#* && SCARIFICAL LAMB / GLORIOUS LEADER .

[adoranoia]

ovtsa, but make her in the game's artstyle! (aka i drew over the sprite)

#* && OOC #* && MUN'S ART #* && SCARIFICAL LAMB / GLORIOUS LEADER . #RATTLES HER AROUND. DO U CARE HER. DO U. asdfghjkl

[lamblush]

first vaguely spicy art ever, woa........ anyway she's shy be nice to her

#* && OOC #* && MUN'S ART #* && SCARIFICAL LAMB / GLORIOUS LEADER : (SELF) . #everyone else was doing spicy art so i wanted to join in ok #i am looking away. i am also shy. be nice to ME !!! asdfghjkl

[qiu97-blog]

Rethink the Past

Most of people do not have the chance to talk with dead people face to face after they dead long time ago , but I had. Mao Tse-Tung’s body still lying in a coffin at the center of Tiananmen Square, and I saw him last year. Unlike most Chinese who think Mao is great and perfect, I do not like Mao, because he “ killed” my grandfather. I want to make a three person conversation between Mao, my grandfather and me. The one is everyone know, the another one is just knew by my family. It is a interesting story of my grandfather and me. Last year, I knew that my grandfather now is not my consanguineous grandfather. My consanguineous grandfather actually dead when my father was six. In fact, I did not feel any shocked with that, because my grandfather in law never care my study and career. However, this fact exactly gave me too many information that I need to spend a long time to think. I lost my identity, and I have 20 years misunderstanding with my family history.  This fact was told to me by my mother, and she said it should be told to me by my father, but my father cannot accept my grandfather’s death even though 50 years had passed. I only know a little about my grandfather right now.  My grandfather was a doctor, who dead very young because of illness. He devoted all himself to saving lives as many as he can, but he finally could not save his own.  My grandfather could have a chance to heal his illness, but he still worked without rest. He also could have a chance to stay with my father, so now my father will have no damage with his childhood. I think my grandfather will use a quote from Irish philosopher Edmund Burke, “The only thing necessary for the triumph of evil is for good men to do nothing.” If my grandfather do nothing for his patients, then he will think he is the killer, so he never stop saving lives. He did that because his country asked him to do, his country use glory scarification as a excuse to deceive the people who have ability to overdraw themselves then make more  benefit for the country, a simple political tricks destroyed my grandfather’s whole life. The idea of “ scarify for country” was given by Mao Tse-Tung to my grandfather.  His country ( Mao’s idea ) told him he need to scarify then he can become a hero who will remembered by people, but know he nearly be forgot by his descendant, that is very funny. He even felt very glorious when he dead, because he have saved numbers of lives. If I have a chance to talk with my grandfather, I will ask him:“ Do you really have no regret? How will you feel if your son lives in the shadow of losing father?” I want to ask my grandfather, does he know everything about his great leader Mao, does he know every single pieces history of Mao? History is important to everyone,people learn from history, think and rethink from history. History can be good, some of history are glory, such as the victory of a great war and liberation, some history are cruel, like the beginning of a war or massacre. Anyway, we study history to consider the multiple faces of humanity, it can be kind or cruel, and history are effecting us all the time. However, if history can effect human mind, what will human do when the history is not true, or they are actually learning the wrong history. For example,. Before I come to America, I just know the positive history of my country, I know my ancestor followed Mao and fight with enemy then they won, and they made the new China, but I didi not know what dirty and ugly things they also did. In fact, where is the light and where is the shadow, there is no perfect, but there is better. Chinese Communist would like to show Chinese people what glory victory they did, but the dark things they would hide. They erased all their mistakes, because in this way, they can easily control the country. Mao Tse-Tung is the great leader of early China, in my grandparents’ mind, he is the god, he ended the war and bring freedom to the people. After I came to American, I found Mao also did something very bad. When he got old, maybe his mind did not clear like when he was young, he destroyed almost all traditional Chinese culture. In that period, children and teenagers were the people who are fresh and suit to make revolution, parents and teacher were considered as  defender of traditional culture. In Mao’s mind, traditional things are out of time, they should not to be kept. Because of Mao’s great status, people over thought his idea: if old people want to keep the traditional things, they should never exist. Therefore, teenagers and children can shame and hurt their teachers and parents , even though kids have not learn enough experience and knowledge, and Mao never stop it. Besides, most Chinese cultural relic were destroyed