#//anyway relevant to artfght i was trying to make a ref earlier and ouhh boy did That Not Happen

[keeps-ache]

MUSIC. [explodes]

#just me hi #there are so many emotions that can make one Explode but ouhhhhghghghghghghg !!!! #good explosion !!! everyone within 300 square miles will be coated in glitter!!! watch me !! #running in circles like a mouse on caffeine ouhuhh #i can be calm !! and normal about noises !! but i won't be !! because A !! #!!! #// OTHER things anyway lol! :> #i think i wanna do artfight this year.. ? #i didn't last year because i am horribly terribly awfully shy and slightly anxious #i Still Am but i'm gonna try artfght this year lol :D emphasis on Try! there Will be an Attempt ! #//i also ended up falling asleep instead of spinning the wheel hvbfshfj Lol #but i Did start writing another thing so :D #i've started like 4-6 new written stories and am not committing to ANY of them lolll #mostly cuz i'm trying to just get back into writing and if i Commit then i start to dislike it #which is ridiculous !! if you liked it enough to say 'i'll stick to it' why are you spinning around and going the other way?? silly-silly!! #not sure how to get myself to stick to anything though #still a hit-or-miss there! i'm mostly missing but i guess that's the fun part huh? experimentation !! :D #//anyway relevant to artfght i was trying to make a ref earlier and ouhh boy did That Not Happen #//OH lemme tell you about the !! i've been picking up reading again which is So Much Fun !!! :DDD #i've missed reading but like in the way you don't know What you're missing #and like !! my beloved has returned home lol :D #i forget why i stopped but ouhh #so far i've reread the soc duology‚ farewell my lovely‚ reread the man who was thursday‚ working on the big sleep now :> #i really like detective stories fhvshs #i dunno why either lol #i think it's cuz one of the first books i got to pick out was sherlock holmes? it really seared itself into my brain hvhfdh #i've gotta burn through some more tho!! just wish i had the physical books‚ it kinda adds something to reading ykno? hfvh #but pdfs are fine :) i guess i'll have stuff to collect in the future lol :D #//oops my tags might get cut [wailing]