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#AND EVEN THEN! HE GOT SO CAUGHT UP IN BEING THE BEST AND MOST WELL-RENOUNED VILLAIN THAT HE PUT HIMSELF BACK IN A SIMILAR SITUATION AGAIN
transvoxman · 2 years
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Ok actually I was wrong in the tags, laserblast was never outwardly a jerk in highschool, not for anything that could be traced back to him. He was Always nice, he was Always the bigger person, specifically just so that no one could ever say "he wouldn't make a good hero, he was mean to me once." Poor guy created his Whole Personality around having a career as the Most Successful Hero Ever, he never did a genuine/true-to-humself thing in his whole goddamn life until he started being Venomous.
#laserblast#okko thoughts#AND EVEN THEN! HE GOT SO CAUGHT UP IN BEING THE BEST AND MOST WELL-RENOUNED VILLAIN THAT HE PUT HIMSELF BACK IN A SIMILAR SITUATION AGAIN#he thought to himself 'if only i could leave POINT then i could be myself'#he thought 'wow i could finally stop having all this pressure to be perfect and to keep up a certain image 24/7 now thats the dream'#AND THEN HE WENT AND FOCUSED ON KEEPING UP A GOOD IMAGE ANYWAY TO THE POINT THAT HE WAS BORED WITH LIFE#you can take the perfectionist cares-what-others-think boy out of the hero spotlight but that mindset will still follow him where he goes#and this time he couldnt even blame his dad or POINT for molding his personality into a tiny box to fit a specific image#it mustve hurt to think about. god. 'i faked my death to escape this why am i putting MYSELF through it'#it took boxman crashing into his life to break him free from that cycle of perfectionism and appearances#dont get me wrong tho. he was way happier as venomous even when he was stuck caring so much about what other villains think#because he Relished doing villainous things. he Loved thinking about how horrified everyone who pressured him so much would be to see this#it felt so so freeing to do the exact opposite of literally everything he was raised to be#and of course. raising fink and spending time with her made him really happy too#fink obviously never made him feel the Crushing Pressures and Judgements of Society#she is one of the few people who ever took his mind off all of that instead of making him think about it all even more#who cares about society when you have a little menace to take care of! a menace who loves villainy purely for the fun of it!#idk i have so many thoughts about pv i want to study him like a bug#i wish i was up for drawing a bunch instead of just writing out my thoughts#but this takes so much less energy than making art or writing fics
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sweetpxsin · 6 years
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Ong Seongwoo Fuckboi!
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Pairing:Ong Seongwoo X Reader
Genre: Fuckboi AU!
a/n: there’s a bit of angst in this and a lot of cussing….. But I hope you enjoy~
•The bad boy type of fuckboi that can sometimes push the limits
•He breaks even the toughest girls and once he has their trust and “love” he breaks up with them  in a week max
•His shortest relationship lasted an hour
•You were well aware of Ong and was just happy he hadn’t noticed you
•Ong was mostly part of the popular kids crowd
•You were on the borderline of  popular(basically an inbetweener) just one of the more quieter and reserved ones
•So it was kind of rare for either of you to cross paths
•But unluckily for you, your AP english teacher had failed you and you were transferred to normal english class
•You just so happened to be transferred into Ong’s class and if you hadn’t hated him then, you most certainly found a small amount of hatred for him now
•You were there to learn and it was practically impossible with Ong always interrupting and trying to crack unnecessary jokes
•You had managed to stay unknowed by the renouned fuckboi till the teacher had sat him behind you
•Ong didn’t know who the hell you were and so only naturally he became interested in you
•If there was one thing people didn’t know was how Ong picked the next girl
•He observed you for a week before deciding if you were worth it or not
•Ong personally liked the way you were reserved, quiet, and respectful
• a total 180 from his normal type of girl, not that he really minded or cared
•So one day when the teacher had given all of you freetime after a short lesson  Ong had decided to approach you
•He was sitting on his desk talking to his friends before he looked behind him to see what you were doing
•He stopped everything and sat so  that he was facing you now and bent down slinging his arm around your shoulder, still sitting on his desk
•”Whatcha doing sweetheart.”
•”Studying.”