during that period of time. For most Chinese people, they know the fact which Mao’s events was happened, but they do not how bad and crazy it made for Chinese history and developing. Mao might knew how to win the war, but he did not how to develop the country. When Mao was old, he almost got everything he want, form example, he got people’s respect, he got the power to control the whole country. In another word, he lived in absolutely comfort. If somebody made anything let him uncomfortable, he will erase them no matter what method he will use. In some way, Mao’s idea have close relationship between the Chinese Communist now. The Chinese Communist now also tried their best to clean the dirty things of themselves, they hided the fact to hold their power, I can say if I still stay in China, I will never know that. History is a tool to improve our experience and value, but it should not used by dominators to screw the reality. If Mao still controlling Chinese government, China will be another North Korea, which is no freedom. Mao was a dominator in some way, and also good at playing war. He can unite most part of China because most people in that time felt enough to the war, if some one can bring them away from the war, they will do anything, even give up their believe and freedom. Besides, most of people are farmer and worker which were uneducated. Mao was also a farmer when he was a kid, he knew what is poor, and what is hunger, he also knew people with power will be very hard to enjoy the pleasure, so how can he did “ devote all him self for the people.” ( from Mao’s memoir) Just like a hungry woofs see a meat, he will hold the meat as hard as possible. Thats is the greed of a dominator. That was also why kings and emperor are dangerous. They love to control, especially love to control people’s believe and freedom, make people to their sheep. If I have a chance to meet Mao, I do not know what should I ask him. It is true that he bring my ancestors out of the war, but what he did when we was old have no difference between the war. Therefore, Mao is a hero at first, and then the greed of power let him become a tyrant, because when Mao got old, his brain was no longer clear, his mind was out of his control. All can think about Mao is not his victory and liberation,  I think his idea scarfed my grandfather, he brainwashed my grandfather. Even now, if some one quest Mao was a dominator, he or she will be arrested as betrayer. That is also why I never write about this article in China. The truth is I am not a betrayer even though I believe Mao was a dominator in some way. I still love my Chinese culture and family, and I also feel generally good with my country right now. Some people like me just want to know the truth and fact. If people just focus on their good will never grow up, they also need to find their mistake, study it and make themselves better. I also understand my country hide it because China have a large number of population, which means their are over thousand different personality and ideas. If the government show the fact, there will be another revolution, people will be  suffered again. However, government should not punish the guy who want the fact. People actually have the right to know the true history. If I have a chance, I want to drag my grandfather from Mao’s idea. In my mind, Mao was a murder, he was not the one who hold the gun and push the trigger. He gave his idea to somebody, and made somebody to willing scarify somebody’s life for something. My grandfather was a victim of Mao’s idea. In some way, my grandfather just like the lamb form The Silence of the lambs by Thomas Harris. The girl lets the lamb go to save the lamb’s life from the slaughter, but the next day the lamb come back and is killed by the butcher. Even though I told my grandfather housed  my father feel when my grandfather was dead, he will never feel regret for his scarification, we was totally brainwashed by Mao. My grandfather had a chance to make the selection between Mao’s “ general love” and my grandfather’s family’s “ personal love”, and he chose Mao, so he have no chance to see my fathers again, to see me forever. Our ancestors might have influenced us before  we born, they also gave us what they think imperceptibly. In fact, we can never talk with dead people, we just use our inferences and imagination to simulate what will our ancestors think about the question today. We need image them as another ourselves. In another way, we just using the history to think about ourselves to make us more knowledgeable and foresight. We will use their story, photo and notebook to bring ourselves to the place where we can actually think our own situation in a different lens. In this way, what we think is not what we think anymore, it include our ancestors idea, finally become our own idea. In conclusion, the idea of our ancestor is a part of our thinking inborn, it just like something lock in our mind, and we need a  chance to find a key to open the lock, the key can be a story, a picture , a sentence from our ancestor. When we get old enough, it is the time to open the lock, to combine their thinking and improve ourselves. We may not agree with their way to look at the world, but we may have our own view of the world after we read from our ancestors.

