#Fuck you!! This entire website is for me!!! HAhaAA!!!

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I've learned just how much I appreciate "Decentralization" Not the shitty fucking crypto bro "Yooo dude if we just do the fetishization of capital harder it'll surely be decentralized, surely we just need to do it harder bro" kinda shit But the idea that like, even if the systems that maintain the standards that maintain social power/value of certain things we care about goes under (Whether through bankruptcy, lack of resources, lack of userbase, etc) I will still be able to maintain the personal value I find or have already found through relying on those systems. So it would be better if those systems were more easily able to be opted out of to make that transition smoother if/when it happens and so I can maintain my own personal standards!! (Not fetishizing individualism, just saying that I am an individual person who wants to be able to force my own standards to be applicable to my own life. This very much is in support of giving power to the workers forced to use these systems the power to more easily destroy the systems they work within if they need to and force their own social standards to become the new system. All my posts are attempts at corrupting your mind with commie brain washing, you must understand this because once you do you might begin to accept this as well)

I've been thinking about swapping from Discord over to Matrix for a little while now for this exact reason but didn't know just how far reaching it applied. It contextualizes why I wanted to swap over to firefox much more aptly rather than just doing it because I simply hated chromium. I wanted more. It also makes be better appreciate tumblr, and why I felt so able to actually commit to a social meda for once. It's because the blog is my own and I always have the export button right in front of me. If I don't like my blog, I can make a new one. If I don't like tumblr I can leave tumblr and still have my blog (just without the value of being able to reach a wider audience... which I didn't even want to begin with!!! I just wanted an audience and I already have that with my friends and current mutuals!!! I don't care about audience growth, I'd rather deeper entrench the social investments I already have made in the social entities I enjoy). And since I'm no longer worried about this being my entire being (No longer fetishizing social media), I am no longer worried about this being my own shot at having a blog, I can take more risks!!

I can see posts my wife sends me where she's like "I don't know if I can reblog this or not" and say "No you totally can if you want, in fact I want to so I'm going to reblog it right now" and it pushes both me and her to be more honestly depraved with each other, which is lovely!! It lets me show off that honest depravity with people who are okay with seeing it more easily too!! It's just super liberating and I would only be able to feel this way if escape was possible and I have a safety net insuring I can make sure that net continues to exist and continues to widen. Sure, it requires a certain amount of tech literacy, a certain amount of economic literacy, a metric shit ton of political and class literacy, and at least one other person willing to help me, but hey I have all those things so I know my net will work for me!! Anyway, this was just more agency-posting. If you are empathizing, sympathizing, or are envious I'd recommend starting by figuring out what you want your safety net to capture, why you want that to be able to be captured, what happens if you're wrong (not if you're wrong, just what would happen first), and then whether or not your current net actually does or doesn't already capture what you want it to so you know where to put your focus into!!

And if you want advice for where to start on that I highly recommend at least skimming Das Kapital (Or just Capital or Capital: A Critique of Political Economy or whatever you know it as, labels are meaningless beyond the meaning we want them to have, as long as you know that I'm talking about Marx's economic analysis book that's fine) and coming to an understanding of what value is and what money is and how they are not linked. That's what allowed me to get this far, and I think if more people were able to not only unlink their personal value from money but also take steps to limit their own desires and pursuing of capital to better focus on their "real" value more and more people would be able to be "this far" as well!

#pretentious wannabe art student posting #long fucking post #yippie peace through tyranny!! #for my wife #Not all these tags fit but they *kind of* fit so I want to use them as what tags are actually for (Sorting and fetching later) #rather than using tags to shy away from making posts!! #Fuck you!! This entire website is for me!!! HAhaAA!!!

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Stray Game Thought-Log Part 1

Playtime: 4 hours

I'M A CAT

THERE ARE MORE CATS??

THIS IS MY FAMILY YEA

I CAN PLAY WITH THEM!!

YEAAA

Ohh where we going?

Am creeture

Jumpy jump

ZOOMIES

This seems precarious

NO BABY-

NOOOO BABY

Is this a horror game now?

No baby! D:

Go in there? But weird things went in...

I drop bucket

Ew what the fuck

*sees dead robots*

Let's get outta here cat

I am creeture *knocks paint cans off*

Fuck is this a chase sequence?

FUCK IT'S A CHADE SEQUENCE

EW GET OFF

*dies*

BOOK IT CAT BOOK IT

HOLY SHIT

IS THAT IT?

sssssssssss

Oh shit did I need the plug from just now?

