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s-talking Ā· 3 months
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šŸ‘-šŸ“ š“š‡šˆšš†š’ š˜šŽš”š‘ šŒš”š’š„ š‚š€š š„š€š’šˆš‹š˜ šš„ šˆšƒš„šš“šˆš…šˆš„šƒ šš˜.
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š’š‚š„šš“š’:
the wild poppies. a subtle, sweet, & slightly earthy fragrance which is both delicate yet distinctive, much like a holy incense. envy's natural scent is completely masked by it, always.
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š…š€š’š‡šˆšŽš:
( main verse // main ): a skin-tight turtleneck with biker boots, leather suspenders, ripped jeans, two belts & an oversized jacket that covers up majority of his tall, svelte body, making it seem much more meek than it actually is. the entire outfit is pitch black & outdated, purposely picked for easy mobility, weapon concealment & not drawing too much attention.
( main verse // casual ): a cotton sweater, leather belt, suit trousers & oxford shoes. once again, all black.
( new eden verse ): a strong jacket with terribly long sleeves & plain pants, with all too many leather belts for maximum restraining. the sleeves contain silver hoops that can allow chaining to the wall when necessary. in sharp contrast to his actual outfits, this one is entirely white.
šŽšš‰š„š‚š“š’:
a sterling butterfly-knife.
a red rosary.
an old notebook, its pages yellowed by time.
ššŽšƒš˜ š‹š€šš†š”š€š†š„:
the slow, nonchalant movements. he moves with a striking resemblence to a prowling hound, naturally graceful, commanding, & predatory. it can be difficult to hear him approach if not looking.
intense eye-contact. once his gaze locks with your own, the full weight of those unholy tar-black eyes will be felt & the longer they stare, the deeper, the hungrier their abyss gets. so very cold, so very deprived... for yours.
knife tricks. when teasing or merely lost in thought, the little killer will play around with his sterling butterfly-knife, proficiently twisting its twin blades between his palm & long fingers. he is able to easily slash a throat while at it.
envy smiles quite often, yet that smile never reaches his cold, dead eyes.
due to being a very tall man ( 6'3 ), he tends to preen over others in a rather condescending way, if not intimidating.
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a dark hanok standing alone in the poppy field. the wind blowing through the red rustling buds, stretching shadows across its vine-covered walls & old windows that are sunk in perpetual gloom, revealing nothing inside. just darkness.
a love letter hidden under twisting roots of a great maple tree. the first traces of snow covering the vast sanatorium garden in a white veil, yet never the vibrant leaves. their secret buried. untold.
white walls. white polished floors. white windows, tables & chairs. white clocks. white butterflies with white pins. white notes, pencils & pills. white. white. white. just white. all white. white... oh... so terribly white...
a monochrome sea illuminated by the static sun. it glitches as the waves below slowly loop, undulating, beguiling to step closer, & sink.
an open notebook. a mass of rough, aggressive scribbles etched into the yellowed pages, both torn & scratched, so deeply bruised from black ink. a face of an old smiling woman. her eyes are missing. a single red petal resting over the next page, just beneath a myriad of dismantled words, both frantic & delirious; ' i want to feel again. '
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s-talking Ā· 11 months
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šŒšŽš‘š„ š‘š€ššƒšŽšŒ / š”š’š„š‹š„š’š’ šŒš”š’š„ š…š€š‚š“š’.
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Did they believe in Santa?: while many koreans celebrate christmas & do believe in Ā santa haraboji ( santa claus ) Ā as a symbol of the holiday season, it is still not celebrated as widely or with as much emphasis on religionĀ  as it is many western countries. in min-jun's case in particular, coming from a taoist background, he does know of santa haraboji but never delved too deeply into the whole matter, viewing santa haraboji as nothing more than a fictional figure meant to spread festive joy. as a little boy, he & his parents still participated in someĀ  cultural traditionsĀ  associated with the holiday by sharing gifts or hanging wreaths made ofĀ  evergreen branches on the windows of their home.Ā 
Were they a dinosaur or rock kid?: neither. min-jun used to love looking at the sky while laying within a field of poppies, getting lost in the sound of the wind that strangely sounded like the ocean waves...
