realized I was in the same place I was when Matt caught me.
I began to move against the ropes, pulling and yanking as I groaned in anger.
âI wouldnât do that if I were youâ I heard from behind me, causing me to stop and jump
âWhoâs thereâ I asked trying to look over my shoulders
âWhyâd you have to be so nosy? Making everything so complicatedâ I heard him say
âYou fucking psychoâŚ.Matt let me fucking goâ I said pulling harder against the ropes
âYou see I just canât do thatâ he replied to me walking from behind me
âYou fucking weirdoâŚ.oh godâŚ.oh my god I had sex with a fucking psycho⌠please just kill me that would be less embarrassingâ I say shaking my head and tapping my feet on the ground
Coming from behind me Matt stands in front of me. Except he doesnât look angryâŚ. He looked concerned and scared. Which made me a bit scared and anxious
âWhat are you doing?â I yelled at him yanking myself around
âsit stillâ he said in a firm whisper
âFuck offâ I said in annoyance to him
Grabbing my face to have me look at him I attempted to yank away.
âGET OFF OF MEâ I yelled at him trying to bite him
âSTOP IT AND LOOK AT MEâ he says with wide eyes
Letting go of me he steps back. Looking over his shoulder he turns back to me. Placing his pointer finger over his mouth he motions for me to stay quiet and then with the same finger points behind himself and then points to his ear.
âListen here darling youâre going to do as I sayâ he says sternly and loudly
Digging in his back pocket he takes out a piece of paper, unraveling it he faces it to me so I can read.
Theyâve been on you this whole time and they used me to get to you. At first I was going to do it, but I like you too much. Theyâve been in your house multiple times and have found all the information you have on this town. Iâm so sorry for who I am and what my family has done; but I donât want to hurt you. They are having me watch you while they put all your stuff in your car. Theyâre planning to kill you and make it seem like it was an accident. However I wonât let that happen. Iâm going to get you out of here and I have a plan! But they donât fully trust me and are listening to me and watching my every move. So please just do as I say. Iâm sorry.
After reading the note a tear slipped down my face and I looked up at Matt. His eyes softened and his lip trembled, swallowing thickly he nodded his head. Folding the paper back up he put it in his back pocket.
âYou will listen to me and me only! Make any stupid moves and I will kill you myselfâ he says loudly with a sincere look
âGo to hellâ I spat at him
Listening above he heard the two men walk away from the basement door. Ushering over to me quickly he got down and began to whisper
âOkay so hereâs the plan. There is only one way out and only one chance to get this right so please do as I say. Theyâre loading up your car and theyâre planning on having me drive you to a secluded area a little outside of this town. They want me to set your car on fireâ he says shaking his head and looking down
âWhat?â I say shocked and beginning to panic
âMy getaway car was planted in the area and they will be checking tonight to see that your car is completely burnt. However it wonât be there because youâll be on your way back to Vegas. Youâll be out of their hair which will give you time to leave Vegasâ he says grabbing my hand
âBut what about you Matt? Theyâll kill youâŚ.â I say as my voice shakes
âExactlyâ he says nodding his head
âNoâŚ.no you canât do that! Come with meâ I say to him looking at him in the eyes
âI canâtâŚtheyâll catch up before we leave and weâll both be dead instantly. Suzie and I tried it when we were 14. Thought we could leave and be young lovers together. They shot her dead in front of me⌠told me Iâd be next if I ever stepped out of line again. You remind me so much of her I canât see that happen againâ he replied wiping tears from his eyes
âMatthew noâŚ. I canât leave you to dieâ I say sobbing
âMaybe itâs been my destiny all alongâ he says to me
âMaybe you can escape right before they come looking for my car. Youâd get a good head start on them! Meet me in Vegas. We can run away togetherâ I say nodding my head and licking my tear stained lips
He chuckled lightly and shook his head, opting not to answer as he stood up.
âI need you to walk outside with me when itâs time. Pretend to mouth me off, kick, scream holler! Iâll stuff you in the car and weâll be on our wayâ He says to me
âOkay yeah yeahâ I respond nodding my head
âBut for now we waitâ he states, backing up and leaning against the pole.
About thirty minutes passed before we heard anything. Barely mumbling a few words to each other. My throat had run dry from the anxiety. The fact that I could die if one thing goes wrong but mainly the fact that the last moments Iâll be sharing with Matt is him helping me escape my death that will then become his deathâŚ.. my heart couldnât take letting him die
He was destined for more. The way his eyes would light up anytime he asked me about what Vegas is like or what any other place Iâve ever visited was like. What stuck with me the most was the way his face would change when heâd realized the life he was living and what heâd have to go back to. The twinkle always disappearing. It made my heart heavy.
I wouldnât let him die. Itâs not happening and I donât care what I have to do to prevent it. Heâs had such a painful life and heâs going to honor it by dyingâŚ.
My thoughts were interrupted by Matt, my eyes slowly shifting from the basement window over to his face.
âThey called us up, Iâm going to grab you by the back of your head and I need to just start lashing out immediately, got it?â He asked me
âGot itâ I said to him
Quickly helping me out of the rope that held me to the chair he grabbed the back of my head as my arms were tied behind my back.
Gripping my hair harder I knew it was time to give it my all. Taking a shaky breath I began to yell
âLET GO OF ME, YOU AND THIS TOWN A BUNCH OF CRAZIESâ I yelled as I thrashed against his grip
âQuit itâ he yelled back as he pulled me up the stairs with him
âYou think you can get rid of me huh? MY WHOLE FAMILY WILL COME HERE LOOKING FOR YOUâ I said firmly
âLET GO LET GOOOâ I kept yelling as I pulled against him, tears streaming down my face
He walked us towards the front door and thatâs where Beaufort stopped us.
âSuch a fiery little lady! I knew from the moment you called youâd be a problem. But one thing about me is I make my problems go awayâ he says sucking his tobacco and grinning at me
âYou wonât get away with this you sick son of a bitchâ I spat at him
âWatch meâ he said smiling and opening the front door for me
âNOOO STOP NO PLEASEEEâ I yelled as I kicked and thrashed against Matt. My legs swinging as I tried to âescapeâ his grip
âShouldâve stood in your home town. So sad youâll be having a little accidentâ Beaufort says to me as he steps onto my porch
âIâll kill you all just you watchâ I yelled as Matt shoved me into the back seats as I continued to kick and hit things
Beaufort smiled an evil smile as he waved goodbye. Matt hopped in the front seat as we began to back out of my gravel driveway.
Driving down the road Matt looked in his rear view mirror before looking at me
âOkay weâre in the clearâ he says to me
Sitting up I looked at him opening my mouth to talk but stopping once I saw him shaking his head no at me.
âYou canât get me to change my mindâ he says
âMatt this is not okay. I basically just signed your death wishâ I said to him
âAnd I told you maybe itâs whatâs best for meâ he replied shrugging his shoulder
âOkay and maybe it isnât! Maybe it isnâtâ I said sternly to him as I began to lose my patience
âMatt weâve had such an amazing connection this past month, a connection Iâve never had with anyone else before and you canât just leave meâ I said pleading with him
âDonât you get it? I canât have them coming after you. I care for you lot sweetheart and if I had to live with another love of mine being hurt I couldnât live with myself.â He replied gripping the steering wheel harder
I huffedd out a breath of annoyance and sat back in the seat, letting a few tears fall from my face. This is pure insanity! I couldnât live with myself if Matt got hurt or even killed. I felt confused, one hand Iâd be safe but on the other hand Matt would potentially beâŚ.. dead.
I hadnât even realized how long I was in thought until the car came to a halt and I heard Matt put the car in park.
Hopping out of the car I followed suit
âTake the car and run like hell outta here darlinâ he said handing the keys to me
âPlease come withâ I begged as I chewed my bottom lip
âI canât little ladyâ he responded shaking his head and wiping his nose
âDitch your getaway car and come with me burn your car and letâs go, we can run like hell out of here togetherâ I said gripping onto his arms
âI canât, I have to go backâ he says looking me in my eyes
âCan you at least attempt to leave town? Maybe tonight before they come looking for my car, leave before themâ I said basically begging
âI can try, but I canât make any promises darlinâ he states swallowing thickly
âPlease MattâŚ. For meâ I say wiping my eyes
âThe best I can do is try, this is for you. Whether I make it out alive or not just know I want you to be safe and I will always be with youâ he says to me pulling me in for a hug
âI canât thank you enough for all youâve doneâ he says to me as he pulls away
âIâm going to miss youâ I say to him
âIâm still hereâ he says smiling at me
I shook my head and hugged him once again
âI better head on backâ he says pulling away
Turning on his heels he walks over to his car as I follow behind. Hopping in his car he rolls down his window as I lean on it.
âNow darlin you have to promise me that youâll listen and youâll get out of here. Donât try and save meâ he says smiling as he bats tears from his eyes
âI promiseâ I responded in a whisper
âAnd you have to promise to never forget about meâ I told him as I smiled
âI could never! I swear Iâll try and contact you if I can pretty girlâ he says back as he nods his head
âThank you Matt for getting me out of hereâ I say one last time
Looking into his eyes I lean over and plant my lips on his. The kiss was needy and sad. It was a goodbye kissâŚ. A goodbye that meant forever. There was no see you later with MattâŚ.
We hugged and shared one last final kiss. Parting ways I got in my car and we both drove off. I was numb the whole way home. I mean how does one process all of this? My life felt so unreal?
There were many hours of crying, sitting in silence and contemplations of turning back around. I just felt so confused, I didnât want to leave Matt and I also didnât want to dieâŚ. I didnât have many options
Arriving home was the most bittersweet moment. I couldnât really tell anyone what I really went through. What that town and what those people are truly like
I spent many days in and out of therapy really trying to understand what happened to me and how to process it. What really ate at me was the fear of being found, the fear of dying and especially the fear of never seeing Matt again.
One year later
If I knew that that day I hugged and kissed Matt goodbye would be the last time Iâd ever see him, Iâd hold on tighter. When I finally realized Matt wasnât coming back it hurt bad⌠I mean Iâd hid away blaming myself for all of this.
Wondering well maybe I didnât push hard enough because if I did he wouldâve caved and came with me. Not knowing if he was dead or alive really ate at my soul. Many days went by where I wanted to call his landline, but that would be a one way ticket to my grave.
It was hard moving. After experiencing something so intense with someone and needing them by your side to never seeing them again will always sting the most.
I was angry because I felt he didnât try hard enough. Because if he did then heâd be here right now. And then that was filled with sadness and worry. I wasnât sure if he was okay and I had to live with the fact that I would never know.
Itâs so crazy how youâll be living your life one way and then it flips upside down so randomly.
As I finished typing my chapter on my computer I let out a sigh. Writing a book about what I went through and losing Matt was the only way I could seem to cope.
It was actually Professor Wayne who convinced me to write this. He was actually helping me a lot through all this and he truly saw how it changed me. But everytime he saw the excitement in my eyes once I finished a chapter he knew it was genuinely helping me mentally.
Pressing save I closed my laptop and looked out my window. The rain is pattering against the glass. Such a bittersweet feeling. A year ago today I was about to sleep with my weird neighbor and friend and now Iâm here in my empty apartment staring out the glass and reminiscing.
Itâs still an open wound that Iâm working on daily to stitch close. No one prepares you for traumatic events, especially ones that chemically alter your brain. I watched the rain trickle down the warm glass as I blink slowly. Racking my brain for answersâŚ. I mean hell Iâm just looking for one simple answer
I just want to know is Matt truly dead, or is he just
Hidden in the shadowsâŚ.
The End
Yallll I hope you enjoyed the finale cause I hated itđ¤ this is why I donât write series because Iâm so shit at ending things. But anywho I hope you liked it and I canât wait to write some more for yall đĽšđ¤
Synopsis: Itâs been a month and all Y/N keeps hitting is dead end after dead end. Not only that but she seems to have formed a friendship with the strange boy. Will this hinder her research??
