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i don't need rejection therapy i need ppl saying yes therapy (whenever i ask ppl things i expect a no and it actually stresses me more to get a yes bc then it's out of my comfort zone and I have no idea what to do)

#keep expecting to get a text from that guy being like actually no. #last time i tried smth w a crush (didn't ask out but asked to work on smth togehter) they ended up #texting to say they couldn't and now im like. I Can Only Be Rejected #hhhhhhh #to be.txt

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god giving me his hardest battles (have to text a man even though i already did the hard part of asking him to coffee)

#like im overthinking everything now #like he said Yes and he added me to close friends on ig (??) but. he hasn't texted #must i pursue.

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"Heavy Home" Watercolor 8x8" 2023.

For "Microvisions 6," a group show of small works at @wowxwow . Love being a part of this show. Fir needles is something I've been wanting to revisit painting for a long time, and it was so interesting seeing how my approach changed since the last time. it's something I definitely want to incorporate more of in my future work.

The original for this piece is available for sale, alongside so many incredible works, don't miss it! On view May 5th-26th.

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#art #q

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Mexico City. Sunset of March. 2020

#photography

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The Blue Veil, 1907 by Glauco Cambon (Italian, 1875–1930)

#art #very nice and blue #q

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Inuit sculptures by Liss Stender

Traditional inuit male and female sculptures in Nuuk, Greenland

#art #photography #q

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anyway that guy i asked to coffee hasn't texted me abt when he's free yet but he has seemingly added me to his close friends story on ig so not sure how to take that

#sorry for posting abt this so much #my rabbits been rlly sick and im trying to pretend it's not happening #vet appointment next week but like he's a very old rabbit so I'm. Scared.

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Lac des fées by Benoît Deniaud

#photography #q

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am now overthinking everything akdkckng

going to college like im going to war (ive made the resolution to ask out the cute photography student if i see him)

#he said he'd text abt when he's free and he hasn't yet #am also like hyperfocusing on this bc I don't want to think abt other things

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Melanargia galathea | Les Papillons dans la Nature (1934) | Paul-André Robert (1901-1977)

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Refaat Alareer, If I must die, written in 2011, published online on November 1, 2023

If I must die, you must live to tell my story to sell my things to buy a piece of cloth and some strings, (make it white with a long tail) so that a child, somewhere in Gaza while looking heaven in the eye awaiting his dad who left in a blaze— and bid no one farewell not even to his flesh not even to himself— sees the kite, my kite you made, flying up above and thinks for a moment an angel is there bringing back love If I must die let it bring hope let it be a tale

(transcript by the American Friends Service Committee)

#poetry #faves

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informing the council (texting all my friends that i asked a guy out)

#doing the rounds etc

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who even am i like I've never asked anyone out before this is crazyyy

#never dated either #but :') #to be.txt

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he said yes to coffee <3

going to college like im going to war (ive made the resolution to ask out the cute photography student if i see him)

#to be.txt #!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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sorry, im busy tonight, i downloaded a pdf...

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Grietje Postma (b.1961) - Untitled. 2012. Woodcut.

#art