#it’s traumatic tbh

[yoohyeontual]

I feel so much emotions and none at the same time right now

#DO NOT REBLOG #i just broke down crying and calm down #and I just wanna cry hug my dog tell him I love him and all #but I don’t wanna stressed him #especially cause my dad cried in his face for like 30 minutes #and my dad never cry so I’m mad at him but I wanna hug him so bad but my dad also have to much ego and don’t wanna be touch if he cries #so I’m on my couch on Tumblr like nothing happen cause the last thing I want to do is break down again #reblogging shit is calming but I feel like an hypocrite acting like nothing happen 😭 #i was so calmes when it happen it was scary I usually cry at nothing #but I was shaking like crazy hearing my dad cry and call out puppy’s name #it’s traumatic tbh #i wanna see my cousin so bad but I can’t but I need her 😭 #i should text her but it’s not the same 😔 #Bestie is also working so she can tell me everything will be fine and calm me down like usual 😭 #i was so happy this morning he was breathing so much better than last week like a normal dog and this happen #2 second before I posted a pic of Sowon and was gonna post a video but now I can’t feel any happiness #alex.txt #tw negativity #tw sick dog #tw sick pet #tw sick animal

[angrylesbianstereotype]

Okay we make fun of the Skyler hate a lot as we should because wow the misogyny was working overtime the misogyny was grinding but it does genuinely make me see red like I really cannot overstate the degree to which Walter ruined her life… imagine being married to and in love with someone for like sixteen years building a life with them having kids with them trusting them completely and then one day out of the blue they start selling METH and KILLING PEOPLE and sexually and emotionally abusing you and turning your family against you to isolate you and cover their own ass and then they get your brother-in-law killed and up and die protecting the twink they were emotionally cheating on you with leaving you to take all of the heat from law enforcement and the public and your own grieving family who blame you for letting it go this far and you can’t even mourn your shitty dead husband or your old life properly because of public scrutiny and because it was probably all a lie anyways he EXPLODED her life!! She’s all alone he left her with no support system her relationships with her son and with her sister will never ever be the same!! He ruined her life!! He ruined her life!!

#she was literally just minding her business milfing about and then her husband went rabid on her #skyler i caught this bat w my bare hands #skyler i did it for the family #i hope bc walter jr is a good kid and marie is demonstrably perceptive they’ll both eventually recognize her as a victim and a survivor #but tbh i think even her relationship w holly will be strained by this it’s hard to be present for a child when you’re that traumatized #skyler white #anti walter white #breaking bad #brba

[starredwrites]

i'm having thoughts about amatonormativity and why it sucks and they're long-winded and hard to properly express bc it's late at night but i wanted to share them so i summarized them with a meme

this realization brought to you by the realization that a lot of people who say acephobic shit without actively denying asexuality exists just mentally swapped "virgin" for "asexual" and carried on with their lives. this best evidenced by people being "accepting" of asexual women but ignoring/erasing asexual men.

#i'm either galaxy braining hard enough to write a grant proposal for this novel #or i'm wrong and i doubt i'm wrong tbh #sometimes being aroace in a traumatized way makes you like. realize things #ace #aro #acephobia #amatonormativity #arophobia #aphobia #there's. there's equally fucked up assumptions about aromantic ppl #but i am too tired to express them coherently i may do it in the morning in a rb #actually 3rd option. i am explaining it Really Badly

[birues]

Themis reaction to Lahabread soul sex tape will never not be incredibly funny

"as the emissary of the Convocation... what the Fuck, man."

#pandaemonium spoilers #lahabrea #elidibus #endwalker spoilers #themis #ffxiv #look at his face. he's traumatized #he didn't deserve this #nor did erich tbh

[turtleblogatlast]

No but like every time I think about Splinter and what he had to go through just to keep the boys alive, my heart hurts for him so badly. Is he perfect? No not at all, but none of them are and by god does he love his sons.

The fact that all of them are alive, and grew to thrive despite the circumstances surrounding them is a testament of how much Splinter loves his boys. He raised four babies following the most traumatic time of his life, all alone with nothing but the sewers to house them (to hide them.) I feel like he’s not given the credit he deserves for all he’s done.

And I get that it’s easy to hold up his flaws and faults when it comes to parenting, I myself like looking into them because flawed characters are super interesting and said flaws make them more realistic and engaging, but he tries, and again, so many others would have given up on the boys or failed along the way but Splinter didn’t.