Warningsâ ď¸: Nothing really tbh, anxiety inducing parts, talks of cults briefly, psycho Matt, oh and one last thing SMUT, submissive-ish Matt??
Songs for imagine: Lonesome Town- Ricky Nelson and This Haunted House- Loretta Lynn
â ď¸This is an 18+ imagine so minors do not interact, or do??â ď¸
Taglist: @gamermattsgf @lacysturniolo @franticroads @creamoncreamoncream2 @melanch0lybby @anlqq @cindylcuwho @nicksmainbitch @riverwritez @s7urnfilms (idk I mightâve missed some peopleđĽş)
Thereâs a place where lovers go
To cry their troubles
And they call it Lonesome Town
Where the broken hearts stay
The rain trickled down the window as the pen in my hand ghosted over the papers scattered all over the small desk. My eyes glued to the rain, watching the dirt become mud and the grass drown.
Vigorously tapping the pen back and forth on the paper clad desk as my leg bounced quickly. Many thoughts running through my head, but none that could be placed properly.
I was a full month into my research and for some reason I was way more confused now than before stepping foot into this town. I thought I found out a lot more, but itâs either dead ends or more weird shit going on.
I was pretty much hanging out with Matt everyday, it took a while for his parents to warm up to me; but the more he brought me around the more they got comfortable.
What royally sucked was that I was becoming so close to them that I felt weird asking any questions about the dark history of this town. I truly felt bad and like I was hiding something from them.
Professor Wayne wrote to me pretty much everyday, and all I could tell him was how nervous I was to dig further. Scared to unearth something that might actually keep me trapped here.
Letting out a long sigh I slid back from the desk letting out a deep breath I didnât know I was holding in. Slipping my slippers on, I shuffled down to the kitchen.
Opting once again for a peanut butter and jelly sandwich with some water and some leftover popcorn from the previous night.
Sitting alone in silence at the table I let my mind wander. Glancing over at the back door as the rain pattered against it. I was feeling pretty useless right about now.
Itâs so crazy how you can go from feeling invincible to pretty much a useless piece of shit. I felt like I had no purpose here. Endlessly wasting my time day in and day out.
I wasnât sure if it was the shitty weather that made me feel this way, or if I was actually wasting my time. Rolling my eyes I took another bite of my sandwich. Blinking slowly as I chewed the thick piece that was in my mouth.
I used this time to look around the kitchen. I mean this was in fact an old house withâŚ. Iâm to presume many previous owners. Smiling gently my brain painted the image of an innocent family spending their holidays in this kitchen. Laughing, feasting, talkingâŚ. Itâs so crazy how things come and go, including people.
My eyes scanned in front of me, and it was only then that I saw the gold reflection of a doorknob. My eyes lit up! How did I forget about the basement? A whole month here and I never once thought to check the basement.
Washing down the last bit of my sandwich with my water I placed my dishes in the sink before walking over to the door.
Grabbing the door knob I twisted and pulled, but to my surprise I was shocked by a thud. The door was locked. Shaking my head I walked over to the kitchen light switch flicking it on and I walked back over to the door.
My eyes squinted once I saw that not only was the door locked but the whole door had been painted over. A shitty light green might I add. Itâs like when you move into an old apartment and maintenance repaints but they painted over light switches, the breaker box and even bugsâŚ.
âUghhh everytime I think I find something itâs another dead endâ I say out loud banging a flat hand against the door
But then I figured I could ask Matt to somehow break this door down for me. Sighing I dragged my feet back to the kitchen table sinking into the wooden chair. I threw my head back and groaned, rubbing my hands over my face
My head shot up as I looked at the kitchen wallsâŚ. That same shitty green color. My brows immediately furrowed and my back straightened.
To the naked eye this seems normal, but I remembered something. The listing didnât show the kitchen being this color.
Scooting back harshly I bolted up the stairs rounding the corner as I ran into my room. Breathing heavy as I opened safari on my laptop.
Opening Zillow I went to the listing for this house, my eyes scanned the page before getting to the end.
âLast updated by realtor on 05/13/2023â
Rummaging through the papers on my desk I found my phone, opening up the phone calls I went back to May. I called Beaufort on May 16thâŚ..3 days after the pictures were updated on the house.
Two and a half weeks is more than enough time to paint evidence overâŚ. Especially incriminating evidence. I swear the hairs on the back of my neck were standing up.
Opening a new tab I decided to search up this address and literally the only thing that came up was the Zillow page. This house is so fucking old and not a single thing pops up on it. The next best place would be the public library and lord knows if some weird shit went on in this house all those files would be burned or blocked out on the database.
Slamming my laptop screen down I ran my hands through my hair. I opted to go back downstairs. Swinging every drawer and cabinet door open in hopes Iâd find the basement door key.
No surprise I didnât find it, but I decided to take a knife and cut through the paint like that one scene in Coraline. And to make it even creepier Iâm sure my fate would be ending up like poor CoralineâŚ.
Pulling and rattling at the door knob some more, I kicked the door once I realized I couldnât get it open. And this wasnât something I could go to Beaufort withâŚ.. I probably shouldnât even be going to Matt with this, but whatever.
Feeling defeated, I decided to shower and relax for a bit. About two hours later my phone rang, and it was Matt calling from his bedroom phone. Canât believe this guy still has a landlineâŚ. They really live like itâs the 80s here.
âHello Mattâ I said placing the phone to my ear
âHi darlingâ he says on the other line, playfully rolling my eyes at the pet name
âYou rang?â I asked as I looked at my nails
âAhh yes, well you see Iâm actually relatively bored this fine evening. Want to hang out?â He asked me
âIâm pretty bored myself. Iâd love to hang outâ I said as I sat up
âAlright sweetheart Iâll be over in like an hour, sounds good?â He asked me
âYeah sounds greatâ I stated to him
Matt was so funny and awkward you could tell he didnât really speak to girls because he didnât even know how to end a call. Heâd just hang up and Iâd usually crack up laughing as I shook my head.
I decided to clean up my room. Hiding my paperwork and laptop under the bed. Thank god there was a skirting around it to hide everything or else Iâd be royally screwed.
Sitting at my desk I saw Matt flicked his bedroom light to let me know he was coming over. I got up from my seat and headed downstairs. I held the door open as Matt made a run for it in the rain.
âFAST FASTâ I yelled to him as he hopped onto the porch
âItâs raining cats and dogs out thereâ he said slipping his boots off at the front door
âEwâŚyou talk so old southern styleâ I said scrunching my nose up
âWellâŚâ he said cocking his eyebrows at me while pointing down his body
âSorry! Sometimes I forget you really are southernâ I said laughing
âItâs alright darling, hope youâre hungry I brought dinnerâ he said holding up a huge lunch box.
âI actually amâ I said nodding my head as we made our way to the kitchen table
âOkay so mama made her famous roast, with some carrots, corn and grilled potatoesâ he said as he pulled the Tupperware out of the lunch box
âThat sounds sooo good, tell your mom I said thank youâ I told him
âWill do little ladyâ he said winking at me
I grabbed us some soda as he set our dishes out full of food. As we sat eating quietly he gaze often jumped over mine whenever he saw me look at him. I found it adorableâŚhe was so nervous.
âI hope I didnât put your mom out, you know like having her make extra food for meâ I said cutting some meat
âOh no, no worriesâŚ. You see mama thinksâŚ. Well mama thinks weâre more thanâŚ.more than just friendsâ he replies getting a bit shy and blushing
âOh.. have you never brought a girl home before?â I asked, mentally smacking myself in the face for asking such a rude question
âNot since little suzieâŚ.but we were like 9. Swore we was gonna grow up, get married, have a familyâ he said giggling a bit
âAnd what happened to that?â I asked him
âAhh her family decided to move right before high school startedâŚnever saw her againâ he says swallowing thickly as he blinked rapidly
âIâm sorry Mattâ I said taking a sip of my drink
âOh itâs alright, it was just a foolish thing to thinkâ he says laughing
âSince herâŚhas there been no one else?â I asked him
âNo. Thereâs no real time for that round these parts either you grow up as neighbors and end up marrying or you stay solo foreverâ he says shrugging his shoulders
âSeems a bit outdatedâ I replied back
âIt is, but it's just the way it isâ he says back
âBut anyways, how are you liking Oklahoma so far?â He asks me as he sips his drink
âOther than missing my family and friends, Iâm thoroughly enjoying it hereâ I said to him
âDo you plan on going back? Or having them visit?â He retorts
âI was thinking maybe for the holiday season they could come here, thereâs plenty of room here for themâ I said to him
âYeah there isâ he says nodding his head
âAnd speaking of plenty of space I remembered thereâs a basement here. I can probably set a few friends up down there, except thereâs one problemâ I replied looking over my shoulder at the door
âWhatâs that?â He asks eagerly
âIt seems to be locked and I canât find the key, do you think thereâd be an extra somewhere in this town?â I said looking back at him
âOh you know the basement keys are universal, way back when they figured as a small town it would be easier to make the keys universal so if someone lost theirs then they could call their neighborsâ he says as he cuts a piece of meat, as I began to have a lightbulb moment
âYou donât sayâ I reply sliding my tongue over my teeth
âExcept only issue is as of recently due to termites and water damage the chairmanâs from the towns had gone into every home, painting over the doors and locking them while also confiscating any keys. Just so that no ones tempted to use the basementâŚ..that would be many lawsuits if something went wrongâ he says looking up at me
âOhhhh I see, wow that sucksâ I said to him, mentally sighing in defeat. I literally could not stop hitting dead ends and it was killing me
After dinner Matt had helped me clean the kitchen up and helped me pack his mothers Tupperware away.
âI canât thank you enough for dinnerâ I say handing him the last container
âItâs my pleasure darlingâ he says winking once again at me
âWanna come up to my room?â I asked him as I dried my hands
âYeah sureâ he replied placing the lunch box down
We headed up to my room, turning the light on Matt plopped down on my bed letting out a loud sigh. Fluffing my pillow up he laid it against the headboard while leaning back
âI know I donât have much here especially no TV, but I do have some books I bought from back homeâ I say to him shrugging my shoulders
âI wouldnât mind readingâ he says nodding his head
As I open my mouth to reply the power suddenly goes out
âWhat the fuckâ I say out loud
âAnytime it rains even an ounce the power goes out. Faulty wires and old housesâ Matt says laughing
âHow do we fix it?â I asked him
âWe donât, it usually goes back up in like 3 hours. Iâll run to my house and grab some candles keep it bright until the power goes back on, and Iâll even keep you company tooâ he says smiling at me
âThat sounds niceâ I say to him nodding
As quickly as Matt left to get some candles, it was as quickly as he came back. He had a small duffle bag and he pulled out many candles and a box of matches.
Removing his sweater and placing it down to dry on the door knob, my eyes couldnât peel away from how nicely that white shirt sat on his bodyâŚ.
Matt and I lit a shit ton of matches all over my room, it was now warm lit and veryâŚ..intimate might I add.
âI hope this is good enough for youâ Matt says blowing out the last match
âOh no this is perfect I honestly prefer candlight over artificial lightâ I said waving him off
He laughed and fluffed the pillow up before laying on my bed again. Propping himself up against my headboard as he crossed his legs over.
I sat next to him with my back against the headboard as well. Grabbing my copy of Speak by Laurie Halse Anderson I relaxed my shoulders before opening the book to where I last left off.
âI hope you donât mind I started the book alreadyâ I said looking over at Matt
âDoesnât bother meâ he says nodding for me to go on
âMy room belongs to an alien. It is a postcard of who I was in fifth grade. I went through a demented phase when I thought that roses should cover everything and pink was a great colorâ I read aloud as my finger ghosted the rough paper
Stopping I looked up, taking my bottom lip into my mouth and sinking my teeth into the flesh.
