#He had just wow... He was also an sensetive soul and im like aa... Me too

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Hey not to be emotional at main but I think about my grandpa so much despite never meeting him. I've been told such lovely things about him and been told often I am similar to him.

His wife divorced him without giving him a reason but he still was so fond of her and have stated 'I'll meet her again one day, even if it's after death'

Never said a bad word about anyone, despite living through abuse from his father he never said anything bad about him or blamed him

He struggled with bipolar disorder almost his whole life along with an heart disorder which finally got the better of him.

Wish I could have met him. The fact he passed away almost exactly an year before I was born is something im sad about. I think he would have been the best grandpa if I did get to know him

#miranda talking shit #Family #He went through some absolute awful shit in his childhood . His mom had an type of blood disorder like... She bled easily and too much #And stopping any blood flow was harder? Anyway ... She died giving birth to his younger brother and the brother along with her #I think he was 6 himself ? After that his dad basically blamed him for what happened. So instead of embracing his only living son he #Distanced himself and even beat him for anything 'wrong' he did. He may have been even more abused but thats all he shared to my mom #But he NEVER said he hated his dad or that he was mean or anything of the sort. #And my grandma divorced him which now cant be known why... But me and mom guess it can have something with grandma's paranoia/schizophrenia #At the time they weren't in like a 'bad' marriage or such. Grandpa obviously still loved her very much and her wanting an divorce #Apperantly seemed to come kinda out of nowhere but grandpa didnt fight her on it or anything. Obviously still #Loved her and always spoke well of her and believed up to his death that 'I'll meet Gertrud again where I'm going' #Shit man im just emotional af... Being told by mom that i am similar to him just makes me proud idk. I never met him but all the kindness #He had just wow... He was also an sensetive soul and im like aa... Me too #I hope his vision of an afterlife is real so i actually can meet him too one day #I wish he was around me growing up . Id actually have some sort of male role model then yea