[adoranoia]

headcanon dump for ovtsa, a mix of Important hcs and just. one-off silly ones! let's do this...

>based off the good ending, ends up marrying narinder. aka, (@sacricat), she absolutely domesticates that man, and i'm so sorry about it, buddy. >is based of slavic fairytales, has a thick russian accent, and slightly stilted/broken english. originally from ~another land~ >is basically group mom friend cult edition because she really does care for her followers, wants to keep them safe, and sees them as her new family. someone tries to hurt one of them and suddenly you experience the wrath of god but like, for realsies.

>has a 'girl with the green ribbon' thing going on, her collar holds her head on, as in it detaches freely, but this reminds of her sacrifice, so she never takes it off. >the red crown is its own little entity, sometimes she asks it for advice, or just chats back and forth with it. >her favorite weapon is an battle axe, it's almost as big as her, and certainly heavier, but she swings it around fine, somehow.

>is like, 4'8". small. little. tiny. also: wears a red cloak with a hood, a simple white dress, a quilted over-skirt, with a frilly apron over top. >likes cooking, sewing, gardening, fighting/sparring, woodcarving, and fishing, among a few other random hobbies here and there.

>has the following doctrines in place:

* faithful trait, inspire, ritual of enlightenment, holy day. * belief in afterlife trait, funeral, respect your elders, return to the earth. * bribe follower, belief in false idols trait, alms for the poor, devotee trait. * ascend follower ritual, wedding, belief in absolution trait, loyalty enforcer. * feasting, grass eater trait, ritual of the ocean's bounty, belief in prohibition trait.

>as you can probably guess, due to the game's canon--ovtsa's family is, like. very much dead, sadly. she grew up in a cute little village, but once the war happened, and word of the prophecy got out, then well. her parents went together, eventually her twin sister, and then herself.

>when ovtsa was young/still in hiding, her families way of dealing with the whole ‘sheeps being hunted’ thing, was to dan cloaks and different animal masks. ovtsa’s in particular was a wolf’s, which she still has. she actually still wears said mask at times, specifically when out on her crusades. there's for sure a urban legend surrounding ovtsa, talk of a wolf-masked spirit, singing lullabies as a warning that you'll die by her hand if you don't get out of her way.

>speaking of which, when ovtsa goes out on crusades/treks, she tends to sing to herself, usually old folk music she heard growing up. it’s became sort of a warning for the surrounding critters to scatter, or their death will surely follow: a legend now known well throughout the lands.

>thinking abt ovtsa pre-game, when she finally got caught by the bishops, and was taken into custody to be executed like the rest of her kind, etc. in-game, lamb cries before their beheading, but, i don't think that was ovtsa's reaction. >she was angry, she went down fighting the whole way, that wildfire nature still something she carries now--seen in how fiercely protective she is, her short temper.

>thinking abt ovtsa and the foxes deals, what she took, what she didn’t, so. lemme give you the rundown rq.

* handed over some fish, it was an innocent enough request, after all. * did not sacrifice any of her followers, though. she considers them family. * however, did sacrifice half a heart--taking off one of her arms, elbow down. * did not give up ratau’s life, and probs wrecked the fox’s shit for even trying.

>ovtsa loves foraging, and making tasty things out of the stuff she finds, then giving them to her friends. it's very much a love language for her, her go-to gifts are woven flowers, hand-carved wooden trinkets, and jams/broths/etc in pretty decorated jars.

>thinking abt how bad ovtsa is at being fancy, growing up in a humble little village, excess was not s/t she knew well. she carries that with her, even now, and as a bishop down the line. narinder is the one who has to teach her how to really dress, and act the part. muddy feet from working outside w/ the followers, dressed in quilted fabrics she had sewn herself, excitedly stuffing her face full of foods at dinner-time, etc etc.

>ovtsa can sing, as i've mentioned, but she also plays the concertina! she's had one since childhood, and plays it during festivals and such, sometimes. along with this, she likes the tambourine a lot, as well. if the prophecy hadn't happened, and ovtsa wasn't chosen be a vessel, she would've wanted to be a performer, specifically a musician.

>ovtsa bleats when surprised and/or scared, and she finds it really embarrassing.

#* && OOC #* && SCARIFICAL LAMB / GLORIOUS LEADER . #i am posing dramatically. look at my girl! do u care her !!! #religion tw #cults tw #death tw

[adoranoia]

some very ovtsa-core images..............

#* && OOC #* && SCARIFICAL LAMB / GLORIOUS LEADER . #going through her pinboard and yeah. do u care her. do u #death tw #religion tw

[adoranoia]

i was too lazy to draw the template myself, so, this is what yall get as a scar ref!

#* && OOC #* && SCARIFICAL LAMB / GLORIOUS LEADER . #turret worm and jumping crab are names of enemies in-game btw #if anyone was confused lmao #injury tw

[lamblush]

what's your most heretical fantasy? what are you most ashamed of wanting?

anonymous // nsfw anon hour .

ovtsa stares at the other surprised, embarrassed; wide-eyed, her mind races with possible answers. sprawled out on the temple altar, tucked away in the confession booth, an ever-changing, spinning wheel of different fantasies, but. in all of them, one thing stayed the same: a low rumble, the almost purred tone of her god, the one who waits. ✝️

