#| MUSE ★ OSAMU DAZAI.

[starsburned]

✏️ -also shirase and dazai

@memoryextrction pulled dazai from the fire.

Shirase: BWWAAAAAAAAAA! Oh, you hear that? That's the wrong opinion alarm. Dazai: That is not something you actually have installed. Shirase: Sorry, say again? I couldn't hear you over my alarm that YOU SET OFF with your WRONG-ASS OPINION.

#| MUSE ★ OSAMU DAZAI. #| ANSWERED ASKS ★ IC. #memoryextrction #AHBDHBFHGBG

[chuunai]

Can we get Dazai, Chuya and Fyodor with scenario 19 and prompt 13? (drabbles)

hey did you know I LOVE Chuuya Nakahara?

✧˚ · . drunken confessions - dazai osamu, nakahara chuuya, fyodor dostoevsky

summary ⋆ ★ comfort, fluff, SFW. also clingy insecure chuuya. fyodor also kinda takes advantage of you mentally/emotionally while drunk

Dazai Osamu

He somewhat planned it all out. The invitation sent to you to watch movies with him at his dorm, right next to yours. The drinks, too. Cheap cans of beer and sake that are lazily passed to you. The futon too that you two are situated on is more neat and tidy than usual with no forgotten crab legs or alcohol stains in sight. It’d be easier to confess if he had liquid courage, right? Dazai didn’t want to fuck it all up.

When he confesses this way, it’s because he can’t think of anything better. Dinner at a restaurant is nice and dandy, sure, but it’s not quite intimate enough. A letter doesn’t express the tone of how serious he is with his love for you. You’ve been with him since his days in the Mafia. You saw him at his worst, and so he wishes to give you the best.

So when you’re both slightly tipsy and giggly at the sights on the TV, he tugged at your clothes and brought you in closer, pretending to shiver and whine about the cold. Unsurprisingly, you had snuggled into him back—such an affectionate drunkard. What Dazai did next was probably purely driven by intoxication and the need to confess. Jokingly (not really), he asked if you could be with him every night to warm him up just like you did already with his heart.

Dazai nearly had a heart attack when you took so long to ultimately respond with a yes. He doesn’t waste time, already carefully maneuvering you on top of him as a pretty body pillow while he sleepily mumbled that he loved his pillow. Loves you. Sure, it was all planned out, but it worked. He’d keep you forever by his side.

Nakahara Chuuya

It’s such a total fucking accident. The whole thing was never intended to happen when Chuuya took you out for a drink after a successful mission. You were his subordinate—albeit a close one of his—and it’d be wrong to act on his feelings for you. Death is a common and accepted daily occurrence of the Port Mafia, and he doesn’t want to accidentally get you hurt or even killed because you were his partner. Even if it hurts, he doesn’t want to confess. For your safety.

Although two glasses of wine later and a guy hitting on you stirs jealousy in his mind, and the fact that you seem uncomfortable increases it by tenfold. He didn’t hesitate to walk over with a thin smile on his face, wrapping an arm around your waist and cooing in your ear that he missed his baby and if you could please dance with him—your fake boyfriend. That’s how he ended up dancing with you to the beat of the music. His eyes were glued to your lips, admiring the shape as he wished they’d cover his body in rouge lipstick.

But Chuuya Nakahara lost everyone he ever cared about. Kouyou was still here, but he doubted the world would let her stay by his side for long. The drunken urge to kiss you was pushed back by the logical side of his mind, screaming out the fact that he’d be a creep if he did that. And he didn’t want you to think he was a sleazy guy. You were his muse from afar, and he wouldn’t dare do anything to hurt you.

So instead the wine in his veins opts to merely drop his head onto your shoulder and hesitantly intertwine his fingers with you. Next? He mumbles in your neck that he loves you. Loves you to the point where he’d kill everyone in the world if they dared to cross you—his heart. All he wanted was your heart, your undying love. But at the end of the day, you’re too good for him. He’s not even human, after all.

Fyodor Dostoevsky

He wasn’t drunk whatsoever and capitalized on your inebriation. Fyodor was a smart man, able to read moves of his opponents and acquaintances alike. This included you, of course. He knew absolutely everything about his little mouse, from your family to your darkest secrets. It was no surprise that he discovered your deep admiration of him as well.

