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#& i wanted him to just bear my existence bc we didnt click at all. so i wanted to be as attractive as possible to him.
vzajemnik
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9 months
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looking at pics of myself from a year ago makes me so sad lol
#🗞️
#the cissona was real .......
#but like. you can be trapped in a cissona but you can make the cissona gay. somehow ive straightened myself out to a point of where+
#my new friends seeing those pictures of me r like thats not u that person is literally straighter than me (i dont have many queer friends-_
#& im like. 😬😬hahaaa.......
#i wanted to say idk why i even trapped myself like that but i was literally helplessly in love with a straight dude
#to whom i was just the other woman
#& i wanted him to just bear my existence bc we didnt click at all. so i wanted to be as attractive as possible to him.
#STUPID!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
#and also my inner monologue looked like. i know i could be happier but id rather be a fraud and attractive than true to myself & ugly. girl
#me 2021-2022 get help......... what even is that mentality.............
#anyway now im better i think. its a recent development i literally stopped going after straight guys at the end of may. so.
#then i read stone butch blues and now here we are. very confused but at the end of the day. the cissona is gone
#if im being honest im scared ill bump into that guy bc of whom i developed this severe of a cissona bc although its been a year since
#we havent seen each other. im still so down bad. we havent talked in a year and a half💀
#and ill put on the cissona again
#ahnywayz hope you all are having a good night
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