He’s their father, for all his faults he did his damndest to make sure they survived.

#rottmnt #rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles #rottmnt splinter #rise splinter #he’s not perfect as I’ve said #and he’s got a whole slew of flaws and faults #but he’s a person - we are all flawed #he loves his sons dearly dearly dearly even if he struggles along the way to show that #parenting is not easy! especially as a traumatized mutant who is forced to do it alone #side note but I think this is one of the reasons why it kiiiiiinda ruffles my feathers to see so many people assign parentification to Raph #and in turn make Splinter out to be way worse and way more distant than he is in canon? #like idk I just don’t see what so many others see ig but maybe that’s just me #i guess my thoughts are like- let parents have flaws without villainizing them? #they’re still parents even if they mess up? #we can discuss the repercussions of a parents actions on a child while not casting that parent as an awful person #parents are peopleeee #I could go on but yeahhh #idk it bothers me seeing splinter’s efforts undermined when he’s been through so much #idk if ppl realized this by now but I love me some flawed characters #tho I do think in this fandom the ones whose faults are discussed the most are like #Splinter mostly then Draxum then Leo #of the main cast #and in Splinters case in particular his faults are made to cover his good qualities which makes me sad #because he is SO INTERESTING #they’re all flawed characters and tbh so interesting because their flaws are ALSO their strengths in many aspects

[i-professional-procrastinator]

we have lost the plot. the plot has been lost. the plot is long GONE.

#HELLO?? #this isn't even funny tbh #i feel like exaggeration is only funny to a certain point and this just isnt- #u can disagree but i dont wanna hear about it #let's drop the “gale IS THE WORST” propaganda #he sucked ASS in the love triangle #BUT #that's literally a teenager traumatized by war oppression and poverty #no wAY HE'S COMPARABLE TO PRESIDENT FUCKING SNOW #sincerely #a gale hater #gale hawthorne #coriolanus snow #hunger games #the hunger games #tbosas #peeta mellark #finnick odair #katniss everdeen #katniss and gale #katniss and peeta #everlark #tiktok

[tigerani]

if i had a nickel every time one of the paladins had to fight their best friend/brother who was under mind control i'd have two nickels

#tbh we don't talk about the lance vs hunk fight enough #you can't tell me they wouldn't be traumatized by the fact hunk was trying to kill lance while under the influence of underwater shrooms #voltron lance #voltron hunk #voltron shiro #voltron keith #voltron #vld #voltron legendary defender

[minniiaa]

The first scene of Law in Wano is so funny because he’s just chilling out for once in his goddamn life just waiting around for the strawhats and when Bepo tells him Luffy made it he’s like “oh finally glad he made it, what’s the problem?”

Then he finds out the idiot he decided to ally himself with is there not even 24 hours and is already breaking into an official’s base to save some kid he just met with his equally idiotic first mate whose face is on every wanted poster effectively derailing his meticulously crafted plans.

He is visibly shaking with rage and this is his reaction like god please give this man a xanax prescription or maybe just some peace and quiet. His blood pressure must be through the roof.

#tbh I think law would be happy to die #just for some peace and quiet #then he realized Cora is there to incessantly nag him #my angry little baby #I get it tho #law is traumatized by this alliance #trafalgar law #law #one piece #op law #trafalgar d water law #how he so pretty when mad tho

[bonefall]

What position do you think the cats would take to pray? would they bow or just sit or aomething else?

I think they should tilt their head straight upwards, so that their whiskers are stirred by the breeze. If they worship the stars, it makes sense that wind is part of that. Invocation is like asking permission of StarClan to speak to one of your ancestors, like using an operator, so if the wind stirs your whiskers it means they're answering.

Proper prayer etiquette includes going outside. You don't pray in dens or caves.

You're not praying to the Moonplace. You're directly seeking an audience.

WindClan, ironically, is the least strict about this. Comes from a mixture of tunneling culture and the fact they confess to their Cleric more than other Clans.

RiverClan probably has a phrase that goes something like, "Your wishing wind was an undertow" which roughly means "you were badly mistaken and should have known better"

I'd also combine it with them sitting on their haunches and putting their paws/wrists together, "rabbit sniffing the air" style.

