#道化師-says❃ུ۪

[doukeshi-kun]

Sooo…about pornstar!nikolai…as if deepthroating him wasn’t difficult enough, imagine filming an anal scene with him :( and once again, he’s too big :( his dick just keeps slipping out :( if he even manages to get in :( what do you do?

RRRRRRRR *barkbarkbark*

you said he is a head-pusher, right? yea, head-pusher indeed. i feel like instead of 'redoing' the scene, he will just keep teasing your hole with his dick :3 he'll tell the crew to keep the recording of his dick slipping out in the finished video. but if you have to take a break because your ass and your back are fucking sore, nikolai would come to take a rest in the prep room with you too ;]

imagine both of you 'practicing' anal scene in the bathroom together, while the crew members are outside. in that small space, you only have his arms to hold to endure the soreness. nikolai even offers you to bite his biceps while he's pounding your ass from the back—“there you go, baby... biiig stretch...” 🤭

oooh imagine when you're at home and ready to film your own video in your own website, and you know nikolai has subscribed to your content. and for the first time ever in your personal channel, you're stuffing your ass with a dildo, almost as big as his own dick, wishing nikolai is watching to see how you have improved so much now.

#道化師-says❃ུ۪ #道化師-jest❃ུ۪ #nikolai gogol x reader #nikolai smut

[doukeshi-kun]

I've been fantasizing about kolya's hands so much

I want him to choke me, spank me, slap me, insert his fingers into my mouth, pinch me, poke me RAHHH

𝙣𝙞𝙠𝙤𝙡𝙖𝙞 + 𝙥𝙡𝙖𝙮𝙛𝙪𝙡 𝙝𝙖𝙣𝙙𝙨

replies ⨳ here to complete your fantasy

notes ⨳ i don't do/open request. i just write what i wanna write out of impulse lmao

contents ⨳ just rough playful stuff, gn!reader, nikolai is a meanie, nikolai here is also stalker!nikolai btw

“If you scream, I might have to be rougher, sweetheart. Or is that what you like?” he asks softly as his hand is around your neck, tightening for each breath you take. You gasp, holding his forearm, looking up at him as you are beneath him.

“F-Fuck you…” you snarl between the difficulties. Nikolai laughs as his hand is choking you hard while his other hand is poking your stomach, tickling you. “A-Ah!” your body contorts.

“Not nice, sugar. You're angry at me, but why are you leaving the window open, knowing I would sneak in?” a pinch on your skin. “Naughty, naughty one. Freaky little one is too shy to admit,” he teases with a grin as he turns your head to the side, kissing your cheek.

“An open w-window is n-not an i-invitation,” you are struggling to speak. Your hand reaches up and suddenly, you slap his face hard, “Asshole,”

Nikolai's head is turned to the side but he is just chuckling with a smug smile. He releases your neck and then he returns a mild slap on your cheek before he seizes your face.

“Mmh— A-aah…” you whimper, thighs tighten around his body.

“‘f course you like it rough,” he mocks as his thumb rubs your lips and slips in—instinctively, you suck his finger as your teary eyes gaze up at him. Your tongue is twirling around his thumb and Nikolai groans lowly, cackling as he lowers his hips, grinding lightly against your crotch—indeed, you can feel his boner.

“Fuck, you're the death of me, little dove,” he breathes in frustration before his other hand lands a couple of spanks on your thigh. “Off.”

And while driving his thumb deeper, only for you to suck it and drool it with saliva, your hands are reaching your waistband, trying to pull off your pants.

Nikolai smiles victoriously. His little dove is just too easy.

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[doukeshi-kun]

It’s quite hard for me to imagine this but I’ll still share my thoughts bc just imagine service dom!Nikolai

I am the happiest thinking about it, my guilty pleasure 😭✊🏻

𝙣𝙞𝙠𝙤𝙡𝙖𝙞 + 𝙨𝙚𝙧𝙫𝙞𝙘𝙚 𝙙𝙤𝙢

replies ⨳ i'll make you the happiest, bae

notes ⨳ 18+ content, fem!reader, petnames, oral (f. receiving), light fluff

“S-Stop... I can't hold it 'nymore—” you whine as your fingers curl around his white hair. Nikolai hums against your clit as the tip of his tongue slides out from your cunt, only to lap itself on your swollen clit.

