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Valantine killer bro 😭😭😭 too good , I want more chapters 😩😩
valentine killer is on the making 🥹
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VALENTINE KILLER
chapter one: bonjour (the teaser link)
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Jungwon × Reader × Jake × Heeseung — A boy born in February, a guy who was made in February and a man who likes February. Who's the real Valentine Killer?
a story inspired by Cynthia Eden's U.S.A Best Selling Book, Die for Me: A Novel of the Valentine Killer.
SYNOPSIS: In which Y/N, a good student, gets involved in a tragedy she never expected to happen only because of meeting the new student. Detectives from their town, were later on standing in front of her for an unknown reason.
DISCLAIMER: Please bare with my incorrect spelling and grammars. I'm still learning and growing up from my mistakes. This story will be mentioning triggering images that included blood. Content contain mature themes and violence.
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The month of February is up now.
"It's your death anniversary again lil sis." Jay said while looking down at Yeji's picture in a frame on top of his table.
The lad let out a sigh as he looked around the file reports from the former detective in charge of Yeji's death investigation. He sighed again because there's nothing much inside the files. That's impossible that there aren't any lead to her death.
He's not buying it because Valentine killed your sister brutally but there aren't much printed on the papers, only Yeji's personal information and autopsy photo.
His instincts became somewhat activated when a knock came from his open door disturbed him.
It revealed Heeseung Lee, his senior in their department, carrying a box, not big and not small, just the exact size they have in grocery stores.
Jay's head popped up from the piled folders giving the senior detective a smile. "A package was delivered for you." Heeseung said and walked to his junior.
"A package? but I never ordered anything." Jay's voice was full of doubt making the both of them get suspicious about the package.
"Good thing wore my latex gloves." Heeseung said as he placed the pacakaging on the floor.
Silence filled the air.
"I'll wear one too." Jay said and pulled out a pair of latex gloves from his pocket and wore it. The two guys went down on the floor to investigate the mysterious box.
Heeseung was right. The box is for him because his name was written on the packaging information sticker but it's really odd because there aren't any addressees nor any tracking number of the package.
Just his name.
Jay brought out his small cutter and started slicing the tape that's keeping the box cover intact.
Slowly, a foul scent was playing under their nostrils. His instincts could never be wrong. He fully opened the box unraveling a very disgusting present he had ever received in his entire life.
"Damn..." Was all Heeseung could say as he stared in the box in shock.
Jay just received a heart with a knife stabbed in it.
It's not just any heart. A human heart. A fresh, bloody human heart. Along the box is a rose with a yellow tag.
Hello. A present for you. - Valentine Killer Jay was speechless and millions of thoughts were running around his mind. Jay shook his head.
"No..." he mumbled. Memories were flashing back again as he looked at the heart.
He's not going to stop as what he said. He said to himself.
There aren't any pictures inside the box like what he had been doing to his victims. Jay looked down.
"Park, we will find the victim, okay?"
"No Lee. Not just the victims. But also the killer." Jay said and looked at his Senior.
I will find you, you motherfucker.
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It's been a long day for Y/N and she has to start doing her school reviewers for the upcoming examination day.
And she's glad that Jungwon, the nerdy kid, was there to help her when she finds the subject or topic really difficult.
"It's almost 5PM Y/N." Jungwon stated while he's helping you fix the papers that Mrs. Jung told you to do as your student task.
"You can go first. I need to finish this." You said while piling up the papers in their order.
"Nu-uh, I'm not leaving you here." Jungwon replied. "Whatever you want, Yang." You said sarcastically and continued fixing the papers. The room was in complete silence and Jungwon decided to break the ice.
"Do you have any dates?" He randomly asked. "Seriously, out of nowhere?" You asked him back.
"It's just a yes or no question. Besides, it's February now." And that made you stop and stiffen.
"February..." And it ringed a bell. "S-sorry Jungwon, I-i have other plans." You said.
"Oh really?" He asked like he doesn't believe what you just said. "I-'ll be busy with my family." You answered.
"Hmmm... What's going to happen this February? Birthdays? Celebrations? What?"
"D-death anniversary." Just by remembering or mentioning that incident makes you wanna puke because of the trauma that lived in your system.
"Oh."
"Y-yeahhh... hahahha." You awkwardly laughed while trying to focus on the papers.
"Who died?"
"M-my sister."
"Like how?" Jungwon asked and it made you dizzy as you recalled what happened.