Bugs or slimy critters?: bugs. when he was incarcerated in new eden, envy ( after killing mary & forsaking his birth name ) was eventually locked up in a coffin-sized metal box & forced to stay cramped up for many, many agonizing months. at some point, when he was thrown back into the cell after a cold shower, he saw a little butterfly land on his knee. the butterfly was a ' spicebush swallowtail, ' & must have accidentally flown inside when the metal door was opened. needless to say, envy admired the creature in silence, watching it flutter about with its majestic wings until one day, it finally died right on top of his chest. envy was left all alone to his own thoughts... staring at the dead butterfly with his cold, empty eyes, realizing just how fleeting life truly is. as such, by the time he finally got out, his perspective on humanity took a sharp turn, viewing other people as butterflies that can be easily crushed or whisked away by time, no matter who or what they are.
Do they fidget? How?: min-jun doesn't fidget. in fact, he often stays way too still, looking like a pale mannequin with a pretty face. completely, utterly, motionless. the only exception to such eerie rule is if he suddenly feels any form of emotion, at long last, showing signs of life like drumming fingers 'pon the table or their violent convulsions, just wishing to take hold of their current interest.
What were they frequently in trouble for as a child?: not at all. min-jun was exceptionally well-behaved as a child, always following rules & tasks without a question even if he didn't feel like particularly doing something at the time. perhaps the closest thing he ever did to misbehaving, was refusing to communicate via sign language back to his parents ( since he was a semi-mute & still is, but got somewhat better over the years ).
What underwear do they like?: black low rise boxer briefs.
Designs on clothing or no?: not really, unless it's something his potential love interest actually prefers.
Birthmarks?: none.
Do they have good self control?: when in his usual state of apathy, that's a definite hard yes, however, if he suddenly feels emotions flowing in... that's a different story. envy will go from a 0 to a 100 faster than you can blink.
Favorite franchise?: he's secretly a huge sucker for maneki-neko figurines.
Do they re-enact scenarios in the shower?: envy generally tends to think more than he speaks, so he will usually get lost in thought when taking a shower. on the other hand, if he has a love interest & decides to take a bath at his very own home, the walls will be entirely covered with their pictures, letting envy focus on them while relaxing.
Do they tell the waiter that their order is wrong?: yes, & his dead gaze is usually enough to get a hint.
Stairs or elevator?: stairs. envy prefers to keep fit, unless he is actively stalking someone. in that case, he will pick the elevator to make sure they are trapped alone with him.
Are they an exaggerator when telling stories?: not at all. he actually tells you way less & speaks very slowly, dragging out his words or trailing off like every 0.2 seconds, seeing how he struggles to communicate due to selective mutism. admittedly, he has gotten better over the years, seeing how he used to be completely silent & communicated via hand signs for most part. still, he's a horrible story teller & you'd be lucky to get him to talk that much.
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s-talking Ā· 9 months
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Ā  Ā  Ā Ā Ā Ā š–šˆš“š‡ š“š‡š„ š’š“š€š‘š’ š€š’ š“š‡š„šˆš‘ š€š”šƒšˆš„šš‚š„. @chronicparagon
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s-talking Ā· 10 months
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šŒš”š’š„ š‹šˆšŠš„š’ / šš‘š„š…š„š‘š„šš‚š„š’. *
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favorite fruit(s) :Ā  Ā cherries.
favorite activity(ies) :Ā  Ā readingĀ  poetry,Ā  strollingĀ  throughĀ  theĀ  woodsĀ  onĀ  rainyĀ  days,Ā  theĀ  infamousĀ  Ā ā€˜Ā  knifeĀ  game ā€˜Ā  Ā &Ā  parkour.Ā  heĀ  alsoĀ  likesĀ  toĀ  tendĀ  toĀ  theĀ  flowersĀ  inĀ  theĀ  garden...Ā  Ā evenĀ  thoughĀ  mostĀ  ofĀ  themĀ  haveĀ  witheredĀ  away.
favorite flower(s) :Ā  Ā wildĀ  poppies,Ā  whiteĀ  rosesĀ  areĀ  sentimentalĀ  however.
favorite season(s) :Ā  Ā autumn.
favorite insect(s) :Ā  Ā  butterflies.
favorite animal(s) :Ā  Ā  anyĀ  thatĀ  wonā€™tĀ  beĀ  afraidĀ  ofĀ  hisĀ  presence.
favorite gem(s) :Ā  thoseĀ  resemblingĀ  theĀ  eyesĀ  ofĀ  hisĀ  interest.Ā  ifĀ  noneĀ  applicable,Ā  thenĀ  shimmeringĀ  citrineĀ  orĀ  fireĀ  opal.
favorite time of day :Ā Ā lateĀ  afternoons,Ā  justĀ  beforeĀ  theĀ  sunĀ  sets.