“K-Kolya— Too much, too much..!” your hand tries to push his head away as your pelvis is heaving hard. He has made you cum three times and he still wants to keep going, urging you to make his face sticky and wet with your arousal.

Nikolai grabs your wrist, stopping your attempt as he groans deeply against your cunt. He is too greedy as he brings his fingers into your sloppy pussy again. They slide in easily and start thrusting as your thighs tremble. Nikolai's lips trail from your clit, up to your pussy and up to your tummy. He presses soft kisses and gentle little bites on your stomach while his fingers are restlessly pounding into you.

You cry, your mind in shambles as you could feel both of his delicate and rough touches on your body. You grip the sheets as Nikolai looks at you with a smirk.

“Come on, baby. Just one more— One more for me, m'kay?”

Once his fingers curl hard onto that sweet spot of yours, your lips part open as you moan in pleasure. A clear stream squirt out from your cunt and Nikolai coo proudly. Your eyes are rolled to the back as your hips slightly thrust up. His fingers leave your cunt and he slaps your pussy hardly a couple of times as you squirt right on his palm, urging you to release more.

“Good girl. Good messy girl,” he breathes sensually as his face comes closer to your face. His fingers once again plunge themselves and instead of fucking you dumb again, his hand is just caressing your cunt. The heel of his palm kneads on your clit slowly.

Nikolai almost chuckles at your fucked-out expression. He connects his lips with yours, kissing you roughly before you nudge his chest to get some oxygen. He lets you go as his mismatched eyes stare straight into you.

“Yes, baby? What do you want?” he asks softly as his fingers finally leave your pussy for good. He brings them to his lips, sucking them clean. You look at him, exhausted. “You okay? Felt good?”

“T-Too g-good...”

Nikolai chuckles before he pecks your lips again. “Good. Then I'll make you feel a lot more,” he says as he climbs over you. His hand fondles your tits and you immediately hold his shoulders, halting him.

“A b-break, please..?”

“... Of course, dear.” he helps you get up and he sits, leaning on the headboard. He pulls you towards his chest as you lean against him. Nikolai takes the water that he puts beforehand on the headboard and gives them to you. You take it and slowly drink the water with Nikolai massaging your sides.

Then, you feel his hand slowly trail to your cunt again. You stop drinking and look at him. He is giving you a soft smile, yet his finger is lewdly slipping in between your folds, teasing your sensitive clit again.

“A-Ah..!”

"Tell me what you want, baby. I'll make sure everything feels good for you.”

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#道化師-says❃ུ۪ #道化師-jest❃ུ۪ #bsd x reader #nikolai x reader #nikolai gogol x reader #bsd smut #nikolai smut #nikolai imagines #bsd imagines #bungo stray dogs x reader #bungou stray dogs x reader

[doukeshi-kun]

I need someone to make a public pinterest board of what the circus, Nikolais van and his home would look like omgomgomg (I’m terrible at visualising🙃)

i would like to create one but i don't really want to risk my info on pinterest lmaoo and i am not an artist... but here's a moodboard to help with your visualisation ehe ehe NINE PICTURES ARE NOT ENOUGH ACTUALLY GRRRRRR

nikolai fanart credit: reviiit

and of course: SPOTIFY playlist

#道化師-says❃ུ۪ #moodboard #bsd nikolai gogol #nikolai imagines

[doukeshi-kun]

nikolai in the new anthology is such a cutie xd

so unhinged and handsome makes me want to crawl inside his skin :0

yeaaa i've seen it! he is so cute and adorableee

and. look. at how tall. he is.

omg to bump against him like HAGRHHHGGAHGU my female gaze says that he is huge under all that

#道化師-says❃ུ۪

[doukeshi-kun]

thinking about stalker!nikolai having a random obsessive episode over reader and crying, talking about how much they love them, going mad crazy, gripping their shoulders, grabbing them and hugging them wanting to feel every little bit of them. that man being unhinged is so him like i need to see him cry sob shake obsess, while the reader is listening. a literal mental breakdown, him grabbing a knife and holding it near y/n’s chest, staring into their soul shaking is so oh damn. he wants to be ballllssss deep inside you (literally) feeling every inch of you, sniffing you, kissing you and licking your skin, biting you softly, whining on how much he loves you.. moaning in your ear and reaching his orgasm feeling his warmth lube your insides perfectly. i’m so normal about this.