"C-can we not talk about this?" You said as you tried to stop your puke.
"Are you okay?" You looked at him and he was worried. "Y-yes am. J-just wait for me outside." You told him but he never listened. "I need to wait for you here. There might be a ghost."
There might be a killer instead. You said to yourself.
Little did you know, what was the killer up to...
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"Hello?" Yunjin answered Jay's call.
"Hey young woman. Have you submitted your report to the captain?" He asked.
"Nah. I'm just gonna go home before I'll be back in duty. What about you? You should eat dinner detective."
"Ms. Huh, my meal is not your concern. You concern should be the report because tomorrow is the deadline. You know the consequences right?" Jay asked coldly.
"Sigh. You're always working." She said and ended the call.
She started walking towards her car when she suddenly felt someone's presence behind her. She looked around but no one was there.
Yunjin shrugged her shoulder and went inside her MuX car. She started driving out of the parking lot and drove way home.
She was driving in an empty street when she noticed something on her rear-view mirror. It's a black van trailing behind her.
She felt something off and continued driving until she reached her flat. She parked her car in her garage and went to her front door to unlock the house.
Yunjin was busy shuffling her keys to enter her house when a hand covered her nose and mouth with a handkerchief filled with anesthetic.
The poor lady was screaming and fighting for her life but she never survived the kidnapping and ending up falling asleep on someone's arms.
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"Bonjour." Valentine Killer smirked as the
young woman looked at her in fear. "Don't worry. Your boyfriend can receive your heart later on." He said.
Yunjin cried so hard while the handkerchief covered her mouth and was drenched in her saliva and tears.
She shook her head begging for Valentine to let her go but it was too late when he started taking out a scalpel and begun to trace in on her knees making her scream and cry in pain.
"Let me carve your beautiful skin with your boyfriend's name." Valentine smirked and started tracing a name.
"Masterpiece." He laughed as he looked on the carved words.
'JAY'
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Hello! Welcome back to Valentine Killer. It's been a month and I've been waiting to release this chapter exactly on February 1. Please stay tuned around February 2 til February 14 or you will miss a lot! Thank you also for supporting my story! <33
taglist: @ayayiiie
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sukieros · 1 year
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VALENTINE KILLER
(teaser) chapter one
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Jungwon × Reader × Jake × Heeseung — A boy born in February, a guy who was made in February and a man who likes February. Who's the real Valentine Killer?
a story inspired by Cynthia Eden's U.S.A Best Selling Book, Die for Me: A Novel of the Valentine Killer.
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SYNOPSIS: In which Y/N, a good student, gets involved in a tragedy she never expected to happen only because of meeting the new student. Detectives from their town, were later on standing in front of her for an unknown reason.
DISCLAIMER: Please bare with my incorrect spelling and grammars. I'm still learning and growing up from my mistakes. This story will be mentioning triggering images that included blood. Content contain mature themes and violence.
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Killing is great.
The sun peeked through your curtains as the wind came along, dancing with them. You felt the heat of the sun rays kiss your face as you rubbed and squinted your tired eyes.
It's morning now, you thought. And you have to go to school, again. You have to admit it, you hate going to school because it's difficult to deal with voices and behaviors in highschool. The generation's mindset now a days are scary and disturbing and no one can lie about that.
“Y/N! You have to go to school now!!!” It's your brother, Jay Park, yelling downstairs. You let out a sharp grunt as your head throbbed from the books you read last night.
Your body doesn't want to get off from bed but you have no choice because you'll be skinned alive by your family if you will skip class this day.
You did try, but it never ended well.
Screams are lovely, especially when they're muffled.
You screamed at the top of your lungs when a frog suddenly leaped from your window.
“Mother fucking frog! You son of a bitch!” You let our deep curses as you kept hitting the frog with your pillow and the frog kept jumping around every corner of your bed making you scream and throw yourself in front of your window.
You saw a figure standing and it revealed Sunghoon — the middle child, with a mischievous smirk plastered on his face.
“Thought Monika can wake you up.” He said proudly. You frowned and pushed his face with your hands.
Frogs are cute.
He knew you hate frogs but this doesn't stop him from scaring you. “Good Lord, look what you've done on my bed!” You yelled and the door opened with a mad Jay holding the knob hardly.
“It's 6:45 now Y/N you need to move your ass up!” He spatted. You just rolled your eyes as the eldest ranted about how lazy you are.