âIsnât it crazy how fast we changeâ I said chewing the already shredded skin on the inside of my mouth
âIâm not even sure I know what change isâ Matt whispers
Looking over at him I watch the warm light reflect against his blue eyes. And for a split second I swear I can see his past in them. SadâŚ.lonelyâŚ.misunderstoodâŚ..
âIâm just following the norm here. Iâm becoming what every man becomes. Iâm growing, but am I changing? Iâm not when Iâm the exact same as the ancestors who came before meâ he states swallowing thickly
âHave you ever considered leaving?â I ask him
âAnd go where?â He asks
âYou could always come to VegasâŚ.with meâ I state in a whisper
âBut all I know is Pleasant Townâ he replies shaking his head
âWell now you know me, I mean we could at least visit I can show you where Iâm from like you did with meâ I say smiling at him
âIâd like that a lot actuallyâ he says nodding at me
But suddenly he grows cold and immediately his attitude changes
âThatâs just a fairytale though. I belong here on the farm and taking care of my parentsâ he says firmly
âAnd no oneâs saying you canât do that, but at least vacation for a little bitâ I say to him
Shutting my book I place it on the night stand as I give Matt my full attention.
âYou can experience so many new things! See and do things youâve never done beforeâ I say to him tapping him on his knee
âLike what?â He asks laughing
âYou can go to the Las Vegas strip, we can go shopping and we can go see where Elvis Presley used to perform, shit we could even get you a one night stand. I mean itâs Vegas you know what they say⌠what happens in Vegas stays in Vegasâ I say to him giggling
âEhhhhâ he says sounding hesitant
âOkay what about that plan do you not want to do?â I ask him
âThe one night standâŚ. Iâm not experienced with womenâ he says shyly
âWhat? You? Youâre telling me in this whole town youâve never been with a single girl?â I asked him genuinely shocked
âNoâŚâ he says once again shyly
âThatâs alright, well letâs see youâve at least kissed a girl right?â I ask him as he shakes his head no
âHeld hands?â I asked raising my eyebrow and he shakes his head no once again
âUhhh innocent flirting?â I ask
âNoâ he says laughing a bit
âThatâs alright! We canâŚwe can get you practicing now and this way youâll be a champ in Vegasâ I say laughing
âPractice?â He asks looking a bit unsure
I grab his hand and interlock our fingers as I look back up at him
âHolding hands⌠check!â I say smiling
Turning more towards him I place my hand on his cheek as I look into his eyes
âCan I kiss you?â I ask genuinely
âYes ma'amâ he whispers out breathlessly against me
Leaning in I peck his lips quickly
âWhat I did youâre also going to do okay?â I say to him and he nods
Leaning in again we both press our lips together, pulling away Matt looks at me before attaching his lips to mine again.
Shuffling over I straddled his lap as we pulled away, and Matt looked at me with doe eyes as his chest rose and fell rapidly. A dazzling blush across his nose and cheeks and pupils blown wide.
âIs this okay?â I ask him and to this he nods
âDarlin I donât know what Iâm doing, but just know Iâm enjoying myselfâ he says to me as he licks his lips
âI can teach you some things, and donât be afraid to stop me. We donât have to do anything you donât want toâ I say to him
âOkayâ he says nodding vigorously
Removing my shirt I look over to Matt
âYou can touch me you knowâ I say to him
âI donât know howâ he replied back
Grabbing his hands I placed them on my breast and his mouth hung open. Gently caressing them I moan against his touch.
It wasnât long before Mattâs shirt was off and I was peppering kisses along his neck and down his chest. My bare chest against his warm skin. His breathing became rapid as his hands traced along my back.
âPlease donât stopâ he breathes out as I look up at him
Raking my nails up and down his body I leave open mouth kisses along his warm skin as his hips buckle up against me.
âPretty girl I need moreâ Matt moans out as his brows furrowed
Letting my hand caress over his growing bulge his hips fly up as he moans. Covering his face in the crook of his elbow.
âYou donât have to cover yourself for meâ I say to him as I rub my hands up his torso
âIâve just never done anything like this before I donât want to embarrass myselfâ he says to me
âListen my love Iâm taking the lead tonight so thereâs no need to feel pressured or embarrassed, and if at any point you want to stop we canâ I say to him kissing his cheek
âOkayâ he says swallowing thickly
Ghosting my fingers over his large buckle I unhook his belt, unbuttoning his jeans and sliding the zipper down. I help him slide out of his jeans. Tossing them somewhere behind me on the floor
To my surprise he was in briefs rather than boxers which left little to the imagination. My cunt was actually clenching on nothing at the sight.
Ghosting my nails in between the waistband of his underwear. He lied against the mattress moaning and twitching. Begging to be released
Sliding out of my bottoms I straddled him once again. The only thing separating us was our underwear. Sliding up and down against him we both let out a load sigh
âHoly shit this feels so good darlinâ he moans out looking up at me
Matt moves his hands up my thighs and to my breasts, lightly squeezing them as I moan and shutter against his touch.
âKiss me pleaseâ he says desperately
Leaning down I kiss Matt, grinding down against him harder causing him to open his mouth. Which allowed me to slip my tongue in. For a moment it took him a while to get the hang of it, but soon after our tongues were fighting for dominance. The kiss was hot and messy and so so needy.
Releasing myself from him I leaned back, scooting back I slid his briefs down. His hard dick springing up as I bit my lip
âGod youâre so hotâ I said to him
âOh sweetheart no oneâs ever called me thatâ he says biting his lip
âIâll scream it from the hilltops if I have toâ I responded to him
Sliding my underwear to the side I gently rubbed the tip of his dick along my cunt. Both of our moans syncing together.
âAre you ready?â I ask him
âYes maamâ he says back grabbing onto my hips
Slowly I began to sink down on his length. The burn sent shivers up my spine. Both of our mouths hang open as my toes curl. Completely bottoming out I let out a load moan
Slowly bouncing up and down on his dick I allow him to get adjusted to the feeling.
âHoly shit Oh my godâ he moans out as he watches me bounce up and down
âYou feel so goodâ I moan out as I begin to grind down on him
âOh my godddâ he whines out as I begin to feel his thighs shake
Bringing my hand down I rub my clit as I bounce on his dick. My thighs shake as I bring myself closer to the edge.
âFuck Matt Iâm so close to cummingâ I whine out as my breathing becomes heavy
âMe too, oh goddddâ he moans out as his torso begins to lift off the bed every now and then
Leaning forward I grind up and down, allowing my clit to massage against his pelvic bone. Without warning Matt opens his mouth and begins to swirl his tongue around my nipple, sucking and licking like his life depended on it
âFuckkkkâ I moan out clenching down on him
Within seconds Iâm cumming all over his dick, shaking and moaning as I clench down on him. Continuing to ride out my high I feel Matt twitch
âI think Iâm going to cum?â He moans out
Once again I feel his thighs shake and his lower abdomen tighten. And I hop off and just as I do Mattâs cumming all over his lower stomach. Whining and moaning as he comes down from his high
Heavy breaths and groans as he involuntarily twitches.
âFeeling okay cutie?â I ask him as I pet his hair and pull him closer
âThat felt amazing, Iâve never felt that good in my lifeâ he says looking up at me with puppy dog eyes
âAnd in time it only gets betterâ I say laying a kiss on his lips
We laid there for a little while talking and kissing and finally we decided to get up and get cleaned. Laying back down I read some more of my book. Until eventually we fell asleep and most candles had gone out by this point.
We fell asleep snuggled together, and at some point in the night we shifted opposite ways. But at around 2am I got up to use the bathroom.
Rubbing the sleep from my eyes I cracked my neck and back before standing up. Lightly walking from my side to around the bed, but before I could finish coming around I had stepped on something
Silently wincing I looked down, seeing some type of metal I assumed it was Mattâs belt buckle. Smiling and blushing to myself I bent down picking the item up, but to my surprise it was what felt like keys.
Running into the bathroom I shut the door, gently opening the shower curtain to let the moonlight come in through the window. I held the keys up. They looked pretty normal except for one.
It said âBASEMENTâ on it and I blinked to make sure I wasnât half asleep.
Peeing quickly I flushed the toilet and washed my hands. Sticking my head out of the bathroom I peaked over at Matt who was snoring peacefully.
Sighing I tip toed out of the bedroom and quietly down the stairs. I mean as quiet as I couldâŚ.it was an old house. Lightly walking towards my kitchen thanking the lord for the moonlight coming in through my back door. I was able to see the basement door perfectly.
Sticking the key in lightly I turned it to the left, and heard a click. Silently cheering I turned the knob and opened the door surprisingly the door wasnât creaky.
I figured I would go down , check it out real quick and go back upstairs. Placing the keys back where I found them.
Shutting the door behind me I felt for a light switch on the right side, and I flicked it on. In about three seconds I heard the faint buzz of a warm light turn on.
Stepping down the stairs gently I turned the corner. The basement looked really nice actually. It was pretty well kept for how old the house was. I didnât see any water damage nor any termites, but hey who knows.
Walking in a bit more I saw large desks with papers everywhere and bulletin boards covered in papers and a lot of dustâŚ.
Walking over to the area I blew some dust around and even wiped it with my fingers. Looking to my right there was a lamp. Testing the odds it actually turned on illuminating the area for me a bit more.
My eyes squinted trying to read everything. My eyes scanned the bulletin board.
âAnimal slayingsâ
âCult ritualsâ
âWitch craft like sacrificesâ
My eyes went wide. I finally was finding something⌠and the whole time it was in my house?
I looked to my right and thatâs when I got a little bit nervous
âSuzie Buchanan, age 14, found slain in her fatherâs farm houseâ
Surely this couldnât be thee Suzie Matt knewâŚâŚ
I mean thatâs recent years? How would that even be in this house? I was becoming anxious with dread.
Looking down at the table I looked at the newspapers closely.
âThomas Sturniolo released from prisonâ
âThomas Sturniolo still being questioned about cult killingsâ
âSturniolos back in town?â One read
These were all newspapers not from this townâŚ. Something deeper was going on hereâŚ.someone knew more than they were saying. Thereâs an outside source here and I havenât known this whole time.
Flipping open the newspaper my eyes scanned the text.
âThomas Sturniolos home 27 Field Drive has been purchased by his grandsonâ
27 Field Drive was this houseâŚ.. my hands began to shake as I realized what was going on. This whole time Iâve been living in Thomas Sturniolos house. And thereâs someone who knows about meâŚ. My heart began to speed and I rummaged through more newspapers
âA new generation of Sturniolosâ one newspaper read
Opening up the newspaper my eyes scanned the page
âJimmy Sturniolo has now purchased 26 Field Drive, directly across the street from his estranged grandfather's home located at 27 Field Driveâ it read
âWhat the fuck?â I whispered as a cold sweat began to take over
Scanning along the page some more
âJimmy Sturniolo avoids questions from sources asking about his grandfather. Seen here with one of his sons Matthew Sturniolo covering his faceâ I read
My heart was thumping out my chest as I let the papers fall from my hands.
You know those scenes in movies where the protagonist is just standing still as the world around her moves and her hearing has gone clouded?? Yeah thatâs me right now
Unbeknownst to Y/N Matt had snuck downstairs after realizing she was gone. Sinking down the stairs of the basement he watched the young woman shake in fear as she read the newspapers.
Shaking his head and mentally cursing himself out he quietly walked up behind her
I stood there in fear not really sure what to do. Pretend like nothing happened and wait till tomorrow morning to book it out of town, or book it out of town right now while Mattâs asleep??