if someone asks what's stalker nikolai is like, i'll show this LOL

stalker!nikolai does have a lot of episodes by himself actually hdhfkfks he is just so in love that it hurts himself😭 i imagine when he gets this episode, he would try to touch ALL of your body like he wants to crawl into your ribs and bathe in your own blood and gets excited when he holds the knife close to your heart because his freedom is just so so near yet he wants to stay with you :')

#pt 10 of stalker nikolai will involve vore LMAO #there's no part 10 btw 😤 #道化師-says❃ུ۪ #nikolai gogol x reader

[doukeshi-kun]

Nikolai would insert his huge dick in your pussy and say "Im in yo walls" :3

why is this funny hfgdhdh

#道化師-says❃ུ۪

[doukeshi-kun]

Nikolai 100% gets a hard on if he hears his s/o laugh. You giggle at one of his jokes / remarks and a second later he is putting his tongue down your throat

oh yeah, definitely. he lives for making people either surprised or laugh, so if you're giggling like a cute little thing you are, he would totally make you scream out his name later on

100% gets hard when you're giggling while he's kissing you. cute cuddly session turns into a sloppy make-out for sure.

#道化師-says❃ུ۪

[doukeshi-kun]

stalker nikolai doing a show at the circus knowing you’re in his van waiting for him to return (maybe you did his makeup for the show? :o)

he finishes up and immediately goes back to his van because he missed you sm during the show! he gets back and sees you’re asleep in his bed, curled up under all his blankets peacefully! he would take pictures and struggle (a LOT) not to get too excited and wake you up.. the sight of you u deer eats all his blankets and resting on his bed would be too much for his heart to handle

awww this is cute! i ike to imagine that he will even sleep on the floor instead just to let you sleep on his bed. nikolai would definitely take pictures ("relax... i just wanna take some pictures 👁️👁️📸") of you, even while you start to wake up. he has no shame whatsoever. you're too pretty to be left forgotten after all. imagine just waking up, only to see he is towering over you with a camera and he gently tells you to stay still and look pretty.

he would lose his shit if he knows you're just so comfortable to stay in his campervan despite knowing the potential horrors he might keep around in the van. no worries, if he doesn't tell you about the amputated limbs in a box hidden under the bed, everything's just fine! ❤️

#道化師-says❃ུ۪ #nikolai x reader #nikolai gogol x reader

[doukeshi-kun]

giggles with malicious intent…..hehehehahahahahHAHAHA

THESE ARE SO CUTE! HE'S ACTUALLY LOOKS ADORKABLE 💕💕💕 I LOVE THEM ALL and i love his little chibi he's so shilly 🥺 and yup yup turtleneck nikolai yup yup <3

thank you for drawing these! i love your arts so much and i really appreciate your takes on him (づ ᷇𖥦 ᷆)づ <3

#道化師-says❃ུ۪ #nikolai gogol x reader #nikolai x reader #道化師-vignette❃ུ۪

[doukeshi-kun]

What would be stalker!nikolai's favorite places to have a date? (except for amusement parks)

And also what would be his favorite places to have sex ʚ(｡˃ ᵕ ˂ )ɞ

ooooh that's interesting. i feel like his favourite place would be your favourite place. if you like to go to this one old mall, then he will like it too. if you prefer to just walk at a park, then he will prefer it too. but, if he were to choose, he would like to bring you to his hometown one day. nikolai would also definitely bring you to a bird park. aside from that, he doesn't really have a specific place in mind. he's already content by having you locked in his campervan. and he will totally get crazy when you finally step a foot into his house.

for his fav places to have sex... well stalker!nikolai looks like he has a mission to fuck you in every funhouse his circus has💀 there's a new funhouse? well let's rawdog in there lmao. also, while he likes having sex after breaching into your house, he gets overly more excited if you two are having sex on his bed (whether in his apartment or campervan). he'd make sure your sweat damp the mattress and if it's not for sanitary purposes, nikolai would not change the sheets, knowing all your traces are on them.