“You should learn from this situation, young lady or else you'll be sent to Forger's All Girls Academy.” He said with a stern voice.
You hate being locked up in a school and your schedule being almost controlled by other people. This punishment will be the worst one of all.
“I'm moving.” You said with a lame tone because you're tired about arguing with your brothers.
You walked out of your room as Jay trailed your steps until you reached the dining room. Sunghoon was already there eating with Monika, his pet frog. Your face crumpled in disgust, “Can you at least put her in the cage?” You demanded but the middle child just rolled his eyes and stuffed his mouth with rice and spam.
“Where's Yeji?” Jay asked as he motioned you to sit down on the chair which you did. “Shisswhosppingsinheerwumm.” Sunghoon choked as he answered the elder's question.
“Don't talk when your mouth is full dumb ass.” You stated while filling your plate with rice and spam.
He coughed many times and chewed loudly before gulping the food. Jay just sighed at his behavior. “She's in her room still sleeping.” He properly answered and drank his water beside his plate.
“She should be up now. It's February 14 and she's always being loud about her date. What's taking her so long to get down?” Jay curiously asked.
“I'll go get her.” You said as you stood up from your seat and climb upstairs to see the youngest.
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Roses are Red.
You knocked on your sister's door waiting for an answer to come in.
Violets are Blue.
Yeji didn't answered so you took the opportunity to open the door but your nose was welcomed by a very foul smell.
Sugar is sweet.
You thought she's busy gaming and she's wearing her headphones on but surprisingly, there's no one inside.
And so are you.
You scanned the room and you have no idea where she went to but your eyes suddenly settled on the pink door.
Red are Roses.
You were having suspicions now because your sister doesn't usually leave her bathroom door, closed. It's always open because she loves the odor of it.
Blues are Violets.
You slowly approached the pinkish door and the smell is getting more fetid and it felt like you want to puke.
Sweet as sugar.
This smell is familiar to you that it's sending you a lot of thoughts — scary thoughts. But you kept denying that this is not real and it's just a hallucination.
Just like you.
You can't help it now because the disturbing thoughts running in your mind is twisting your stomach over the edge.
Red bloody roses.
You stood in front the closed door and slowly knocked on it. No answer. You knocked again and still, no answer.
Blues in the toilet.
You twisted the door knob and the funky smell is getting stronger as you slowly pushed the door.
Skin covered in violet.
The door fully opened and your eyes were lost.
Bruises sweet like cigar.
Your eyes met a feet, swaying and floating. It's nails were violet and it's skin is very pale.
Knife on head like regal.
Your body tensed up as you slowly trailed your eyes above.
Frozen like the ice, covered in sweat like fire.
You met the eyes. No, her eyes. And yours were in tears as your jaw were hanging. You want to scream but you cannot even do it.
Broken into piece, your heart is what I desire.
“AAAAAHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!” You finally let out your screams in horror as you cried and sobbed in the bathroom.
The hanging body made you cry. No. Yeji made you cry because the body was hers. It's cold, pale and two knives were stabbed in her, one on her chest and one on her head— dried blood has deep trails on her fare skin.
Slits were all over her pale and bruised skin, five, no... six, no... eleven slits were all over her. A rose was stitched on her eyes.
“No!!! Noo!!!” you cried more in trauma as you looked at your poor sister's body.
“What happened!?!” Jay and Sunghoon came rushing in Yeji's room. The two were huffing in breaths as they both ran to your spot and only to be surprised by a sight they never wanted to see.
They were tensed and frozen at their spot while you're now on the ground crying hardly. “Yeji!!! Who did this to you!!!!! AHHHH!!!!” You screamed at the top of your lungs.
It was very ugly. You never know what did she do to deserved a state like this. “Call 911 now!!” Jay yelled at Sunghoon who's now crying too, mad and furious.
You were now getting dizzy as you let out your cry. Sirens were later heard around your neighborhood while Sunghoon and Jay were calming you and processing together what's happening. Jay decided to leave Yeji's body hanging for a while before the FBI comes to investigate the scene. He knows that it was the worst idea but it's not a good move to touch her body for some sort of reason.
“She was just in her room last night.” Sunghoon sobbed as he hugged you. “She even happily bragged about her high scores yesterday.” He added. Jay was silent the whole day because he was too shocked. Especially you who firstly witnessed the body.
This will forever be a nightmare to the three of you.