•You shrugged his arm off your shoulder not really appreciating the close proximity
•”Why are you so quiet cutie?”
•”Listen can you please leave me alone? I don’t know about you but I actually plan on getting somewhere in life.”
•”Just wait baby break you.”
•”Have a nice time trying.” You patted his chest before grabbing your bag and moving somewhere else
•From that point Ong continued to bother you
•He’d play with your hair in English before you harshly pulled it to the side so he could no longer tug and twirl it
•Put his arm around your shoulder in the halls and walk you to your classes, claiming his class was this way too
•Suddenly him and his whole gang sat at your table with your friends
•What made it even worse was that you were assigned to tutor Ong
•there was literally no way around Ong at this point
•While Ong found utter amusement in bothering you
•You were thoroughly annoyed and at one point even thought about transferring into another english class or just changing your whole schedule in general
•But some part of you had found a soft part for Ong
•You hated to admit it but Ong didn’t need to know
•It started when you actually started to tutor Ong
You honestly thought it was going to be pure and utter annoyance with Ong flirty and making witty jokes he’d hope you laugh at
•but when he had found you in the library he just greeted you with a Hello before setting down his own books
•he actually took his studies seriously and just kinda believed he was only putting up a front in front of his friends
•so when the teacher assigned you and ong to a project you weren’t really mad
•the first day you both just met up at the school library to discuss who  would do what part
•But from that day on the both of you had walked to your house together to work on the project together
•And from there you really began to know who the real Ong Seongwoo was
•He was playful, hyper and had a tendency for being a show off
•Besides that he would try his best and eventually you fell for the side of Ong Seongwoo that was only reserved for you
•One account you recalled that you  couldn't help but smile at was when Ong had once called your name making you look up from the textbook you were reading and had taken a moment to stare at you a small at his face before murmuring never mind when you asked him what he wanted
•The the gesture was small and could have been interpreted in many way and honestly have no meaning but you liked to believe he shared the same feelings as you  
•But this was Ong Seongwoo we were talking about so you couldn’t help but stay on your toes
•You were right to
•That Seongwoo that you thought you had knew disappeared in a week's noticed
•He d flirt with other girls
•Made them feel just as special as he had made you feel
•He talked about them right in front of your face
•He had all the right to do so , after all he wasn’t yours
•But the memory that burned in your mind the most made everything 10 times worse
•It was one of the times Seongwoo had stayed over later than usual
•Both of you staring at the tv blankly, sitting on the floor with your backs pressed against the couch, your head on his shoulder
•Ong was the first to break the silence but his voice only came above a whisper
•”You know I wouldn't trade you for the world right?”
•His hand found yours before holding it tightly, the sound of the tv was  drowned out as you smiled to yourself
•”Yeah,sure”
•You were fully aware your reply was filled with sarcasm but you were more than happy
•If you had just forgot about that one moment then maybe you would have been able to get over Ong quicker
•But the feelings still lingered and the pain resided
•You kept quiet the whole time but the last straw was when Ong couldn’t even managed to take the project seriously anymore
•In the beginning Ong would semi help, occasionally glancing before picking it up  
•But things only got worse from there
•You would ask him to hold something or ask him to give you something and he would pick something random up before handing it to you, his face glued on his phone
•You finally bursted when you Ong had started bragging about his new girl and even went to the point of calling her right in front of your face
•”Ong either you get off the damn phone with that girl or you get the hell out!”
•”Woah woah woah what the hell is wrong with you?!”
•”What the hells wrong with me?! I’m sick and tired of you talking to all these damn girls instead of helping me! You can be a fuckboi some other fucking day.”
•”Since when the hell did you care??? What you think just because I was nice to you I’d instantly like you or something?! You’ve gotta be dumb to think I’d like someone like you!”
•You scoffed and before you could think of where you were saying the words and all your feelings spilled out
•”Who the fuck do you think you are Ong? Some sort of god every girl bows down to because they have little respect for themselves?! I was fucking dumb to think you were different and to fall for your stupid tricks is that what you wanted to hear Ong?! That even I was dumb enough to fall in love with an asshole like you?”
•”You’re pathetic (y/n). You knew what you were getting yourself into so don’t get mad at me because you fucking caught feelings for me.You think I enjoyed being nice to you? I swear to god I’ve never been so bored in my fucking like. Your a fucking joke (y/n) I rather be in detention than with you.”