" u-um... " her words get caught in her throat, her face is quickly buried into her hands, pink cheeks still peeking between fingers. ✝️ " i like his voice, a lot... " she tries to answer, but any further prompting just garners embarrassed squeals, and mumbles, it seems like that's all you're getting. ✝️

#* && IC #* && PROMPTS #* && SCARIFICAL LAMB / GLORIOUS LEADER : (SELF) . #HEHE.... looks at the two narinders that follow me. hiiiiiiiiii #ovtsa said heart eyes at her whole god and i think its funny #voice kink voice kink voice kink voice kink voice kink........... #anonymous

[adoranoia]

tags ! ( brian + ovtsa . )

#* && SELF /// MIRROR ( BRIAN . ) #* && THE TOWNSFOLK . #v01 * ( canon ) i guess that i’ve grown horns‚ i guess i’m human no more. #* && SCARIFICAL LAMB / GLORIOUS LEADER : (SELF) . #* && THE ONE WHO WAITS / ONCE A GOD : (NARINDER) . #* && THE FOLLOWERS . #* && THE BISHOPS . #* v01 ( ovtsa ) : pre - canon . #* v02 ( ovtsa ) : canon #* v03 ( ovtsa ) : post - canon .

[lamblush]

I THINK YOU SHOULD ACQUAINT YOURSELF WITH MY MOUTH. INTIMATELY.

@fizzarolli // blurt out a sexual fantasy or desire your muse has towards mine, no matter what it is.

the nightclub around them blasts music, multicolored flashes on beat, it's hard to hear much. but, fizz, apparently, had something to say, nonetheless: he gestures ovtsa closer, talking into her ear as they sit snuggled together comfortably at one of the booths. ✝️

ovtsa snorts a laugh, cheeks immediately flushing red, her expression a mix of amusement, and embarrassment, a curve of a smile, a quirked brow. ✝️

" fizzy! " she says, almost incredulously, lightly elbowing him in the side, " do not play with feelings like that, is not nice! ", teasingly. " are drunk? or, are seriously coming onto me right now? huh? " ✝️

#* && IC #* && PROMPTS #* && SCARIFICAL LAMB / GLORIOUS LEADER : (SELF) . #hehe... wasn't sure if this was just a random ask or for the meme #but uhhhhhh i care them. i think they should kiss ngl... asdfghjkl #fizzarolli #helluva boss tw

[lamblush]

hehe......... got hit w/ the urge to doodle s/t cute and nsfw so, uhhh. here!

#* && OOC #* && MUN'S ART #* && SCARIFICAL LAMB / GLORIOUS LEADER : (SELF) . #do u care her :] asdfghjkl

[lamblush]

𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐒 𝐎𝐑 𝐓𝐇𝐀𝐓 .   (  nsfw edition.  )

tagged by: @countingchickens tagging: @fircballs, @deathlusts, @sexn0va !!!

*submissive or dominant? *whips or chains? *handcuffs or shibari? *pillow princess or power bottom? *voyeur or exhibitionist? *blindfolds or spreader bars? *butt plugs or vibrators? *edging or multiple rounds? *knots or ovipositor? *spanking or scratching? *ball gag or muzzle? *strap on or double sided dildo? *one on one or group sex? *vanilla or kinky? *lengthy cocks or girthy cocks? *small boobs or large boobs? *ass or chests? *thighs or arms? *hot wax or knifeplay? *loud or quiet? *biting or sucking? *collars or piercings?

*costumes or lingerie? *laughing/silliness during sex or intensity/power struggle during sex? *fucking a virgin or fucking someone with experience? *face to face or from behind? *phone sex or sexting? *cumming inside or cumming outside? *being filled or bukkake? *dirty talk or degradation? *roleplay or porn on in the background?

*public edging or filming in the bedroom? *condom or bareback? *lube or raw? *video call masturbation or sexy selfies? *blood play or breath play? *face fucking or anal sex? *leather or PVC? *morning sex or evening sex? *clothes on or clothes off?

#* && OOC #* && PROMPTS #* && SCARIFICAL LAMB / GLORIOUS LEADER : (SELF) . #i for sure thought abt this too hard but anyway asdfghjkl #long post tw

[lamblush]

Have any of the Lamb's followers tried to do anything with them, or vice versa?

anonymous // random asks, always accepting!

oh most definitely, a follower or two has hit on her, tried to grow close w/ her, but she always (gently) turned them down. usually stating she was simply too busy, she had work to do, that sorta thing. she was very devoted to toww up until the end, so. yeah!