Racking my brain for answers I stood there when suddenly I heard
âIâm so sorryâ turning around slightly I was faced with Matt
âWha-â but before I could finish my sentence Matt charged at me
Grabbing the back of my head and holding a chloroform covered rag against my nose and mouth
And suddenly it all went
BLACK
The End
Donât kill me for the cliffhangerđ. Had to spice it up a bit. Now I will be working the next four days, so I will try and work on Part 4 a little bit and hopefully have it up soon for you guys. I love you all so dearly đĽšđ¤đ¤
Posting Part 3 to Hidden In The Shadows today, if you want to be tagged plz lmk. I know a few of you did, but I canât remember who đđ also how does one make a tag list?? Idk but Iâll figure it out đź
Synopsis: Y/N is awoken with fear and feels the shadows of anxiety constantly creeping up on her. Trying to find out more about this town some boundaries are crossed, and some weird things are doneâŚ.keep reading to find out moređ
Warningsâ ď¸: Paranoid reader, weirdo locals, talks of cult and rituals andddd thatâs about it???đ
Song for imagine: I Walk The Line: Joaquin Phoenix
I keep a close watch on this heart of mine
I keep my eyes wide open all the time
I keep the ends out for the tie that binds
Because youâre mine
I walk the line
Right
Left
Right
Left, no rightâŚ.
Right again?
Then a left? Fuck I think Iâm lost?
Itâs so fucking dark, just pay attention
One more left and then I should be
BANG
I jumped up immediately confused, I was blinded by the bright light of the sun and the loud bang of a shotgun?
I opened my eyes fully and felt so confused, I squinted as I looked in front of me
âMatt?â I asked shielding my eyes from the sun
âDonât worry now darlin theyâre coming for usâ he said offering me his hand
It was only then that I finally realized my surroundings. I was deep in a corn field, not just deep; but at the core where they usually have the scarecrows. It was such an eerie sight!
Frantically I looked around at my surroundings, I was laying on the ground in my pajamas from the night before.
âWhat? How did I get here? Iâm so confusedâ I said rubbing my head and looking around
âItâs okay sweetheart, listen sleepwalking is normalâ Matt said looking down at me
âI donât sleep walkâ I stated shaking my head rapidly
âYouâre in a new surrounding and your body just isnât used to it, I think you tried to leave but you were still asleepâ he said lending his hand out to me
âNo you donât understand, I donât do thatâŚ. I mean how did you even find me?â I asked him after grabbing his hand to lift myself up
âWell you see I went to round up Bertha this morninâ and I saw your front door open, ceptâ you wasnât round. I called out your name, but nothing. But then I noticed footprints in the dirt down yonder by your driveway. They lead to the cornfield and I yelled your name again, but still nuffin. I rounded up my boys and told them I was going in and I'd shoot off this shotgun once I found you. Theyâll be coming in to help us outâ he said looking at me with soft eyes
âGod this is so weirdâŚ. Thank you! I appreciate it. Iâm sorry for the trouble this morningâ I said to him as I offered him a weak smile
âNahh donât worry about it Iâm just glad I was able to find you before something happenedâ he said to me
âIs there something I should be worried about in this field?â I asked cocking my brows at him
âOh no no itâs just wild animals that are brave and try huntin in the morninâ he said smiling at me
Shortly his friend came in to help us out of the field. They led the way while I was in the back. Matt looked back at me every couple seconds to make sure I was okay. A nice gesture but I still felt super uncomfortable.
âRight, left, right, left no rightâŚ.right again? Then a left? Fuck I think Iâm lostâ one of his friends whisper shouted
My head shot up and my eyes widenedâŚ.that is exactly the last thing I remember hearingâŚ. I immediately became uneasy and anxious
The other boys nudged him and whispered curses at him as they pushed him to walk faster.
âYou come to pick corn every couple days and you canât find your way out?â Matt asked him trying to ease the awkward silence and weird tension in the air
âNo no! Iâm good donât worry bout itâ he shouted back to Matt as he stomped on the ground, pushing through the field
Leading me out of the cornfield I thanked them as Matt walked me back to my house. Looking down as I walked my feet dirty with dried up mud. And my pajamas caked in dirtâŚ.I seemed a bit too dirty for someone who just happened to stroll into a corn field.
Walking me up to my door I turned to Matt and smiled at him, opening my mouth I began
âListen Iâm sorry for the trouble once again, and this isnât something I normally do like ever; but just know this will never happen againâ I said to him
âNo worries! Just calm your nerves ainât nothing wrong with this town to make you so jumpy instantlyâ he says laughing a bit
âRightâŚ.well Iâm going to head in now. As you can see Iâm a bit dirtyâ I say laughing
âOf course! Iâll see you roundâ he says before nodding his head and taking off
Stepping into the house I shut the door behind me almost instantly locking it. I stomped upstairs to the bathroom. I got the shower running as I removed my dirty clothes and looked at my body. I had a few scratches but nothing that seemed abnormalâŚ.. was I going insane? Was I now a sleep walker? Or was something darker going on already?
I shook it off and hopped in the shower. Once I was done and got dressed I decided to sit on my couch, chewing at my nails as my leg bounced up and down. This anxiety was clawing at me and I couldnât stop it.
Pulling my phone out I opened my emails and saw I had a new email from my old professor
Dear Y/N,
I canât believe you actually bit the bullet and went! This is awesome and Iâm looking forward to hearing all about your experiences. I read those articles and itâs actually crazy! I did a few more google searches and even ended up on Reddit. Supposedly Thomas Sturniolo has family out in Pleasant Town. I wonder if they still use the same name and if youâll ever run into them! And as far as the realtor guy he for sure sounds like a weirdo! Haha, who has that name anymore? But then again it is a small town in the south! Please keep me posted!
Sincerely, Professor Wayne
I sighed with relief at the email back from him, for a split second I felt like I had some normality in my life, and I decided to email him back
Dear Professor Wayne,
Thank you for getting back to me! Iâll for sure keep an eye out for any Sturniolos! I sure hope they donât go by that same name anymore, but Iâm still not sure. Iâd have to go to the local library and search the database. Who even knows if they have a library hereâŚ.sure doesnât seem like it!
However something so weird happened to me last night. I think I was sleepwalking? Iâve never done that before, but I have no recollection of the night before. I must be an extreme deep sleeper! But how does one end up muddy in the middle of a cornfield and not wake up? Am I being paranoid, or am I right to be a little concerned? I mean this was only the first nightâŚ. I think Iâm just scaring myself! Anyways, I hope to hear from you soon!
Sincerely, Y/N Y/L/N
Hitting send I sighed as I laid my phone down on the couch. Rubbing my hands through my hair as I shook my head. That uneasy feeling went away as soon as I realized how hungry I was.
Remembering I never got to go out last night I decided to hit the stores today. However I didnât know where anything was and I was on edge, so I decided to see if Matt was available to take me to the stores.
Stepping outside I locked my front door, and to my surprise Matt was outside tuning something in his car. I looked both ways before crossing the dirt road
âHey Mattâ I said to the young man as his arm cranked rapidly while his tongue was in between his teeth, in a fit of concentration
âOh hey darlinâ he says quickly snapping out of it and looking at me
âI really donât mean to bother, but I was wondering if youâd be willing to take me to your nearest market so I can get some foodâ I said to him smiling
âOh sure thing, let me finish tightening this and we can take my truckâ he says smiling at me
âSure thingâ I say backing up
Cranking the wrench again he gave a satisfied face once he realized the piece was fixed. Matt shut the hoodâŚwell more like slammed it before dusting his hands off. Using a handkerchief in his pocket to wipe them clean fully.
âMy uhh, my passenger side door doesnât work or else Iâd be opening it for you on that sideâ he stated as he opened the driver side door and looked back at me
âOh thatâs alright I appreciate itâ I said as I patted his arm and hopped into his truck
He hopped in after me and shut the door, starting the car up. His tongue stuck out between his lips as the ignition sputtered and then his engine roared to life
âNow thatâs what Iâm talkin boutâ he said tapping the steering wheel
âDid you fix her up?â I asked him as I looked inside the car
âOh I sure did! 1950 Chevy 3100 . Belonged to my great grandpa and it got handed down to me. I fixed her up nicely. New paint job, new interior and new partsâ he said smiling while looking at me
âItâs really nice, to see a car this old running fantasticallyâ I replied back to him
âYeah, I mean it didnât need much. My great grandpa got it as his retirement car but then he passed away and it was left to my pops who didnât care for it, so he left it to meâ he replied
âWow, this is awesome though. I love old cards so muchâ I replied nodding my head at him
Nodding back we sat in silence, the breeze of the warm air and the sound of a faint country song playing in the background.
âSay you guys wouldnât happen to have a library here would you?â I asked suddenly
âOh we do! The smallest library in all of the United Statesâ he said looking over at me
âFuck yes, is it cool if I stop by there for a bit?â I asked him
âSure thing darlinâ he stated back
About 10 minutes later we were in their âcityâ which was probably the furthest thing from a city. Everything was right next to each other. Pulling into a parking spot we hopped out. Matt held onto my hand as he helped me hop out of his truck.
Offering a smile as I silently thanked him. Leading me over to the local market they had there. He had gone his way as I grabbed a cart and began to shop.
The buzzing of the old light fixtures and the ominous silence made me a bit queasy. Looking over my shoulders every couple of seconds.
As I was grabbing a couple of basic necessities as far as food I made my way over to the laundry detergent. Scanning what they add and silently choosing my options. I heard giggling to the left of me, so I turned my head, and to my surprise there was a group of kids no younger than 10 looking at me and laughing. Some of the kids even stared at me with wide eyesâŚ.almost like they knew me. I offered a polite smile and grabbed what I needed.
I headed down to the frozen section in the back of the store. Looking at the milk options I heard the whispered chatter again and the laughs. So I looked into the glass reflection and saw those same kids staring at me. Getting fed up I abruptly turned around
âItâs not nice to stareâ I said to them bluntly
âYe ainât sâpose to be hereâ One taller boy said almost like he was growling at me? Like a dog?
âSays Who?â I asked him cocking a brow at him
âYe just ainâtâ he said again glaring at me with his cold eyes
âYou donât own the townâ I said sucking my teeth at him
âOhh my daddyâs goneâ be real upset when he sees you hereâ The boy said as his friends snickered with him
âYouâre such a little shitâ I mumbled under my breath as I turned around and rolled my eyes
âYou better get out here before you stuck foreverâ One of his little friends said
I ignored him, but I couldnât ignore the chill that ran up my spine at that statement. These people were such fucking weirdos and one more instance was going to be my sign to pack up and leave.
Too into my thoughts, my hand had gripped the handle to the door roughly as I fought with myself. Zoning out completely I jumped when I felt a hand on my shoulder
âYou alright?â I heard from behind me
I jumped and gasped before looking over my shoulder, a calmness taking over once I saw it was Matt.
âYeahâŚyeah sorry I guess I got distractedâ I said shaking my head
âToo many milk options?â He asked laughing
âYou could say thatâ I replied wiping sweat off my forehead
âIâll wait for you outside you seem a bit on edgeâ he said to me before backing away
âAlright thanksâ I said to him
I quickly grabbed my milk and the last bit of groceries I needed. Heading to checkout before meeting Matt outside.
âOh darlin you shouldâve yelled for some help, let me get that for youâ he replied taking some bags from me
âIt ainât nothing, I appreciate it thoughâ I stated smiling at him
Matt and I put the groceries back in the truck, and he showed me to the library.
âWhatcha here looking for?â He asked me as we strolled down the aisles
âNothing in particular, maybe some historyâ I said smiling at him
âHistory?â He asked cocking a brow at me
âI love all things historyâ I replied back as my fingers danced along the cover of some books
âI hate to break it to you, but uhhh we ainât got no history booksâ he said laughing
âAnd why is that?â I asked furrowing my brows
âAbout a year ago the whole history section was set on fire by some hooligans, damn near took out the whole back side of the library. Were just glad people was round to help stop the fireâ he replied back
âHow convenientâ I said offering him a tight lip smile
âI mean theyâre trying to get that back section up and running again but without the funds we canât get it properly fixed nor get those books backâ he stated shrugging his shoulders
âMan that sucks, but I guess romance books will sufficeâ I state to him
âOh I hate that shit, Iâll be outside waiting for youâ he said laughing
âWhatttt no Colleen Hoover? No Nicholas Sparks?â I asked him pretending to be offended
âOh no thatâs all youâ he said laughing and throwing his hands up
I trotted over to the romance section as Matt left browsing the section before quickly looking for Matt. I saw that he crossed the street and headed into a bait and tackle shop.