•”Then get the fuck out of my house! I hate you!”
•Without a word Ong swiftly put on his shoes before exiting the house making sure the slam the door short
•Once it shut you fell onto your knees unable to hold the tears back at this point
•You cried till you were able to collect yourself again
•The next day you couldn’t bare to bring yourself to school so you skipped
• you were curled into a ball under the warm sheets of your bed
•As much as you hated at this every moment he invaded your every thoughts
•His sweet actions you thought were sincere picking at your heart with teach ticking second
•It had only been  two weeks yet he had left such a mark on you
•What hurt the most thought was that he was probably doing just fine unphase not even thinking once about yesterday
•But you were wrong
•Ong’s pride wasn’t just bruised because of his friend but by the person he actually loved the most
•The memory of yesterday played on repeat
•he felt stupid for letting his pride and reputation getting in the way of his feelings
•He felt stupid leaving you because his friends were teasing him about how a girl had finally managed to tame thee Ong Seongwoo and he had finally lost his game
•You were the only girl that pushed Ong to his limits; the only girl he had wanted and he let you go like nothing just for his own reputation
•So when you told him how you really felt and how you now hated him; he felt nothing but anger and pain
•The next day once you appeared at school you went to your counselor to change some of your class not knowing if you could even face Ong anytime soon
•But as soon as Ong had caught wind of what you did his whole body was filled with sadness disguised as betrayal and hate
•and as soon as he had found you he couldn’t help but pull you aside by roughly grabbing your arm to force you to look at him
•”Why the hell did you change classes!?”
•”Why does it matter?”
•”Just answer the damn question (y/n)!”
•”You’re making a scene Ong.”
•You didn’t much appreciate the unwanted attention of your classmates and attempted to get your wrist out of his grasp
•inreponse he only gripped harder
•”Aren’t I pathetic to you? I hate you remember? Just leave me alone Ong, wouldn’t you rather be in detention? Don’t use me just because one of your toys became boring”
•unknowingly your words pierced at his heart and his grasp loosened giving you a chance to remove yourself from your grasp
•Both of you quickly became the topic of gossip and it spread like wildfire
•You both hated it equally and just wanted it all to be over like a dream ,waking up a week  before the argument
•But sadly that’s not how things worked and you both had  your own problems to fix
•and it wasn’t long till one of you couldn’t quite take the aching feeling in your heart
•Ong was the first to approach you again, sick of running from his problems
•You were definitely a girl Ong found worth fighting for and he wasn’t about to leave things to end like this
•His bruised pride was one thing but  something that had a chance was another thing worth fixing
•It was the end of day when he had approached you having found you with your usual group of friends
•”(y/n).”
•You took one glance in Ong’s direction before saying a goodbye to your friends and starting to walk off in an opposite direction
•”(y/n) wait!”
•You only walked faster pushing the entrance doors open before walking out in the direction of your home
•”(y/n)!”
•Ong grabbed your wrist, spinning you around so that you were facing him
•”What do you want ong?! If you're just here to make me look like a fool again then just leave me alone! Haven’t you just done enough!?”
•”(y/n) I’m sor-”
•”Yeah and I’m sorry for falling for a guy like you O-”
•Before you could fully finish your sentence Ong pulled you into a kiss his arms locking you into a hug
•You tried to push him way out of shock and he only responded with holding you tighter breaking the kiss only to mumble a please against your lips before kissing you again once more
•This time you kissed back relaxing in his touch before you both pulled back
•”Please… I’m sorry please forgive me I was stupid honestly I swear I love you more than anything (y/n)”
•”You have a week to prove it to me than.”
•”If I do than will you go out with me.”
•”That’s if you prove it to me.”
•From that day on you became the only girl Ong would look at
•He tried his best to make you smile no matter how bad your day was he always managed to
•All his affection and secretive side was all reserved you and in a weeks notice he had proven to you that you were the only girl in his heart
•”It’s been a week do you know what that means.”
•A smile creep on both of your faces
•”I guess it has been.”
•”I love you.” Ong kissed you softly pulling you closer to him
•”I love you too.”
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