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the adhd paralysis is REAL rn

#i have to travel for uni for like 5 weeks in about 2 weeks time so naturally i'm useless unless its to do with that #despite my exam tomorrow and also thursday #yEET #i cant study for the life of me #but if i break myself out of this sometime tonight i'll write a thing or two #if not ... tuesday is a public holiday here so i'll do something about it then #<33 #・★ *｡:- OOC ══ ❝ three ounces of 100% concentrated whoop ass ❞ #ive just been staring into the distance trying to make myself do SOMETHING

[xenovair]

how are there 12 themes and they ALL are ugly

#i just want a theme in the middle of white and black like #they are all too HARSH #im using cement but its still .... a bit Too light #wheres my GREY theme damn #・★ *｡: ooc ══ ❝ three ounces of 100% concentrated whoop ass ❞

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just a heads up i will be moving sierra to a new blog this week, maybe even this weekend, with a new url so if you see things disappearing here dont stress, just look out for the promo for the new blog :)

#it got cluttered here and i wanted a fresh space after being so inactive for so long #i'll move over some drafts just replying over there #not sure what i'll do with backstory + verses i dont think it will be too drastic of a change bc i am: Lazy sdfkjghjdks #but yes !!! keep an eye out for that :D #・★ *｡: ooc ══ ❝ three ounces of 100% concentrated whoop ass ❞

[xenovair]

everytime i plan on crawling my way back here, work says no and uni says i think the fuck not

#i hate biochem with a PASSION #TOO MUCH WORK.... and im so far behind bc of the extra shifts i took im just coming home and crashing tbh #but i have a genetics test this weekend which means tonight i get to study genetics #instead of biochem directly killing my entire will to live #so hopefully i feel better tomorrow after work #n i can relax a little on the weekend #and get things slowly rolling back here #bc i miss u all <333 #・★ *｡: ooc ══ ❝ three ounces of 100% concentrated whoop ass ❞

[xenovair]

how has it been so long and yet tumblrs just as broken

#i just got a notification that one of my posts has been flagged and hidden but when i check theres nothing there #and EVERY. TIME. WITHOUT FAIL. when i open the app it opens the dash like 5 hours in the past #even though i didnt have the app open in the background #its not where i left it last either its just ... Not Quite Current so i gotta refresh everytime #how often does ur app auto refresh on a scale of tumblr to facebook #sdfkjghslkdjghfjkdsg #anyway im kinda here. doing assignments and rewarding myself with replies whenever i make progress x #・★ *｡:- OOC ══ ❝ three ounces of 100% concentrated whoop ass ❞

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PSA:   I am going through a major flareup with my endometriosis + chronic migraines ,  so this greatly affects the quality + quantity of writing as well as plotting that I can put out ,  I only ask for your patience in my replies both ic and ooc as I work through this .  I’ll also be seeking more answers regarding my migraines as I feel like they haven’t been properly treated and as such ,  I’ll be using a lot of my time for appointments + scans + possible procedures ,  I’ll keep everyone updated for those of you that wish to know but yeah .... I’m barely functioning at all lately and this is just to let you know why + whats going to happen around here x

#it hasn't been this bad in a LONG long time #my migraines have begun lasting longer and feeling worse #+ with the hormones acting out too i simply cannot keep pushing thru them so this is what i have to do #hopefully i get treated then i can go back to functioning and being here on a more regular schedule (which ive been TRYING to do for months) #but odds are it will get worse before it gets better #i know we dont need to apologise for not being around but....... i feel like u all deserve an explanation regardless #・★ *｡:- OOC ══ ❝ three ounces of 100% concentrated whoop ass ❞ #medical / #medical tw #i spent the better part of the last two weekends in bed + during the week i've been laying down or sleeping if im not at work #when i say its bad its BAD :( and im exhausted #i need to sort this out so hopefully... i do

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goodnight, i hope u all have a good and sexy day/night <3

#i wrote two things which beats my record for most writing done in the last six months by.... 2 #JDFKHDFKG #i will be back tomorrow to write a thing or two after work <3 and then after my exam thursday morning im free of study #for a couple of weeks anyway #so i'll be around to plot / chat / write up a storm ! ! ! #ily all #・★ *｡:- OOC ══ ❝ three ounces of 100% concentrated whoop ass ❞

[xenovair]

good evening nerds <3 I am here for a couple of hours, probably just going to clean out my drafts / decide how fresh of a start this is gonna be and then do some craft stuff to unwind, I’ll be here for chats though x

#and also need to figure out this beta editor thingy #like can i use shortcuts for small text or no #・★ *｡:- OOC ══ ❝ three ounces of 100% concentrated whoop ass ❞ #and does it remember my tags etc. etc. #ive been gone for too long dfkjgdkjg

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Jules has returned .

