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drsilverfish · 5 years

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The Riddle of the Sphinx: 14x12 Prophet and Loss

First, thanks to @verobatto-angelxhunter @gneisscastiel @magnificent-winged-beast @emblue-sparks @mrsaquaman187 for inviting me to guest this week, as part of their ongoing SPN #Metafest project @metafest

along with several other guests: @bluephoenixrises @poorreputation @agusvedder @amwritingmeta @savannadarkbaby @prairiedust and

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I’m going to guest meta about the Riddle of the Sphinx.

Here is creepy Tony Alvarez drowning his first victim.

Despite an opening dose of Bucklemming torture-porn (ugh - although tbf there was a narrative point, as the drowned girl was a mirror for Dean, just like the slain first-born son and the dude who almost got barbecued were - more on that later...)... So, yeah, despite that, I was thrilled to see this in the visual narrative architecture - the Sphinx Machine Shop, where Tony does his mangled prophecy induced killing.

The Sphinx, as you know, is a fearsome part-woman, part winged-lion beastie, in Greek mythology, who was famous for guarding the entrance to Thebes and asking travellers to solve the answer to a riddle in order to gain safe passage to the city. If they failed, she devoured them.

She is tied in mythology not just to puzzles and their solutions, but to fate...

Here is the Sphynx of Naxos, from the Temple of Apollo at Delphi (560 BCE)

Image from https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sphinx_of_Naxos

The Temple of Delphi was the site of the Oracle of Delphi, who was the High Priestess Pythia (a transferrable role) famous for her prophesies, which came to her in trance-states, supposedly from the God Apollo.

You see the link to SPN’s own Prophet role here....

The Sphinx also, famously, appears in Sophocles’ play Oedipus Rex, which became the basis for Freud’s also famous (and relevant a bit later) “Oedipus complex”. Sophocles didn’t invent the myth, but his telling is its most famous rendition.

Despite his other misfortunes, Oedipus doesn’t get devoured by the Sphinx, because he solves her riddle, a popular rendition of which is:

“What goes on four legs, on two legs, on three, and the more legs it goes on, the weaker it be?”

The answer, is - a human (baby, adult, old person with a stick).

Oedipus’ story is a classic story about fate, just like Appointment in Samara (re-worked in an SPN episode, 6x11, but originally an old Mesopotamian tale) which @mittensmorgul and I were talking about just recently, in relation to themes of fate vs free will in SPN (specifically in relation to the role played by Death - see here for the discussion:

http://drsilverfish.tumblr.com/post/182454009599/mittensmorgul-drsilverfish-mittensmorgul )

Oedipus’ story is a (f-d up) family drama - rather relevant to our very own Family Winchester [no, NOT because this is all about either of the boys wanting to sleep with Mary Winchester - thanks Dr. Freud - although, come to think of it, Dean did say she was hot in 4x03 In The Beginning :-)]

14x13 Lebanon promo shot

When baby Oedipus is born, his father King Laius receives a prophecy that his son will grow up to kill him, and so, he sends a shepherd to expose the baby on the mountainside to die, before that can happen. The shepherd however, not being an asshole, saves the baby, and raises him secretly as his own.

Oedipus grows up, and he eventually learns from the Oracle at Delphi herself (see above) that he is fated to kill his father and marry his mother. Believing the shepherd and his wife are his true mother and father, whom he loves, he leaves his home in the mountains for the city of Thebes, determined to defy the prophecy.

On the way, he meets a quarrelsome old man on the road, they fight, and Oedipus kills him:

When he gets to Thebes, he finds the King has been slain, by persons unknown, and the town is at the mercy of the Sphinx. Oedipus, by guessing the Sphinx’s riddle, obtains safety for the town and is, in gratitude, appointed King himself and given the widowed Queen, Jocasta’s, hand in marriage.

All is well for a bit, until a plague descends on Thebes, and Oedipus is told that to save the city, he must avenge King Laius’ death. So, he goes sleuthing, with the extremely relucant help of his seer Tiresius, and to his horror, discovers that he is the one who killed the King (that old dude on the road to Thebes all those years ago), that he is the King’s true son, and has, therefore, killed his father and, in marrying Queen Jocasta, married his mother and committed incest, fulfilling the prophecy he set out to escape from. He promptly blinds himself in horror. Poor ancient Greek dude.

The Chorus laments the power of fate

O heavy hand of fate! Who now more desolate, Whose tale more sad than thine, whose lot more dire? O Oedipus, discrowned head, Thy cradle was thy marriage bed;

http://www.gutenberg.org/files/31/31-h/31-h.htm - Project Gutenberg translation of Oedipus Rex.