Uhh can the door open- Nope

Oh I don't, good

Tiny drone

Why my cat walking weird

Am creeture *scratches carpet*

Ew the city looks disgusting what happened here

Oh ew more of those things run cat

Wait they're actually after me RUN CAT

JUMP CAT

EEEEE LET’S GO CAT

Omg robots

Aw friendlies!

I CAN GET A PONCHO??

Where do I go?

I'm lost

I came here before

Oh you the barterman

THE CABLES I NEED

I NEED DETERGENT

Oh music sheet yes

Ohh you the musician!

*spends an entire minute listening to the music*

What is this? *wears paperbag*

MY CONTROLS ARE INVERTED GET IT OFF

Oh it's off

WHAT DO YOU MEAN KNOCKING OFF THE PAINT HAD CONSEQUENCES??

NOOO I WANTED THE PONCHO

FUCK

Okay where do I go??

Uhhh

Ohh a library

There is a dead bot in here wtf

*realises jumping off book stacks makes them fall* HAHA

*zooms through books*

Oh here he is

Momo you good man?

Why are you dressed like that?

Journal hunt? Hey I got one already!

*kicks basketball by accident* Oh shit-

It didn’t hit Teddy thank god-

Oh getting here wasn't so hard

*accidentally breaks pot* Oops, let's get out of here cat

More music sheets! :OOO

*listens to some music again*

More books, books, books

*gets sad I can't get a poncho*

You're kidding, you're kidding

YOU WANT ME TO GO THROUGH THOSE?

ALRIGHT CAT LET’S GO

*dies twice*

YOU GUYS ARE DISGUSTING

Hack door? OH FUCK-

Wait, wait I see... fuck

I DID NOT SIGN UP FOR THIS

Do I really wanna go in here?

Ew

Oh my god there's so many

Oh god

GO GO GO OH MY GOD GO

RUN CAT

They can't reach me here can they?

God how many more are there

FUCK GO GO

JUMP PLEASE

Did they die? Why is there only one?

Do I really wanna leave this safety?

Fuck it LET’S GO

Ew

Oh of course they were thrash eating bacteria...

Literally types this so I can stop shaking because wow I'm shaking a lot

I just wanted a nice cat game but no I have to run from mutated bacteria *sobs*

Please don't come after me while I'm in a barrel

FUCK THERE'S MORE?

This place is large and empty and I don't trust it

*calls elevator*

OH FUCK

SHIT SWRPENRINE SERPENTINE

LET ME IN

HOW DO I GET IN??

*dies* >:(

*pushes a bunch of cones off*

AIYEEEEEEEEE

GET IN

DON'T COME INTO THE ELEVATOR PLEASE

*sobbing* Am I almost there yet?

Oh I'm here HAHAAA

Oh damn

Ah yes, the view of everything I had to go through

*crying* scritchy scratchy carpet-

What is this website looking password

Come on cat let's sleep

Ohh clever secret door password

WHERE IS THE BLANKET

WAS IT THE PONCHO??

OH so the paint ISN'T my fault

Oh the poncho is a mission item :(

NOOO I DON'T WANNA GO OUTSIDE

FUCK A CHASE SEQUENCE

HOLY SHIT RUN JUMP PLEASE GO CAT GO

AAAHHHH

I'm fine B-12 this is only the second worst fall I've had

What is this nightmare

Why is this place big and empty

Holy shit Einstein?

Fuck you want me to go out there again

This sucks (affectionate)

SHINE THE UV LIGHT ON ME DOC HELP

YES GIVE ME THE LIGHT

God I gotta do everything for you robots

GET SMITE BITCH

Please don't be more Zurks

Oh god the Slums thank god

*runs around the Slums for a bit*

Bye everyone :(

Adventure with Momo? :D

WHAT DO YOU MEAN YOU CAN'T COME WITH ME

GOD DAMMIT

Fuck I hate this place

EEEEE

*runs back and forth several times to clear out the Zurks*

Alright cool *opens door*

*more Zurks pour out* FUCK

*peeks right* Dead end

*peeks left* WHAT THE FUCK

IS THIS RESIDENT EVIL NOW

AIYEE DON'T SHAKE ON ME

RUN CAT RUN

DIE BITCHES

Oh god are those eyes on the walls?

HHHHHHHHHHH

Wait

No

No

I NEED TO PRESS BOTH BUTTONS?

FUCK GO CAT GO

*dies*

*game crashes*

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