#😭 wnvr i see anything ffxv i still get emotional n rlly happy

[noxtivagus]

NOOOO ffxv finished but. i still need to free 20 more gb to update n finish downloading completely T_T

#🌙.rambles #[ ffxv. ] #i was so happy thinking noct my beloved i can finally see you again #tbf i shld probably delete a lot of these videos n screenshots in ffxiv i take so so much of like msq or even just w any of my friends #i think i'll actually cry when i play xv again i'm not rlly sure but #it's.. really important to me. really really really special #😭 wnvr i see anything ffxv i still get emotional n rlly happy #we never even got the royal or wtvr edition so. apollo n i haven't played through the dlcs #YET. bcs we cld technically ask one of our friends since she has it n #god wait i'm still so drained i'm rlly sorry to my friends but #I LOVE FFXV'S OST SO MUCH UWAHH YOKO SHIMOMURA ILYSM #she rlly composed n all sm of vv dear osts to me esp in my childhood!!!! ffxv & kh3 v notable ones yesyes #I'M JUST SMILING LISTENING TO LIKE. BROS ON THE ROAD???!?! #THESE MEMORIES 🥹🫶🏼 oh my heart hdklfajklsfdjfklje #the last i properly played ffxv but be like. late 2020 or maybe i played sometime in 2021 but. in general it's really been a long time #yk i'm glad i finally stopped letting external factors like #being annoyed by fans or wtvr #in letting me enjoy smth like a game n <3 it feels so freeing #like fuck ff7 fanwars i'll forget abt them n love all my girls :// #those tifa fans annoy me a lot but i still love tifa fuck you! <3 #i'm not doing the best rn in a sense that. how do you talk to ppl i think the last i talked properly w any of my friends #was like 2 months back. november i was struggling a lot so isolation was at its peak n december's just been T_T #but now that i can rest i'm a bit better now but my mind is still hdfajdsflksdj but i'll be better i will #i love music #listening to hollow skies always makes me emotional i remember even in the game when i realized when playing through it again #that yeah. hollow. the. yk song. the same yk. YEAH. 😭😭 i still remember it really well #i really don't remember much during that time bcs of some.. old friends that. they. aghhh nah nah now's not the time to rmber that #but i don't remember much of that time at all so. remembering n returning to stuff like ff7r comforts me a lot #even w the pain from then at least i know for sure that i haven't lost this part of me yet #yk i remember posting on tumblr then when i defeated hell house & sephiroth hard mode n i got compliments from a moot n randos LMFAO