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š“š€š†š†š„šƒ šš˜:Ā  @chronicparagonā€‹Ā  ( thank you kindlyĀ ā™” )
š“š€š†š†šˆšš†: Ā Ā  @spectralhunter | @b-erserkĀ | @umbralrosa | @yuichiroswife Ā & Ā @i-cecapades | @dangaer Ā & Ā @truethes | @awesomeuchuu | @spookyooky |Ā @qucintly | @tigermcth | @hhemeraa | @v-iciiousĀ Ā & Ā @b-elmount | @sansloiiĀ |Ā @carnivorarium Ā & Ā @phantasmaw Ā | @diverse-heartsĀ  &Ā Ā @ever-winter | @kllswornĀ | @dancinghearts | @fallestoĀ |Ā Ā @shorestar Ā | @whispers-in-daydreams | @yesfxckyxu | @tenebris-artiumĀ | @deciessomnia | @lured-into-wonderlandĀ  |Ā @shadyinfo | @shlnlgamls | @clarafell | @teniras Ā | @bymorpheus | @s-erpentes |Ā @o--yasumi &Ā @ofhardknoxxxā€‹
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s-talking Ā· 7 months
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// better late than never ! ā™”
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šˆš“ā€™š’ šš„š„š šš”šˆš“š„ š’šŽšŒš„š“šˆšŒš„Ā  sinceĀ  envyĀ  heardĀ  hisĀ  vintageĀ  doorbellĀ  ring,Ā  beingĀ  soĀ  oldĀ  &Ā  terriblyĀ  weary,Ā  &Ā  stillĀ  somewhatĀ  managingĀ  toĀ  deliverĀ  thoseĀ  last Ā  dying Ā  noisesĀ  inĀ  theĀ  middleĀ  ofĀ  theĀ  nightĀ  almostĀ  asĀ  ifĀ  determinedĀ  toĀ  wakeĀ  evenĀ  theĀ  deadĀ  ( ā”€ā”€Ā  muchĀ  toĀ  hisĀ  surpriseĀ  & Ā  dismay ).Ā  afterĀ  all,Ā  onĀ  mostĀ  idleĀ  daysĀ  ā€˜twasĀ  usuallyĀ  justĀ  someĀ  neighborhoodĀ  kidsĀ  lookingĀ  forĀ  aĀ  ā€˜ spooky ā€™Ā  adventure,Ā  orĀ  perhapsĀ  thatĀ  oneĀ  mailmanĀ  whoĀ  stubbornlyĀ  cameĀ  toĀ  deliverĀ  lettersĀ  but,Ā  neverĀ  atĀ  thisĀ  hour.Ā  theĀ  childrenĀ  atĀ  bestĀ  wereĀ  farĀ  tooĀ  frightenedĀ  forĀ  suchĀ  midnightĀ  dares...
Ā  Ā Ā  Ā  Ā  so,Ā  whoĀ  elseĀ  couldĀ  itĀ  possiblyĀ  be... ?
theĀ  policeĀ  didnā€™tĀ  knowĀ  ofĀ  hisĀ  whereaboutsĀ  norĀ  didĀ  theĀ  new eden sanatorium,Ā  &Ā  theĀ  onlyĀ  Ā friendsĀ  Ā whichĀ  heĀ  everĀ  hadĀ  wereĀ  allĀ  busyĀ  restingĀ  deepĀ  insideĀ  theĀ  earthĀ  inĀ  hisĀ  veryĀ  ownĀ  littleĀ  back-garden;Ā  leavingĀ  onlyĀ  theĀ  mindĀ  toĀ  wonder.Ā 
alas,Ā  takingĀ  hisĀ  sweetĀ  timeĀ  toĀ  sitĀ  upĀ  inĀ  bed,Ā  theĀ  littleĀ  killerĀ  staresĀ  blanklyĀ  atĀ  theĀ  longĀ  rowĀ  ofĀ  newspaperĀ  coveredĀ  windowsĀ  & Ā  slowly,Ā  withĀ  theĀ  creakĀ  ofĀ  ironĀ  wires,Ā  getsĀ  upĀ  toĀ  leaveĀ  theĀ  darknessĀ  ofĀ  theĀ  bedroom.Ā  theĀ  houseĀ  isĀ  terriblyĀ  silent.Ā  soĀ  silentĀ  thatĀ  each Ā  & Ā  everyĀ  stepĀ  soundsĀ  almostĀ  likeĀ  a Ā  beatĀ  ofĀ  the Ā  drumĀ  downĀ  theĀ  rottenĀ  stairway,Ā  occasionallyĀ  muffledĀ  byĀ  theĀ  strangersĀ  voiceĀ  & Ā  downpourĀ  ofĀ  midnightĀ  rain.Ā  envy,Ā  himself,Ā  however, Ā  never Ā  answers.Ā  heĀ  merelyĀ  approachesĀ  theĀ  frontĀ  entranceĀ  & Ā  withoutĀ  asĀ  muchĀ  asĀ  checkingĀ  whoĀ  theĀ  lateĀ  nightĀ  visitorĀ  mayĀ  be,Ā  finallyĀ  opensĀ  theĀ  door. ā . . .. . āž
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š€ šƒš€š‘šŠ ššˆš‹š‹šŽš– šŽš… š‚š‹šŽš”šƒš’ & š‘š€šˆš š’š‹šŽš–š‹š˜ š–š€š’š‡š„š’ šŽš•š„š‘ š“š‡š„ š’šˆš‹š„šš“ šš„šˆš†š‡ššŽš‘š‡šŽšŽšƒ. envy should have returned home for shelter, but the inevitable side-effects of alcohol coursing through his veins have muddled his sharp thinking, rendering most senses dull & foggy. so much so, the young serial killer approaches a nearby window of someone else's apartment, & just like that ā”€ā”€ in a most nonchalant manner ā”€ā”€ elbows the lustrous pane where the glass instantly shatters, falling into a million glistening pieces with a loud, echoing crash.