A reference to the story of Oedipus and the Sphinx is extremely pregnant right now in the SPN narrative, for two reasons:

1) Fate vs Free Will

2) The Ghost of John Winchester

1) Fate vs Free Will

Dean thinks his interpretation of the book Billie handed him in 14x10 Nihilism - apparently the only death of his in which AU!Michael doesn’t take over his meat-suit and burn the world - means he has to sink himself to the bottom of the ocean, in the Ma’lak (angel) box and that’s “fate”.

Like Oedipus, there is no escape.

However, 14x12 tells us two things. Firstly, by analogy - the prophecy is wrong. Alvarez thinks he is carrying out the prophetic Word of God TM by recreating a twisted version of the Plagues of Egypt sent by God in Exodus:

1) The slaughter of a first-born son

2) Drowning in the Red Sea

3) Fire out of Heaven

(all of which are mirrors for what Dean thinks is his “fate” right now: death of a first born son; being drowned forever at the bottom of the ocean in the Ma’lak box; being consumed by the AU Archangel Michael’s Heavenly grace/fire).

But it’s a garbled message, received as a result of Prophet Donatello’s comatose scramblings.

Secondly, screw prophecy - against the odds, Dr. Sexy of the Lord (yeah - you know Dean thought it) is able to revive Donatello, thus preventing further scramblings (aka wrong prophesies).

CASTIEL: “Dean - if there is a spark, a hope, then I have to try.... you taught me that!”

I loved that line, with its resonance all the way back, like a skein of blue grace, to the Apocalypse Mark One, when Dean convinced Castiel, in Zacharia’s (also due to return in 14x13 Lebanon) “green room” in 4x22 Lucifer Rising, to disobey Heaven for the sake of humanity (Yes, Dean, an angel did fall for you...).

In other words, just as the Winchesters beat their “fate” to be “angel condoms” for Michael and Lucifer last time around, by “tearing up the script” and “making it up as they go” (4x22 Lucifer Rising) thanks to the help of rebel angel Castiel, so they can do so again.

2) The Ghost of John Winchester

In the SPN world’s worst kept spoiler, we know John will return next week in 14x13 Lebanon. We’ve been meta’ing about the ghost of John Winchester haunting the SPN narrative for... forever.

Here is some meta of mine on the subject from S12:

http://drsilverfish.tumblr.com/post/158388550099/john-winchesters-ghost-and-the-haunting-of-s12

John is explicitly recalled, during the brothers’ (beautifully rendered) car conversation in 14x12:

DEAN: “You ever think about when we were kids?”

SAM: “Maybe, yeah, sure, sometimes, why?”

DEAN: “I know I wasn’t always the greatest brother to you.”

SAM: “Dean, you were the one who was always there for me. The only one. I mean, you practically raised me.”

DEAN: “I know things got dicey, you know with Dad, the way he was... and I just.... I didn’t always look out for you the way that I should of. I mean, I had my own stuff, y’know, and in order to keep the peace, it probably looked like I took his side quite a bit. Sometimes, when I was away, you know it wasn’t cos I just ran out, right? Dad would, he would send me away, when I really pissed him off. I think you knew that.”

SAM: “Man I left that behind a long time ago, I had to.”

AU!Michael, I’ve been arguing since the start of the season, is a mirror for Dean’s self-repression and for John Winchester. See:

http://drsilverfish.tumblr.com/post/179463975289/shirtlesssammy-14x03the-scar-meta-writers

John was one of the major causes of Dean’s self-repression, as illustrated in the convo above, where it’s clear Dean had to grow up too fast to become a substitute-parent to Sam, where he was often obedient to their father to “keep the peace”, and where he was also often, unreasonably, punished by his father in the process (such as, as we already know, when he was sent to Sonny’s after stealing food for Sam in 9x07 Bad Boys).

According to psychoanalysis, we always internalise psychological constructs of our parents - Freud calls them imagos. So the Riddle of the Sphinx, for Dean, is how to kill (or rather, lay to rest) the ghost of his father (whom AU! Michael is a mirror for) and with it, the self-repression which has wounded him so much, psychically, since childhood, without letting it kill him too.

Nick, of course (general shudder) also serves as a John Winchester mirror in the episode - his obsessive revenge quest for the slaughter of his wife (aka mirror Mary Winchester) by Abraxas, led to something she never wanted - damage to innocents along the way (aka mirror innocents, Sam and Dean).

To Conclude

The answer to the Sphinx’s riddle, the one that helped Oedipus avoid being devoured by her was.... humanity.

Light Sphinx, 2015-2016, Mixed media (inc. foam, hand stitched fabrics, LEDs, beads, synthetic hair), 74 x 32 x 54 cm by Tarryn Gill

https://tarryngill.com/Light-Sphinx-Shadow-Sphinx-2015-16

Dean IS the symbolic representation of humanity (which is why Amara was so fascinated by him, and let’s not forget Metatron’s words about Castiel in 9x22 Stairway to Heaven - “He’s in love with.... humanity”).