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“We found your sister's heart in an ice box from your own back yard. I think the killer purposely threw it out there or he immediately threw it before someone can catch him doing a crime over the victim.”
Nice to meet you. - VK🌹 “Engraved on the victim's body.” A detective said as he showed Jay the photo. The eldest thought that it's better for you to stay with the uniform to be safe.
“Lucky for your other sister to not discover he body too late because if she did, a box will appear in your porch and send her the greatest PSTD because of VK.”
“Who's VK?” He curiously asked. “Valentine Killer.” The detective spoke.
And that ringed him a bell.
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5 Years Later...
“New university, new life.” You said to yourself as your held the straps of your bag while entering the Decelis Academy.
Be aware of anyone you meet. Jay's voice lingered around your head. Yes, the three of you became more aware of what's going to happen after the incident that happened in that house, that old house you guys left behind.
And you marked those words inside you.
Do you think this is easy? No sweet sugar, you'll always be mine.
RIIINGG!!!
The school bell rang and students are now rushing to get inside their classrooms while you're still lost even though your reading your subject and class list.
“You need help?” A boy with cat eyes, blue hair and eyeglass came to you. You scanned him, but he looks harmless. “Oh, yeah. I'm lost.” You said while walking and he followed you. “What's your first period subject?” He asked.
You were hesitant at first but he's not gonna hurt you. Maybe not, maybe yes, you're not really certain. “Hmmmm ethics.” You said.
“Really? I'm going to that room too!” He said as he's smiling genuinely. “Great, now we're going there. I don't know how does this map works.” You scoffed. “I went to that room while ago, follow me.”
You have doubts but after walking, you finally reached the ethics room and gladly the teacher didn't yet arrived.
“I'm Jungwon.” He said. “Oh I'm Y/N.” You introduced yourself.
“Nice to meet you.” Jungwon smiled.
Those words were familiar and it made you looked at his eyes and they were blank stare. His smile is different and it's sending you chills but you don't know why.
I'm not gonna let my guard down. You said in your mind.
“Nice to meet you too.” You replied back.
You can't runaway from me. Never. Again.
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Oiiii, thank you for reading! I recommend you to read the novel, it's really thrilling! <3 I'll post my master list soon!
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UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN
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Heeseung × Reader
SYNOPSIS: You randomly met a stranger in the library and shared moments with him even for a short time.
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The water falling in drops condensed from vapor in the atmosphere — or the rain, became stronger as the day peeks through the gray and dim cloudy sky.
While the rain were busy pouring, you on the other hand were rushing to fix your school bag because you're running late for your classes this day.
The weather's getting heavier and you, together with your classmates are expecting for the classes to be cancelled for today because of the bad weather. But guess what? You're adviser said that you should wait for further announcements of the school admin.
It's 7:07 AM now! 7:20 AM will be your estimated time to attend the flag ceremony but where's the fucking announcement!
Shit. You muttered to yourself as you walked out from your room.
“Honey, you should eat breakfast first.” Your mom said but you scoffed it off, feeling guilty later for dodging her kindness.
“You're always like that whenever you're rushing to school! Why don't you wake up earlier!?” She asked you madly for your stubbornness.
“I'm late.” That's what all you've said before you went off from your house.
As you walked through the wet streets of the place where you grew up, you felt the cold wind kiss your bare skin on your neck. “Fuck I should've brought my hoodie.” You said as you hugged yourself under the white clear umbrella your father gifted you before he passed away.
When you were little, everytime it's raining, your dad will walk you with the umbrella you're holding right now. You smiled softly as you recalled those happy memories.
After walking for 10 minutes from your house to your school, you've finally arrived. You walked with your umbrella but you wondered, where are the other students?
You sighed as you took the phone out of your denim pants' back pocket. You scrolled through your chats only to see what your adviser said to your gc.
Ms. Huh: There will be no classes for today due to bad weather. Activities left for this day shall be moved on Monday.
Sent 07:28 AM
Your faced crumpled when you saw the message. Great! Now you're here at school! All alone!
“I should have stayed at home, all I should be doing now is sleep but guess what!?! I'M HERE ALL ALONE IN THIS FUCKING INSTITUTE! GREAT! JUST GREAT!” You screamed around the open area of the campus.
You huffed on your breath but it stopped when you saw a figure of a male student walking on the open hallway not far from you. He's heading to the school library, you said to yourself because that place was your favorite one to visit.