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envy feels the same little shards biting into his pale flesh like teeth, but he ignores the pain, quickly propping himself up through the cavity where the window once was in order to land on the other side, his heavy black boots slamming onto the floorboards most carelessly. if anyone was sleeping, they'd be surely awake now. well, not that he cares, ever so slowly moving over to the nearby bed & casually laying down, lighting up a cigarette right next to the unfortunate owner. ā . . . . . āž
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āŒ˜ šŽšš„š š’š“š€š‘š“š„š‘.
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šˆš“ā€™š’ šš„š„š šš”šˆš“š„ š’šŽšŒš„š“šˆšŒš„Ā  sinceĀ  envyĀ  heardĀ  hisĀ  vintageĀ  doorbellĀ  ring,Ā  beingĀ  soĀ  oldĀ  &Ā  terriblyĀ  weary,Ā  &Ā  stillĀ  somewhatĀ  managingĀ  toĀ  deliverĀ  thoseĀ  last Ā  dying Ā  noisesĀ  inĀ  theĀ  middleĀ  ofĀ  theĀ  nightĀ  almostĀ  asĀ  ifĀ  determinedĀ  toĀ  wakeĀ  evenĀ  theĀ  deadĀ  ( ā”€ā”€Ā  muchĀ  toĀ  hisĀ  surpriseĀ  & Ā  dismay ).Ā  afterĀ  all,Ā  onĀ  mostĀ  idleĀ  daysĀ  ā€˜twasĀ  usuallyĀ  justĀ  someĀ  neighbourhoodĀ  kidsĀ  lookingĀ  forĀ  a ā€˜ spooky ā€™ adventure,Ā  orĀ  perhapsĀ  thatĀ  oneĀ  mailmanĀ  whoĀ  stubbornlyĀ  cameĀ  toĀ  deliverĀ  lettersĀ  but,Ā  neverĀ  atĀ  thisĀ  hour.Ā  theĀ  childrenĀ  atĀ  bestĀ  wereĀ  farĀ  tooĀ  frightenedĀ  forĀ  suchĀ  midnightĀ  dares...
Ā  Ā Ā  Ā  Ā  so,Ā  whoĀ  elseĀ  couldĀ  itĀ  possiblyĀ  be... ?