#* && OOC #* && SCARIFICAL LAMB / GLORIOUS LEADER : (SELF) . #SPOILER IT WAS BC SHE WAS KINDA IN LOVE W/ HIM #BUT THATS ANOTHER THING ENTIRELY ASDFGHJKL #anonymous

[lamblush]

have any of ovtsa's followers caught her in a lewd act? masturbation, sex, underdressed, that kinda stuff

anonymous // random asks, always accepting!

not fully, thankfully, but there's def been close calls, living in such close quarters with that many people, it's bound to lead to situations. like, dedicated leaders still get pent up too, don't they? and, then when she's with narinder, they hook up sometimes, obviously, so like. y'know!

#* && OOC #* && SCARIFICAL LAMB / GLORIOUS LEADER : (SELF) . #anonymous

[lamblush]

When it comes to the intimate act of love making, or just perceiving her partner's form in a lustful way, are there any areas in particular that the lamb is drawn to? Such as the chest, ass, thighs, ect.?

anonymous // random asks, always accepting!

one) i got three question asks like this back-to-back in my inbox, so who ever is out there that's just RLLY horny for ovtsa, i salute you, i guess. /lh two) she's def a thighs/ass kinda person, i think. tends to like them tall and lean, with an intense gaze or pretty eyes, type beat, too. take that as you will! especially because i'm just describing cat's narinder, huh? /j

#* && OOC #* && SCARIFICAL LAMB / GLORIOUS LEADER : (SELF) . #im sorry i keep relating stuff back to cat's narinder i'm just gay lmao #ANYWAY what we've learned today is ovtsa pegs narinder and-- #asdFGHJKL #i was gonna put a /j but like. is it though. is it. #anonymous

[lamblush]

[from narinder!] “You love this, don’t you? Let me hear how much you love it.”

@deathlusts // dirty talk sentence starters .

a shaky moan, a shiver up her arching spine, ovtsa lays sprawled out on her back, in their shared bed. with each thrust, the headboard rattles against the shelter wall, and her bell collar jingles slightly. ✝️

she'd been purposefully teasing narinder all day, lingering touches, swaying hips; as soon they were alone, her 'punishment' came quick. not that the small leader was complaining, mind you, quite the opposite, really. in fact… ✝️

" oh, narinder…!-- " she gasps out, eyes half-lidded, expression dazed, you could almost actually see little hearts forming. with her mouth slack open, she drools as the feeling in her stomach builds, and wetness dripping down her thighs. it was an almost overwhelming feeling, something probably not-so surprising, considering their size difference, but. anyway, she continues. ✝️

" ye-yes, i love so much! please, don't dare to stop--it just feels so good! " her voice cracks, hands gripping the pillow her head rests on. eventually, her words devolve into basic babbles of 'please, harder, i love you', and swears in russian. ✝️

(one might worry what the neighbors might say in the morning.) ✝️

#* && IC #* && PROMPTS #* && SCARIFICAL LAMB / GLORIOUS LEADER : (SELF) . #* && THE ONE WHO WAITS / ONCE A GOD : (NARINDER) . #* v03 : post canon . #LOOKS AWAY............ I'M SHY UR HONOR LMAO #sorry if my desc of this stuff is lame i'm v new to it still #deathlusts

[lamblush]

[from betrayedthem] the god towers above ovtsa, looking down at her. a long, clawed finger reaches out towards her, tipping her chin upwards: his claws dig in ever so so slightly to her skin, gaze intense as he stares down at her. " why do you blush, dear vessel? i am simply inspecting to see if you bear scars from this most gruesome death. you know, if you do desire more power, you need but pray. "

@deathlusts // random asks, always accepting!

ovtsa's head reels, both because of her most recent death, and because, well... another reason entirely. she stands in front of a god, her god in fact--the one who waits, and he is touching her, ever so gently. ✝️

running a large claw under her jaw, tracing down to her chest, he lightly tugs at the front of her dress, revealing some of her cleavage. her breath hitches, catching in her throat as she sits powerless, on her knees before him, cheeks flushing red. she must admit, she did enjoy the attention, though it was confusing. ✝️

" i-i... " she stammers at first, with a gulp, she eventually finds her words, though still fidgets with her hands. " no, i can handle it. i am powerful enough as is, you shall see. i will make proud, great one. " ✝️ " please, allow me to go again? " her tone is almost begging in nature. for what exactly? she isn't sure. ✝️

#* && IC #* && SCARIFICAL LAMB / GLORIOUS LEADER : (SELF) . #* && THE ONE WHO WAITS / ONCE A GOD : (NARINDER) . #* v02 : canon . #ovtsa rlly said 'idk if this is how vessels are normally treated but gotdamn....................' asdfghjkl #anyway happy birthday ovtsa have smut /j #deathlusts