#''not even showing any real signs of trauma'' ''surlrisingly resilient''

[blu-engineer]

gonna kill my dad

#bluposting #''i will continue telling my child about the texts from mom that are visibly distressing to and everything will be fine'' #''not even showing any real signs of trauma'' ''surlrisingly resilient'' #all of this when i have explicitly told him that i need help #when i have VERBALLY EXPRESSED that getting texts/seeing texts from my mom makes me Uncomfortable #please why won't he actually fucking help me with writing those emails to the teacher why di i have to do this by myself #why are they gonna make me go back to moms why did this even fuckign happen i am a Child #i'm literally a child and i've been taught that one out of 2 parents isn't fuckign safe ti be around and they're just gonna leave me here #snd theyre gonna be like ''whats wrong you should have said something'' i Did motherfucker #please i hate myself so bad and i just wanted tk take a Nap and he was like #''you need to get up so i can tell you that your mom is fucking insane. did you do your homework? huh? i'm going to leave now bye waste'' #vent #dont rb #family m