You smiled to yourself as you went inside the building and went to the school library too. The empty classroom creeps you out and it reminds you of any zombie series.
When you entered the library, there's no one inside. “Weird.” You said.
“Weird what?” A male voice from behind you spoke making you jump and scream from where you're standing right now and fall on tiled floors of the library.
You slowly looked up at the guy who spoke and it's him, the guy you saw earlier. “What are you doing here?” He asked. “I should be asking you that.” You said as you stood up.
You looked at his face again. You have never seen someone this handsome before. His perfume even smells good as they're dancing under your nostrils.
“I'm here to read.” He reasoned and walked pass by you. You trailed behind him. “How come I've never seen you before?” You asked him. “Well, I don't like being in public.” He replied but it sounded like a lie. “Are you a spy?” You asked making him snort and laugh of how cute you are.
He on the other hand were surprised to see you inside the library. He knew you, your entire life he knows you. You're adorable as you asked him questions like a toddler and following him around his steps like a puppy.
“If I'm a spy, I should have taken down a lot of people in this school. But guess what? I'm not.” He answered.
“I'm Heeseung.” He suddenly introduced himself. “Oh, Lee Heeseung? The one they're talking about how great you are!” You said as his name ringed a bell.
He nodded, looking at you and smiling softly. His bambi eyes looking at you and you noticed, there's no any emotion flashing in his eyes.
You both sat on the floor as you talked about a lot of things. You both read a lot of books, lay down a cozy mat on the floor and even play board games.
He looked at you without you noticing. A smile crept on his lips because you're different from what he knew before.
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“So, I have a brother and a dad but they died.” You said as you told him things. “How did they die?” He curiously asked. “Hmmmm, i dont know what happened to my brother because I was still a toddler that time. I can't particularly remember but he always gives me good jelly beans!” You bragged about how good your brother is.
“He must be a good brother.” He told you and you nodded in agreement. Thinking of those blurred memories makes you wanna cry. “No matter the situation became, I'm an adopted daughter of that family yet they loved me dearly.” You told him as he listened to you.
“Dad died because of a car accident.” You answered his previous question while ago. “Although, mom never told me what really happened, I just accepted it. I can't do anything. I'm no goddess to bring back the dead to life.” You muttered but he disgarees.
You brought me to life. He said to himself.
You smiled at him, “Sorry, I'm being a sad girl here.” You said in embarrassment as you wip those forming tears from your eyes to prevent them from falling because you felt pathetic.
“That's okay, Lee Y/N.” He said and held your cheeks. “Your hands are cold.” You mumbled but he never said anything, instead, he hugged your small figure. “Everything will be okay.” He reassured.
You never realize what time is it now yet you wan to hug him forever and you dont know why.
After a long hugging, he slowly break away from the embrace. You suddenly yawned because of how the weather keeps getting colder and colder.
“You sleepy?” He asked with a soft tone and you nodded with a small “Hmm..” as your eyelids are slowly closing. “You should sleep.” He told you, “I'll wake you up later.” He added.
You trust Heeseung and you never know the reason why yet you want to sleep and you know you'll be safe around him. So you did as what he told you. You closed your eyes and sleep deeply.
Watching your sleeping figure, he smiled softly. He held you again after years but he felt guilty because this is the only time.
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“She must be here!” A familiar voice said.
“Are you sure ma'am?” Another voice appeared.
“It's night time and she only gone to school!”
“Okay ma'am, don't need to panic.”
“Fuck! Why is she laying on the floor!!!”
“Y/N! Y/N!”
“Y/N!” You jumped from your bed when a woman voice called your name. You're chasing your breath as you looked around your surroundings only to find your mom sitting beside your hospital bed.
Bed. You're on a hospital bed. YOU'RE IN HOSPITAL????
“Doc! She's awake!” Your mom said calling for the doctor. A man in a white coat entered your room and came to you while he checked your heart beat through his cold stethoscope. “Judging by the way how your heart palpitates, you woke up from a nightmare and your brain reacted causing for you to wake up.” He said calmly.
“Her blood test is clear, her fluids are okay, everything's okay and there's nothing wrong.” He said and looked at you. “Miss, can you tell me what happened in the library? Why were you laying on the floor?” He asked.
Sudden memories clouded your mind and he popped up in it. “I-i was with a friend.” You answered.