Our first-born Winchester son just has to believe what this episode showed him - prophecy can be wrong.

His “fate” - to die, to drown forever, to be consumed by holy grace/fire, to remain trapped by the ghost of his father, by his own self-repression, by AU!Michael, by the Ma’lak box (aka, in subtext, the closet) is NOT the “Word of God”.

And killing one’s father doesn’t (as it did for Oedipus) have to mean damnation, if, the way one does it, is symbolically, by laying his ghost to rest in one’s heart and mind (hello upcoming SPN 300 14x13 Lebanon).

Freud believed the resolution of the Oedipus complex (for boys) was identification with the father (and no, we don’t have to concur with Dr. Freud). Dean has actually been on an oppositve journey, to get out from under his father’s shadow.

The Jungian solution, which the S14 narrative is offering to the metaphorical Riddle of the Sphinx, is, to turn around and embrace the Shadow-self (the parts of oneself one has repressed) and in so doing, to evolve - to become more fully human.

So, a final salute to Jerry Wanek and team, and the ever wonderful SPN set dressing narrative, for The Sphinx Machine shop!

NB:

You can read my Jungian Meta series here, if you’re interested:

http://drsilverfish.tumblr.com/post/180906003584/the-shadow-14x08

http://drsilverfish.tumblr.com/post/181122764984/14x09-the-spear-jungian-decoder-ring-edition

http://drsilverfish.tumblr.com/post/182299438269/jung-and-deans-journey-towards-self-integration

And if, you want to read more of my SPN meta in general, go visit my blog and look under the “Meta” sidebar tag: http://drsilverfish.tumblr.com/tagged/Meta

Plus, if you want to read lots of other people’s fabulous SPN meta, go check out the “SPN Meta” sidebar tag: http://drsilverfish.tumblr.com/tagged/SPN%20Meta

Thanks for having me @metafest !

DrSphinx out.

#Supernatural #SPN meta #Metafest #14x12 #Prophet and Loss #Winchester Family Dynamics #Dean vs repression #Fate vs Free Will #Set dressing narrative #Jerry Wanek #SPN spoilers #Meta

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mikeyd1986 · 7 years

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MIKEY’S PERSONAL BLOG 46, March 2017

On Monday night, I did my first ever Hot Yoga class at Power House Yoga in Berwick. This studio was recommended to me by a few people and I’ve been wanting to try it for a while now but hadn’t been brave enough until now. I was still feeling quite nervous about it with my anxious thoughts being loud as usual (What if I can’t handle the heat? What if I pass out?). But yoga instructors Jenna, Pete and Mel were all welcoming and reassuring as I signed myself in. http://www.powerhouseyoga.com.au/Yo...

The studio room itself was basically like a giant sauna with white wooden floorboards, a wall mounded electric fireplace, large mirrors and black Sanskrit symbols. I decided to set my yoga mat up early to allow myself to adjust to the room temperature (36-38 degrees). I literally felt like I was sun-baking as I laid myself down. It was a really big class with about 20 other students, both male and female. This was definitely something I wasn’t used to.

Tonight’s Yoga Heat class was a fast-paced Vinyasa flow practice which contained poses including Downward Facing Dog, Plank, Cobra, Pigeon pose, Eagle pose, Bridge pose and a Warrior sequence. It was pretty difficult to keep up with the pace at times because I was sweating so much. I had to cover my yoga mat with towels to avoid slipping. It was absolutely saturated in sweat by the end of the class. Despite the heat, I actually felt quite energised and my heart rate was actually increasing.

The meditation was brief but necessary. Pete read us a quote from Deepak Copra about nothing being impossible to achieve in life. I noticed that the air in the room was cooling down and I sighed with relief, thinking “Thank fucking God”. We all sealed our practice with the chant of one ohm together and in that moment, I felt like I was in a Buddhist temple. http://www.womenshealthandfitness.com.au/...

On Tuesday night, I went down to YMCA Casey RACE for my Water Workout class. There were quite a few people in the pool tonight and we were all making waves literally. Our instructor Suzie was really funny and entertaining, giving us over the top demonstrations of what not to do. The tracklist was a mixture of upbeat classics including The Beach Boy’s California Girls, Billy Idol’s Mony Mony and Lesley Gore’s It’s My Party and I’ll Cry if I Want to. http://www.caseyrace.ymca.org.au/pa...

In terms of exercises, we did a wide variety of movements including jogging, side-stepping, tuck jumps, kicks, ski slopes, jumping jacks and even push ups against the pool edge. Suzie made it really fun, even splitting us up into groups and making us running up and down the length of the pool. We also used the underwater dumb bells and the noodle for some of the exercises. I feel like I’m gaining more confidence in the water every time I do one of these classes and I’m working my muscles at the same time. http://www.fitnessmagazine.com/work...

