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classicsonic · 1 year
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wait i completely forgot i can just send myself asks on pc. lol
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using my own ask . to show that i have made my desktop theme so very silly looking
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my-own-oracle · 3 years
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Could I get a fluffy Drift romantic Valentine thingy?
Of course! Every bot deserves some love. You didn't specify any specific version of Drift, so I'm going with the MTMTE version. If you wanted RID15 or something else, just let me know. Sorry, this kinda got long; I've been without power for the majority of 3 days, this was one of the few things I could to do.
You still kept track of the days that passed on Earth. At first, it was for your own amusement. Wanting to keep track of the time on Earth, but as some holidays came and went, you kept track to keep the connection to your home alive. You kept track of the calendar changes, making a special note when you entered the month of February
You planned, quietly and carefully, gathering spare datapads and using your little stash of credits to purchase a small gift for a particular bot. It was hard keeping the whole thing a secret, considering most of the things you had to hide away were significantly larger than you, but by the power of pure determination, you managed. 
You spent hours locked away in your hab-unit, carefully typing out cheesy Valentine's poems for your friends. Most following the 'roses are red, and violets are blue' format. And when they were done, you beamed. 
You spent the day dragging different data pads around to other bots. Tailgate had even decided to help you for a while, flying you around on his hoverboard, laughing and talking with you as you made your way through the large ship. Even with his help, the event took up most of the day. Slowly everything was handed out. All but one Valentine remained. 
You bid a farewell to Tailgate as he dropped you off at your hab-unit. You had to do this delivery alone. 
This was the Valentine that mattered the most.
**** Drift had spent most of the day with Rodimus, talking about everything from different tactical plans to the many ways the Co-captain could encourage and rally his mechs with a more powerful aura. Or at least Rodimus pretended to listen to that last part. Either way, Drift had spent several hours with his friend. During that time, the spectralist had spied an unusual sight, a datapad in Rodimus' personal quarters. "Did someone slip that in here when you weren't looking?" Rodimus laughed good-naturedly before shaking his helm.
"No, the Space Cadet dropped it off. She's celebrating an earth holiday today and is passing out some gifts to bots she thinks will appreciate them. Rodimus passed the datapad over to Drift, letting him read the short poem written on it.
"Roses are red, And you are too. I am so thankful, To be friends with you." 
Drift found himself smiling as he reads the blurb of text below it, where you explained Valentine's day and its significance to humans in your own culture. 
"So this day is used to express love and gratitude to those around you?" Drift clarified, smiling a little wider as Rodimus nodded.
"She told me humans also use this day as an excuse to express more romantic kinds of love too."
A feeling of jealousy settled in his tanks. 
"(Y/N)- she is truly a wonderful person. Did she pass out many of these?" 
"She had a large stack. You'll probably have one waiting for you in your room," A servo pushed into drifts shoulder plating.
"I doubt that we-" he calms his spark before speaking again. "We may be friends, but we hardly spend time alone together. I think she's frightened of me."
"Uhhh I-"
"She must have learned about some of the things in my past. She can hardly look at me in the optics when we're together, and if we are alone, she can't speak. I fear that I may be terrifying to be around.."
"Okay…. Have you ever thought that maybe your being," Rodumis rolled his optics, "I don't know, a little overdramatic?" 
Drift pondered the thought. But no matter how he looked at it, the hesitant gaze, the fidgeting when together, the quietness she only had around him, all signs pointed to her fearing him.
"Drift, please, don't make me be the responsible one. It goes against my entire being." 
Silence lapsed again.
"I am not spelling this out for you," Rodimus stood, pulling Drift to his peds and shoving him out the door. "Come back when you're done being a sparkling. Go talk to her," the door shut, leaving Drift to walk back to his hab-unit.
****
You could feel your heart racing under your ribs. Thundering with each step you took, leading you to pause every few meters. 'This is so stupid. I can't do this.' you told yourself for the hundredth time. 
"You alright there, Space Cadet?" you snapped your head behind you, spying Rodimus standing maybe a few feet away. When had he snuck up on you?