“According to your school administration, there are no classes that day for all grade levels due to the bad weather. According to your mom you never ate that day but I think there's another reason why you fainted.” He told you.
“I-i didn't faint.” You said. “You, fainted. The school guard said that you're not breathing and you're lying there helplessly.” You're speechless.
Wtf is happening!?!?
“Now tell me, miss lee y/n, who's that friend and what's their gender? And what did you both do in the library?” He asked.
“You weren't drugged either. No signs of semen in you genitalia. You're not raped.” He added. There were silence in the atmosphere.
You took a deep breath and decided to break the ice by saying, “He's Lee Heeseung and he's a male. We talked a lot of things. And I was sleepy and he let me sleep. And I woke up. I'm here...”
You looked at the doctor's reaction and he paled. You looked at your mom and she paled too. “W-what's wrong?” You asked. “Miss, tell us the truth.” The doctor said, not believing what you told him.
“I swear I'm not lying! Heeseung listened to everything what I've felt about my life! He's the talk of the school! And he's a good person!” You fought back. The doctor looked down. “He is a good person.” He suddenly blurted out and looked at you with sad emotions.
“But you never know?” He asked. “W-what do you mean doc?” You never know why you're getting worried. Your heart were hammering crazily. “He's dead. Years ago, Y/N. He's my best friend back then.”
You shook your head as you laughed nervously. What a nice April Fool's Joke.
You realized it's January and they're not laughing either. Everything was silent, except the machines in your room, ringing and buzzing.
“Y-you're lying.” You said. How was he dead!? You were literally talking to him while ago!!
“He's your brother. You were a toddler when he died and we were in our highschool days. Y/N, i won't lie. I know him too well.”
He knows that it is very unprofessional for him to be engaged in a patient's personal life now but he can't help it because it is Lee Heeseung you are talking about.
You shook your head and looked at your mom. “Mom, tell me. Tell me this isn't real.” You said as you started to tear up. You were looking for your brother for years, wondering where he went and you accepted the truth that he died. But knowing that the stranger who listened to you in the library, is your brother, in his lost soul.
“He exactly died in the library after a student became the hostage of those terrorists invaded the campus.” Your mom replied.
It all makes sense. He felt cold, his eyes has no emotions and he has no shadow. And he's the talk of the school.
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“Maybe you never noticed the library walls filled with frames. You can see his picture right there.” He said.
“I'm doctor Sim Jaeyun, you can call me Jake.” He introduced to you before he handed out his number calling card.
“Why are you sad?” Heeseung asked while you both read your favorite book. “I found my brother.” You answered and looked at him. “Really? You must be happy.” He said while smiling.
“Indeed. I'm very very happy.” You agreed as your tears of joy fell. “Happier than ever.” And you hugged him making him surprised, “You must really love my hugs.”
Yes, you love it. “I hate you Hee! I miss you so much! I miss you so much oppa!” You cried out. He patted your back making him cry too. “How did you know it's me?” He break the hugged and looked at you. “Jake told me because he's my doctor.” You said as you sniffed. “Heeseung... you should've told me sooner.” You whined as you cried.
He giggled between his sobs, “What should I tell you? hello y/n, i'm your dead brother, i'm a ghost awoooo~” He joked around and you smacked his chest. “That's not funny!" You cried and he hugged you again as he laughed softly.
“Promise me, that you're going now. I don't want you to be stuck around here forever.” You said. Hee smiled sadly. “Okay dear sister, I will go soon. Just let me be with you for this time before my time comes.” He promised.
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You woke up on the library floor while your mom and Jake were there. “What happened now my dear?” Your mom asked worriedly. “He went now.” You cried. “He's not here anymore!” You cried harder.
Yes, Heeseung followed the light to the after life. Yet he'll be watching you from above, guide you and protect you.
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“Until we meet again...” You said as you touched his picture attached on the library wall.
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Hi and hello, I'm sorry for my wrong grammars and the way how somethings missing. I wrote for what's the weather today here in our town so please forgive me for my unsatisfying work. =)
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sukieros · 1 year
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“WHATEVER HAPPENS, I LOVE YOU.”
DISCLAIMER: imperfect grammar, mention of cuss, yelling, starving, suffering reader
GENRE: angst, fluff
— non-idol!jake × reader's 2nd pov
Jake didn't mean to hurt you with the words he dropped after coming back from a very tiring work. You were undeniably hurt for hearing him tell you those aching words in a very imprudent manner. He was busy at work and you want attention from him because you missed him so much to the point that you're overthinking things. You even thought that he derelict you and your relationship now.