What was supposed to be a meeting between the two of you discussing the DoA’s plans, instead ended up into him gently coaxing you to sip at the wine he had given you. He didn’t drink himself—a man as great as himself would not taint his mind with such a poison—but merely watched as your cheeks flushed with the telltale sign of tipsiness. The scenario would’ve been baffling for any outsider. Two terrorists in a room that both have a crush on each other. How utterly perplexing and unsettling!

Once he was certain you were to be easily manipulated to whatever he wanted, he began asking more personal questions and other matters. Coyly asking if you needed to visit a doctor with how red your face was whenever you two spoke. Or when he began to poke fun at your habit of stammering when he’d appear behind you and give your head that small condescending tap. Poor, poor you who didn’t stand a chance. You were so easy to crack. The seed at the middle of it all was your confession and the way he invited you onto his lap and began stroking your hair like one might do with a beloved pet.

While he’s not entirely sure what love truly is other than the definition, Fyodor felt a deep sense of affection and responsibility for you. Nearly every ruler in history had a beloved at their side to witness the fruits of their goals, so naturally he should as well. It wasn’t like you’d leave either. He’d make sure of it and keep you with him forever until he decided to end it.

Tags: @twst-om-lover, @sinfulthoughtsposts, @xxcandlelightxx

#bungou stray dogs #bungou gay dogs #aspiring writer #bsd x reader #bungo stray dogs x reader #bsd x gender neutral reader #chuunai #bsd imagines #bsd tag #chuuya x reader #dazai x reader #fyodor x reader #bsd fluff

[starsburned]

@frost-eyed-autumn

"You can't prove SHIT."

"I don't have to prove anything when I already know. You are quite literally the only one that torments me that way."

#| MUSE ★ OSAMU DAZAI. #| CRACK ★ OSAMU DAZAI. #| FROSTEYEDAUTUMN ★ WE'RE BROKEN BUT WE FIT TOGETHER JUST RIGHT. #frosteyedautumn

[starsburned]

FROST-EYED-AUTUMN CONT.

Just doing paperwork alone had given his mind enough time to wander. Even the music hadn't been enough to drown it out this time and he breathes out a tense breath.

At least when he was doing interrogations and torture, he had an outlet for most things. A way to take it out on someone else instead of himself. A sharp remark lingers on the tip of his tongue, yet he doesn't voice it. "I don't want to talk to anyone else right now." Sure, he could go talk to Mori, but he didn't exactly want to take anything for anxiety right now but he found himself here instead. He pushes off the desk to pace, still idly picking at his bandages. "Tell me something I don't know."

#| MUSE ★ OSAMU DAZAI. #| IC ★ OSAMU DAZAI. #| VERSE ★ THE DEVIL OF YOKOHAMA. #| FROSTEYEDAUTUMN ★ WE'RE BROKEN BUT WE FIT TOGETHER JUST RIGHT. #and bother him he shall

[starsburned]

@frost-eyed-autumn cont.

A hand pets over his hair, lips pursing as his gaze drifts to settle on Chuuya. One brow furrows briefly as he breathes out slowly. Part of him isn't sure what the outcome would be, but his free hand moves to gently wipe away the blood, as much as his hand shakes.

Would this become another time where he wasn't quick enough? Where he'd lose someone else important to him? It makes him sick to think about it, finding the scene all too familiar.

He'd already taken out the threat the moment Chuuya went down, not even having attempted to nullify them and instead just shot them multiple times. He'd gone to cradle Chuuya after making sure there weren't anymore threats to their safety in the immediate area. He'd called for reinforcements, and for Mori, but...

Was there anything that could even be done at this point?

"You were hit by an Ability, but it's okay. You're okay. It's over now," his voice is softer than it would normally be. He gently wipes the blood away again, eyes clouded and unreadable. "Rest now; save your strength."

#| MUSE ★ OSAMU DAZAI. #| IC ★ OSAMU DAZAI. #| FROSTEYEDAUTUMN ★ WE'RE BROKEN BUT WE FIT TOGETHER JUST RIGHT. #frosteyedautumn #first of all how dare you come into my house and uwu me #uSE MY OWN WORDS AGAINST ME

[starsburned]

FROST-EYED-AUTUMN CONT.

"You're right. I can't stop you. But I want you to stop and consider this for a moment: having to get the government off of our backs. Again." A pause before he continues to speak. "Is it really worth it in the end?"