#Side note though Im kinda amazed no one has made the cats pray towards the moonstone #That would be so cool tbh #I kinda wish the forest territories haunted the cats more #Especially the older cats for whom losing their home should have been a deeply traumatic event #Clan culture #Prayer #Better bones au

[lemonberry-soda]

Do you ever think about the fact that Ted is hypersexual due to his childhood/teenage traumas or is that just me?

Like not only did he associate losing his first love forever with not being douchebaggy enough, but he also experienced the Lumber Axe and survived. With how quickly Peter was about to be murdered for looking at Ted’s old magazine you KNOW Ted probably had to deal with narrow escape after narrow escape himself. Ted literally suppresses the memory of the Lumber Axe entirely until bringing Peter to camp reminds him, and he doesn’t even take Peter with him as he runs away. He is FUcked up.

My guy went for the cat lady who cut off his fingers because sex is inherently dangerous to him in his mind. He goes for the worst options on purpose because sex isn’t safe unless there’s risk, and he goes for the best options just to lose them on purpose so they don't leave him first, as many times as possible until he's single and lonely at the wedding reception. He’s a sleazeball as a coping mechanism, and he keeps dying for it. One single safe relationship would decimate this dude, and it also wouldn’t fix him. Therapy would do wonders if he actually accepted how messed up he is. And tbh, if TInky wasn’t around there might’ve been a chance for him to recover.

Anyway another reason this dweeb is doomed by the narrative and fucked up beyond belief

#sorry to psychoanalyze the loser of all time again #starkid #hatchetfield #ted spankoffski #just a thought I had all of a sudden #this guy deserves as many days where he realizes he's traumatized and cries over it as it TAKES #and canonically he gets zero of those forever so #tbh I don't know what form of the Lumber Axe he'd have to deal with since the specifics are kinda shady but if the Axeman is 20 n he #grew up fast due to the forest then a 15-17yo Ted would be dealing with a teenage-YA Axeman (0-2 years old but magically influenced) #hey melissa #hucklefixation

[beanghostprincess]

Finding hilariously ironic how most of Sanji's perv jokes end up being extremely trans-coded to some extent only because the joke is longer than it should be.

The "guy with a woman's body" joke has been a thing for ages now, but it usually ends after the "haha I have booobs" joke. Sanji extends it to "I want to stay in this body forever. It feels right. I don't want to give it back". Which could still be read as some perverted stuff, but I don't think any man would agree with that. No matter how much of a pervert he is. Because usually being perceived as a woman is something they refuse to go through although they like being in possession sexually of a woman's body (a type of excitement Sanji actually shows, not by being that much aroused by it but being comfortable with it? Which is... A different approach to the joke).

Sanji has made the typical "going into the girl's changing room/bathroom" joke a couple of times, but in Egghead he goes all the way to be extremely frustrated about not being able to do so? And it is obviously different than wanting to keep Nami's body forever. It can still be seen as frustration for not being able to see girls naked. But. But. The fact that the length of the joke increases? The fact that it's way longer than it should be for an average "haha boobs" joke? You know what I mean.

Not to mention his whole arc during the time-skip and how a simple (both transphobic and misogynistic, by the way) joke, goes all the way to show us that Sanji is indeed comfortable in more feminine clothes and environment, until he's pretty much forced to snap out of his fantasy to go back to the crew. But he wasn't having a bad time at all. And it is intended to be a joke, but it's... Longer than it should be to be considered only a joke and to not pay attention to it.

This isn't meant to be an analysis of any kind because if it were I would've worded it differently and would've mentioned how his childhood is also extremely trans-coded, but we all already know that. I just find it extremely funny how all of these jokes that intend to be directed at straight perv men are actually too long to not be taken into consideration as something deeper than a joke. But, aha, yeah, these are just jokes and definitely not proof of Sanji's perception of gender and his issues with it.

#i KNOW these are just jokes but i'm just saying that increasing the length of a joke doesn't make it funnier it just makes it canon and real #the only one i consider to be a reach is the bathroom thing tbh but the other two??? sanji in the time-skip and punk hazard??? peak trans #also his whole backstory but we already know why that's trans coded #like-- finding extremely funny how so many cis straight dudebros keep wanting to project on him when sanji is sooo made for the queers #i am sorry but that's my bisexual genderfluid traumatized cook don't touch her #one piece #black leg sanji

[bearlyted]

be more chill? these guys gotta be more normal first...

