#//definitely doesn’t belong to any particular group anymore but like is vaguely religious

[iyla-difransisco]

I made such a stupid mistake.

I should’ve given up. I should’ve given in no matter if I thought I was right or wrong, it didn’t matter. I should’ve been the deferring, quiet lady my mother taught me to be. Then maybe I’d be with the only home I have now.

My flowers won’t bloom anything but black. The only things I can coax to do anything else are thorns and white lilies. Death flowers.

I stopped being formally religious when I was twelve. But I haven’t prayed this hard in years. Haven’t lit the candles or said my rosary.

#//so #//fun fact Iyla was meant to be some sort of Christian but I got ✨trauma✨ so it just is a cliff note #//definitely doesn’t belong to any particular group anymore but like is vaguely religious #//ie ‘yeah there’s probably a god’ ‘Jesus loved everyone so stop using him to hurt people I won’t be involved’ ‘love thy neighbor’ type #iyla difransisco #the dark knightess #marvel cinematic universe #marvel mcu #marvel rp #mcu roleplay #mcu rp #marvel roleplay