#| MUSE ★ OSAMU DAZAI. #| IC ★ OSAMU DAZAI. #| FROSTEYEDAUTUMN ★ WE'RE BROKEN BUT WE FIT TOGETHER JUST RIGHT. #frosteyedautumn #b y e #he's tRYING AT LEAST

[starsburned]

FROST-EYED-AUTUMN CONT.

"Fucking right, you did."

And it felt so good to win a bet for once (which he didn't make many of anymore when Dazai was involved, because he's not stupid).

"Which means now you have to go around with a donkey's ass drawn on your face for the next week. And you're not allowed to cheat and cover it either!"

Deadpans at Chuuya for the longest moment before turning on his heel. He's off to find some bleach to mix into some strong liquor so he can down half of it. "Yeah, uh-huh. Just give me a minute and then I'll let you do it."

No way in hell is he going to let Chuuya close enough to do that. He's going to fucking kill himself first.

#suicide tw #| MUSE ★ OSAMU DAZAI. #| IC ★ OSAMU DAZAI. #| VERSE ★ THE DEVIL OF YOKOHAMA. #| CRACK ★ OSAMU DAZAI. #| FROSTEYEDAUTUMN ★ WE'RE BROKEN BUT WE FIT TOGETHER JUST RIGHT. #frosteyedautumn #i c a n ' t

[starsburned]

✏️ Shithead #1 and Shithead #2 obv

@frost-eyed-autumn pulled dazai from the fire.

Chuuya: Look at me straight in the eyes and tell me the truth, Dazai! Dazai: You can’t expect me to look into your eyes and be straight.

#| MUSE ★ OSAMU DAZAI. #| FROSTEYEDAUTUMN ★ WE'RE BROKEN BUT WE FIT TOGETHER JUST RIGHT. #| ANSWERED ASKS ★ IC. #frosteyedautumn #literally the first thing i got and i was like #yeah...

[starsburned]

the only true way to kill dazai: be kind to him.

#| muse ★ osamu dazai. #| ooc ★ cor posting. #literally the only way to fluster him too #anyway i think im gonna maybe just chill

[starsburned]

Just rests his head down on his arm and yawns. He's so sleepy...

#| MUSE ★ OSAMU DAZAI. #| IC ★ OSAMU DAZAI. #| VERSE ★ UNDETERMINED. #| IC ★ OPEN POST.

[starsburned]

Glances up from sharpening his knives, "I'm thinking of having some mutton for dinner." A flash of teeth, that could easily be a smile or a threat, humming to himself. "It's been such a long time since I've had some! My mouth is practically watering just thinking about it..."

#| MUSE ★ OSAMU DAZAI. #| CRACK ★ OSAMU DAZAI.

[starsburned]

AS  THE  PLANETS.

BOLD  always applies. italics  sometimes apply  /  are verse dependent. strikethrough  never applies.