#bmc #be more chill #the squip #jeremy heere #michael mell #christine canigula #richard goranski #yeaah #musicals #these guys are my childhood tbh #traumatizing childhood but still a childhood nonetheless #also ignore that i forgot tumblr was a thing #ive actually been here the whole time

[mechanicalinfection]

Founder's new design. Partially.

#the founder's archives #fnaf au #art #digital art #fnaf #springtrap #the mechanic's crafts #doodle #someone tag mokaaz in this one... #KEGDJIWKS #anyways eurhm #he's even more traumatized #:33 #since y not #HE needs more holes tbh #annyyywayyyssss :3

[scintillyyy]

anyways, i'm not going to say tim is a paragon of sensitivity or anything, because he's not, but i do think the graysons' death is an area where he does actively try to at least be somewhat delicate and sensitive about discussing it.

batman #441

like he very much actively does not want to have to tell dick how he knows, and he's very apologetic that bringing it up is hurtful to dick.

secret origins 80 page giant

like honestly. this is actually a very neutral way of telling the story. very bare bones. "it was the best day of my life. then your parents died." which. is objectively true?? and tim is still very apologetic, especially when he realizes how he might be coming across. like. idk. obviously dick is the center of this tragedy, but it is fundamentally like. a super, super terrible and traumatizing thing for a child of indeterminate age (anywhere from 2-7) to witness a death, not just in general, but at a happy place like a circus. hell. it was fundamentally terrible for the adults at the circus to witness this death, bruce and jack and janet and every single person in that audience included. and while it's a little cringey that tim is narrating the worst day to dick's life to dick, this conversation only even came up because dick brought it up to begin with.

and at this point dick and tim have known each other for almost a decade in real time and have been explicitly written as brothers for probably about 4 years real time, so dick probably genuinely doesn't mind talking about this with tim. i do like the idea of how this probably progresses for dick over time. like, at first, dick is probably super, super annoyed at this thirteen year old kid who wormed his way into dick's personal tragedy but then as dick gets to know him and love him and that's his little brother now-

like how much it must crush dick (now that he knows and loves tim) that tim had to experience the same horrible thing that happened to dick and that dick's parent's death happening is what ended up bringing the two of them back together again eventually.

#dick and tim #realistically haly's circus probably went broke because their liability insurance #had to cover therapy for a full house audience that night #unless they wanted to be sued into oblivion by everyone else in that audience that night #jack and janet were probably the most sympathetic parents there tbh they sent dick the photo and then proceded to never speak of it again #i'm sure like 75% of the rest of the audience were not as sympathetic because their kids were traumatized from this event #anyways we have acquaintances whose children did witness someone accidentally dying in front of them at a young age #and they were very affected by the tragedy and they were very much considered victims of the tragedy merely by witnessing it

[livingdeadhorse]

Li-Young Lee, "A Hymn to Childhood//#6—AroarA//@/heavensghost //Sonia Sanchez, from Shake Loose My Skin//Fiona Apple (Spin Magazine 1997)//Sean O’Casey, Red Roses for Me//mahogany l. browne on meditation

Ok so felt the need to add a bit of a disclaimer that I’m a singlet. I did a bit of digging into DID/OSDD systems and specifically their different opinions on the Fukawas and it was a bit…divisive. Some were strictly against the idea of a host/body, others had different ideas about who the host/body was, etc etc in short: I worry that I maybe portrayed them in a harmful manner and if I did, please let me know so I can either fix it, or delete the post entirely. Mb for the rant but yk

#fukawa system #toko fukawa #syo fukawa #<mb I js don’t like using genocider as a descriptor #slightly self indulgent/ooc #I personally think Syo is traumatized too tbh she was a kid too #also this happened before with my other Fukawa system post but please do not tag as only Toko 👍 #drthh #meta #trigger happy havoc

[icryink]

haunted by that coma, by what she knows she saw

#anime #digital art #persona series #persona 4 #nanako dojima #design influenced by her concept art!! #i have many thoughts on older nanako.. #p4g #p4 nanako #souji seta #yu narukami #ryotaro dojima #p4 spoilers #retro aesthetic #in my p4 characters that needed more screen time feat. a retro tv era #accomplice ending #true ending #up to interpretation tbh #poor girl is traumatized #procreate #tohru adachi