theĀ  policeĀ  didnā€™tĀ  knowĀ  ofĀ  hisĀ  whereaboutsĀ  norĀ  didĀ  theĀ  new eden sanatorium,Ā  &Ā  theĀ  onlyĀ  Ā friendsĀ  Ā whichĀ  heĀ  everĀ  hadĀ  wereĀ  allĀ  busyĀ  restingĀ  deepĀ  insideĀ  theĀ  earthĀ  inĀ  hisĀ  veryĀ  ownĀ  littleĀ  back-garden, leavingĀ  onlyĀ  theĀ  mindĀ  toĀ  wonder.Ā 
alas,Ā  takingĀ  hisĀ  sweetĀ  timeĀ  toĀ  sitĀ  upĀ  inĀ  bed,Ā  theĀ  littleĀ  killerĀ  staresĀ  blanklyĀ  atĀ  theĀ  longĀ  rowĀ  ofĀ  newspaperĀ  coveredĀ  windowsĀ  & Ā  slowly,Ā  withĀ  theĀ  creakĀ  ofĀ  ironĀ  wires,Ā  getsĀ  upĀ  toĀ  leaveĀ  theĀ  darknessĀ  ofĀ  theĀ  bedroom.Ā  theĀ  houseĀ  isĀ  terriblyĀ  silent.Ā  soĀ  silentĀ  thatĀ  each Ā  & Ā  everyĀ  stepĀ  soundsĀ  almostĀ  likeĀ  a Ā  beatĀ  ofĀ  the Ā  drumĀ  downĀ  theĀ  rottenĀ  stairway,Ā  occasionallyĀ  muffledĀ  byĀ  theĀ  strangersĀ  voiceĀ  & Ā  downpourĀ  ofĀ  midnightĀ  rain.Ā  envyĀ  himself,Ā  however, Ā  never Ā  answers.Ā  heĀ  merelyĀ  approachesĀ  theĀ  frontĀ  entranceĀ  & Ā  withoutĀ  asĀ  muchĀ  asĀ  checkingĀ  whoĀ  theĀ  lateĀ  nightĀ  visitorĀ  mayĀ  be,Ā  finallyĀ  opensĀ  theĀ  door. ā . . .. . āž
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āŒ˜ šŽšš„š š’š“š€š‘š“š„š‘.
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šš„šŽšš‹š„ šŽš…š“š„š š’š€š˜ š“š‡š€š“ š’šˆš“š“šˆšš† šˆš š€ š“š‘š€šˆš šˆš’ š‹šˆšŠš„ š€ š…šŽš‘šŒ šŽš… š‡š˜šššŽš’šˆš’.Ā  Ā  Ā theĀ  clankingĀ  ofĀ  wheelsĀ  onĀ  tracks.Ā  theĀ  comfortĀ  ofĀ  knowingĀ  Ā youā€™reĀ  headingĀ  somewhereĀ  withoutĀ  walkingĀ  asĀ  theĀ  mindĀ  beginsĀ  toĀ  wonder,Ā  Ā &Ā  Ā thirtyĀ  minutesĀ  later,Ā  youĀ  donā€™tĀ  rememberĀ  whatĀ  stationsĀ  hadĀ  passed...Ā  orĀ  thatĀ  thereā€™sĀ  someoneĀ  standingĀ  rightĀ  behindĀ  you.Ā  aĀ  tall,Ā  dark-hairedĀ  man,Ā  everĀ  soĀ  nonchalantlyĀ  pouringĀ  etherĀ  intoĀ  aĀ  cloth.
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whetherĀ  orĀ  notĀ  theĀ  consciousnessĀ  finallyĀ  kicksĀ  in,Ā  itā€™sĀ  simplyĀ  tooĀ  late.Ā  theĀ  clothĀ  isĀ  firmlyĀ  pressedĀ  againstĀ  theĀ  noseĀ  Ā &Ā Ā  mouth,Ā  justĀ  asĀ  heĀ  shovesĀ  theĀ  poorĀ  victimĀ  straightĀ  intoĀ  aĀ  cornerĀ  withĀ  hisĀ  stalwartĀ  body.Ā  Ā anĀ  armĀ  wrappedĀ  tightĀ  aroundĀ  theirĀ  waist,Ā  makingĀ  sureĀ  thereā€™sĀ  noĀ  chanceĀ  atĀ  freedom.Ā  Ā  Ā āĀ  Ā  Ā shhh.....Ā  Ā  Ā āž
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āĀ Envy...Ā āž Homura finds her voice as they sit in the garden under a starry sky. Silver flowers surround them. The sound of running water from the fountain makes up for the silence between them. She's always fine with their silence, but something is weighing down on her tonight. Ascending to something new and so powerful feels... strange. It should feel wrong, maybe scary, but it feels so thrilling instead. This path is hers, is it not? Envy likes to remind her of this truth. This new path is twisted, lacking little light, but she still walks down it. There is still lingering guilt for dragging Envy into her labyrinth, though he has quietly reassured her that he's more than fine. He took the news rather well when she sat him down, though she did notice his extra hostility towards the Incubators after she mentioned the Isolation Field. The experiment is ruined, but the memory of its existence still keeps her up at night. There's a lot keeping her up at night, though. How long was her soul experimented on while trapped in the Isolation Field? She isn't sure if she wants to know the details. āĀ You already know that you don't have to answer this if you don't want to... But how did you handle being trapped?Ā āž The uneasiness in the pit of her stomach is cleared away once she spoke up. She respected his boundaries, so she didn't dwell on his past. She still longed to have his strength. āĀ My troubles are not as bad as yoursā€”Ā āž Her Soul Gem has taken a new form, the Dark Orb, to match her drastic metamorphosis. But she still remembers the sight of the nails piercing her darkened gem. āĀ But I thought you would understand. I still can't remove the sight of how my soul looked like under their total control yet I couldn't even do anything to stop them.Ā āž All she knows for certain is that the the flame for a violent revenge has only grown stronger. They do not understand pain nor human emotions... But she longs to be the first one to make them feel the same pain she experienced. That isn't enough, but it sounds like a good start.