Smiling to myself I trotted away from romance and walked around, looking for a worker. Once I found one I walked up to her
âIâm so sorry to bother, but I know this town is full of history and was an important asset to many people, where would I find records of all the important people from this town throughout history?â I asked the worker
âOh yeah we have a format on our computers it should be open just scroll down to pleasant town history and itâll show you everything you needâ she replied back
âThank you so much Faye! It was great meeting youâ I said to her before walking away
Making sure Matt was still nowhere to be found I rushed over to a computer. I clicked Pleasant Town History. And it was dumbed down into categories. My eyes lit up once I found crop, animal and farm owners. Immediately clicking I scrolled through the names.
âStaceyâŚ.StanleyâŚ.StuartâŚâŚStuâŚ..SturnhamâŚ.â My eyes squinted once I saw the next name was actively crossed out with a black border over the name.
Counting through the alphabet I realized âIâ was after âHââŚâŚ it only took a few seconds before my eyes widened. Sturniolo? It was goneâŚ.scratched from this list?
I went over to homeowners and Sturniolo was blocked out once again, I slowly went to car owners, Chevy 3100 truckâŚ.. SturnhamâŚ. And then blocked out again?
The gears started to click and I immediately became anxious. There could be no possible way thatâŚ.hes Matts great grandfather? Right??
I figured thereâs no way Matt could be related to someone like that. I mean yes he was a weirdo, but nothing like thatâŚ..
I exited out of everything and quickly walked to the exit. Swinging the door open I slammed into someone.
âWoah little lady where you headedâ I heard Matt say laughing
âSorry, didnât see you thereâ I said frantically
âOh no worriesâŚ.found what you were looking for?â He asked raising an eyebrow
âWhat?â I asked as I swallowed thickly
âA romance book? Did you find one you were interested in?â He asked a bit puzzled
âOh no uhhh none that peaked my interestâ I stated smiling at him
âWell itâs almost lunch time, so Iâm planning on heading back homeâ he said to me
âYes, lunch! Very important, let's go!â I said nervously as I walked to his car
Matt peered at me with a bent neck and furrowed brows, but I just smiled at him as he followed me back to his truck.
Hopping in we headed back home, and to my surprise Matt helped me bring the grocery bags in.
âHere uhh let me make you lunch to say thanksâ I said to Matt as I grabbed the loaf of bread from his hands
âOh no sweetheart, donât worry bout itâ he said smiling
âNo please! Itâs the least I could doâ I said to him nodding my head
âWell alrightâ he replied giving in
âHowâs peanut butter and jelly with some milk?â I asked him
âSounds mighty fineâ he replied back nodding his head
I made our sandwiches and poured us some milk as we sat across from one another. Slowly eating as we occasionally exchanged glances.
âSo uh..â I started
âGreat sandwichâ Matt said smacking his lips to get the peanut butter down
âOh thank youâ I replied giggling as I took a sip of my milk
âYou seemed a bit on edge earlier, is everything alright?â He asked me as he took a sip as well
âOh yeah, just some kids saying weird things to me. Makes me feel unsafeâ I said to him
âWhat did they say?â He asked sitting up in his chair
âThat I donât belong here and I should leave before something happens?â I said rubbing my forehead
âLittle bastardsâŚ.listen donât pay attention to a word they say. Those little assholes have nothing better to do than pick on peopleâ he replied shaking his head
âYeah I figured, but with the weird morning I was having I just freaked myself outâ I said to him
âUnderstandable, but donât worry youâre safe hereâ he replied offering me a warm smile
âI uhh⌠i have a questionâ I said to him
âSpill the beans thenâ he said ushering me to talk
âYou see I did some research today in the libraryâ I said to him
âAhhh so no romance booksâ he said laughing
âNo, but there seems to be something weird with the information on this townâ I said to him
âYou were looking up this town because?â He asked chewing a bit slower
âWell I want to learn more about where Iâm livingâ I said in a duh tone
âOkayâŚâ he replied a bit annoyed
âWhoâs the Sturniolos and why is that name scratched out of almost all the public records?â I asked him
Immediately I regretted my decision. Something switched in the boy and his eyes grew cold as his nostrils flared. He slid his tongue along the front of his teeth. Inhaling sharply he slammed his hand down on the table
I gasped and jumped at this, my eyes popping out of my head.
âYou donât mention that name, you donât read about that name and you sure as hell donât think about that FUCKING NAMEâ he said yelling the last part
âIâm sorry! Iâm sorry I didnât mean to upset you I swearâ I said starting to frantically panic
âThat name has destroyed everything good in this town. We donât claim that man or his bloodline. Heâs done unimaginable and unforgivable thingsâ Matt said pursing his lips together and grinding his teeth
âPlease forgive me Matt. I meant no harm at all just wanting to know some history. I swear I meant nothing by itâ I replied throwing my hands up
âItâs alright, Iâm sorry sweetheart for scaring you. I just havenât gotten over what that evil man didâ he replied calming down
âNo itâs my faultâ I said to him
âItâs not your faultâ he replied finishing his milk
âIâm truly sorryâ I stated once again
âIâll meet you tonight at 7pm, Iâll take you to dinner and Iâll explain a little more about that manâ he said to me nodding his head
âOh alrightâ I said to him nodding my head
With that he put his dishes in the sink and stomped out the house. The rattle of the front door sent a shiver down my spine.
Later that evening I had gotten ready, stepping out my front door and locking it. I turned around to see Matt already waiting by his car for me
Hopping in we headed back into that same area from earlier. Taking me into one of the restaurants we sat for dinner. Using this as my advantage to squeeze some more information out of matt.
âThis place is really niceâ I said to him obviously lying through my teeth
âBet itâs nothing like Vegasâ he said pushing my chair in for me
âWell not much can beat Vegas, but for a small town this is a nice placeâ I replied to him
âThis is my favorite spot even since I was a kidâ he said looking over at me
âHave you always lived here?â I asked him
âMy whole lifeâ he said back
âWow⌠and youâve never been anywhere else?â I asked him
âNo never, mama says there ainât much for me to see out there anywayâ he said
âWith all due respect to your motherâŚ. I disagree. Thereâs a whole world out there you have yet to seeâ I said to him
Cracking a smile at me he nodded, his eyes glazing over and shimmering with a saddened lookâŚ.. one that screams Iâm trapped and will never be able to leave
The dinner went well and I learned a lot about his childhood, but nothing about the town. However, that was until we walked the town a bit.
âSo about earlier, I just want to say that man was an evil man. He lied, manipulated, stole and killed all for his personal benefit.â Matt said to me
âDid your family have personal ties to him?â I asked him as we walked
âSort of. He had a farm and he watched my ancestors' animals ... .except instead he killed them. Believing in some weird ritual. Saying how these cult rituals would bring the town fortuneâ he said shaking his head
âAnd Iâm guessing that was falseâ I scoffed a bit
âOh very wrongâŚ. And he was arrested, my ancestors had no animals and because they had no animals they couldnât make money nor survive really. They spent a lot of time moving around Oklahoma before they could eventually come back hereâ he replied shrugging his shoulders
âHoly shitâŚthatâs awfulâ I said exhaling
âIt is but hey thereâs not much else to do other than move onâ he said to me
âWell I appreciate you taking the time to explain this to meâŚ. And Iâm sorry for bringing it up randomly earlierâŚit was wrongâ I said to him
âItâs alright darlinâ he said smiling and bumping my shoulder with his own
We walked around a bit more before heading back to our houses a little after 9pm. We enjoyed the breezy and quiet drive home.
Parking his car by his house he walked me over to my own house.
âOh thank you Matt you didnt have walk me overâ I stated smiling at him
âI would never leave a pretty lady to walk home alone at nightâ he said smiling at me
Looking down and blushing slightly I shook my head
âI enjoyed today a lot, thank you very muchâ I said to him
âYouâre welcome sugarâ he said back
âIâm going to head in for the night and get some shut eye. Iâm super tiredâ I said yawning
âMe too! Weâll have a good night Y/Nâ he said to me
âGoodnight Mattâ I replied back
Smiling at him I pulled him in for a friendly hug, and to my surprise he actually hugged back.
âIâll see you tomorrowâ I stated pulling away
âGoodnightâ he said smiling at me and waving bye
I shut the door and locked it, making my way up to my room and preparing for bed.
Matts POV
Watching the young woman shut the door his smile dropped, and guilt and shame immediately filled his heart and mind. So taken aback by the hug and how nice Y/N was to him today he didnât know how to feel.
Walking down the steps of her porch, he trotted over to his own house. Slipping in quietly and locking the door behind him. Silently slithering into his room he shut and locked the door.
Putting his pajamas on he laid on his bed as the moonlight lightly casted in through his windows. His mind wandered as he remembered what took place almost 19 hours priorâŚ.
Flashback
âWill you shut the fuck up and pick the lock fasterâ I yelled at my friend
âWell Matt Iâm tryin but itâs dark out hereâ Bo said back to me in anger
âJust hurryâ I said through gritted teeth
Within 30 seconds we heard the click and sighed in relief. Quietly ushering into Y/Nâs house, we shut the door behind ourselves.
âNate you pass me the chloroform and Bo and I will bring her downstairsâ I said to my other friend
âSure thingâ he said nodding his head
Walking up the stairs we turned to the left and walked to the door that was closed. To our surprise it was her bedroom.
We walked in and I walked up to Y/N
âY/N! Wake upâ I said to her as I shook her
Jumping up out of her sleep she seemed confused and scared, but snapping my fingers I signaled to Nate. Instantly he handed me the chloroform and a rag, dozing the rag in the chemical I held it over her nose. Immediately she fell limp into my arms.
Nate took the supplies out of my hands and Bo came over to help me. Pulling her from under her arms we dragged her down the stairs.
âLeave the front door open so it seems like she left on her ownâ I said to Nate
âGot itâ he replied eagerly
Rushing out the house we dragged her through the gravel and when we got to the dirt road Bo and I stood her up. Leaving footprints from the end of her driveway to the start of the cornfield.
âWhat about our footprints?â Bo asked me as we approached the corn field
âWeâll worry about that later come onâ I said to him
Dragging Y/N into the center of the corn field we laid her down. Arms spread out and ankles touching.
âAre you sure you know how to do a sacrifice?â Nate asked me
âI learned from my grandfather and my dad I know what Iâm doingâ I replied back to him
âI donât know this seems like too muchâ Nate said to me
âYouâre getting cold feet now? After all this! You told me you were readyâ I stated getting angry at him
âI know, but this seems all too muchâ Nate stated
âYou donât think I feel the same way? I said squinting at him in anger
âMan I think we should waitâ Nate said
âYouâre such a pussyâ Bo said laughing at the boy
âIâm not readyâ Nate said to us
âFINE! FINE! Weâll figure this out for another dayâ I said standing up
âBecause of this chicken shit?â Bo said standing up
âI need everyone to be on board, so if oneâs out then weâre all outâ I said shaking my head
âCome on manâ Bo said shaking his head
âLetâs go! help me get her up, we gotta get her back to her houseâ I said shaking my head
It started to drizzle as we lifted Y/N up. Holding her by her arms as we dragged her through the field.
âRight, Left ,Right, Left, no rightâŚ.Right again? Then a left? Fuck I think Iâm lost?â Bo said as we trotted through the cornfield
The rain became heavier which made it harder for us to see, and slippery. Our boots got stuck in the wet dirt.