On Thursday afternoon, I had my one on one PT session with Luke Davey at Breakaway Fitness in Narre Warren. This was a really tough day for me mentally as I made the decision to confront my financial issues and take a break from Breakaway Fitness. I had to be honest with myself and with Luke as realistically I can’t afford it right now. I was literally shaking with nervous energy because I really didn’t know how he was going to react. But thankfully it all worked out.

The warm-up exercises involved three rounds of the following: 100 skips, 10 squats, 10 sit ups and 10 push ups. Honestly, I was already struggling to get through this part of the workout but I kept pushing myself through it. The next part was sadly even worse. Mentally, I just wasn’t in the right mindset at all. I had to push a metal plow across a section of grass both ways and also run that distance 10 times. It didn’t take long for me to break.

I was exhausted physically and emotionally even before I hit round 5. It didn’t help that I was overthinking a lot of shit. I just knew that I wasn’t doing my best today and it really upset me. After I finished the 10 rounds, I sat down on the bench with my head in my hands. I was done. In the moment, I felt like I’d failed and that I’d let Luke down. I broke down emotionally and opened up about my financial issues.

I feel so embarrassed with how much debt I’ve put myself in but I’m starting to make pro-active steps to turn it all around. The one thing that I wanted to achieve out of today is making sure that the door remains open for me to return to Breakaway Fitness when I’m financially ready to. I’m glad that Luke understands my situation and hopefully the last two sessions will be much better than today’s one. https://www.facebook.com/breakawayf...

On Friday morning, I attended the Morning Melodies function at Waltzing Matilda Hotel in Springvale. Mum and I were running late but unfortunately we weren’t really missing much. Today’s entertainer was Davey D who did a tribute to Frank Sinatra. He was dressed in a light grey suit and rocked a black afro hairstyle. He played many Sinatra classics on his acoustic guitar including My Blue Heaven, I’ve Got You Under My Skin, Jack Knife, My Way, Come Fly With Me, Learning the Blues and New York, New York.

Whilst he played and sung the songs pretty decently, he didn’t have the on-stage charisma or the personality to hold the interest of the audience. Most people were clearly looking bored and ready to doze off throughout the performance. On the menu today was a cream of broccoli soup, a roast lamb with seasoned vegetables and a pavlova with cream and passionfruit sauce. https://www.waltzingmatildahotel.com.au/...

On Friday afternoon, I attended my Body Pump class at YMCA Casey ARC in Narre Warren. It was a packed class today which was something I’m usually not used to and I found myself up at the back of the class. Our instructor Nat was really hilarious as always. She decided to alter the tracklist and replaced most of the tracks with Pink songs including I’m Not Dead, Blow Me One Last Kiss and Try.

During the workout, I was actually feeling good about myself. Something clicked inside my brain and I was finally getting the movements including the single rows, clean & press and overhead lifts. I was a little shaky at times during the bench press parts but I had a couple of people near me to follow along with. The single leg lunges and push ups were easily the hardest parts of the workout. I could definitely feel the burn big time. But I walked away from the class feeling great and that I smashed it which was a huge contrast to yesterday’s session. http://w3.lesmills.com/israel/en/cl...

On Friday night, I went along to the Wine and Cheese members evening at Now, Yoga. in Narre Warren South. The usual nerves and social anxiety kicked in when I walked into the studio but slowly these feelings began to dissipate. There was a huge spread on the tables including cheese, crackers, nuts, cupcakes, sushi rolls, salad wraps and sandwiches. For some reason, I always have this unspoken obligation to eat food at social functions even though I’m trying hard to cut back and lose weight.

I started slowly mingling though it was really difficult seeing as though I didn’t know many people there besides the yoga teachers and a couple of students I’ve seen around. But naturally things evolved and I started making conversation. I stayed until the end of the speeches and after the raffle was drawn.

Studio owner Tony gave a heartfelt speech about the history of the studio, the burdens that the business faced and the recent triumphs and successes. In the last few months, the studio has truly flourished and grown both as a physical space and as a community of people. The renovations have really improved the space greatly from a leaf green feature wall to a large mural of a tree with an inspirational quote. I really enjoy attending classes there and I will continue to do so in the future. http://nowyoga.net.au/

“But there’s a scream inside that we all try to hide. We hold on so tight, we cannot deny. Eats us alive, oh it eats us alive. Yes, there’s a scream inside that we all try to hide. We hold on so tight, but I don’t wanna die, no. I don’t wanna die.” Sia - Bird Set Free (2016)

“All smiles, I know what it takes to fool this town. I’ll do it ‘til the sun goes down and all through the night time. Oh yeah, oh yeah, I’ll tell you what you wanna hear. Leave my sunglasses on while I shed a tear. It’s never the right time.” Sia - Unstoppable (2016)

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