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š“š‡š„š˜'š•š„ š’š„š“ šŽš…š… š€š“ šŒšˆšƒššˆš†š‡š“ š“šŽš–š€š‘šƒš’ š“š‡š„ šŽš”š“š’šŠšˆš‘š“š’ šŽš… š“š‡š„ š‚šˆš“š˜, winding down shadowy paths until they've found themselves strolling amidst a meadow of flowers where the whole sky, shining with silence, stretched out above their heads like the greatest mirage in the world, emerging from beyond a veil of clouds. they sat at the edge of the fountain to marvel at the sight. envy would catch her glancing sometimes, but he feigned ignorance, letting the troubled god to go ahead & spill out her bleeding heart in shape of words, a single question that begged an answer; how did you handle being trapped? the mere suggestion cutting in sharp, knife-like, & dripping with acrimony. none of which was ever his own.
envy looked at her with cold indifference, regarding the subject of homura's torment as if a journalist reviewing a foreign film. he didn't particularly care to answer from personal perspective, seeing how a heartfelt response would require a genuine heart but, just looking into her resentful eyes, the little killer does crack a small smile. it's abhorrently fake, as always, though not entirely misplaced either. something now most definitely lingering inside his wretched gaze, something which borders on contemplation & judgment, like a memory, or perhaps a fictitious tale made just for her sea of woes.
ā instead of asking me such things, you should be asking yourself; are you.... trapped? āž smiling a little wider, the little killer slowly turns to face her & leans in, resting a lone black-nailed hand 'pon her shoulder, now whispering warmly against the ear, ā do you have any chains on your legs? a metal bit in your mouth? are you... incapable of walking? āž slowly pulling back, envy's dark eyes peer at her face from mere inches away, only for him to suddenly get up & turn towards the blanket of stars & flowers with both arms now fully outstretched as though preforming on a stage, ā are you locked inside a golden cage? āž he walks few steps ahead, & then, ā or are you trapped inside your own mind, homura akemi? āž
turning back to face her, the young serial killer lets his arms drop all the while looking at her with that very same, charming, & downright delirious smile. ā can you truly not see... ? you already are free. just look at yourself, just look at this field, the sky & the stars.... āž leaning forward, envy's rests both black-nailed hands 'pon the knees, peering down from above as if a smiling spider; ā just look.... at me. āž he chuckles, ā i've never felt more alive. āž
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reaching out with a hand, he caresses the pale contours of her face. ā i think it's time to cast away all the restricting thoughts now, don't you... ? āž
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Harmony doesnā€™t say a word when she sits next to Envy. Instead, she leans in and showers him with kisses.
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š“š‡š„ š‹š€š‘š†š„ šš„šƒš‘šŽšŽšŒ šˆš’ š’š”ššŒš„š‘š†š„šƒ šˆš š€ šƒšˆšŒ, š‡š€š™š˜ š‹šˆš†š‡š“, speckled with shadows that are cast by the falling leaves on the other side of the windows. envy's broad back, as always, is turned towards them, his face veiled by unruly tresses of dark hair. it's clear that he's lost in thought, twirling a butterfly-knife between his long fingers whilst sitting at the edge of the bed, seemingly blanking harmony who now sits next to him with a smile.
it's just so cold, & melancholic; this bond forged with blood & tears, between a loving lamb & a yearning wolf. oh, he wouldn't know ' true love ' even if it looked him in the eye, & yet, & yet... as soon as she leans he kisses her right back. softly. slowly. the once idle knife now scraping between her tender clavicles, going lower & lower until the tip suddenly hooks 'pon the rim of her shirt, threatening to slice it through in most unsuspecting of ways.
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he smirks against her soft red lips just then, pulling back enough to look her in the eye & without any words, slice the shirt wide open, pushing her down with own shifting weight making the bed creak ā”€ā”€ her words of surprise promptly silenced by a kiss of his own.
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@pluviacuratio || cont.