"I'm fine, just lost in my head." you face back towards Drifts unit, your confidence waning with each passing second.
"Is that another one of those valentines?" Rodimus squatted down to you your level, a servo reaching out to the special datapad you had placed on the hall floor. 
"No," you dashed in front of his hand. "Nothing of interest, really. It's just like the one I gave to you and everybody else."
"And I suppose the box next to it is nothing too," you took a large step to the right, standing between the white and red wrapped box you had next to the Data-pad, before sharing a small, shy smile with the co-captain.
"It's- it's nothing." your voice was softer than you wanted it to be. The smug look on Rodimus' face told you he didn't buy it. "I wanted to give a gift to someone, and if I was on Earth, I would give a special someone candy. I found out Cybertronians can eat energon candies, and I bought a crystal of it as a gift. But it's stupid. He probably won't like it anyways." 
You sunk your head closer to your shoulders. "Just giving him a poem and a piece of candy isn't going to make someone like him notice me." Your fingers worked at the hem of your shirt, rolling the worn material as a means to work out the lump you felt forming in your throat.
Rodimus held his servo out to you, a silent invitation to 'climb up' as he so often said. You took it, settling down into his palm. You watched as he carefully gathered your measly gift into his other servo and began walking in the direction you needed to go.
"So, you like this mech, and you're worried he doesn't like you." You nod. "Who is it?"
"I'd rather not say."
"It's not Ultra Magnus, is it?" You snap a playful glare at your friend. "I just needed to know, I'd still support you, but I won't be thrilled."
"No, it's not Magnus." you heard his vent of relief. Thundering footsteps filled the hall as Rodimus carried you farther a small way.
"so…"
"It- I, Drift," you whispered. "It's for Drift." You were thankful Rodimus didn't outright laugh. He did his best to stay composed. You could feel it in the way his digits curled for a moment, him gasping for air as he tried to talk.
"You think, he- you dont realize-" giggles filled the space between each attempted sentence.
"Yes, I like Drift. Go on, get it out. The little silly human is in love with a bot who probably couldn't care less, who's so far out of her league it's embarrassing." The lump in your throat returned, this time accompanied by a burning feeling behind your eyes. You took a few calming breaths, refusing to cry in such a frustrating situation.
"Oh stars, you're hopeless." Rodimus was smiling, oblivious to your emotional turmoil or not caring about it. "Trust me," he lifted you level with his politics, "He'll be thrilled."
***** Drift sat in his hab-unit, wondering how he could use this Valentine's day thing to his advantage. Find a way to earn some positive affection, and talk to you.
He was coming up blank; you were beloved. There was no way you would give up your time to talk to a bot who terrified you. If only he knew a way to quell your fear and maybe show that he wasn't such a bad bot. Drift heard his door open but didn't turn from his desk. His EM field told him it was Rodimus. 
"Yo." Rodimus walks over to Drift, and before he can turn, his friend grips the closest servo to him. Drift feels you more than sees you, as you're practically tossed into his servo. His optics widen monetarily, and he throws his other servo around you, desperately trying to keep you from falling.
You have his full attention, so much so that the sound of Rodimus putting your gift down on Drift's desk before walking out hardly registers in his audials. Rodimus' smug "You'll thank me later" rings aloud and as the door slides shut behind him.
Drift cautiously checks you over for injuries.  Slowly you roll over, sitting up and trying to look up into Drift's optics. 
Your eyes can barely go past his chassis.
"Are you alright?" Drift questions. His optics take over you again, first your body, then your aura.  
"Hi Drift, I'm alright" you raise your hand in a little wave,  you sound a little frightened, and he watches as your body tenses. "I'm sorry for-uh- barging in like this. But I wanted to bring you a valentines gift." you waved your hand to the small offering on the desk beside him. "It's been delivered, so I'll stop bothering you now, I'm so sorry to have-"
"You are not bothering me," he smiles down at you. You're nervous; that much is plain to see.  He turns his attention to your gift. While the box interests him, he takes the datapad first. 