At first, it was fine for you but when he only barely got time to give attention to you, your impatient ass couldn't take it any longer so you decided to ignore him for a week and Jake got irritated by the attitude.
Jake knew that you are a very hot-blooded person but he can't be careful about the fact that you can do things that'll drive him nuts just like ignoring him for a long time.
“Y/N STOP GIVING ME THAT ATTITUDE AND JUST TALK TO ME ONCE!” he screamed.
But you only gave him a deadpan look that triggered him.
“FOR FUCK'S SAKE I COULDN'T BELIEVE I MARRIED A FUCKING BITCH LIKE YOU! YOU KNOW WHAT?? YOU'RE THE BITCHIEST BITCH I'VE EVER HAD IN MY ENTIRE LIFE AND I WISH THAT THIS MARRIAGE COMES TO AN END!!!”
He was huffing in his own breath with his eyebrows crossing together.
Not until his mad face went back to the soft Jake because there you are looking at him with your lost eyes. Realization hit him when he saw pain struck around your doe ones. He wants to apologize but it was too late because you ran upstairs and locked yourself inside the room.
Jake threw a mad punch in the air as tears streamed down from his puppy-like eyes. He hurt you and he hates himself. He wants to scream and slap his face a thousand times because he hurt the woman he dearly loves.
It's been three days and you never came out. Barely even touched the food he prepared you. He took a one month leave just to fix you and him.
And it's driving him insane and it's suffocating. He misses your presence around the house. He misses you doing the chores as he gets back home and he'll give you the warmest back hug. He misses your smile, laugh, giggles and even your cooking.
But everything vanished in days after those painful words he threw infront of you. Thinking about those moments, it's making him smile bitterly and let out another river of tears.
“Baby...” Jake's voice got shaky as hot tears fell from his eyes. His system got weaker knowing that you held his words that he never wanted to tell you.
“Baby, I'm sorry. I'm really sorry... I didn't mean to yell at you like that. Please open the door and let's talk. I can't handle seeing you being like this. It hurts me that I made you cry, baby. Baby I don't regret getting married at you. Baby please...” He cried out.
He was begging and apologizing many times like he's writing thousands of promissory note in one sitting.
On the other side of the door, you were crying too. “Bullshit...” You murmured to yourself.
Why would he say that he didn't regret you when three days ago he told that he wants to put an end between you and him?
Neither can you help yourself at this state. You love Jake. You love him so much that you are willing to hug him again. But something stops you for trying to.
Because you kept questioning your worth if you deserve him or does he deserves you?
You let out a sigh, wiping the salty tears your eyes gave out. You bit your lower lip and slowly held the door knob. You slowly twisted it causing for the door to unlock. When you hang the door widely, there he is.
His small figure on the floor sleeping. His cheeks were wet, probably from crying a lot. His hair was messy like a puppy. You slightly smiled because you missed this guy.
His eyes slowly twitched when you tapped his shoulder. And both of yours met. "Baby..." his eyes was half open and his voice was very raspy.
"If you're only in my dream now I would beg till my knees bleed just for you to forgive my shits." He said while hot tears slowly streamed down from his eyes.
He looks pitiful in his current position. You want to laugh it out but you can't help it because you're also crying too.
"Damn you look like an angel, are you taking me to heaven now huh?" He said carelessly. You smiled softly. "I love you." You said. But all he can respond is to smile. And his eyelids slowly dropped and began snoring again.
You went closer to his face and you were about to kiss him but you smelled a reek of alcohol between his lips. You sighed knowing that the young guy drowned himself drinking without your presence beside him. You carefully carried and guided him to your bed and made him lie down.
You fixed his position to put him in a comfortable sleep. You covered him with your blanket and turned the aircon to dry his sweat.
You went to the kitchen to make him a meal. It's been a while... You smiled softly and began cooking. You went upstairs carrying the tray containing your food and Jake's food.
He was sleeping deeply. “I'll wake you later my love.” You said and pecked his forehead and fixed the untouched food. You went beside him and cuddled his sleeping figure until you went to dreamland too.
It's 4PM sharp and Jake's eyes slowly opened. He was confused and his head hurts because of the liquor. It felt like he got ran over by ten-wheel truck.