#道化師-says❃ུ۪ #nikolai x reader

[doukeshi-kun]

you wrote about nikolai with younger kids of his own but what would he be like when they’re teens?

oooh i have discussed some of this with @evesoup before :3 okay let's briefly talk about the development of each of his kids (ofc, they are yuri, mari and karol!).

yuri: he is still mama's boy but he's already gotten close with nikolai. it's mostly nikolai teasing and jesting around with yuri. he's the big brother of them all and he's taking care of his siblings very well! when he's a small kid, nikolai taught him a lot of things—basic chores, how to cook, how to repair this or that, how to clean up a murder i mean what. yuri becomes a very capable boy on his own. he listens to his mama almost all the time but since he's a teen now, he does disobey both nikolai and mama sometimes. he's like that one brother who would drive his siblings to local chick-fil-a at midnight. although his young siblings are all menace to him, he's the first person they turn to if they're having issues and couldn't talk about it to their parents.

mari: she's still nikolai's princess through and through, still an adorable girl. she gets anything she wants from nikolai and if there's any naughty boys bothering her, she's ready to throw hands herself. when she's a kid, she's a very sweet girl. but now that she's older, she's getting a little more unhinged. she's the type to catch a pigeon with just a hand in the park. she's already a spoilt kid, so she gets bossy with the men of the house (yea her brothers and papa). but she's quite obedient and a softie when it comes to mama. also she likes to drag mama to go shopping with her while using nikolai's credit card for the rest of the day.

karol: this boy is a gaming twitch streamer, a raging memer and he can do very well in vines. still full of jokes and jests, still spontaneous and naughty. literally nikolai's copycat. he still bothers his siblings (e.g. barges into mari's room just to fart, steals yuri's clothes). while he's pretty rebellious to his mama (not to the extreme degree. they're all good kids), he definitely does not defy nikolai's words at all. if nikolai says no, it means no—even though mama says yes. oh and... he and mari shares that one braincell, clown to clown communication ngl. both of them are up to date with the latest trends and memes.

and of course nikolai's still the best dad ever.

#道化師-says❃ུ۪ #bsd headcanons #nikolai imagines #nikolai fluff

[doukeshi-kun]

did kolya ever dispose the bodies of alex and julia? (i cant remember if that was their names hehe its been a while...)

because i've been wondering if he got caught and arrested or he just ran off too, OR he just murdered the rest of the officer's? AND HOW DARE HE KISS ANOTHER WOMAN ? was it basically just a plan to get closer to the reader at the end. i got so many questions (im still not healed 😐)

ah i just really love any discussion about stalker!nikolai bcs i really love to hear thoughts and opinions and theories from you guys 😆

well, to answer, julia was 'disposed', sort of. she was, after all, mutilated and stuffed into garbage bags and the rests of her body were thrown at the back gate of the haunted fair—near the forest. alex, well... after y/n and nikolai ran away from the police, alex's corpse was being left on the road but a few police did find him and surround his body as our main couple ran away and had their conflict somewhere.

whether kolya got caught or got bailed or ran off, that's totally up to interpretation. is this an excuse that i don't have storyline for that? no! bcs i do have the real answer on how nikolai is still 'free' even after all that incident and why he kissed the woman.

and below this :readmore:, i'm telling briefly on what actually happened (from the writer's perspective lmao). but again, i did intentionally leave the details bcs i like to have my readers interpret the scenes however they want

so, firstly, whether nikolai does possess The Overcoat in this au does not matter. in my mind, he was caught up by the polices and there are already several implications that he has connection with fyodor still (based from ivan's scene). he complied with the authority while also depending on fyodor (or anyone you want, really... or perhaps himself) to help him with the proofs and accusations. so, yes, he was caught up and complied to the authorities. i believe nikolai is not a man who kill unnecessarily (alex is necessary lmao and julia... well, he killed her bcs she made y/n's life horrible. so she got that chop chop). as i believed he is such a man, i can't really see him murdering all the polices... especially after his funfair was raided, alex's corpse was left on the road near the fair, etc. the most logical way to do this is to play smart. and besides, in BSD universe itself, the polices are kinda weak and like.... how many fucking murderers roaming the BSD world😭 pretty sure nikolai can tweak the law and system easily, especially considering he was a secretary for the ministry of justice years ago.

but! like i said, you can freely think however you want him to escape or be free. he killed the polices? sure! he escaped thru his portal? yeay! he just get caught and spent 3 months in jail? okay! — after all, you are the reader.

secondly, yes, he kissed maya (i was hurted too writing that goddamn) and fortunately he rejected her offer to have sex because he is THAT loyal. and well, while he made out with maya purely to manipulate the poor lady emotionally to get to the reader, but hey :) at least he kissed you back thousands times more desperate and hungrier and passionate.