"Roses are red, And you are kind. I hold you in my heart, always on my mind."
He watches from the corner of his optics as you become red, the color complimenting the flustered pink in your aura. 
"The poem is beautiful," he smiles, but you don't look at him in the optic. He puts down the pad and reaches for the box. The lid removes easily, and he is touched by the piece of energon candy you had inside. 
"Thank you for my gifts, though I will say I'm surprised you gave me one," your eyes snapped to his optics wide and hurt.
"Why, you're my friend." Your question was soft, so quiet should he had been organic, he wouldn't have heard it. 
"You're frightened of me, so I didnt think you would take the time to make me a gift."
"I'm not frightened of you," your hand reached our reassuringly to one of the digits around you, "What gave you that impression?"
Drift listed the clues he had gathered over the few months you'd been aboard, noting that with each one, a look of guilt took form over your face.
"Drift- I-I am not afraid of you," you stood abruptly, hopping from his hand to his desk "do you know what valentine's day is all about on earth?" 
"It's about showing your affection to those in your life," your smile made his spark hum. It was soft, there was fear, but he focused in closer and saw in your aura; it wasn't a fear of him.
"Correct, but only half correct. It's also about telling people who don't know you lo-" you took a breath. "Some humans use this day to confess their love for another person." He could see the struggle you had to keep your eyes at his optics. "Those things I did, the ones that made you think I was scared of you, I did them because I was nervous. I really like you Drift, I would go as far as to say love, but I'm frightened at what you'll do, what you'll think." 
He brought his servo to you again, two digits brushing your cheek and your hair. "If I were human, and it was Valentine's day, what should I do to quell your fears? How am I supposed to respond if I feel the same way about you?" 
You leaned into his digits, your body relaxing from a tension he hadn't realized you had been holding in.
"You just did."
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s3venpounds · 6 years
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1-102
102 questions? damn thats gonna be tough my guy but aight
1. Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it?
i do. at least, i trust in them enough to not take the phrase lightly.
2. Would you date an 18-year-old at the age you are now?
considering im 22 thats not that huge of a gap, considering some people have like a 10 year difference. so yeah i guess
3. When’s the last time you were aggravated and happy at the same time?
pretty recently actually, went to a birthday party of an acquaintance and i didn’t really enjoy myself til i went to sing karaoke but my drunk friend was being hella annoying at the same time
4. Would you ever smile at a stranger?
i do that on the daily so yeah
5. Is there someone mad because you’re dating/talking to the person you are?
i mean probably, humans can’t do ANYTHING without having both a positive and negative influence
6. Have you heard a song that reminds you of someone today?
yeah Spire- Reverie( feat FAWNA) that song was sent by said friend that i got reminded of =]
7. What exactly are you wearing right now?
red plaid boyfriend style shirt, pepperoni pizza print socks, superman boxers and some athletic shorts with my highschools logo and colors 
8. How often do you listen to music?
whenever im not talking to someone, playing games, or in a serious atmosphere
9. Do you wear jeans or sweats more?
sweats after wearing sweats style pants for so long its hard to go back to my skinny jeans
10. Do you think your life will change dramatically before 2013?
considering its 2017 and literally nothing happened in 2013 but my graduation then no
11. Are you a social or an antisocial person?
both? i think im one of those things you call an ambivert.
12. Have you ever kissed someone whose name begins with the letter ‘A’? 
yeah and he was way too timid about it man like ‘s just a kiss
13. What about ‘R’?
nope all my friends with an r name arent close enough for me to try that shit
14. Can you drive a stick shift?
nope would love to learn though
15. Do you care if people talk badly about you?
yep. mostly so i know where to tweak my personality so i can improve as a person i guess but yeah i tend to get paranoid
16. Are you going out of town soon?
not to my knowledge no, but it wouldnt be the first time my parents pull out “surprise” plane tickets to go somewhere i didn’t want to and on such short notice
17. When was the last time you cried?
mmmmmm can’t remember, so its not in the past 6 months or so
18. Have you ever told someone you loved them?
yeah, went downhill afterwards
19. If you could change your eye color, would you?
blue or purple if possible thatd be dope
20. Is there a boy who you would do absolutely everything for?
no not really
21. Name something you dislike about the day you’re having.
how hungry i am and the lack of food
22. Is it cute when guys kiss you on your forehead?
considering im not gay or at least not confirmed yet, no. 