“Fuck this hangover...” He mumbled to. His voice was raspy and his throat sores. He rubbed his eyes trying to process anything after he woke up. His eyes roamed around the place he's in right now. Only then realized that he's not outside your room anymore. He's inside, laying down on the bed you both share together.
His eye balls almost fell out and he tried to process the situation. He looked at the figure beside him and you're peacefully sleeping. His heart was thumping and he can't think straight. All he want to do is now cry as little by little, those thorns that were planted by him on his heart, were being pulled off.
You took care of him and you even cooked for him. A small smile crept on his lips and he wip his tears. He leaned down to kiss your cheeks waking you up from your deep sleep because you're a light sleeper. You slowly opened your eyes and you met his, again. His eyes were in pain and happiness but a hint of guilt was dancing through his brown ones.
“Jake...” You called out his name and he smiled softly as tears fell from him again and every droplet fell on your skin, you cried out too.
The scene of you staring at each other deeply, the peaceful silence filled by your sniffs and sobs, the way your eye pupils are screaming the sincerity of pain, of those strong emotions for each other, those were the passion, sadness, happiness, and madness.
Passion, it's because of the way you cared for him and the way he wants to bet his life in any danger just to protect you again even if he failed for the first time, but he's going to do it again, to love you more because you gave him another chance to fix the mistakes, his mistakes and maybe even yours. He's passionate about you, for you, and because of you. And those little by little shits he did unconsciously and those things that hurt you caused by him, he is willing to grow and to learn only for you as the woman he loves.
Sadness, because of guilt. Happiness because you're here again for the both of you and madness because he is mad at his self for treating you in the worst state as possible.
“I miss you so much....” He cried as he cupped your cheeks making you smile and cry out in joy, “I miss you more, love...” You replied back making him drown in guilt and regret.
He hugged you in a tight embrace, “Fuck, I love you so much. I regret saying those things. I'm sorry baby. I'm sorry. I'm sorry in many ways.” He's sincere and you know that.
“Jake, it's okay.” You let go of the hug and your lips made a reassuring smile.
“I forgive you now. Plus, it's my fault too. I didn't wait for you patiently and my stubbornness and cockiness suffocated you.” You said and wip his fresh tears.
Jake's eyes were sore and red yet he never looked away and his eyes just to stare at you because he never like the idea of losing you.
“Btw, let's eat our food now, it's getting colder. You need to stuff your stomach too.” You said taking the tray from the bedside table beside you and brought placed it on the sheets.
You felt a burning stare and you know that Jake's eyes never left you. Those thorns stuck in your heart were slowly being pulled away.
“We should eat.” You stated and looked at him. His eyes were screaming guilt again yet he's still happy.
“Okay, my love.” He smiled and began digging over the dish you made for the both of you.
You watched your husband who munched his food like he never ate one before. He was hungry because he has no appetite to eat because of the situation you both got in to.
Suddenly he started crying again while eating the rice. His hands were trembling as he gripped the handle of the spoon and fork.
“A-aegi... a-awae?” You asked worried. “N-nothing, nothing.” He shook his head and ate the whole plate while his head was bowing down.
“I-is something wrong?” You asked, concerned about Jake. Jake looked at you and cried loudly, opening his mouth like a baby who hurt himself.
“I'M SO SORRY!!! I'M SO SORRY FOR BEING A JERK!!!” He cried so hard. He was helpless. It aches him because after what he've done, you rewarded him with a food because of his hangover. Your cooking is one of his favorite thing and he felt so bad eating one after what he had done to you.
You just smiled, tearing out again. You hit his forehead and he pouted doing the puppy eyes. “Stupid puppy. I can't bare not talking to you for days. And it's killing me. So baby, are okay now?" You asked spreading your arms, body language saying that you want a tight embrace again from him.
Quickly he placed the tray on the bedside table and threw himself to you again. “Whatever happens, I love you.” You whispered on his ear.
“I love you more my wifey.” He said.
And that's how everything with you and him went. He became more sensitive, did his time management and you practiced being patient for him.
Understanding, good communication, consciousness, patience, sensitivity and respect are the aspects that build a good relationship, not perfect but a better one.
There are more aspects to maintain a good relationship with your lover but these are the basic yet useful ones.
Both of you managed your relationship well and avoided things that will hurt each other.
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sukieros · 1 year
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jaeyun 😭
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They grew up so much😭 I’m emotional rn🫶🏻🥹👆🏻🤍
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