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š–š‡š„š š“š‡š„ š˜šŽš”šš† š–šŽšŒš€š š…šˆšš€š‹š‹š˜ šš€š’š’š„š’ šŽš”š“, envy smiles in a way his old nurses, the detectives & journalists found so disturbing; without blinking, his black eyes dead set on her unconscious frame. nobody dares to approach them in that moment, not even as he lifts the poor thing like a ragdoll & hoists over own shoulder, walking in nonchalant steps towards a nearby cabin door where two teenage boys stare in complete shock & bewilderment, only to separate as soon as they see his pale face. at first glance, it's the smile that creeps them out, but then.... then they notice it...
the lack of reflection.
his eyes are like the bottom of a sea. dark. shineless. cold. empty. they do not match his plastic smile at all, making the two teenagers instantly turn tail & move away, leaving bella's fate to the mississippi's most wanted serial killer. he who stares blanky at the cabin door until it finally opens, revealing a desolate train station bathed in moonlight. ā . . . . . . . āž minding the gap at his feet, envy steps outside & begins to walk, knowing that every footage of him captured by the cctvs will be no more than just a blur.
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[ *pours all the gold stars on you with love* Because you are not only stellar. You are more epic than the galaxy~ āœØ]
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ā . . . . . . āž the little killer is now literally drenched in tiny golden stars & glitter. his disappointment is immeasurable & his day ruined. somebody is going to be paying dearly for ruining that sweet gothā„¢ aesthetic.
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@tigermcth: ā €ā € the strangerā€™s near immediate recovery produces a cold shudder to spread rapidly throughout his body, and the desperate attempt to escape proved futile. &&. it was only when he caught sight of an encroaching hand that his head jerks back against textured wood with a thud. jeoh grits his teeth as he feels nails, unnaturally sharp, drag across the flushed skin of his cheeks, leaving raised lines that exuded ichor. heā€™s only given a moment of relief when his lips & jaw are inspected, the razor-sharp sensation only returning when they dig into his neck. ā €ā € ā tsk!! āž he wriggles, body finally showing some resistance, but not enough that could compete with the inhuman strength & speed of the opposing. ā let me go, āž parted lips rasped, mortified as his frame is constricted by lithe appearing arms, the prominent popping sound of the bones igniting more adrenaline that still wasnā€™t doing shit-all to assist overpowering the otherā€™s grip. ā you goddamn bastarā€”ah ! āž teeth break through the skin & muscles of jeohā€™s neck, the rest of him contracting as the stranger took whatever he wanted which jeoh presumed was his life.
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ā €ā € being flushed against this stranger the scent of poppies tickle at the sensory hairs in his nose, allowing a spurt of serotonin to fire off in his brain, aiding him to relax against the strain which alleviated some of the pain. from there, his mind submerge itself into the same acceptance he often resulted in similar moments of helplessness. often, his survival superseded his pride, because it was always control they wanted. submitting, or at least giving the impression he was,was what usually kept him breathing. defining whether this was just that or true acceptance couldnā€™t be distinguished, not even in his own mind where thoughts slowed & muddled together. ā €ā € with cheek flush against the pale neck of his assailant, a whine crawls out from the back of his throat, sounding more like a plea than a reaction to pain. ā oppaā€” please~ āž eyelids, which now felt as though anchors were attached to them, fall closed as he faints.
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š€ šƒš„š„š, š…š„š‘šŽš‚šˆšŽš”š’ š‡š”šš†š„š‘ & šƒšˆš€ššŽš‹šˆš‚ š˜š„š€š‘ššˆšš† š“šŽ šƒš„š•šŽš”š‘ š“š‡š„ ššŽšŽš‘ š‹š€šŒš š‘šˆš†š‡š“ š–š‡š„š‘š„ š‡š„ š’š“š€ššƒš’ seduces the young serial killer, charming him, beguiling him to keep on going despite the ensuing struggle, the warmth of jeoh's blood pouring down his wicked tongue like sun-kissed nectar, ā mnnhhh..... āž & it's delicious. so much so, the long fangs sink even deeper, tearing into the boy's yielding flesh with sheer ease before hooking in.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā it'd be just so easy to rip him apart.
to make him scream & writhe between his clenching teeth, but that miserable plea.... it catches envy off-guard. he slowly withdraws his fangs from the bleeding punctures, lapping at them once more with a sleek tongue before pulling back just enough to stare at that doll-like face. my, poor thing, he thinks; i should have just ripped his throat out instead....