23. Are you dating the last person you talked to?
dunno, not even sure where we stand
24. What are you sitting on right now?
a folded up blanket and an old office chair
25. Does anyone regularly (other than family) tell you they love you?
its not everyday but when i say i love them they say it back so thats nice
26. Have you ever wanted someone you couldn’t have?
yep, multiple times. but yknow oh well right? i would rather something be left where it is than go through an extra excruciating chapter of hurt just because i fell in love with someone i barely knew
27. Who was the last person you talked to before you went to bed last night?
A.T
28. Do you get a lot of colds?
nope infact the last time i got sick was 2 years ago i believe
29. Where is the shirt you are wearing from?
blue notes, it was on sale and it WAS really soft not its just eh soft
30. Does anyone hate you?
HAHAHHAA yeah. one of my friends confirmed it too still do i think
31. Do you have any empty alcohol bottles hidden somewhere in your room?
why would i hide them.. these questions were clearly made for someone under 18 and i apologize for reblogging without reading them
32. Do you like watching scary movies?
FUCK.NO.FUCK YOU FOR MAKING ME WATCH THEM AND FUCK YOU FOR BRINGING THEM NEAR ME
33. Do you want your tongue pierced?
nah sounds like too much maitenence
34. If you had to delete one year of your life completely, which would it be?
my first year. erase my existence. nah im kidding i would probs delete last year or the year before that anywhere in that time frame
35. Did you have a dream last night?
nope sadly =[
36. When was the last time you told someone you loved them?
the day before yesterday we were both v sleepy after movie night
37. Do you think you’ll be married in 5 years?
nope. marriage is an annoying thing and until i find someone worth all that struggle not gonna happen. but ive got a good feeling about this one
38. Do you think someone has feelings for you?
considering they said i love you yeah i would hope so
39. Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
that same person also said this a few days ago so yeah i think so
40. Did you have a good day yesterday?
yeah found some old classic songs and got my body groovin that night
41. Think back 2 months ago; were you in a relationship?
nope 
42. In the next 48 hours, will you hang out with a girl?
nope
43. Has anyone told you they don’t want to ever lose you?
no… and now i feel a little sad
44. What’s the best part about school?
when all ur friends did something amazing yesterday and they talk about it with u all excited and shit
45. Do you have any pictures on your Facebook?
yep , some are really cringe worthy 
46. Do you ever pass notes to your friends in school?
nope i just texted notes were too hard to pass without getting caught
47. Do you replay things that have happened in your head?
yeah a lot to the point im almost there
48. Were you single over the last summer?
yep
49. Is your life anything like it was two years ago?
yeah a little
50. What are you supposed to be doing right now?
chores, usual adult things, maybe cooking
51. Do you hate the last guy you had a conversation with?
nah i dont hate him, maybe not on the best terms with em but yeah
52. Are you nice to everyone?
nope there are some people that just rub me the wrong way
53. Have you ever liked someone you didn’t expect to?
yeah 100%
54. Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months and not cheat?
are you serious? 6 months? thats so short, how the hell anyone falters at that point? i expect people to start cheating ATLEAST at the 1 year mark 
55. Are you good at hiding your feelings?
not very to be honest. i wear my heart on my sleeve as a friend says.
56. Do you think you like someone?
yeah i think i do
57. Have you kissed someone whose name starts with a ‘J’?
no…….?
58. Do you prefer to be friends with girls or boys?
boys are fun for mindless fun but girls are more for sentimental stuff. both are equally nice to be around
59. Has anyone of your friends ever seen you cry?
yeah tequila is a bitch
60. Do you hate anyone?
yep! same person who hates me!
