#- shaking in their fucking boots seeing me talk about being loveless and aplspec

[dyketubbo]

me when i feel the intense need to be petty about things that have long past

#emduo fans that harassed me and called me arophobic and told me i didnt have any friends bc i told them #not to call qprs headcanons and to acknowledge them as shipping as many people in qprs want them to be acknowledged #as serious and intimate relationships #- shaking in their fucking boots seeing me talk about being loveless and aplspec #and talking about how qp stuff can still hit on feelings of aversion and repulsion because guess what #its a whole type of relationship that people have complex feelings about and is often described as being intimate for those involved #like whatever. its done with #but also it still stings to reflect on and those people have had lasting effects on me #i hate that me expressing my feelings as an aro purrson was turned into a community wide discussion #where people mocked me and twisted my words so they could patronize me all because they didnt want to actually listen to me #and now that i know im even more of an outcast even in the aromantic community it just stings so much fucking more #to know so many people have this impression of me. that im arophobic because i wanted qprs to be taken seriously #i wish i could go back and tell them to shut their fucking mouths because im more aro than they could even comprehend #i cant. but imagining it helps me feel a little better #mask mews #negative