#2 second before I posted a pic of Sowon and was gonna post a video but now I can’t feel any happiness

[yoohyeontual]

I feel so much emotions and none at the same time right now

#DO NOT REBLOG #i just broke down crying and calm down #and I just wanna cry hug my dog tell him I love him and all #but I don’t wanna stressed him #especially cause my dad cried in his face for like 30 minutes #and my dad never cry so I’m mad at him but I wanna hug him so bad but my dad also have to much ego and don’t wanna be touch if he cries #so I’m on my couch on Tumblr like nothing happen cause the last thing I want to do is break down again #reblogging shit is calming but I feel like an hypocrite acting like nothing happen 😭 #i was so calmes when it happen it was scary I usually cry at nothing #but I was shaking like crazy hearing my dad cry and call out puppy’s name #it’s traumatic tbh #i wanna see my cousin so bad but I can’t but I need her 😭 #i should text her but it’s not the same 😔 #Bestie is also working so she can tell me everything will be fine and calm me down like usual 😭 #i was so happy this morning he was breathing so much better than last week like a normal dog and this happen #2 second before I posted a pic of Sowon and was gonna post a video but now I can’t feel any happiness #alex.txt #tw negativity #tw sick dog #tw sick pet #tw sick animal