#HHHHHHHG MY WHOLE FUXKING DECEMBER (MAYBE LONGER?) HAS BEEN LIKE THIS IM FUCKING???

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#to a fun n catchy beat! #im in! themood! tobeself de struc tive! #gonna put Some Fucking Stuff here in a sec so maybe dont read if u dont wanna see vent stuff + also hey i hope ur good! #HHHHHHHG MY WHOLE FUXKING DECEMBER (MAYBE LONGER?) HAS BEEN LIKE THIS IM FUCKING??? #IM SO MAD #LIKE GOD BITCH AHUT UP WHO FUCKING CARES #its been what? 2&3/4 years? and here i am thinkin about relapsing? how fuckin wild 😂😂 #like also i dont wanna bc thats some HASSLE but uhhhhhhhhhhhh nothing else is helping anymore and idfk what else there is i guess? #the cons outweigh the pros but the pros seem so fucking tasty rn. i think ill just? stay up really late even though ive stuff to do tomorrow #WOW im such a bad person??? like i try to be nice but im. incredibly petty and angry at a lot of things? and not even for good reasons? #im so passive aggressive and rude and angry and lazy and i run my mouth too much and im vain and pretentious and a know it all and hey! #yall fucking deserve better than this! better than me! my friends dont deserve just All This theyre way too good for that! im so sorry that- #-i like you gyys and talk to you and just fucking!! exist in your presence!! bc idk if u realise it yet but im so shitty!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #WHY am i even putting this here i have a vent blog!!!! but NO i have to post it HERE bc i need attention like a pathetic whiny fuxking child #hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhishoukd die i swear 2 god dhefsvejdvecgec #ask to tag #death mention #caps tw #personal junk #god just. end me