#・★ *｡:- OOC ══ ❝ three ounces of 100% concentrated whoop ass ❞ #i must sleep but peep the new mobile theme + pinned post #<333 smooches u all on the forehead #i'll clean out my drafts tomorrow and get together the memes im keeping + start slowly writing #but i missed it here ily

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the multi im Definitely not rebooting has a new muse list and im Excited

#so far its : goose . iceman . d.erek morgan . keith kogane but make him an oc bc i dont believe in vld . hopper . #i really said dilfs and pretty idiots Only and i think thats iconic of me #i have my ffxv girls too but like .... i need to replay that game to refresh on them dkjfjkdfg #PERHAPS I KICK IT OFF NEXT WEEK #or even this week if i get enough writing done we will see #・★ *｡:- OOC ══ ❝ three ounces of 100% concentrated whoop ass ❞

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WHO ARE YOU IN THIS HAUNTED HOUSE STORY ? 

 The Father

          You’ve made mistakes.    You see them play out on an endless and nauseating loop whenever you close your eyes. If you could just interfere! Somehow pass on what knowledge you now possess to the person you were then. Of course, now you know, you know, YOU KNOW.   But what’s done is done, leaving you behind, holding the shards of what you broke in your bleeding and calloused hands.   They look at you differently now, so you smile bigger and hope it reaches your eyes. It’s okay though, because you’re going to make it better, you have to.   And god knows you can’t be wrong again, you simply won’t allow it, can’t even entertain the idea.   When doubt creeps in, you’ll stamp it down.   When things begin to go wrong, you’ll turn a blind eye.    There isn’t room inside of you to hold any more wrong.

tagged by : @batagonist​ ! tagging : @enfate , @oncedragons​ , @creepslain​ , @beaumortal​ + whoever else wants <33

#the way sierras father is the person she hates the most and is the most scared of turning into #but she embodies this SO much #chefs kiss #・★ *｡:- OOC ══ ❝ three ounces of 100% concentrated whoop ass ❞

[xenovair]

i keep forgetting u guys have f/athers day @ the wrong time dkfghjfdk

#its in september in aussie i was SO confused for a minute there #anyway sierras father is dead and she killed him <3 and i for one am Proud of her for it #he deserved it ten times over thank u #this goes for All verses #in human / non space verses .... she still killed him. to protect her mother and herself #fathers day / #anyway this is very important to me #・★ *｡:- OOC ══ ❝ three ounces of 100% concentrated whoop ass ❞

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am i thinking of big buff modern sierra as a firefighter ? Yes, perhaps

#its mals fault #she reblogged 911 stuff and now im here simping over my wife #reminder i have 911 flavour verse for simp reasons #but also fbi for special agent alien #rly throwing those mib vibes huh DFKJFGK #ANYWAY I HAVE MULTIPLE MODERN VERSES AND IN EVERY ONE U HAVE THE OPTION OF ALIEN OR NON ALIEN #SO MANY CHOICES U SHOULD COME TALK 2 ME ABOUT THEM MHM YES #・★ *｡:- OOC ══ ❝ three ounces of 100% concentrated whoop ass ❞ #tg verse also counts as modern #U KNOW U WANT SEXY BUFF PILOT IN UR DMS.....

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gooses hyena laugh @ ice’s lil comment when they first get to top gun like if u agree

#I ADORE THIS IDIOT AND THE OTHER IDIOTS ARE CLOSE SECONDS #・★ *｡:- OOC ══ ❝ three ounces of 100% concentrated whoop ass ❞

[xenovair]

new mobile graphics + new promo,  finally !!!!!

#ive been trying to do this successfully for legit 10 months KJDFHJGK #FEELS GOOD FEELS ORGANIC ...... #new era jules has arrived #・★ *｡:- OOC ══ ❝ three ounces of 100% concentrated whoop ass ❞ #its very important for u to know that sierras glasses have space in them bc space baby #thank u and goodnight

[xenovair]

good morning my ultra talented and sexy mutuals <3

#im gonna format and post the drafts i've completed bc my brain ? sore #not entirely sure how productive i'll be here today but in my mind i'm finishing my drafts today and its the thought that counts right ? #KDFGKDFKG #・★ *｡:- OOC ══ ❝ three ounces of 100% concentrated whoop ass ❞ #im on discord / in ims for plotting n such !!