âFuck itâs dark! I need to pay attentionâ He said loudly as he wiped the water from his eyes
âWhere am I? Whatâs going on?â Y/N started to say in a drunken groggy state
âFuckâŚ.we gotta goâ I said looking at Bo
âMatt? Is that you? Whatâs going on?â She asked as she tried to stand up
âShhhhâ I said to her
âIâm really scared, what's going on?â She asked starting to cry
âChloroform nowâ I said to Nate
Nate quickly wet the rag again in Chloroform and shoved it in Y/Nâs face. Choked whines of agony escaped her lips before she fell limp again.
âBring her back to the centerâ I yelled over the rain
âWhat! Are you crazy?â Bo yelled at me
âWe have to bring her back, this is all messy! Iâll tell her a good story in the morning. Sheâll believe me. Come onâ I said frantically
Dragging her back through the mud her pants and feet were completely caked in mud. Shaking my head we laid her on her back again.
She was knocked out cold, but I really hoped she stood that way till I came to ârescueâ her in the morning.
The three of us ran back out of the corn field eventually. Not having to worry about our footprints because they would match up with my story of us going on the lookout for her!
Flashback over
Matt was disgusted with what he had done. He was no better than the sick men that once ruled this town. He tried to push the feelings deep down but they kept bubbling to the surface.
Forcing his eyes shut and trying to fall asleep. Praying he could somehow find a way to make this all betterâŚ.
But for now he was hidden in the shadows of his mind and the only escape wasâŚ.
You.
The End
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Synopsis: Following a lesson about this town that seemed to suddenly vanish, Y/N is intrigued to figure out what truly happened. However she mightâve bitten off more than she can chewâŚ.
Warningsâ ď¸: Nothing crazy, talks of/explanations of a cult, creepy rural town. This was from a Drabble about matt based on a type of horror movie heâd be done by @gamermattsgf sheâs wifey and I had to adapt this into an imagineđŤ @st7rnioiossblog
Song for imagine: Oblivion- Grimes
I never walk about after dark
Itâs my point of view
Cause someone could break your neck
Coming up behind you
Always coming and youâd never have a clue
Moving out of my hometown wasnât on my bingo cards for this year and moving out of my hometown for a research project was 1000 percent not on my bingo cards. Yet somehow I was packed up and on the road within three months of starting my project.
Iâve always had a weird niche for all things history, but especially history that just seems to vanish into thin air. I began to become extremely interested in towns that are no longer on the map due to poverty, weather change or even these people becoming hunters and gathers. Packing up and moving out in an instant. It all started in my senior year of college. I was studying geography at my local four year college in my hometown of Nevada.
Honestly I hated college all the long hours, all the homework and also having a full time job on top of that, but I had a full ride so I decided to suck it up. My very last year I had some space for a filler class that got me extra credits so I landed on the study of United States Lands focusing on increase and decrease of population throughout the recent centuries.
Personally I thought the class was going to suck, but to my surprise my professor was amazing. Towards the end of my final semester we began to learn about Pleasant Town Oklahoma. A once booming town immediately vanished off the face of the earth.
âNow class you may be asking yourself why was this town so rich? And Iâm here to tell you itâs because the mayor at the time in the year 1915 had connections with our president. They hid money, fabrics, food and all types of expensive items within this small townâ Mr Wayne stated
âI mean with hiding all this stuff how did they become so wealthy?â One guy had asked, my eyes darting to him
âThey were being paid off for hiding these things, however the money was dirty money, so they created many businesses to get the cash flow moving. From one store to one manâs pocket to the next and then next thing you know that dirty money is in George's hand who lives in Virginia! It was all an amazing scheme, very smart. But as you can see it didnât last long nor did it end wellâ He had stated as he clicked the laptop to show the next slide shown on the board
âWithin three years of this operation this small town alone was bringing in about $100,000 a month which is over $2 million dollars in today's money. So then you ask yourself how does such a rich state with so much money just disappear? And all the money too?â He states scratching his chin
âSo Professor WayneâŚ.what exactly happened to them?â I asked after raising my hand
âNo one really knowsâ he states uncrossing his arms and leaning off the desk
âI mean there has to be a reason right? Thatâs a lot of money to just disappearâ I state as I jot down notes
âWell hereâs the other thing, there are many rumors dating back to the creation of Oklahoma which was 1907. Sources have stated that Pleasant Town is evil and Iâm talking demonic evil. People have said the reason the cash flow never stopped was because they were all a cult and seemingly used one another as sacrifice.â He stated clearing his throat
âSacrifice?â I questioned raising my eyebrow
âWell yes! In many cultures it is stated if you do a blood sacrifice for the devil and/or sell your soul then your wishes shall come true. Their wishes were to stay wealthy. This came with problems howeverâ he says as he sits down at his desk
The whole class was on the edge of their seats waiting for him to go on.
âMany of these men had short arms and deep pockets. Making it very easy for one man to kill the next out of greedâ Wayne goes on
âAnd didnât they get caught? I mean the president wouldnât allow thatâ one classmate states
âVery true! The town was very small, only about 80 people now if 10 people suddenly die many eyebrows are raised. For a while they covered up the stories claiming a sickness like smallpox. The mayor decided to bring animals claiming this would make them richer since they produce meat, eggs and milk. Now he wasnât wrong, but the animals were used in these blood sacrifices to hide their tracksâ he says nodding his head
âGod these people were ahead of their timeâ I blurt out and crossed my arms over their chest
âOh they were, but that mightâve costed them their fortunes and their townâ Professor Wayne states
âSo thatâs it? They just left? And what now?â I asked him
âItâs stated that they just separated, leaving most of the money to the whole state of Oklahoma. Afraid the president was after them or maybe they danced with the devil for too long and ended up paying the priceâ he states bluntly
âAnd the price is?â I asked him
âDeathâ he says frowning a bit which caused a chill to run up my spine
âBut this is all speculation. About 30 years later Pleasant Town was rebuilt and supposedly none of that cult stuff was brought to that town. And till this day itâs still up and running. I believe the population is only about 200-250 people max?â He says rubbing his chin in thought
âI mean thatâs just sad⌠weâll never know the truthâ I said to him shutting my notebook
âI mean you could always go and visit, spend the summer there. See what itâs likeâŚâŚanybody up for a challengeâ he says laughing as the class shudders in fear and averts their eyes to the floor
I mean I was super interested in this lost town with such a dark history that suddenly reappeared 30 years after weird cult shit was happening. I could always take the summer off from work since I graduate in MayâŚ.. take a road trip to Pleasant Town Oklahoma. Find the real history and report back to Professor Wayne.
My thoughts were interrupted when the bell rang and he bid his goodbyes to the class. Everyone was quick on their feet out of the door, but I stood back very interested in talking to him.
I trotted over to his desk as he shut his laptop, stuffing it into his book bag. His eyes darting up once he felt my presence
âAhh Ms. Y/L/NâŚ. You seemed very intrigued with today's lesson, planning a weekend getaway?â He asked me playfully
âFunny that you mention it because I was thinking more of a whole summer get awayâ I stated
âA whole summer?â He says brows lifting immediately
âIâm really interested in this town. I mean a mayor in on cult rituals to bring tons of cash in and the president not having a clue? And then they just vanished? This is like a movie sirâ I state as I ramble on
âI mean itâs all just speculations Y/Nâ he says smiling at me
âI know sir, but is there any way I can get your research on this town so I can study it a bit more? I plan on building a whole case for this and figuring it outâ I pleaded
âYouâre really interested in this arenât you?â He asks opening his bag up
âI really am Professor Wayneâ I say back
âHere, but listen this is a tight knit community. Donât go digging your nose where it doesnât belong. Tread lightly this isnât your turf, okay? In a town like that with such a small population and a dark history, you donât want any enemiesâ he says handing me the folder titled âPleasant Townâ
âYes, and thank you sirâ I stated nodding my head
After that I finished my final semester two months later in May. Between work and classes I built up more of a file on this town jumping from a folder to two binders stacked with information.
Two days after my graduation I did some research on the town. This place had no hotels, no motels and for sure no air bnbs. Thatâs where I ran into my first problem, attempting to find a place to stay.
Searching on Zillow I had found a house for rent. In the middle of nowhere. One gravel road and corn fields. From the pictures it did seem there were few houses across and next to it, so I figured that was perfect. I'd make friends with neighbors.
I mean the house was decent for the area. Seemed to be a two bedroom two bathroom house. The bedrooms upstairs, one bathroom down stairs and one upstairs. Had a pretty average sized kitchen in the back of the house, a dining room to the right of the front door, a living room to the left of the front door, the stairs faced the front door, and then there were small hallways that lead to the kitchen. And there was a basement that seemed small, well kept and empty. It sucks to say I actually liked the place
My second problem began when I called the realtor a very old southern man by the name of Beaufort Smithson. I dialed him that morning and from the moment he heard my accent he seemed to turn a cold shoulder.
âPlease sirâ I pleaded with him
âListen maâam you sound young and not from these parts. What bring someone like you around this small townâ he states deeply
âWell Iâm from Nevada and itâs just so crazy here and Iâve been looking to stay somewhere a few states away thatâs quiet and smallâ I state
âBut youâre looking to rent from June 1st to August 31stâŚ. We do 7 month rentalsâ he says bluntly
âWell I want to see it I like it firstâ I say lying through my teeth
âCanât you see from the pictures if you like it or notâ he says sucking on his tobacco tucked in his lip
âI can have the full rent for those three months ready for you in cashâ I state desperately
âIn cash you sayâ he says as I hear his chair squeak from underneath him
God these people really were money hungry till this dayâŚ
âYes sir $800 a month for 3 months I can get you that $2,400 in cash June 1stâ I state
âWell little lady you have yourself a deal. Now get yourself a pen and paper and jot this down. June 1st 12 in the afternoon weâre going to meet at the gas station in Pleasant Townâ he states spitting his tobacco into a styrofoam cup
âUhhh what gas station is that sir?â I ask as the pen dangled in my hand
âSweetie we only got one gas station down yonderâŚ.you canât miss itâ he says chuckling
âRightâŚ. Well thank you Mr. Smithson, my names Y/N Y/L/N, and Iâll be seeing you on June 1stâ I state
âWell alright darling see you thenâ he says chuckling
âOh by the way I look like-â but I was cut off
âOh trust me Iâll know what you look likeâŚ..safe travelsâ he whispers before hanging the phone up on me
That phone call made me slightly regret my choices of spending my summer with some shit kickers than on the Las Vegas stripâŚ..
I spent the last two and a half weeks packing, purchasing what I know I wonât find in Oklahoma and doing more research.
I think I was on page 4,000 on google before I found a new article with information I hadnât seen before. I placed my plate of pizza down as my eyes scanned the laptop screen quickly.
It was a newspaper clipping dating back to the year 1953. Only 70 years agoâŚ. Interesting. The title stated âFarm owner questioned in the massive slaying of all his animalsâ my brows furrowed.
Thereâs no possible way that 70 years ago these cult killings continued? But my fingers scrolled down further as I began to whisper
âConfused and angry farm owner, Thomas Sturniolo was seen today yelling at cops as he was taken out of his small Pleasant Town home. After all his farm animals died and weird things happened around town he was suspected of killing his animals in a weird cult-like way. Demanding he be let loose, and that the town was crazy and out to get him because he is the wealthiest farmer. Insisting his competition killed his livestock and not him.â
My eyes couldnât believe what I was readingâŚthis was pretty recent honestly. This was happening around the time my grandparents were young children⌠I printed those news clippings out along with many other clippings of his arrest, his release and his disappearanceâŚ..
Adding them to my binder as I finished my pizza. This was so insane to me, and this would make a great conversation with professor Wayne after my studies.
I opened up my email and decided to email my professor.