#i love the trilogy #and i got a lot of nice comments on ao3 :D #everytime people say that my fic is like a published book or smth along the line #my 11-years old self is very happy #道化師-says❃ུ۪ #nikolai gogol x reader #nikolai x reader

[doukeshi-kun]

Nikolai’s intelligence is so underestimated, man. This guy is fluent enough in Japanese that he fooled everyone into believing he was some statesman’s secretary for six months, he knows Meursault and it’s architecture and security systems inside out, he knew a lot about atsushi before they even met, and while not all of that is a classic sign of intelligence, this man does his fucking research and he does it well. And while he gives off sleazy lazy silly attitude, he must possess a ton of discipline and capability.

(He’s also sexy, which is a bonus point, but not only has he got a fat cock, but a fat brain too)

yea! he is definitely smart i have been saying for yearsss. idk the condition of working as a government official in japan, but he must have sounded like a local if he's able to get that kind of job. and goddd when he explains about meursault and its architecture and its mechanisms, i almost bust a nut because ooooohhh we love a science king 😍😍😍

i agree that he does have a level of discipline. he is literally like that one student in college who seems to just do the bare minimum but still got 4.0 in his cgpa. i also believe he is capable of a lot more criminal things and creatively too... considering his victims that were killed brutally. and he is very good with coordination, because he can teleport accordingly. atsushi even says he can do anything so he can coordinate this cunt too ngl im just sayin

nikolai is SMORT and anyone who says otherwise is DOMB

#and he's literally sexier than 90% of the cast except ayatsuji yukito lol #im sorry i just think yukito is the hottest and cuntiest guy alive in bsd universe #i want nikolai and him to interact #道化師-says❃ུ۪

[doukeshi-kun]

Imagine sleeping with stalker!kolya and waking up midnight just to see him either got our face against his chest or he's burying his face in our breast

he is likely burying his face in your tits because he is a tiddy guy and he likes to be babied especially after he just killed someone for you :(

though i strongly think you'd wake up mid night just to see nikolai is STARING 👁️👁️ at you sleeping heehee

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[doukeshi-kun]

i think stalker nikolai quitting smoking because reader told him to is probably one of the most romantic and devoted acts ever. like imagine giving up a literal addiction for the sake of your lover’s wish. your love is so pure and loyal that you’re willing to never take any other drug again.

knowing he has many issues, i wonder how far is he willing to go with this devoted philosophy of his for readers sake. would he stop completely killing, if reader asked, begged him to? would he abandon his circus career, if reader wished him to? how far can he go for them?

AAAAAA THANK YOU FOR MENTIONING THIS I HAVE BEEN WAITING FOR MONTHS

i actually love that scene (wonder who wrote it huh :smirk:) and i appreciate that you bring it up! yesyesyes that's exactly what i wanted to convey with just that bits of moments and mentions of cigarette! i'm on cloud 9 now 😭💞

i love your thought on it! yea, nikolai does have a lot of issues (also implied that he attempted suicide several times), so to quit it instantly and completely after reader literally just said it quite casually is just— as you said, devotion.

regarding killing tho, it's interesting to see if he is willing to stop killing completely if reader said so. it's clear that in the current moment in the fics, nikolai killed julia and alex despite reader told him to not hurt anyone—though, he did imply that it's temporary, so technically 🤔 he doesn't break any promise

but knowing nikolai (in canon and in this AU), he feels guilty or atleast a bit of sympathy/empathy towards the people he murdered. he wanted to reach a complete freedom still. he wanted to be relieved from his guilt and his emotions. he has already sacrified his freedom just to be with reader, and he's euphoric than ever when he resisted his empathy towards reader by stabbing her thigh

perhaps when his love grows too strong and too much, he might sacrifice more than just his freedom. he will go far enough until there's nothing left to be sacrificed for. perhaps he'll go for the person he feels complete with or himself, or both.

#AH I LOVE #i love this series bro 😭 #道化師-says❃ུ۪