i.    𝐓𝐇𝐄  𝐒𝐔𝐍.         egotistical.     melted wax wings & fingers.     stretching sunburned skin.       the most generous soul.     blood in the fruit.     halos.     anger on fire.        high vitality.     thunderous laughter.     is pride really a sin?      halogenic aura. ii.    𝐌𝐄𝐑𝐂𝐔𝐑𝐘.         expansion of the mind.     silver—tongued.     an everlasting wanderer.     polyglot.     high dexterity.         handwritten letters.     innately critical.     en vogue.     eyes in the trees.     hidden libraries.     there’s always room for improvement. iii.    𝐕𝐄𝐍𝐔𝐒.         in love with strangers.     iridescent waters.     love potions for your mirror.     selfless devotion.     shattering crystal.     seafoam upon sand.     the golden ratio.     drowning in your own passion.             material value & high principles.         luring.     plush lips. iv.    𝐄𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐇.         fresh springs.     tree hugger.     we can start again tomorrow.     a blazing rainforest.     respects survival of the fittest.      nature’s adversity.     lazy bones.          constantly evolving.     flowers sprouting from wounds.     a granite altar.     fossilized remains. v.    𝐓𝐇𝐄  𝐌𝐎𝐎𝐍.          illusory.      silver shimmer off the ocean.     secrets & gossip.     cycles of reincarnation.     a crybaby.     physically ethereal.          shared glances with a stranger.    cat eyes.     mistrusting their intuition.         fear is a prison.     ornate magic wands. vi.    𝐌𝐀𝐑𝐒.   healthy competition.        attraction & repulsion.     magma & rubies.     a blade being forged.    wrath,  wrath,  wrath.    malefic.     intense eye contact.     cannon fodder & fireworks.     blood floods.     copper taste on your tongue. vii.    𝐉𝐔𝐏𝐈𝐓𝐄𝐑.         red robes & a suit of armor.     beacon of stability.        leader by birth.     thunderbolts & lightning.     guilty but can’t stop.     secret rich kid.    golden touch,  golden tears.     innate optimist.         failure isn’t an option.      constantly reaching for more.     unfinished symphonies. viii.    𝐒𝐀𝐓𝐔𝐑𝐍.     traditional.     overbearing energy.    a sculptor of reality.     this existence is a karmic one.     has a heart ;  it’s just way down deep.     law,  order,  & justice.     avoid all necessary risk.     the sound of shackles clanging.     sisyphus’ struggle.          grappling with the reality of time.     self—governing. ix.    𝐔𝐑𝐀𝐍𝐔𝐒.          psychedelic funk music.     overflowing cups.     a rebellion with skin.      looking good in photo id.     oblivious but caring.     middle fingers in the air.     double rainbows.     icy diamond exterior.     holographic.     afraid of their own mediocrity.      pearlescent smoke. x.    𝐍𝐄𝐏𝐓𝐔𝐍𝐄.   an elegy for the lost.      dissolving boundaries.     white horses.     the burden of mystical conditions.         deceptive.       escapism is their reality.     a polarizing entity.    artist’s soul.     paranoia.     searching for the unseen.         a siren’s swan song. xi.    𝐏𝐋𝐔𝐓𝐎.    angel statues over graves.    power.     the cycle of necrosis.     transformative.        unfathomable depths.     an ivory tower toppling over.     screaming at the sky.        violets & irises.    eclipsed darkness.     speaks with their shadow.     sex,  death,  rebirth.

tagged by: i stole it from one of my older blogs so nyeh tagging: @frost-eyed-autumn, @lunargifted, @theircurse, @memoryextrction, @cursedlane, @cherrygardn, & anyone else that wants to tbh

#| MUSE ★ OSAMU DAZAI. #| HEADCANON ★ OSAMU DAZAI.

[starsburned]

@frost-eyed-autumn

He can hear you thinking it HE'S COMING FOR YOUR RIBS.

NO! NO, BAD DOG! That's CHEATING! You can't hear thoughts, Chuuya! So therefore, you can't prove SHIT!

#| MUSE ★ OSAMU DAZAI. #| VERSE ★ THE DEVIL OF YOKOHAMA. #| CRACK ★ OSAMU DAZAI. #| FROSTEYEDAUTUMN ★ WE'RE BROKEN BUT WE FIT TOGETHER JUST RIGHT. #frosteyedautumn #they're so normal

[starsburned]

like dazai has thought about bringing the detective agency to their knees for the port mafia. but he stalls at that thought because of atsushi and not wanting to see him hurt. it's the one part of him that's not a mask and not just doing what odasaku asked of him. he's come to genuinely care about him, even though he would deny it to any of his coworkers in the mafia.

and tbh, even after dazai disappears, he'd keep an eye on atsushi to make sure he's okay and doing well. ig it'd be a relationship similar to kouyou and kyouka.

#| OOC ★ COR POSTING. #| MUSE ★ OSAMU DAZAI. #having a lot of feels today thanks to him #he slapped me with them when i woke up

[starsburned]

Dazai can definitely be affectionate towards the people he cares about. Usually, his love language is physical touch and quality time, but it can be words of affirmation too.

#| MUSE ★ OSAMU DAZAI. #| HEADCANON ★ OSAMU DAZAI. #shrugs

[starsburned]

Fancy dressed Leprechaun. Don't laugh, Dazai. It's not worth another one of your ribs. Don'tlaughdon'tlaughdon'tlaugh--

#| MUSE ★ OSAMU DAZAI. #| IC ★ OSAMU DAZAI. #| VERSE ★ THE DEVIL OF YOKOHAMA. #| IC ★ DASHBOARD COMMENTARY. #fu c k iung dy ign