Hello Professor Wayne! I hope your summer treats you well. In about three days I am off to study the lost town of Pleasant Town Oklahoma. That folder of information you gave me has grown into two large binders, and I found more information today. Down below youâll find links to news articles dating back to the 50âs about weird cult animal killings! I think youâd find it fascinating! Iâd like to update you here and there through my three month stay, and then maybe when I get back we can discuss all my findings over lunch! Thank you for your time! Hope to talk to you soon. -Sincerely, Y/N Y/L/N
Two days later I was all packed up into my car. About four large luggage and two duffel bagsâŚ. I was well prepared to say the least. Saying bye to my family and friends I began my venture to Pleasant Town.
My venture was a full day, and I made sure I counted for gas breaks, nap breaks and food breaks to make sure I got to Mr. Smithson at 12 on the dot.
June 1st 11:25 am- 35 min ETA Pleasant Town Gas Station
I was coming across the entrance to the town. I was jamming out to SZA, bobbing my head I looked over to my right smiling as I read the sign
âWelcome to HelltownâŚ.once you get in youâll never get out!â It read
My smiled dropped, I snatched my sunglasses off my face and turned the radio downâŚ.. a cold sweat began to form on my back as I looked in the rear view mirror
What the fuck was that? I was becoming increasingly anxious and wondered if I just made the worst mistake of my life. I rubbed my lips together in anxiety as I gripped onto the steering wheel harder.
I chose to shake it off, there has to be a logical explanation for this I thought to myself. Putting my sunglasses back on, I turned my music up a little bit and continued down the silent road.
My map told me 1 minute, and slowly I pulled up to a very old and very dusty gas station. Coming to a stop as the gravel left a smoke trail ahead of my car.
I put the car in park and hopped out, stretching my back and cracking my neck. Suddenly an old man hopped out of his large red truck. Spitting tobacco on the ground as he waddled over
âYou, young lady must be Y/N?â He asks as he sucks the tobacco
âYes sir I amâ I state as I smile and place my hand out to shake his
Looking down as he smacks his lips, he firmly shakes my hands.
âGood to met ya, welcome to Pleasant Townâ he states coughing
âThank you Mr. Smithsonâ I state smiling once again
âWell uhhâ he states smiling at me
âOh rightâ I say, eyes going wide as I walk over to the passenger side. Grabbing the envelope with all the money in it.
âHere you go, $2,400 cashâ I state handing the envelope over to him
He grabs the envelope and takes the money out, beginning to count it
â300,400,500-â he says flying through the money
âUhh whatâs with the welcome sign saying welcome to Helltown? Once you get in youâll never get out?â I ask pointing over my shoulder
He immediately stops counting, sucks his teeth and looks up at me through his lashes
âIdiot teenagers who have nothing better to do than destroy property that isnât theirsâ he states as he goes back to counting
âOhâŚâ I state rocking back and forth on my heels
âAlright itâs all here! Thank you sweetheart. Iâll drive you to your house just follow behind meâ he states stuffing the money back in the envelope
âThank you sirâ I state as he turns and walks back to his truck
I hop in mine and wait for him to go, following closely behind him I take in the surroundings. Trees, dirty roads, corn fields, farm houses, large stacks of hay and pretty decent sized homes. They were just super outdated.
It was only about a 15 minute drive, but man it felt like forever. Iâd hate to get stuck with no gas on a road like this.
Pulling up to the house he pulls onto the gravel driveway as I do too. We both hop out and we walk towards the house. We walk up the steps and wait on the front porch as he digs around for the keys.
Looking around I take in the surroundings, thereâs quite a bit of farms around hereâŚ. My thoughts are interrupted when he finds the keys and opens the door. Allowing me to walk in first
âI had my crew clean up the place for youâ he states shutting the door
âOh, do you own a cleaning company?â I ask looking at him
âNo.. I get these young boys out here to do what needs to be done around these partsâ he states bluntly
âOh the young teenagers who mess aroundâ I say laughing
âNo, I send those boys to work the corn fieldsâŚ. The older men do the hard work round here. The cleaning, the lifting, the shootinâ he says sucking the tobacco
âShooting?â I ask as I turn to face him
âYup they shoot the ones for my man down underâ he states looking me dead in my eyes
âWhat?â I ask as I began to get nervous
âOh Iâm sorry sweetheart I must be confusing you, you see my dad loved to hunt but heâs too old now and lives in my basement. He has me send out the young men to shoot for him and bring him back some animalsâ he states chuckling
âOhhhh yeahâ I say laughing awkwardly
âWell young lady this is your home nowâ he says handing me the keys.
âThank youâ I say meekly
âYou got your dining room, living room, and kitchen all down here fully furnished as you can see. Bathroom down here one upstairs and both bedrooms upstairs. Oh uhh Iâd suggest food shopping early in the day, you donât want to be out late at night around hereâŚ.that is due to the wild animals of course like bears and coyotesâ he states looking at me
âOf courseâ I say nodding politely
âMake sure you lock your doors at night. Especially the back doorâŚ.. animals in the kitchen are never a good thingâ he says turning around to head to the front door
âGot itâ I state
âAnd uhhh weâre a family hereâŚ.youre house is my homeâŚ.or whatever the saying isâŚ.my house is your houseâŚ.ah you know what I meanâ he says shaking his head
We bid our goodbye and I watched him drive off. My hairs on the back of my neck are standing up. This whole conversation was making me nervous and uneasy. One other thing I realized was Iâd be having no WiFi here. However my phone had 5G and the service wasnât awful here shockinglyâŚ.. I immediately sent an email back to Professor Wayne
âJust got here! The house is actually super nice. It's very historical and artsy. The realtor is a total creep though. His name is Beaufort so that explains a lot! He said some weird things and made weird analogies. Making it seem like beyond the naked eye thereâs more to this townâŚ. Iâll keep you postedâ
I hit send and slid my phone back into my pocket. I placed the keys in my front pocket and walked outside. The warm sun kissed my skin as I squinted. Walking over to my car I popped the trunk and began to take my luggageâs out.
Suddenly I felt like there were eyes on me. The way the area got super quiet. So quiet you could hear a pin drop. I looked over my shoulder in the least scared way possible. There was nobody there. I rubbed my forehead and let out a breath.
âY/N relaxâ I whispered to myself as I took my last luggage out
However unbeknownst to Y/N, she was in fact being watched. A young man on the second floor of his parents house. He stood in his room peering at the young woman through his sheer curtains.
His gaze was dull as he stared out the window, sweat trickled down his forehead, his mouth hung open slightly and his breathing became deep. His fingers swirled and tugged at his red flannel.
She was like out of a movie. He had never seen a woman like that down here. Those are the ones his mom warned him about. The type who didnât like boys like him, the type he shouldâŚ.hate. However when he looked at her he couldnât hate herâŚ.she seemed preciousâŚ.precious just like his horse Bertha.
âYoung Man! What did I tell you about standing at that windowâ he heard from behind him, he jilted and turned around
âIâm sorry mamaâŚI wasnât doin nuffinâ he states as he looks at her
âIt is not polite to stare at people you arenât a child anymore. You donât do thatâ she says to him
âI wasnât looking I swearâ he says with pleading eyes
âWell you go on now. Your father and I are leaving for the afternoonâ she says to the boy
After his mom leaves he pears out his window again. The young woman had stopped to talk on the phone. He was so fascinated by her he simply couldnât look away.
I hung up the phone after saying bye to my mom and pulled out my second luggage. Rolling it into my house and coming back out to get my third luggage. I huffed out a breath of air and wiped the sweat off my forehead
I leaned over to get the third luggage but it was stuck on something. I sucked my teeth and began to tug on the handle harder.
âNeed a hand maâam?â I heard from behind me
âOH SHITâ I yelled turning around and grabbing my heart
âOh im sorry darling I didnât mean to scare youâ the young man states backing up a bit
âNo itâs okay, Iâm new to town so Iâm a bit jumpyâ I state shaking my head
âMy apologies for sneaking up behind you, may I help you?â He asks looking at my trunk
âYeah please that would be greatâ I say smiling as I tried to control my breathing
The young man grabs both of my luggages for me and I grab my duffel bags. We walk to the house and he leads the way to my other two luggageâs.
âThank you so muchâ I say placing my bags on the couch
âMy pleasure sweetheartâ he says nodding his head
âIâm Y/Nâ I say sticking my hand out
âIâm Matthew, but I go by Mattâ he says wiping his forehead with the inside of his shirt. The shirt lifted just enough for me to get a perfect view of his lower stomach.
DamnâŚwhy were the shit kickers in a creepy town always so hotâŚ. I guess the movies arenât wrong..
âWell Matt thank you once again, can I offer you some water?â I ask him
âWater would be niceâ he says smiling a bright smile
We walked to the kitchen and I found some old glasses left behind. I rinsed it with water and then gave him some water from the sink.
He drank the full cup, allowing the water to dribble down his chin and to his neck. My gaze ever so slightly following the head of water.
âSo, what brings you to this part of town darling?â He asks, his accent so thick I couldnât even focus
âI come from a busy town and Iâve always wanted to move to a small rural area. Pleasant Town seemed just rightâ I state licking my lips
âOnce you see what this towns like youâll go running for the hillsâ he says smirking darkly
âWhat do you mean by that?â I asked clearing my throat
âWell we hunt, we drink beer til weâre piss drunk and race in old cars for fun, we sneak into farms at night and tip over the sleeping cowsâŚ. Amongst many other thingsâ he states handing the glass back over to me
âOh thatâs nothing compared to where Iâm fromâ I say placing the glass in the sink
âAnd that is?â He asks crossing his legs as he leaned against the wall
âLas Vegas Nevadaâ I state nodding
âNever beenâ he states
âYou should visit one dayâ I say
âIf I ever leave this townâ he states swallowing thickly
âIf you ever leave?â I question once again
âWell you know this place is home I donât know how Iâd do in a big place like thatâ he says smiling at me
âI suppose you guys are pretty far behind on a lotâ I say giggling
âOh trust me arenât we allâ he says kicking himself off the wall
âWell uh thank you so much Matt I donât mean to keep youâ I say to him as I begin to walk out the kitchen
âOh no worries darlinâ he says as he follows behind me his thick cowboy boots hitting the wood in all the right places
He opened my front door and began to head out
âIâll see you around neighborâ I state to him
âSee you around, oh and if you ever feel like thereâs eyes on youâŚ.that's because there isâŚ.you know small town haha we canât escape each otherâ he says coldly before adding a laugh at the end
âRightâŚrightâ I state smiling at him and blinking quickly
I watch him walk across the street and head into the home. I lock my car doors and shut my front door. Locking the door before walking to the kitchen back door, locking that one as well.
I spent the rest of the day sweeping up, cleaning and setting up my room. I hadnât realized how late it gotten or how hungry I was till my stomach growling woke me up from a small Power Nap.
I got up and realized it was 8pm, I wasnât sure what food stores would be open, but it was worth the try. Ignoring the warning not to go out at night I grabbed my house keys and car keys.
Locking the front door, I got into my car. Turning it on I put it in reverse. I looked over my right shoulder and when I went to look over my left Matt was there and had banged on my window.
I jumped out of my skin and hit the breaks. Rolling my window down I was breathing heavy
âSorry sweetieâ he says as he looks down at me
âIs there something I can do for you?â I asked him genuinely curious
âOh me? No no, but you, you shouldnât be out at this hourâ he states
âItâs 8pm though?â I say furrowing my brows
âYeah well the bears and coyotes come out this timeâ he says tapping the hood of my car
âIâm just running to the local storeâ I say
âYou shouldnât be out at this hourâ he says again a bit firmer
âUmm okayâ I say to him, remember what Professor Wayne said âno enemies this isnât my turfâ
I placed the car back in park and got out. Shutting the door and locking it I looked at Matt, a shot gun in his right hand as my eyes darted up.