becoming somewhat disappointed by own choice of action, the young serial killer smiles without any real emotion behind those cold dead eyes, glistening blood trickling from his elegant chin & jaw in thick droplets. ā ..... ... āž such a pity, indeed. envy always liked to see them suffer before dying. oh well. suddenly lifting jeoh off the ground, envy fixes his unconscious body over own broad shoulder & most nonchalantly turns back towards the spade left behind; a physical manifestation of things done & things still waiting to be done, their list seemingly ever-growing much like own impatience at this point.
ah, what he wouldn't do for a smoke right now. still, not wishing to keep grandmother waiting, the young serial killer steps back into the cold rain & its pelleting bullets, yanking the spade out with one quick pull before returning to the path leading home, the dark house illuminated by flashes of thunder.
by the time joah wakes again, he'll find himself blindfolded & bound by ropes around his wrists & feet, his body on top of what feels like wooden planks. a musty scent of dust pilfering the stagnant air, accompanied by the hushed pitter-patter of rain & a heavy sense of grim reality slowly settling in...
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@hopeharmed || cont.
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š“š‡š„š‘š„'š’ ššŽ š€šš’š–š„š‘, & after few more seconds the cold wind blows again. his dark silhouette completely still within the image of rot & decay which sways around them like the billows of the deep sea. all hushed. all consuming. his plastic smile most eerily frozen in time. it is only when the gust of wind finally dies that his lips part again & speak, muttering in that low, sultry voice, albeit much more audibly now, ā a shame... indeed. āž
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where as most men would have already made a move, whether to approach or simply wave her off, the little killer of mississippi still doesn't budge. he just stares & smiles, the unblinking black eyes set dead straight on her, looking like a pair of holes carved into the white mask that is his face. ā . . . . . . āž & the lack of further words only makes their meeting all the stranger, nigh, discomforting.
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āŒ˜ šŽšš„š š’š“š€š‘š“š„š‘.
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š“š‡š„ šƒš€š‘šŠ š‚š€ššŽššˆš„š’ šŽš… š“š–šˆš’š“šˆšš† š“š‘š„š„š’,Ā Ā  theĀ  swayingĀ  topsĀ  ofĀ  overgrownĀ  grassĀ  & Ā  longĀ  decayedĀ  whiteĀ  roseĀ  bushes;Ā  itā€™sĀ  aĀ  gardenĀ  withoutĀ  love,Ā  nowĀ  merelyĀ  aĀ  tombĀ  ofĀ  grislyĀ  memoriesĀ  longĀ  forgotten.Ā  heĀ  standsĀ  aloneĀ  inĀ  itsĀ  shadow.Ā  heĀ  whoĀ  turnsĀ  &Ā  everĀ  soĀ  slowlyĀ  glancesĀ  atĀ  theĀ  other,Ā  lettingĀ  theĀ  coolĀ  blowĀ  ofĀ  autumnĀ  windĀ  brushĀ  throughĀ  hisĀ  unrulyĀ  hairĀ  & Ā  darkĀ  clothing,Ā  lookingĀ  justĀ  likeĀ  aĀ  Ā  g h o s tĀ  Ā standingĀ  still.Ā  Ā  ā Ā  howĀ  audaciousā€¦. Ā  āž Ā  heĀ  mutters,Ā  theĀ  voiceĀ  barelyĀ  audibleĀ  againstĀ  theĀ  rustleĀ  ofĀ  deadĀ  leavesĀ  above, Ā  Ā ā Ā  iĀ  almostĀ  mistookĀ  youĀ  forĀ  someoneĀ  elseā€¦ Ā  āž
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theĀ  pitchĀ  blackĀ  eyesĀ  lowerĀ  theirĀ  emptyĀ  gaze,Ā  onlyĀ  toĀ  trailĀ  backĀ  upĀ  & Ā  onceĀ  moreĀ  landĀ  ā€˜ponĀ  thoseĀ  shimmeringĀ  eyes,Ā  havingĀ  soĀ  impudentlyĀ  assessed Ā  themĀ  justĀ  now.Ā  Ā  ā Ā  butĀ  thenĀ  again,Ā  iĀ  supposeĀ  ourĀ  littleĀ  gardenĀ  isnā€™tĀ  exactlyĀ  closedĀ  off.. Ā  āž Ā  heĀ  smiles,Ā  yetĀ  onlyĀ  theĀ  cornersĀ  ofĀ  hisĀ  lipsĀ  seemĀ  toĀ  react;Ā  theĀ  restĀ  ofĀ  hisĀ  paleĀ  faceĀ  completely Ā  voidedĀ  ofĀ  emotion.Ā  Ā  āĀ  Ā whatĀ  doĀ  youĀ  wantā€¦ ?Ā Ā  āž
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