61. How’s your heart?
like spiritually or like physically. havent gotten a medical check up so dunno, and spiritually? its being taken care of so thats nice
62. Is there something that happened in your past that you hate talking about?
yep! and i refuse to talk about it =]
63. Have you ever cried over a guy?
nope never
64. Who is probably talking a load of crap about you right now?
person who hates me HEH maybe even my best friend but in an endearing way like “ this fucking bitch decided to snort fucking fundip hes my friend but god damn hes a fucking dumbass”
65. Are your toenails painted pink?
nope i wouldnt mind painting em tho
66. Will your next kiss be a mistake?
probably i make a lot of them
67. Girls love it when boyfriends cry; correct?
they better not. youre a shitty person for pushing someone to that point. 
68. Have your pants ever fallen down in public?
yeah, sometimes on purpose sometimes on accident, sometimes cuz i wanted to
69. Who was the last person you were on the phone with?
A.T
70. How do you look right now?
like shite mate i havent showered yet
71. Do you have someone you can be your complete self around?
yeah Justin HEH
72. Can you commit to one person?
i damn hope so otherwise life is gonna be hella lonely
73. Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to?
yeah! 
74. Have you ever felt replaced?
yep. multiple times too
75. Did you wake up cranky?
nope woke up horny. thats what happens with morning wood
76. Are you a jealous person?
yeah, the more amazing someone is the more jealous i get
77. Are relationships ever worth it?
i wanna say yes so yall dont shy away from them but like real talk its fucking aggravating, a lot of work, and tiring sometimes. anyone who says otherwise is glossing over shit or hasn’t seen the whole spectrum yet
78. Anyone you’re giving up on?
yeah about 98% done too
79. Currently wanting to see anyone?
yeah 
80. Name something you have to do tomorrow?
the same tiring shit as everyday pinky try and take over the world
81. Last person you cried in front of?
justin
82. Is there someone you will never forget?
Azley.
83. Do you think the person you have feelings for is protective of you?
considering they stayed up with me while i was hitting an emotional low yeah i would think so
84. If the person you wish to be with were with you, what would you be doing right now?
cuddling, probably freaking out that we’re physically right in front of each other
85. Are you over your past?
nah, i like my past as shitty, cringy and heartbreaking as it is i love it
86. Have you ever liked one of your best friends of the opposite sex?
yeah isnt that how relationships happen….?
87. Is there anyone you can tell EVERYTHING to?
yeah justin
88. If your first true love knocked on your door with apology and presents, would you accept?
yeah i’d accept it, then close the door.
89. So, the last person you kissed just happens to arrive at your door at 3AM; do you let them in?
yeah cuz its fucking cold outside my dood, here lemme get some tea or some shit youre probs freezing
90. Have you ever liked someone who your friends hated?
honestly yeah i once had this really spotty conversation with a girl literally everyone in the school hated at the time. then i realized wow, im just horny and have no substantial feelings for this person and if i do go through with this i will regret it
91. Will you be in a relationship in 2 months?
i dont know i dont like to think very far
92. Is there anyone you know with the name Michael?
yeah he grew out his hair like that annoying french kid in the will smith movie hitchcock that kept calling him  le petite asshole
93. Have you ever kissed a Matthew?
nope
94. Were you in a relationship in January? How was it going?
nope 
95. Were you happy with the person you liked in March?
nope HAH
96. Don’t tell me lies, is the last person you texted attractive?
considering the last person was my brother fuck no. hes ugly as all hell
97. Who do you have texts from?
uhh, my brother, my best friend, my brother in law, my phone company, and a close friend
98. If the person you like says they like someone else, what would you say? i would cheer em on while i get fetch the crown royal hidden in the back of the pantry
99. Have you ever kissed someone older than you?
yeah not that much different from anyone else really
100. Who’s in your profile picture with you? 
no one unless you mean the person who took the photo then my cousin
101. Ever kissed under fireworks?
no, and i dont plan to now. i hate them.
102. Has anybody ever given you butterflies?
yes.
overall this shit has gotten my mood a little low so if yall excuse me im gonna mentally drown in music
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