âDonât worry darling this ainât nothing special. I use this to huntâ he says to me as he moves the gun back a bit
âFor uhh Mr. Smithsonâs dad?â I ask as my eyes slowly track up to his
âOh no I do a different type of hunting for himâ he says clearing his throat
âDo you nowâ I say rocking on my heels
âI get the animals causing issues for us here, the ones eating up all our crops. We canât have those round these partsâ he states chuckling
âYeahâŚyeah bad for business. Iâm going to head in for the night thenâ I say pointing behind myself
âWell alright now! You have a great nightâ he says in a whisper while offering me a smile
I smile back before turning in my heels and heading back into the house. Locking the door immediately as I run up the stairs.
I decided to shower and eat some leftover snacks. By this point it was midnight and I decided to brush my teeth so I could lay down for the night.
Shutting the bathroom light off I walk into my dark room using the brightness of my screen to lead me to my bed. Shutting my bedroom door behind me I trot over to my bed. However something in my peripheral view catches my eye.
Through the little dent in the Venetian blinds I see a light on in the house across the street from me. Slowly walking over to the window I peak out the small dent and look across the street.
All I can see is the silhouette of a skinny man with a shotgun in hand standing at the window. Almost like heâs staring out the windowâŚ.
Suddenly he slides out of view and the light goes out, but I stay looking and I get an uneasy feeling. Itâs like heâs still by the windowâŚhiding in the shadowsâŚwatchingâŚ.waitingâŚ.
I scared myself by doing this, so I backed away from the window and decided to lay down. Listening to my heart thump in my ears as I focused on controlling my breathing. My mind was racing because I was so nervous about this town and whether or not I made the right decisionâŚ..
I attempted to clear my mind and doze off to sleep. I knew I had a full day of adventures the following day especially since I needed to find a supermarket of some sort here!
The EndâŚ. For now
Alright guys I know Iâve been GONE, but it feels good to be back! I hope you enjoyed this part. Canât wait to start working on part 2 shortly đ¤đ¤ weâre at 2,009 followers! I love yall soooo much đĽş
Okay so my new story will 100% be a series. Now it might not be a long series, but it makes more sense to break it up đ¤. Iâm writing part 1 rn and Iâm like really excited about this đşđź I canât wait to post it OMGGGG
Synopsis: Opting to walk home late at night, Y/N occupies her time by calling someone from her past. But will they pick up?
Warningsâ ď¸: None, this is a filler imagine so itâs SHITTT. Mentions of being drunk and high (weed). Cigarette use and thatâs allđ¤
Song for imagine: Whyâd You Only Call Me When Youâre High?- Arctic Monkeys
Now itâs three in the morning
And Iâm trying to change your mind
Left you multiple missed calls
And to my message, you reply
Whyâd you only call me when youâre high?
Stepping out onto the uneven payment, my heels wobble in the cracks as I balance myself. Sniffling and shivering as I pull my jackets closer to my body. The sound of more bodies shoveling out of the club.
Walking to the curb as I wait to order an Uber home. Kicking gravel off the sidewalk as I try to recollect myself. Too many drinks and too many pulls from a joint I was blinking fast. A stupid attempt to get my eyes to feel not so heavy.
I pull out my phone and open my contacts letting my finger hang over the one person's contact I shouldâve gotten rid of a long time ago. Taking a deep breath I slide my hand into my purse and pull out a cigarette. An American Spirit to be exact. The best ones to smoke while you were a bit drunk. At least I thought soâŚ..
âWanna head home with meâ I heard from behind me, turning over I offer a smile to my friend
âOh no Iâll just Uber homeâ I said to him, placing a cigarette between his lips and lighting it as he leans over to light mine for me
âThanksâ I mumble as I take a long drag
âYou smoke up all my weed and you wonât even come home with me?â He asks laughing
âYour party tricks donât work on me sir, you gotta be smarter than thatâ I replied laughing
âAt least I can say I triedâ he said laughing too
âHey! Listen, thank you for inviting me out tonight. I really needed thatâ I said to him as I tap my cigarette and watch the ash fall
âOf course! You know I got you. Whenever youâre feeling down just hit me upâ he said smiling at me
âI love youâ I say taking one last pull from my cigarette
âI love you too Y/N. To better days and to better menâ he said nudging my arm with a smirk
âAmenâ I reply hugging him
Tapping the cigarette out with my heel as I watched him get into an Uber with a guy and a girlâŚ.. man was he a slut. Waving bye to him as I pull out my phone again.
Stepping back from the curb I lean against the light pole as I pull my phone out again. I mean I could just walk home. It was probably a 20-25 minute walk. A nice phone call and a nice breeze? I opted out of the Uber.
Using the excuse of âit saves me moneyââŚ.it was only a $8 Uber rideâŚ.whatever! I began my journey home. The only issue I thought was the pain my feet would be in, in about 10 minutes.
Dragging my tongue over my teeth I let out a sharp breath of air and looked down at my screen. My finger once again hovering over that one specific contact. I shouldnâtâŚ.but who caresâŚ..but we havenât seen each other in so longâŚ..donât do itâŚdo itâŚ.
I shook my head and hit call mobileâŚ..
Christopher𩶠calling mobileâŚ..
My heels clacked against the pavement rapidly as I waited for him to pick up. The ringing sent shivers down my spine.
âIâm sorry the number you have reached is not available-â
I hung up before it could finish. Groaning to myself out of annoyance but also embarrassment. I opened the iMessage between usâŚ. An honestly embarrassing history.
ChristopherđŠś
Why donât you ever pick up?
Read 2:53am 1/20/23
Chris I miss youđ
Read 9:46pm 1/26/23
Helloooooo you never pick up when I call
Read 11:11 pm 3/10/23
Ik itâs been a while, but at least answer meâŚ
Read: 5:03am 5/26/23
Do you ever miss what we had?đ
Read 4:23am 5/27/23
Chrissssssss answer međ§đ˝ââď¸
Read 12:56am 7/19/23
Iâm with Nick and MattâŚ..
7/19/23 1:02am
I miss you Christopherđ¤
Read 1:15am 7/19/23
Itâll pass.
7/19/23 1:16am
Why do you never pick up!
Read 4:47am 9/17/23
Are you drunk rn?
9/17/23 4:47am
Maybe a little tipsy, but 100% high
Read 4:48am 9/17/23
Sorry I never stop calling, I just miss you
Read 2:08am 10/31/23
Merry Christmasđ¤
Read 8:15am 12/25/23
Wish I was celebrating the new year with you
Miss you <3
Read 12:10am 1/01/24
January 1st, 2024 12:10am
Pick up.
Read 2:39am 02/12/24
No Iâm not proud of this, but once I was under the influence I couldnât stop my fingers from moving. No, I never texted the next morning to apologize because the following weeks and days Iâd do it all over again.
But somehow seeing the âreadâ logo pop up made my heart hurt just a tiny bit more. Shaking my head I kept walking. I had another 18 minutes till I was home. Suddenly my phone started buzzing. I looked down and I was immediately anxious
Incoming call
ChristopherđŠś
I decide to pick up, placing the phone against my ear as I wait for him to speak.
âHello?â He says in a question
âHi Chrisâ I say back more excited than him
âYou alright?â He asks me
âOf course I amâ I said back
âWhere are you right now?â He asks me a bit concerned
âYou donât get to ignore me for a year and then ask me where I amâ I said in a slurred way
âYouâre right I donât, so byeâ he said instantly which caused me to freak out
âNo no! Sorry Iâm walking homeâ I said to him
âWalking home? Now? At this hour? With who? Where were you?â He asks frantically
âIâm alone and I just came from a bar. Iâve had a bit too much to drink and a bit too much weedâ I responded giggling
âI can pick you upâ he says to me
âNo donât worry Iâm almost home plus the streets are quite tonightâ I say back to him
âWell stay on the line with me till you get into your apartment, got it?â He says sternly
âYes sirâ I reply back giggling
âWhyâd you call?â He asks
âThe same reason Iâve called and texted constantly. I miss youâ I said to him
âWell whyâd you only call me when youâre high?â He asks
âHigh? Whyâd I only ever call you when Iâm high?â I asked a bit taken back
âY/N, you never call me at normal hours other than Christmas. Itâs always party hours and itâs always âi miss youâ you only call and text when youâre high and drunkâ he replies a bit annoyed
âI just happen to be under the influence when I want to share my love with youâ I reply sniffling
âYou never text me or call me when youâre sober. Are you scared to talk when your mind is completely clear?â He asks me
âWhat? NoâŚ.â I say in a whisper
âI think you areâŚ.â He says back
âWell how come you never answer me then?â I reply back
âBecause Iâve moved onâ he says flat out
âMoved on?â I ask as I turn a corner trotting closer to my apartment complex
âWhat we had was great and of course I miss you, but weâre over. And I canât be the crutch when youâre drunk and highâ he says
âI donât need you to be my crutchâ I respond rolling my eyes
âThen you would call me when youâre soberâ he replies
âWhateverâ I say back getting angry
âNo reason to be madâ he says laughing a bit
âIâm not madâ I say back instantly
âWell then is that all you needed to get off your chest?â He asked me
âYeah thatâs allâ I say back sternly
I cross the street and walk towards my apartment complex. Opening the glass door and walking into the lobby. My heels click hard and fast as I stomp over to the elevator. Getting up to my floor and walking into my apartment.
âIâm homeâ I say bluntly
âIâm glad youâre safeâ he responds
There was a moment of silence. Chewing my lip as I kick my heels off and throw myself down on my couch.
âSo you donât miss me?â I ask him looking up at my ceiling
âOf course I do, but we just werenât meant for each otherâ he says in a huff
âWerenât meant for each otherâŚâ I repeat back lowly
âWell yeah, we always argue and we just never saw eye to eyeâ he said back
âI suppose thatâs trueâ I say to him
âWhat exactly is it that you miss about me?â He asks a bit intrigued
âI miss your smile, and your eyes, your silky hair, I miss your laugh. I miss the stupid shit youâd doâŚ..I just miss it allâ I said as I smiled to myself
âDrunk words are sober thoughtsâ he said laughing a bit
âBut youâve known thisâ I said to him
âI suppose soâ he replied back
âWell anyways Iâm home now, it was great hearing your voice. Iâll leave you alone nowâ I said to him sitting up and running my hands through my hair
âYeah it was great talking to you, but just do me one favor. Stop calling me.â He says and my heart shatters
âUh..yeah okayâ I say in a whisper as a lump forms in my throat
ââŚ..stop calling me when youâre high. Call me tomorrow morning when youâre soberâ he says laughing a bit at me
âYou asshole you scared meâ I said giggling
âIâm sorry, I was just messing with youâ he said laughing
âWhatever, but fine Iâll text you tomorrow morningâ I said to him
âGood and maybe we could meet for lunchâ he says
âOuuu a date?â I say wiggling my brows
âNo! Just catching upâ he says scoffing
âSure thingâ I say, he giggles and we say our goodbyes.
Hanging up the phone as I toss it on the couch. I open my patio doors and step out. Lighting my cigarette as I look out into the quiet night sky.
Taking a drag I let it all sink in. All my embarrassing texts and calls to him eventually led me back into his life. Taking a drag as I exhale through my nose. I was such a hot fucking mess, but at least the pieces were slowly falling into place.
I just couldnât understand why Iâd only ever call him when Iâm highâŚ..
The End
This was just a short imagine to fill in for the fact Iâve been MIA for two weeks. This was ass, but Iâll put out better shit in the next coming days. I love yall dearly đđ¤đ¤
No pressure tags: @xxloveralways14 @gamermattsgf @hoesformatt @flowerxbunnie @lustfulslxt
Thank you so much for the tag sweet Sophia @sillylittleflower
My top seven on repeat songs:
A weird combination of the most basic pop songs and some smaller artists. I especially recommend Naaz, she's an indie Dutch / Kurdish artist and her music is amazing.
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I uhh⌠I have many things to sayâŚ.many things that arenât appropriate. Iâm physically sick from this đ§đ˝ââď¸. Lord save me đ§đ˝ââď¸đ§đ˝ââď¸